emotional-rescue

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I am lost in a rainbow Now our rainbow is gone Overcast by your shadow As our worlds move on

In this shirt I can be you To be near you for a while In this shirt I can be you To be near you for a while

There's a crane knocking down All these things that we were I awake in the night to Hear the engines pout

There's a pain it does ripple Through my frame makes me lame There's a thorn in my side It's the shame it's the prize

Of you and me ever changing Moving on now moving fast And this touch must be wanted Must become through your ask

But I need Jake to tell you That I love you - it never ends And I bled everyday now For a year for a year

I did send you a note On the wind for to read Our names there together Must've fallen like the seed

To the depths of the soil Buried deep in the ground On the wind I can hear you Call my name held the sound

I am lost I am lost in a rainbow Now our rainbow is gone I am lost in a rainbow Now our rainbow is gone

I am lost, I am lost I am lost, I am lost I am lost

#the irrepressibles #in this shirt #avpd #avoidant personality disorder #social anxiety #dysthymia #depression #complex ptsd #emotional rescue #music

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There is a house built out of stone Wooden floors, walls and window sills Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust This is a place where I don't feel alone This is a place where I feel at home.

And I built a home for you for me

Until it disappeared from me from you

And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust

Out in the garden where we planted the seeds There is a tree as old as me Branches were sewn by the color of green Ground had arose and passed its knees

By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top I climbed the tree to see the world When the gusts came around to blow me down Held on as tightly as you held on me Held on as tightly as you held on me

And I built a home for you for me

Until it disappeared from me from you

And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust

#the cinematic orchestra #to build a home #complex post traumatic stress disorder #cptsd #social anxiety #panic disorder #avpd #avoidant personality disorder #depression #dysthymia #emotional rescue #music

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Let the silence ease the wildness Your embrace clears the storm in my head Why do I love you more when I’m wasted? I only welcome care when I’m wounded

You are a promise of brightness The triumph of life over self-hate But I take all you gave for granted What really matters I keep breaking

I’m turning horizons into battlegrounds I cannot walk ahead without your guidance

Can I hold on? Can I hold onto you? Can I hold on? Can I hold onto you?

Can reliance ease the madness When every voice says I’m worthless? I thought I would find the force from fighting But if I win alone, I’m losing

I’m turning horizons into battlegrounds I cannot walk ahead without your guidance I’m turning horizons into battlegrounds And every step I take without a sound

Can I hold on? Can I hold onto you? Can I hold on? Can I hold onto you? Can I hold on? Can I hold onto you? Can I hold on? Can I hold onto you?

#woodkid #horizons into battlegrounds #complex post traumatic stress disorder #cptsd #avoidant personality disorder #avpd #social anxiety #panic disorder #depression #dysthymia #emotional rescue #music

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You don’t have to see your life’s purpose now and all the time if you can’t find it anywhere Just stay a little longer

Nobody understands and there is no point to try and make amends Just stay a little longer

You say you want to end it. You can’t stand it, the pain Just stay a while longer

What does a minute of your time on earth do Nothing, you say, nothing, really. Just stay a little longer

Maybe in a minute you’ll see Maybe tomorrow you’ll feel Maybe on friday you’ll know Maybe next year you’ll be glad that you stayed a little while longer to see what else can break to see what else can ache to make another mistake

It would be a terrible shame if something happened just now And you wouldn’t be there to see it all go down What if something happened right when you choose to fly away I see you made up your mind but I hear your plane is delayed

Maybe in a minute you’ll see Maybe tomorrow you’ll feel Maybe on friday you’ll know Maybe next year you’ll be glad that you stayed a little while longer to see what else can break to see what else can ache to make another mistake

#mira lu kovacs #stay a little longer #complex post traumatic stress disorder #cptsd #avoidant personality disorder #avpd #social anxiety #panic disorder #depression #dysthymia #emotional rescue #music

