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The Eternal Rose
Indepedent, Selective and Private RP Blog for Bessa(Wife of Gan) from Stephen King's The Dark Tower Comic: Guide to Gilead. Para and Novella prefered. Heavily headcanon based. Mun is 30 Theme made by @itsdeadlights aka Dollie
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*sticks out her head of a hole in the dark Tower *
"Hello.... It's been a while"
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more random dialogue prompts ,
“why do you have that look on your face?”
“finish what you’re doing, we have to talk.”
“what have you done to yourself?”
“did you do something different with your hair?”
“it doesn’t do any good to get worked up.”
“when was the last time we had a real conversation.”
“are you in the witness protection program, or what?”
“there’s something wrong with me.”
“no, i don’t hate you.”
“hey stupid.”
“we’re aren’t them.”
“looks like i’ll live long enough to make you pay.”
“you know you’re wrong.”
“i don’t understand, why are you doing this?”
“now, before i say anything, promise me you’ll stay calm.”
“what makes me so special?”
“you have no idea what i’ve been through.”
“you really don’t have to do that, not for me.”
“did you really think you’d get a second chance?”
"how about we don’t do that.”
“i have a lot going for me, but humility is not one of them.”
“you’re the worst.”
“i don’t need you right now.”
“don’t just stand there, looking at me.”
“i thought you were supposed to call me.”
“take my hand.”
“i need you.”
“you’re allowed to need help sometimes.”
“for someone who doesn’t like to feel things, you sure feel a lot of it out loud.”
“when this is all over, i want it to be you and me.”
“why won’t you tell me what happened?”
“you don’t know what this means to me.
“i know it doesn’t make sense.”
“i’m trying really hard to keep it together.”
“i know you’re new, but we do things a little differently here.”
“your voice is putting me to sleep.”
“did you find what you were looking for?”
"you knew and you didn’t even warn me?”
“well, i guess that’s broken.”
“i thought it was part of the act.”
“you think u don’t know you’re only here because they sent you?”
“you promised to call me if you didn’t know what to wear.”
“you can keep a secret, can’t you?”
“how could you do this to me?”
“put the gun down, dearest. i have news!”
“i know you don’t have any reason to trust me, but you need to know something.”
“if you’re here to tell me what happened last night, someone beat you to it.”
“people think i’m weird.”
“i think i’m losing myself again.”
“you can’t be here.”
“i wish you’d come to the funeral.”
“do you know what today is?”
“so, you broke my favourite mug… and you’re breaking up with me?”
“i need to get out.”
“it’s like i’m cursed or something.”
“you are remarkably well-behaved tonight, what have you been up to?”
“you gonna eat that?”
“sir, the pony rides are for children only.”
“i don’t want you to worry about that anymore.”
“we’ll never make it in time.”
“you’d be late for your own funeral.”
“you should have seen it coming.”
“oh, good, you’re here! hold this.”
“why can’t you just be happy for me?”
“on a scale of one to ten, how do you feel about nachos right now?”
“is this how you flirt with everyone?”
“how much longer till we’re there?”
“what have you done?”
“it’s time for you to repay that debt you owe me.”
“where did you get that? who gave it to you?”
“what kind of mother has thoughts like that?”
“i know I haven’t been what you needed, but i’m here, and i wanna help.”
“i never want to hear you say that again.”
“you’re all i have.”
“i know it’s not perfect, but i did follow the recipe this time.”
“i was doing so well until you showed up.”
“don’t eat that! i made it ‘specially for our guest.”
“it’s not that i don’t like my life, it’s that i don’t have the energy to enjoy it.”
“how can you stand this place?”
“don’t take this the wrong way, but you don’t exactly blend in.”
“you need to stop.”
“i don’t like that look, what happened?”
“is that seriously your password?”
“what’s your problem?”
“you had no right to use it without asking.”
“oh, wow, you weren’t kidding.”
