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SHARED DESIRES

This short (spicy-ish in a very vague, very gender-neutral (i hope) way) story was inspired by Newmann fanart I saw of Hermann and Newt sharing a dream of them kissing. The artist is @/dad-dumpster.

As always this is unedited and vaguely proofread, so any mistakes are my own. I’m pretty sure the tense changes like 8x but whatever.

Your lips crash against theirs, knocking the breath from their lungs.

That’s not unusual, although it’s usually because of your mere presence rather than your lips.

They kiss you back with a fierce hunger, with a need to wreck you, to consume you, to make you crave them as much as they crave you.

Your hands slide up their stomach and push, and they’re powerless to do anything but fall.

They hit their bed and you’re on them. Your teeth nipping at the skin of their neck and soothing the sting with your tongue. All they can do is pant and tip their head back for you. Their hands latch onto your hips and dig in. They’ll probably leave bruises, and that thought thrills them even more.

Your lips have reached their jaw, but it’s too much and not enough all at once, and they delight in your surprised yelp as they flip you onto your back.

They immediately latch onto your neck, paying you back with a love bite that you’ll struggle to cover up.

Your hands fumble with their trousers, pushing them down just enough to gain access to what you want. Your fingers explore and they moan, their voice echoing across the space.

You laugh, triumphantly, even as your pupils swallow the colour of your pretty eyes. It drives them crazy to see how affected you are by them.

They decide to return the favour, pulling your hands away from them, so they can tug your own trousers down and lay between your thighs. The only thought in their head is that they’d die here quite happily.

Their mouth descends onto you, and your hips jerk as your snarky words are cut off by a choked out moan. A bit of information to file away for later.

They want to make you feel good. Want to taste your desire on their tongue. Want to be the one you pleasure yourself to thoughts of. Want to be the only one you turn to when the need gets too much.

They’ll ingrain themselves on your soul if they have to.

You scream, your thighs tightening around their head and your hands yanking at their hair.

They’re in heaven.

It’s the only explanation.

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Ciaran jolts awake, their heart thundering in their chest and their breathes coming out in harsh pants.

They wipe the sweat from their brow.

A dream.

The only explanation that actually makes sense.

They take a few gulps of their water from the glass they had left on night stand, and attempt to do what they always do when it comes to you.

They shove their feelings down into an abyss and pray that they never come crawling out.

Once they calm down enough to get back to sleep, they place their water back on their night stand, and flop onto their mattress. They hit their pillow a few times and force their eyes to close.

Ciaran is a master of burying their head in the sand by now. This is no different.

At least, it isn’t until the next morning when they spot you and you can’t look them in the eyes.

Ciaran raises an eyebrow at your behaviour as they sit opposite you.

“What’s up with you?” They ask, curious. “You dream about me or something?”

They don’t know why they asked you that, but your reaction makes them freeze up.

Did they send you their dream through the connection between your minds? Did you send them yours?

Or…did you share the dream? Your subconscious coming together with theirs in a mess of both of your desires.

They shake the thought away.

Breakfast, surrounded by some of the sharpest minds in the world, was not the place to be thinking about such things.

“Idiot, just eat your breakfast and stop being weird.”

That snaps you out of it.

Good.

Your nonsense should hopefully be able to stop them from launching over the table and kissing you senseless in front of everyone.

#ro: ciaran #sinful whispers #this is my first (vague hand motions) spicy-ish story so it probably sucks but whatevs #what’s writing if not a fun lil learning curve #THE MIND LINK IS SO PERSONAL TO ME #ITS SO *BITES THE BARS OF MY CAGE*

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I know anon is just a troll who lives in their mum’s basement trying to use ragebait to seem relevant despite not having the balls to come off anon but omg shut up.

I understand that, unlike the lovely Steph, you likely don’t have any friends since you clearly choose to be miserable and bitter, but jealously is a disease babes. Get well soon <3

You really think all these IF authors love you stupid bitch? God your so stupid, the second you don't lick their asshole they will abandon you, they only care what you do for them, they won't ever have your back. I pity you poor baby girl 😔

HELP I’ve been on tumblr since 2011 and this is the first anon hate I’ve ever gotten omg 😂😂😂 lmaoo thank you 🫶🏻

I don’t do anything for anyone btw everything I publicly post is for me 🥰 if authors or fans of the authors ifs like it then that’s great but I don’t crave validation like you do bestie 🫰🏻

#not if related #but seriously getting tired of people being weird on anon #amy dakota and now steph #you literally don’t know these people #being anon or on the internet doesn’t give you permission to be an asshole

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What would the ROs wear to a night out on the town?

