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you healed wounds then constructed new ones

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Do you ever see it coming or is it always a surprise when it hits?

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date idea: u tell me exactly how u feel about me in specific detail until my brain calms down and stops thinking u hate me

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bpd develops for a reason. don’t ever let anyone make you forget that.

you were hurt and had no one when you needed it most. you’ve been through so much pain and trauma. regardless of what the world sees you as, this was the way your brain decided to cope. this was the only way your brain knew how to survive and keep you alive to this point. you’re amazing and i’m proud of you

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sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

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god is laughing and so am I but there are tears that never dry

#bpd vent #moth.txt #bpd feels #actually bpd

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not beating the suffering artist allegations today

#bpd vent #bpd feels #actually bpd #moth.txt

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one of my only friends who also has bpd has a tattoo that says forever suicidal and I feel like thats just such a mood when you have to feel the level of anguish that is associated with bpd… it’s like you’re haunted or cursed with a sword through your heart and life just twists it over and over

#bpd vent #bpd feels #actually bpd #bpd #moth.txt #actually borderline

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#bpd vent #bpd feels #actually bpd #actually borderline #bpd meme #bpd

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4.19.24

sadness gnaws the pits of my stomach like a ravaged wound

I want to feel okay but it feels like my ends soon

No one can be this sad for so long

and its so lonely at night

the sick feeling in my gut when I think about you

The way I drown it and the substances I consume

I just want to feel better but time marches on

And im left fending for myself replaying my sad songs

My lack of attraction to whats good for me

The way the one I love cant be seen

Because we want different things

#bpd vent #bpd feels #actually bpd #moth.txt #bpd poetry #bpd art #sad poetry #actually borderline #bpd

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fuck a “casual relationship”

i want mutual violent obsession ONLY

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It is hard resisting being so clingy and begging for constant attention. But I know it is wrong. But. I still yearn so badly for their complete attention. It is so hard not talking to them and giving them space. All I do is wait for their attention.

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please someone just tell me i will be alright one day. i see no future for myself for now