“i couldn’t trust my own parents to protect me.”
“i’m surprised you haven’t been arrested yet. wait, no, i’m not.”
“why do you want to help me?”
“ten bucks for that piece of crap?”
“we have to hurry, they’re coming!”
“hey, look what came in the mail!”
“do you want to get a drink or something?”
“please tell me you didn’t eat that.”
“the worst part is you didn’t even notice.”
“if i wanted help, i would have asked.”
“wanna tell me what’s going on with your grades?”
“you need to leave.”
“talk to me, okay? i need to know what’s going on.”
“i do blame you.”
“sometimes life deals you a bad hand, but you can still play your cards right and win.”
“you’re no longer useful to me.”
“i’m not good with sarcasm: if you don’t like me, just say it.”
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Bessa was clearly conflicted, she was the goddess of life for crying out loud, she was not supposed to hurt things or creatures for that matter. In this certain situation however it was out of self defense. She had agreed to join Pennywise in one of his hunting sprees, fully aware what it contained, but since the goal of it was also sort of spend more time with IT, Bessa tried her best to let her squeamish "I hurt no one and nothing" persona at bay.
After all, hunting prey was something IT greatly enjoyed, so supporting IT felt the right thing to do at this moment. Killing however... Bessa simply couldn't jump over her shadow.
"Penny, I am sorry but I don't think I can kill it... The simple act of hitting this creature was already grating for me... I am the goddess of life after all... Death is more your speciality..."
She touched the creature with her shoe, shoving it gently aside,not wanting to touch it. "One thing is for certain, these little creatures are a pain to deal with..."
@itsdeadlights
@eternalrosx said: “I think I hit it!”
Monsters and Hunters Sentence Starters || Accepting!
Pennywise would have congratulated her if ITS mouth were not occupied with squirming form of one of the creatures that dared pursue them. Perhaps IT could, but the BEAST had come to understand that speaking with one’s mouth full was considered rude. Pennywise offered her an impressed ‘hmm’ around ITS meal.
The shapeshifter had grown in size, but remained in clown form, finding it amusing to assume such a form.
After a moment, IT released the figure from ITS mouth, clutching the wriggling beast tight in ITS grasp so they didn’t get away, “–Good. See if you can kill it now–” Pennywise said, and shoved ITS prey back into ITS mouth, playing with ITS food rather than actually eating it.
IT didn’t know if BESSA had it in her to kill a living being, they certainly hadn’t had any need for her to do any killing so far.
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I am sorry I slacked off again on this blog. Work is killing me atm with Corona and all that. I will get to replies either tomorrow or Sunday when I have a little more time.
Thanks for your understanding
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Bessa was busy in her little kitchen, she was cutting vegetables for a new recipe she found in one of her books. The goddess had built herself a small house in Derry, the reason for that was that way she could be closer to Pennywise and to keep a closer eye on IT. The Crimson King and his goons were still operating and Bessa didn`t wanted to take any risks.
Given, Gan was a little irritated at first when his wife decided to make herself a small abode in the human world, but knew it had no use talking her out of it. Bessa was stubborn one way or the other. As long she was happy, he could live with it. Besides he couldn`t deny that a watch post in the other world was not a bad idea at all. Just as Bessa had finished her vegetables, she heard Pennywise calling her. She had asked IT for a little help with her cooking, asking IT to get her some beef on the way. Cleaning her hands on her apron, Bessa went outside, seeing Pennywise standing there with what looked like a living cow. She stared at both for a moment before clasping her hand in front of her mouth.
“Is that cow still alive?” Bessa asked, raising a brow. She went closer to Pennywise, still staring at the twitching bovine creature in IT`s maw. “Thank you for bringing me what i asked for, but please, end this poor beings life already, it looks like it`s suffering!”
As goddess of Life itself, she could not kill any being so IT had to do it, since she could not use a living cow for her recipe anyway. The blood that was on the pavement was sickering down the sewers which made Bessa furrow her brows.