Ciaran pops off in green:

Killian, perhaps surprisingly, likes to show off some skin:

Brin loves a good silk shirt:

Zai loves earthy colours:

Ajax is all about the sparkle:

#ask #ro: ciaran #ro: killian #ro: brin #ro: zai #ro: ajax #cw naked chest

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ROs as awkward family photos?

Ciaran (the moment Ciaran’s mother knew they were going to be a little shit) | Killian (I don’t know why I can perfectly picture this but I can 😭)

Brin (they’d feed this picture to ferelith) | Zai (xyr parents actually had a picture like this, you can’t change my mind)

Ajax (they always knew they were meant to be the centre of attention)

#ask #ro: ciaran #ro: killian #ro: brin #ro: zai #ro: ajax

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What's the latest/earliest MC and Killian had to get up for a breach event?

I remember the first movie starting in the AM and it made me wonder who'd be the most awake/sleepiest between MC and Killian.

Killian is one of those people that are awake no matter what time it is. It scares the living daylights out of Ciaran and Brin wants to do experiments on them. I suppose it depends on your MC but personally I’d be the sleepy one esp early in the morning.

I think the worst they ever had was after a twelve hour shift of nothing but shit, they finally got to go to sleep and then had an emergency five minutes later and had to haul ass into their jaeger 😭

#ask #ro: killian

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Hello~ hope you’re doing well and taking care of yourself! I was wondering what Killians ideal proposal (doing and receiving if it’s not a problem!) and what their ideal wedding is like as well

(Head empty, only killian 24/7~)

Hello lovely! Thank you and you <3

I’m think they’d enjoy a simple engagement and wedding.

Killian’s ideal wedding would be in the woods with lights strung up in all the trees and flowers everywhere. They’re not big on being the centre of attention so just having close family and friends at their wedding would be enough for them.

Ceremony | reception inspo:

Public engagements are a hard no, it will make them extremely uncomfortable.

I think they’d enjoy a spontaneous proposal. You’re just looking at them doing something entirely mundane like reading a book or watering the plants or cuddling Dog when you realise you want to see this sight for the rest of your life and ask them to marry you then and there. The rings and everything else can come later, in that moment, it’s just about you and Killian and the future you’ll have together.

As for how they’d propose to you, I think Killian would arrange a picnic for dinner on one of the viewing platforms that give you a stunning view of the stars. Then once you’d eaten, they’d start pointing out constellations and then they’d pull out the ring as you were looking for them. You’d look back at Killian to see them holding out the ring and smiling.

#ask #ro: killian

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would love to turn people on to nz on screen, a free archive of new zealand and māori content with over 4500 titles!

the site is accessible in both english and te reo, and it includes over 500 films, 3000 tv series & specials, 2000 documentaries, as well as history series & specials, chat shows, musicals, lgbtq+ content, standup, children's shows, historic news & sports, and more :)

new zealand and māori filmmaking & content, particularly from before the late 2000s, can be exceptionally hard to track down and haven't been given the archival attention they deserve, so this is an amazing resource!

#resources #this is super cool !!

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This might be one of my favourite scenes of anything ever cause it’s so blindly obvious how connected they are after the drift!!!! The way they carry this speech - it doesn’t sound at all like two separate people with separate thoughts, this is ONE thought, ONE message and it is bouncing between them speaking so effortlessly. It’s so different to how they talk together earlier on in the film - they don’t cut each other off or argue or talk over each other, the sentences flow between the both of them like they’re one person. It’s honestly amazing to hear two people sound so incredibly connected

#‘move you fascist’ HELP I LOVE HIM #brin x zai vibes #science poly !!! #but also ciaran x mc brain link vibes

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Misplaced Demo Update - Chapter 5!

It is time to release chapter 5! I’m really glad that I could get it out before the holidays.

The updated public demo includes chapter 5 in its entirety. Your old save files should be compatible with it, though I apologise if for some reason they aren’t.

I hope everything works and that you’ll enjoy reading chapter 5 as much as I enjoyed writing it. I look forward to hearing your feedback!

At the same time, chapter 6 has been released on patreon, available for all three tiers. Any support is immensely appreciated!

#misplaced if #demo update !! #congrats omg !!