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Now as he sits In the back of the grey caravan Tomorrow he'll probably be Jumping Parisian metro barriers With a bottle in his hands Sparkling, sparkling water mixed with peaches and rum "Honestly I don't drink But if I did this would be my favourite punch" He said

Walk out the door with her He could see everyone dressed in black A class that seem too far, too fetched She said look at you, look at you, the game is over Your cup is full, your cup is full Stop praying for more exposure It is obvious that you are trying Dubious, stop or you die here You're pretending but no one is buying

London, London, London is calling you What are you waiting for? What you searching for? London, London, London is all in you Why are you denying the truth? "I might, I might, I might be boring you" he said Although it's not clear as the morning dew Though my preferred ways are not happening I won't underestimate who I am capable of becoming

History will be made today Is written boldly on his face So clear you could hardly miss it You could hardly miss it For transcending the barriers Of yesterday was and is the dream On a road where Cleopatra comes and goes Like fishes caught in ponds Then thrown back for fun

She said, "Look at you, look at you, just pick a fleet" Your cup is full, your cup is full What have you not yet achieved? It is obvious that you are trying Dubious, stop or you die here You're pretending but no one is buying

London, London, London is calling you What are you waiting for? What you searching for? London, London, London is all in you Why are you denying the truth? "I might, I might, I might be boring you" he said Although it's not clear as the morning dew Though my preferred ways are not happening I won't underestimate Who I am capable of becoming

#benjamin clementine #london #complex post traumatic stress disorder #cptsd #avoidant personality disorder #avpd #social anxiety #panic disorder #depression #emotional rescue #music

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Do you dare Take a breath Do you dream of a tragic death I know you do

Do you wail Do you weep Do you sing yourself to sleep You delicate flower

And so what is love? And who am I To dare to pull the stars from your favourite sky

You were born Forth from joy You're every girl and boy You know you are, you know you are

And you dress Like a dame And you burn on a catholic flame By the hours, by the hours

And so what is love? And who am I? To dare to pull the stars from your favourite sky

You possess Savoir faire Put cheap bleach on your hair You know you do, you know you do

Do you dare Take a breath Do you dream of a tragic death You delicate flower

And so what is love? And who am I? To dare to pull the stars from your favourite sky

And so what is love? And who am I? To dare to pull the stars from your favourite sky From your favourite sky

#i am kloot #from your favourite sky #complex post traumatic stress disorder #cptsd #avoidant personality disorder #avpd #social anxiety #panic disorder #depression #emotional rescue #music

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Some Sunday morning see you Picking up the fun Ticking down the last time Before the credits run The traffic isn't moving or it's moving awful slow To the sound of you complaining We got nowhere left to go

You need a drug to make the stars come down You need a drug to make you shine You need the pills to take you home again Don’t be so ladida, so ladida You need the drugs

You need a drug to make the stars come down You need a drug to make you shine You need the pills to take you home again Don’t be so ladida, so ladida

All of your tomorrows are a dream I never had Everything is broken, everything unsaid But I see all your shadows running Circles at my feet And you’re making all the promises that No one never keeps

You need a drug to make the stars come down You need a drug to make you shine You need the pills to take you home again Don’t be so ladida, so ladida You need the drugs

#westbam #you need the drugs #complex post traumatic stress disorder #cptsd #avoidant personality disorder #avpd #social anxiety #panic disorder #depression #emotional rescue #music

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An allen Apparaten, Auf jedem Instrument. Blinkt irgendein Teil was keine Sau mehr kennt. Jetzt drück halt irgendeinen, Und schau was sich bewegt. Haben schon ganz andere Sachen überlebt.

Dass du am Ende nicht vergisst, Dass jeder Stern zwei Himmel ist. Und einer davon führt dich sicher nach Haus. Dass du am Ende nicht vergisst, Dass alles das ist, was es ist. Wir kommen da schon irgendwie heil wieder raus.

Dass du am Ende nicht vergisst, Dass jeder Stern zwei Himmel ist. Wir kommen da schon irgendwie heil wieder raus.