“Why don`t you come inside? You can help me prepare this animal for dinner”
@itsdeadlights
@eternalrosx ♡’d for starter
IT raced through the streets of Derry completely unnoticed by the humans that lived there, clutching ITS latest prey tightly in ITS jaws. The cow wasn’t for IT though, BESSA had mentioned something about needing beef for a recipe and the creature had taken it upon ITSELF to get it for her fresh.
And how much fresher could one get than a cow that was still alive, just barely?
The form IT currently used was a gruesome hybrid of a beast, IT looked reptilian but moved like a feline and had the powerful talons of a terrible bird of prey, and a tail which was almost more like a tentacle. As much as the creature would have loved to take credit for the grotesque form, IT had copied it from a tv show IT had glimpsed while searching for food a few weeks ago. Humans had little in the way of strong points, but IT was willing to admit they invented quite excellent forms for IT to take.
At last IT arrived at the dwelling BESSA was currently staying in –Mata– IT called telepathically, –I have something for you– IT sat down in the street, the cow’s blood spilling on to the pavement, and into ITS mouth.
Cow meat honestly didn’t taste too bad, if meat were all IT needed the creature probably could stand to add them to ITS diet, but alas, humans were the only beings on this planet that fulfilled that particular dietary niche.
#oh penny xD#reply#itsdeadlights#bessa is not amused#but also thankful#IT is such a good son#*snickers*
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Hello, Bessa :)
I saw that you were able to get Gan and Pennywise to talk with each other, even if that ended not quite as you’d hoped.
Do you think Gan and the guardians would ever allow him back at the table, or would IT ever even consider it?
"Hello there. That's a question I am not sure I am able to answer, maybe one day, but for now? Unlikely. The rift between Pennywise and the Guardians is just too great at the moment, but I will try my best to unite them one day..."
#Bessa suffers due to all the stress of them trying to get along#she needs a break#😇#Good that the holidays are over now
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Bessa is full of Christmas Spirit~ She loves the holiday very much and invites all the gods and goddesses of midworld to a rich feast every year, including the Guardians.
She tried to lure in Pennywise as well, but so far she had no luck.
#the ways of the rose(headcanons)#that is the difference between me and Bessa#she loves christmas while i loathe this holiday with all my heart
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What does your muse usually smell like?
//Bessa always has this faint rose tinted smell on her that lingers in the air even long she has left a place. It's a soft, very gentle scent that makes other people feel at ease when taking it in.
@itsdeadlights
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HOW DOES YOUR MUSE CARRY EMOTIONS?
ANGER, jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going non verbal, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, passive aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts.
JOY, easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing/giggling, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savors joy.
SADNESS, crying, bottling it up, seeks distractions, wallows, meditates and processes, avoidance, seeks out comfort, withdraws, talks it out, internalizes it, sad smiles, depression naps, uses alcohol, uses drugs, seeks out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better.
EMBARRASSMENT / SHAME, blushing, looking away, rubbing at back of head, covering face, laughing nervously, laughs it off, overthinks, lets it go, self deprecating humor, deflects, gets irritated, smiles, withdraws, crossing arms over stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate.
GUILT, avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashes out, internalizes, apologizes, deflects, communicates, withdraws, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepts fault easily, punishes themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption,moves on easily, denial, lack of guilt/conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others.
FEAR / ANXIETY, trembling, crying, sarcasm/sass to cope, rambles, goes silent, gets angry, fidgeting, clenching jaw, picking at nails, chewing at lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting jewelry/clothing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, over-reacts, under-reacts, calm,logical, panic, irrational, overthinks, carefully analyzes, talks to themselves, breathing exercises, fight, withdraw, fawn.