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The World of Oria

Welcome to the first post of Oria — The Weeping Prince.

This is going to be the Tumblr Page for the IF

Below you will find a summary of the Game, the Characters, and a Demo Link.

The World of Oria is one filled with magic and wonders. It is a world inhabited by many races, and creatures, most prominent amongst them; The Elves, Dwarves, and Humans. But not everything in Oria is well and just, evil lurks in every shadow and just as magic can be used for good, it can be abused.

You play the Heir to Cordia, a county that once loomed large in the History of Men, but for centuries now subservient to the Emperor of Man.

The landscape of Oria is changing heavily, while the Empire of Man and the Elves of Ardast have enjoyed decades of peace, a tragedy forces each nation to make hard decisions for the good of their people.

And this is where you are. Making hard decisions and being haunted in the darkest of Nights.

https://dashingdon.com/go/15040

Antonius Fabianus (He/Him, 24) The charismatic and honourable second born son of the Emperor, Antonius, is a man of Knightly Virtue. And while at first he may seem naive, gullible, and stupid, spending time with him, you will find out that brain and brawns can fit together. He is a muscular man with short black hair and blue eyes. He has reached an impressive height of 6’3

Tiberius Fabianus (He/Him, 25) The polar opposite of his younger brother, Tiberius is the Heir to the Empire of Man, and quiet. He is neither charismatic nor bold, instead he prefers to sit and listen. Sometimes you can even catch him talking to himself. In appearance, he looks very similar to his younger brother, though unlike his younger brother, he is a man of thin almost sickly stature. He is just shy of 6 feet.

Galadia Atiana (She/Her, 22) Galadia is a simple woman from a small village, and while most would think her illiterate and simple, she is quite the opposite. Not only has she learned to read and write, but it seems she is much stronger than anyone in her village. To the surprise of many, she is a well muscled woman of average height with brown hair and green eyes.

Irene (She/Her, ???) Supposedly a peasant woman, Irene is a strange figure. She is of Elven Descent, with sharp ears and silver hair. Her Eyes are brown, with a tinge of gold within them, giving her a strange appearance. Aside from that, she makes quite the strange figure, she is sickly thin, only accentuated by her incredible height. She is 6’6 tall.

The Dog a formerly injured dog who has come to provide emotional support on your journey.

#the world of oria #interactive fiction #if wip #ella recs #i am looking 👀👀👀👀 #found this on hg #demo is good so far !!

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Sanguine Sky

DEMO [updated 17/23/2023] genres: romance, modern-fantasy, supernatural, mystery, dark-fantasy.

Sanguine Sky is a work-in-progress modern dark-fantasy interactive novel. The story is heavily focused on romance, characters, and relationships.

The story rated 18+, contains mature and distressing content that may be triggering to certain individuals. It is recommend to check the full list of warnings before you proceed to the story. Please exercise caution and take care of yourself.

Demo contains: prologue + chapter 1. Total word count: 26k words.

You are a detective, tasked with investigating mysterious murders that have taken place in your normally quiet and peaceful hometown, Fallenmor. 

With two victims confirmed already, the initial one being your former mentor, Detective Bergmann, the situation couldn't seem more dire. Or so you thought until you received the news of another body, a possible third victim, discovered at the police station. In your very own office. 

An accident, a mere coincidence, a straightforward warning, a looming threat, or something entirely else… Whatever is happening, you feel it affecting you, awakening something both significantly familiar and distinctly foreign inside of you.

If only you knew that this was just the beginning… Things could have been different. 

But back then, in your ignorance, your singular concern lay with a pressing question: if you failed to find the murderer, who would become the next victim?

➤ Play as male, female, non-binary or trans; straight, gay, or bisexual.

➤ Customize your appearance and shape your personality.

➤ Take on the role of a detective, immerse yourself in the work of the police station.

➤ Embrace the mystery of your existence, or reject that inner sight of you.

➤ Seven romance options to choose from. Select their gender, be shy or bold, or focus on your goal without pursuing anyone.

All ROs are player-sexual and gender-selectable [M/F]. More information will be revealed after all the RO's are introduced in the story (chapter 2).

Kyle / Keira Moreno

Your colleague, a police inspector, and one of the rudest people you have ever met. Sharp and stern, K is surprisingly perceptive, and they use it to really see you. The good, the bad. Everything. Appearance: icy blue eyes, dark red hair, very pale skin.