Die erste Diagnose, Wir haben keine Zeit. Ich mach mich für den letzten Sprung bereit. Und alles was dir fehlte, Hast du jemals begehrt, Ist das was jetzt mit dir nach unten fährt.

Dass du am Ende nicht vergisst, Dass jeder Stern zwei Himmel ist. Und einer davon führt dich sicher nach Haus. Dass du am Ende nicht vergisst, Dass alles das ist, was es ist. Wir kommen da schon irgendwie heil wieder raus.

An alle Astronauten, Hier spricht der Kapitän. Ich will heut Nacht mit euch ein trinken gehn.

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I dream I can’t sleep Think I should leave You can keep the fillings In my teeth There’s no one to blame Cause this ain’t a game The disease and the cure Are one and the same If I’m alive or I’m bored If I’m dead or ignored You’ll be on my mind

I hope you’ll agree We didn’t get wasted For free Cause if you believe It’s harder to see The whole’s the best part Of siamese hearts Forever in debt Forever disarmed In the shade of the sun We’ll bloom‚ till we’re young Till I’m on your mind Cause

You look like summer Wouldn’t dare to survive you And I can’t stand any colour I can black out That’s what we’re used to

Since I’m nowhere I’ve never felt more Out of place I’ll burn my tongue Till I forget your taste In the future you’ll be The most beautiful past When tomorrow’s sunk into My world of glass

Nearly hoped Nearly home

#kapitan korsakov #in the shade of the sun #complex post traumatic stress disorder #cptsd #avoidant personality disorder #avpd #social anxiety #panic disorder #depression #emotional rescue #music

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People Dancing shadows on a wall People Talking pictures on a wall

(And they talk, and they talk, and they talk...)

And I can't breathe There's no air in here at all Just too many people Here they come to take it all

People Smiling lips and painted eyes People Endless words and clever lies

(And they talk, and they talk, and they talk...)

And they talk 'til I can't breathe There's no end to this at all Now I'm one of the people

Stop Hiding behind your face One of the endless people Hiding behind a face

Stop Hiding behind your face One of the endless people Hiding behind a face

Stop Stop

#whitey #people #social anxiety #cptsd #complex post traumatic stress disorder #avpd #avoidant personality disorder #depression #panic disorder #emotional rescue #music

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#katy j pearson #beautiful soul #complex post traumatic stress disorder #cptsd #avoidant personality disorder #avpd #social anxiety #panic disorder #depression #emotional rescue #music

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Ich hab es dir gegeben Du hast es genommen Wenn wir uns jetzt begegnen Drehst du dich damit um Du fehlst mir wie die Kindheit Ich kann daran nichts tun Ich sage: "Lass und reden!" Du sagst: "Lass es ruh'n!"

Es zerreißt, zerreißt mein Herz Wie kannst du mir das antun? Es zerreißt, zerreißt mein Herz

Ich bin sauer und dann bin ich still Und dann verspreche ich: ich mach was du willst! Was du willst, wenn es hilft Wer auch immer mich berührt, ich stеhe nur neben mir Lass mich nicht stеhen hier! (Lass mich nicht stehen hier!) Ohne dich fühlt es sich an Als hätt sich der Tod nur anders getarnt

Es zerreißt, zerreißt mein Herz Wie kannst du mir das antun? Es zerreißt, zerreißt mein Herz

Mein Herz ist tot, es lebe mein Herz Ich kann keine Kreide mehr fressen Du hast mich geseh'n, du hast bei mir gesessen Mein Herz ist tot, es lebe mein Herz Und so leb ich mit dem Schmerz

Es zerreißt, zerreißt mein Herz Wie kannst du mir das antun? Es zerreißt, zerreißt mein Herz

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Hast du dir mal überlegt Wie es mir seit dir geht? Warst du gestern als ich blieb Auch kurz verliebt? Wir haben uns ne Welt kreiert Eine die nicht existiert Wo es niemand anderes als uns beide gibt Haben uns für eine Nacht Zweisamkeiten vorgemacht Vermieden uns zu fragen, wohin das führt