Tagged by: none, i borrowed it :)
Tagging: everyone who wants to do it
#bessa does a lot of hiding what her feelings belong#she does not want others to worry about her#maybe she is even a little martyrer#or so i think#:)#the ways of the rose(headcanons)
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Details Of A Muse
What does your muse usually smell like? Do they use colognes, body sprays or perfumes? Are they clean-smelling, or dirty?
What are your muse’s eyes like? What shape and colour are they, how long are their eyelashes? What are the qualities of their eyebrows?
What are your muse’s hands like? What is the texture of their palms, how are their fingers shaped, do they clean or cut their nails?
What is your muse’s torso area like? How wide are their shoulders, how large is their chest, do they have notable abs or a tummy?
What is your muse’s nose like? Is it large, small, button-shaped, or crooked? Are their nostrils large or small?
Does your muse have any scars? What are their qualities, how do they feel to touch, where did they come from? Are they permanent, or will they fade?
How tall is your muse and how much do they weigh? Are they built, muscular, fat, or skinny? Do they have much control over how they appear?
What features does your muse share with their parents? Have they inherited anything prominent or notable, like hair colour?
What are your muse’s arms like? Do they have muscles or prominent veins, are they missing a limb?
What are your muse’s legs like? Do they have thick thighs or short calves, are they missing a limb?
Does your muse have any tattoos or marks? What do they look like, where are they positioned, what is the story behind them?
What is your muse’s smile like? How full are their lips, are their teeth crooked or straight? Does their smile reach their eyes?
What is your muse’s hair like? Is it thick, thin, wavy, curly? How does it feel to touch, and do they like having it pet?
Does your muse have a lot of body / facial hair? Where is it prominent, how does it feel? Do they shave?
Does your muse have any birthmarks, stretch marks, freckles, or moles? Where are they?
What kind of make-up does your muse wear? Do they have a common theme or favourite brand? Does it change for different occasions?
What kind of clothes does your muse like to wear? What colours and styles do they prefer? Can you provide a real-world example or equivalent?
Does your muse have any strange features or characteristics? Something in particular that might be unusual?
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Alright, cleaned out my inbox, now there is lots of space again~
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Gan's first visit to Pennywise, how would Pennywise react?
"It took a lot of sweet talking until Pennywise agreed meeting Gan, as that certain day arrived, it went down as much as i had expected it. Gan and Pennywise were both very tense and the meeting didn`t took long before IT started to retreat in IT`s safe haven, aka IT`s lair." she sighed, rubbing her temples.
"Needless to say, my husband`s mood was accordingly bad and he did not talk for quite a while. It was a hard day for all of us"
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Hi Bessa, would your whole family be sitting at the same table for Christmas? Including Pennywise?
"We do celebrate Christmas indeed, and while it does not originate in Midworld, i enjoy it a great deal and yes, on that special day, we all sit on a shared table, the Guardians, Gan, Maturin, a couple other gods of Midworld and..." she paused, tilting her head slightly.
"Pennywise agreed to join us once...however due to certain...tensions between IT and the Guardians, it kind of escalated and ever since, i celebrate Christmas alone with Pennywise, then joining with the others later on." Bessa smiled. "So far it works pretty well"
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Bessa had dressed herself quite fashionable today, she wore her special robe, the one Gan had gifted her for their anniversary a long time ago. The silky fabric and the elegant wave it made whenever Bessa moved, gave the goddess a special feeling, she felt wonderful in it and loved the texture on her soft skin.
She felt to wear it because today it was one of these rare moments where Pennywise showed her that all the effort she put in gaining IT`s trust, were slowly starting to work out, much to the goddesses delight. She had been invited to IT`s home, the Neibolt House, in Derry. Bessa had a faible for the small town in Maine, altough she knew that darkness lied deep beneath the city, she felt a certain connection with it either way.