Alexis 'Lex / Lexie' Conlan

Your best friend, and also your former partner from times when you were just a patrol officer. With a heart of gold and an approachable attitude, L always chooses you over the others. Appearance: forest green eyes, copper hair, beige freckled skin.

Morgan Schoivell

Your other colleague, a highly-skilled lab technician. M is rather reserved when it comes to emotions, and after almost a year of working together, M is still a walking mystery for you. Appearance: dark brown eyes, ash blonde hair, light skin.

Roderick / Rebecca Reyes

The commanding agent of the Special Tactics and Response (STAR) Team sent to catch the killer. Overbearing and ruthless, R has their own way of getting things done. Appearance: steel gray eyes, blonde hair, pale skin.

Theodore 'Theo' / Theresa 'Tess' Vazquez

Another member of the STAR team. With a cocky smile, T is full of flirts and sneering comments, regardless of the occasion. T has no doubts about what they want and isn't afraid to vocalize it. Appearance: dark green eyes, black curly hair, rich brown skin.

Isaac / Iris Brailsford

I looks the most mature and approachable of STAR's fellow agents. Looks can be deceiving, though. Working behind the scene and watching from afar, I carries all the scars within. Appearance: hazel eyes, dark brown hair, olive skin.

Sebastian / Selena Goldschmidt

Someone new and temporary, S has a velvety voice and a perfect smile that doesn't reach their eyes. You're not sure if your paths will cross in the future, but something tells you S can't be trusted. Appearance: black eyes, long black wavy hair, bronze skin.

Other notable characters:

Your twin-sister: Your sweet, kind, caring, and gentle twin sister. She always tries to be there for you, and show how much she appreciates you, no matter what. Chief of Police, Kendrick Nash: Your boss, who is not handling his job so well after the recent death of his husband, Klemens Bergmann. Detective Klemens Bergmann: Police chief's husband, who happened to be a senior detective and your mentor. He was the first victim, murdered under mysterious circumstances.

A full list of warnings is available in the demo before beginning of the story. I recommend to check it before you proceed to reading. Please take care of yourself.

Links: DEMO | CoG forum | RO's info | Q&A info | Ko-Fi

Thank you for your interest ♥

#sanguine sky #interactive fiction #if wip #ella recs #i am looking 👀👀👀👀

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mc making the word "commander" sound filthy.

MC says Commander in a really sultry voice and Killian just drops dead on the spot.

#ask #ro: killian #free my man (gn) #they’re so tired #(and turned on…oop 👀) #sinful whispers

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Day ??? in teasing Ciaran to show my love for them

-MC

Killian has one of those ‘Days Since MC Teased Ciaran’ charts and it’s always on 0 because MC has no impulse control and that’s their only method of flirting.

#ask #ro: ciaran #ro: killian

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SIX months later, the demo's finally here! thank you sm everyone for your support.

what's waiting for you:

🌑 uncover mc's backstory & shape their personality through the eyes of    another character. 🌑 meet an ally and an enemy. 🌑 come home for the third rain and prepare for the Feast. 🌑 overhear a secret conversation or remain oblivious. 🌑 question why your father's suddenly allowing you to attend.

in this release you'll be able to read:

prologue.  tw/cw: mass genocide, gore [blood], dead bodies [decaying], attempted/executed child abuse [dependent on reader's unspecified choice], implied enslavement, possibly more.

chapter one, part a.

note.  this content is intended for mature audiences 17+. this is my "first" draft. as a result, there's a likely chance of grammatical or play-through errors. please feel free to inform me of these errors through the asks with a screen shot! i'll fix them asap. there's also likely to be rewrites with each new update. so, things may be worded differently or they'll be new/different choices available.

DEMO  (23.3k words)

#the lost children of iona if #demo update !! #congrats omg !!

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Wanted to ask if there is going to be any problem publishing this game since HG doesn't allow copyrighted stuff. Fox ex - Harry Potter games,etc

I have no intention of publishing this, dw lol. Whether I stick with choicescript or move to twine, I don’t want the pressure. I’m just doing these for fun and my games will always be free!

#ask

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I know he just wants a hug 🫶

Just watched the Godzilla films again and now I wanna give him a pat on the nose.

#ella rambles

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Just watched the Godzilla films again and now I wanna give him a pat on the nose.

#ella rambles #i’d die but it’s okay cause he’s weirdly cute #you know that joke about how white women pet anything? #that’s me #but it’s 400ft tall and has atomic breath