Ich lass mich gehen, halt mich zurück Lass mich sehen, es macht dich verrückt Genau wie mich und sag jetzt nicht es war ein Spiel Lass dich gehen, halt dich zurück Lass mich gehen und wünsch mir Glück Du brauchst mich nicht, ich weiß du bist noch nicht am Ziel

Ich verfluche die Gelegenheit Versuche nichts zu geben, weil Ich weiß am Ende wirds nicht funktionieren Der Eine geht, der Andere weint Der Andere fleht, der Eine bleibt Ich frag dich was bist du bereit zu verlieren? Wir kennen die Geschichte schon Doch brennen wir wieder lichterloh Vergessen weil wir uns immer noch berühren

Ich lass mich gehen, halt mich zurück Lass mich sehen, es macht dich verrückt Genau wie mich und sag jetzt nicht es war ein Spiel Lass dich gehen, halt dich zurück Lass mich gehen und wünsch mir Glück Du brauchst mich nicht, ich weiß du bist noch nicht am Ziel Lass dich gehen, halt dich zurück Lass mich gehen und wünsch mir Glück Du brauchst mich nicht, ich weiß du bist noch nicht am Ziel

#steiner & madlaina #wünsch mir glück #komplexe ptbs #ptbs #selbstunsicher-vermeidende persönlichkeitsstörung #avpd #sozialphobie #verliebt #offene beziehung #emotional rescue #musik

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Here I go, out to the sea again The sunshine fills my hair And dreams hang in the air

Gulls in the sky and in my blue eyes You know it feels unfair There's magic everywhere

Look at me standing Here on my own again Up straight in the sunshine

No need to run and hide It's a wonderful, wonderful life No need to cry and hide It's a wonderful, wonderful life

The sun's in your eyes The heat is in your hair They seem to hate you Because you're there

And I need a friend Oh, I need a friend To make me happy Not so alone

Look at me standing Here on my own again Up straight in the sunshine

No need to run and hide It's a wonderful, wonderful life No need to cry and hide It's a wonderful, wonderful life

And I need a friend Oh, I need a friend To make me happy Not so alone

Look at me standing Here on my own again Up straight in the sunshine

No need to run and hide It's a wonderful, wonderful life No need to cry and hide It's a wonderful, wonderful life No need to run and hide It's a wonderful, wonderful life No need to cry and hide It's a wonderful, wonderful life

A wonderful life A wonderful life A wonderful life

#wonderful life #hundreds #complex post traumatic stress disorder #cptsd #ptsd #avoidant personality disorder #avpd #social anxiety #panic disorder #depression #mental health #mental illness #divorce #melancholic music #emotional rescue #music

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I constructed a strange mask A strange mask From the pieces of me

I reached into the black sky I dug into the brown earth And found a piece And found a piece of me

I stretched into the yellow sun And dived into the roaring sea And found a piece And found a piece of me

I I I was remade, o lord I was remade, o lord I was no longer me I was the world The world entire I was remade, o lord I was remadе, o lord I was no longer me

I went down I wеnt down To the quarantined city And found And found a piece of me

I went down I went down and made a new A new and foreign body And found When I looked into the river It was no longer me

I I I was remade, o lord I was remade, o lord I was no longer me I was the world The world entire I was remade, o lord I was remade, o lord I was no longer me I was the world The world entire

I went down I went down To the quarantined city And found And found a piece of me

I went down I went down and made a new A new and foreign body And found when I looked into the river It was no longer me

I went down I went down and made a new A new and foreign body And found When I saw the crystal river I was no longer me

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You're the colour You're the movement and the spin

Never Could it stay with me the whole day long

Fail with consequence Lose with eloquence and smile

I'm not in this movie I'm not in this song

Never Leave me paralyzed, love Leave me hypnotized, love

#the notwist #consequence #complex post traumatic stress disorder #cptsd #ptsd #avoidant personality disorder #avpd #social anxiety #panic disorder #dysthymia #depression #melancholic #music #melancholic music #emotional rescue