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it‘s so uncomfortable being chubbier after having been really skinny honestly ik this is recovery weight but gahh idk if it’s the autism but it feels so horrible feeling my thighs touch or my stomach rolls touch when i sit down or my stomach touching my pants. it makes me want to rip my hair out ngl. i was sick when i was skinnier but at least my body wasn’t constantly touching

also running HURTS even though it didn’t when i was underweight because of my breasts and wearing thighs bras feels so horrible ahh i hate it here i can’t win fr

#rambles #ed #this is about to make me relapse genuinely help

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I'm out of words and patience to explain once again that 'empowering' does not mean 'makes me feel confident/good/strong/powerful'. for something to be empowering it actually has to be enfranchising, it has to give you power not just the feeling of power. male approval is not empowering no matter how much it makes you feel like you have power over men by being sexy to them. this fantasy of leading lustful idiotic men around by the dick serves only men.

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#kill it with fire #and they have the audacity to claim women have it easier in wars #idc if these men can’t see women as human i‘m unable to view them as humans as well. disgusting

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#the fuck

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so the occurrence that almost every woman was sexually harrassed by a man at some point in her life is just a cluster of a few individual experiences that you cannot formulate any general conclusions based on BUT a few reddit porn addicted losers not having a girlfriend assigned to them as soon as they're born or being rejected by three girls in middle school is a world scale epidemic that gets its own name, psychologists and media and useless video essayists devoted to finding out what its causes are and to figuring out how to solve it, and every woman is now responsible for solving it. i love living in this world i am totally not chewing on my arm right now!

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Males know they're not superior.

#feminism #misogyny

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women's sports is one of the loudest and most successful anti-patriarchy campaigns in human history. what women's sports did and does is prove, over and over again, the excellence, the raw power and strength of the human woman. it completely disrupts ideas on gender.

you have big, powerful women in rugby. fast, endurable women runners. impeccably strong gymnasts. women with strong, large bodies that take up space. that are HEALTHY. they are not RESTRICTED or ladylike. they are free of the stillness/deadness that femininity demands. no corsets. no (aesthetic) thinness. no hourglass bodies for gawking. women's sports screams to society "we are fully human, not objects, not small men. we are not domestic dolls. we are hunters and foragers. fighters."

why do you think men are so vitriolic about it? why don't they want women in football? why don't they want it televized? why do they keep harassing female basketball players? why do they insist on dressing women in sexualized uniforms? why do they now make it taboo to exculde men from women's sports?

i firmly believe it's because women's sports tears patriarchal gender ideology apart so effortlessly. it completely spits in the face of patriarchal political propaganda and shows how null it is. it forces all of us to view women as full, as the beginning of human excellence, as central to human history. not as decorative sexual objects, no matter how men want us to be.

that's why there's so much aggression and derision when it comes to women's sports from men. because women's sports destroys the idea of femininity and depicts women as non-derivative. women must be monsters and cannot afford to play into the childlikeness that femininity demands. the arena of sports forces us to focus on women's physical performance rather than appearance. their strength rather than how attractive they are. their skill and strategy. their humanity. it is a form of entertainment where all female roles are agentive and active rather than passive.

women's sports events are also hotbeds for female and lgb solidarity like you have no idea!

y'all need to start watching women's sports. not only because it is exciting, but it deprograms the patriarchal bullshit out of you so fast. you realize how much is possible. how much we can all achieve right now.

#women's sports #feminism

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i‘m so tired of hearing about SA against women and children literally anywhere i go wether it be online or irl or in books jesus christ give me a break like i try to stay optimistic but i‘m sick of living in a world like this and everyone i tell just goes "that‘s just how it is." like really. does it really have to be this way.

#rambles

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Idk who needs to hear this, but that girl in high school who was mean to you is not proof that women commit the same atrocities that men do

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sexualization of female athletes is so disgusting and it makes me SO mad. a woman can never focus solely on her sport, she also has to make sure her physique looks good in skin tight spandex. and she has to constantly self-monitor to make sure she’s not accidentally flashing the crowd. and even if she’s the most skilled and talented athlete in the world, she still gets dolled up and paraded around like some kind of sexy show pony. it’s seriously ridiculous.

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#feminism

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I’m so happy I got this shot earlier holy shit

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Recognizing female human beings get oppressed for our sex isn't "being obcessed with genitals" it's just the literal conclusion of not being in blatant denial of reality

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i read that autistic people are more likely to identify as trans, and they say it's because we are more likely to question and defy social constructs, but gender IS a social construct and trans people are not "defying" it. the real reason we are more likely to identify as trans is because we find it harder to relate to peers and feel discomfort in our bodies when exposed to uncomfortable stimuli, and frankly yea we are more likely to bend gender rules because we are more likely not to care, but in our society this is punished and we're left wondering what was so wrong, never getting a real answer. especially for girls who are more likely to not get diagnoses fast, it feels tough to not know what's "wrong" with us. being trans feels like it encompasses all our problems. at least, that's what i've observed/experienced.

#so many ppl in my family seem to think i‘m trans bc of this #and they call me by the male version of my name and 'tease' me w/ it #it‘s so weird because there‘s nothing really 'male' about me? i’m literally just a human who has xx chromosomes #and bc they seem to think i act 'different' that what women are supposed to be like they think i‘m actually a man #this has always and will always confuse me

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they cancelled yuri on ice ☹️

#this is literally the only anime i like #it was sooo good in terms of animation and character development #i‘ve been hoping for new content for YEARS :( #this stings #also can we talk about how it made a relationship between two males natural and normal and didn’t really 'yaoiize' it #i made that word up just now but you get what i mean #yuri on ice #yuri!!! on ice

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i hope i never ever ever see this image while im high or it will also straight up kill me. it would make me so scared my skeleton would run away And id be a boneless scared heap on the ground