Dusting off a chair that was standing in close proximity to the piaono IT currently sat in front of, Bessa sat down and quietly listened to Pennywise`s selfmade tune, something IT seemed to be insanely proud of, something Bessa adored utterly, because it was so rare, it always felt special when IT opened up like that towards her. The tune itself was rather eerie, yet at the same time she found a liking to it`s melancholy, knowing that Pennywise had chosen that certain kind of music for a reason. Closing her eyes to fully embrace the music, Bessa smiled as she could feel all the emotion and raw power Pennywise had put in this single piece of music. When he was finished and turned around to her, eagerly asking how she had liked it, Bessa gave him the brightest smile she could muster, clapping her hands excited.
“Oh Penny, this was beautiful, i love it! Although a little eerie at times, it is absolutely lovely. I am really proud of you!” The goddess was not shy from giving Pennywise praise when IT deserved it. “Who`ve had thought that you`ve got such an affinity for music, i am pleasantly surprised~” She added, standing up from her seat and walked over to Pennywise casually.
“Why don`t we make music together? Working on a shared goal can sometimes help to strengthen bonds, maybe we can do so as well. I want to spend time with you, doing things like this...” Bessa exclaimed, sitting down at Pennywises side, putting a delicate hand on IT`s larger one.
“Let us create something wonderful, something that combines your and my philosophy, creating something new, exciting and beautiful even” She added, looking at Pennywise with a gentle expression.
@itsdeadlights
@eternalrosx ♡’d for starter You’re getting Penny because I’m on a roll, but I might try to make a starter with Mat later too
To say that it was difficult to get close to Pennywise was something of an understatement; seeing as the creature still actively resisted BESSA’S attempts at mothering IT, most days. Even still vocalizing ITS resentment towards them from time to time.
Every once in a while, however, there came a moment when the Goddess’s patience was rewarded with proof that her efforts to show the BEAST that IT could be loved were not in vain.
Such was the case now, as Pennywise drew ITS fingers across the tattered keys of the dusty piano in the Neibolt house. Despite the sorry state of the instrument, the notes managed to maintain a haunting beauty as the clown preformed a private concert for BESSA. Though some of that haunting was the slow, atmospheric melody IT played, a self taught overture Pennywise had spent many lonely hours piecing together by ear.
Playing this piano and writing this song was one of the few joys the creature had outside of ITS love of killing and consuming. If anything could be considered progress in their relationship, it was that Pennywise wanted to share it with BESSA.
After a few long minutes, Pennywise held the final eerie notes of ITS masterpiece and slowly released them. As the music faded, the clown turned to BESSA with a rare, genuine smile. “–What do you think, Mata–?” IT asked, clearly proud of the ghoulish melody IT had invented and seeking the Goddess’s approval. Even trying to butter her up a bit by using the pet name IT had come up with for her.
#itsdeadlights#reply#love these quality moments#sure if you can come up with something i am looking forward to it
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//Hi there. How is everyone doing? Just a little heads up that I am going to add Mordred on this account here again, moving him from the @childrenoftherosx one. But not as side blog, he will be part of the main blog here, sharing the space with Bessa ❤️
The thing is, side blogs are too messy and it's just easier to fav and reblog Mordred stuff(rp and other things) here. So yeah, Mordred Deschain has officially joined Bessa on here~ And he is open for questions and rp :)
Gonna add his section later on.
#tdt#announcement#Bessa was kinda lonely haha#Now that I am sort of back into tdt stuff I thought why the hell not?#mordred deschain#tdt rp
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Hi bessa what was your first impression when Pennywise and the Maturit were created?
The goddess sat down on a lovingly looking chair, leaning back with a smile on her face as memories started to flood her mind.
"I was fascinated and excited to see them for the first time." she paused. "Truth be told, Pennywise scared me at first, but then after a while this feeling left and i just felt pity for IT because it seemed so frightened and clueless as one can be...as for Maturin, i was impressed by their size but also happy to witness the birth of one of the Guardians of the Beam and Pennywise as their stalemate."
"I hope i could answer your question properly"
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