emmaslittleworld17

[emmaslittleworld17]

“you chose me over her?” i asked. “yes. i did.” there was a moment of silence until i asked another question. “why? why did you chose me. what do i have that she doesn’t?” he looked me in the eyes and respond “a heart”

#poetry #an excerpt from a book i'll never write #heartache #heartbreak #i miss you #i need you #you fucked me up #ugh ugh ugh #love #sad

[emmaslittleworld17]

i’m so tired of being second place to everyone and i’m telling u right now no one gives a fuck about me as much as i do them and it’s so exhausting. i can’t have ONE thing to myself. i can’t rely on one person for my go to, to be my everything. i can’t have shit to myself. i give so much and don’t get anything in return except emptiness whether it’s materialistic or a person and i’m so sick of it dude i can’t have one person be fucking steady for me, i have people i know won’t ever switch up but the thing is they have someone for them, they have a next best thing. i don’t that’s why i hate getting attached because i get so fucking scared about people leaving and i just want someone to stay for everything.

#poetry #an excerpt from a book i'll never write #heartache #sad #heartbreak #i miss you #love #you fucked me up #ugh ugh ugh #i need you

[emmaslittleworld17]

I don’t know if I’m the only one but I love it when people drunk text / snap me. Like out of all people they chose to talk to me while they are drunk off their asses

[emmaslittleworld17]

i’d tell you it will get better but i honestly don’t know if i can, i only spent about a year actually dating my ex. we’ve been broken up for 7 months and i still find myself checking to see if he’s watched my story. when you love someone it doesn’t just go away, you just end up finding someone to fill the sadness and it doesn’t happen for everyone that easy, it’s trial and error but it will happen. it sucks but just know that there are always people who love you. if anyone hasn’t told you today: i love you. people will always here for you

my advice

#poetry #an excerpt from a book i'll never write #heartache #heartbreak #i miss you #love #sad #it gets better #it gets worse #it hurts #sad poetry #i messed up

[emmaslittleworld17]

via weheartit

[emmaslittleworld17]

It Gets Better

drugs and alcohol can seem like your best friends until you figure out that all you have is yourself. on the nights where you’re sober and your thoughts eat you alive and all you have is you, you learn to live. you learn it’s easier to breathe once you step back and ease your mind of the memories because it’s the only thing that makes it all tolerable. it gets easier to forget their laugh, their eyes, their sense of humor, their once “undying” love for you. it all becomes aspects of your past. you may never truly move on but you learn that there is so much more to life than him. there is so much more than the boy who broke your heart. it gets better. it may have taken me a year to realize it but things get so much fucking better. i promise you.

#poetry #an excerpt from a book i'll never write #heartache #heartbreak #i miss you #love #sad #ugh ugh ugh #i need you #you fucked me up #drugs #i promise #it gets better #you broke my heart

[emmaslittleworld17]

Makeup Sex?

i don’t like makeup sex if i’m being honest. cause it doesn’t fix anything, just makes me feel like it’s brushing everything off but it’s still kinda building up even if we aren’t addressing it ya know? and it makes me feel like i’m being used and sex isn’t good if you’re pissed off. that’s just my opinion

[emmaslittleworld17]

im so sad. i feel so numb without you.

#poetry #an excerpt from a book i'll never write #heartache #heartbreak #i miss you #love #sad #ugh ugh ugh #i need you #you fucked me up

[emmaslittleworld17]

i miss you laying on my chest

2am words he told me

[emmaslittleworld17]

i just really fucking need you here

i miss you

#poetry #an excerpt from a book i'll never write #heartache #heartbreak #i miss you #love #sad #ugh ugh ugh #i need you #you fucked me up

[emmaslittleworld17]

✦ᴺᴱᵛᴱᴿ ᴸᴱᴬᵛᴱ ᴹᴱ ᴬᴸᴼᴺᴱ✦

[emmaslittleworld17]

“Can you drop me home?”

And for the first time he wished for traffic.

[emmaslittleworld17]

I think next thursday is gonna be the best day of my entire life tbh

[emmaslittleworld17]

“But what else am I supposed to do when your hair is soft and your eyes are blue? And my heart turns over at the sound of your name only you smile at me the way friends usually do. I am more of a mess than a rainy day because you have no idea I feel this way.”

Pillow Thoughts

#poetry #an excerpt from a book i'll never write #heartache #heartbreak #i miss you #love #sad #ugh ugh ugh #i need you #you fucked me up

[emmaslittleworld17]

call me selfish but i’m so sick of not having anything for myself. everything i’ve ever had or loved there’s always something better for them, i’m so tired of being second place to everyone and i’m telling you right now no one gives a fuck about me as much as i do them and it’s so exhausting. i can’t have ONE thing to myself. i can’t rely on one person for my go to, to be my everything. i give so much and don’t get anything in return except emptiness whether it’s materialistic or a person and i’m so sick of it. i can’t have one person be fucking steady for me, i have people i know won’t ever switch up but the thing is they have someone for them, they have a next best thing. i don’t that’s why i hate getting attached because i get so fucking scared about people leaving and i just want someone to stay for everything.

call me selfish

#selfish #poetry #an excerpt from a book i'll never write #heartache #heartbreak #i miss you #love #sad #ugh ugh ugh #i need you #you fucked me up #i messed up #i hate this #things i would never admit out loud #thinking

[emmaslittleworld17]

i love your writings!

thank you so much💛

[emmaslittleworld17]

We were fading but we continued to go.