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How it feels to actually have an 3ating D1sord3r

#reblog #ed meme #REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL RE

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Ok so I weighed myself yesterday and I gained 2lbs from the last time I weighed myself -which was abt 4 weeks ago

I'm not too upset w myself bc I KNOW I gained weight bc of the holidays and I KNOW that I'm back on track now so I will lose this weight!!!!

Im trying to get into the 120's by the 27th of this month, which honestly isn't too hard let's be real

I WILL SUCCEED ‼️‼️‼️‼️💪💪💪💪

#ed but not sheeran #eating disorder things #my post #4n4r3x1a #4n4 #male ana #male ed #boy ed #tw ana diary #ed but not ed sheeran

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I literally feel so fat and disgusting rn it's not even FUNNY I wish losing weight happened faster bc I'm tired of looking like a fat SLOB

This is what I get for not counting for the holidays and just falling off track in general, I'm being punished 🥲🥲

This is me btw

#ed but not sheeran #male ed #boy ed #4n4 #my post #4n4r3x1a #ed but not ed sheeran #edblrr #edblr #tw ana diary #eating disorder things

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How do you cope when you have to work/focus/effort and you haven't eaten in a while? Tips to manage dizziness/fatigue?

#reblog #TIPS PLEASE🙏🙏🙏 #i mean for me coffee helps and on the days ik i have work i up my cals by 100 #and GUM AND WATER #BUT ANYONE ELSE PLEASE RESPOND TO THIS TOO I NEED SOME ANSWERS TOO‼️‼️‼️

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The only options and they SUCK AUUUUOOOGGGHHHH literally can't win

#reblog #HATE BOTH #DONT WANNA FEEL FAT #BUT I ALSO HATE THE BRAIN FOG THAT COMES W STARVING #but they are the only options 😔 #ed meme

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I KNOW, I KNOW I don't have a double chin. I KNOW I don't BUT,,,,,, I FEEL like I have one

And it's only been lately that I've been checking in the mirror ALL the time to see if I have one, I keep touching my neck and underneath my chin to feel for it and I KNOW it's not there

I need to lose weight so I could get rid of this ANNOYING CHECK BRO 😭😔😭

#my post #male ed #boy ed #tw ana diary #ed but not ed sheeran #boy ana #ed but not sheeran #edblr #4n4 #4n4r3x1a #and my BUTT feels and looks SO BIG #my sibling says that it isnt but THEYRE WRONG #FUCK BODY DYSMORPHIA

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My classes for my semester start back up again tmrw. GONNA GET BACK ON TRACK FUCKER!!!!!!

I'm literally so scared to weigh myself bc I KNOW I gained from the holidays but I'm probably gonna weigh myself this weekend, weather that be Saturday or Sunday idk yet ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

#my post #male ed #eating disorder things #boy ed #edblr #ed but not ed sheeran #ed but not sheeran #4n4r3x1a #4n4

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🌻 ED meme dump 🌻

All of the following made by me - feel free to reuse or share. These aren't meant to be too serious, I was just a little bored and wanted to make myself laugh. Made via the memegenerator website.

#ed meme

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Bro I'm literally so embarrassed how come I've eaten like such a fat slob these past 2 days like COME ON GET IT TOGETHER MAN!!!!!

I'm so disappointed and angry at myself

#my post #male ed #male ana #boy ed #ed but not ed sheeran #ed but not sheeran #4n4r3x1a #4n4 #eating disorder things #edblr

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GONNA EXPLODE

Can't work out tmrw bc Im working the day shift,,,,

I'd do it after work but I have my friend's freaking PARTY LITERALLY RIGHT AFTER,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

I'm not weighing myself till next Saturday (23rd)

#my post #male ed #boy ed #tw ana diary #ed but not sheeran #ed but not ed sheeran #4n4 #eating disorder things #edblr

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daily reminder that you will always regret eating that food, but will never regret not eating it.

that's right, put the food down.

#reblog #inspo

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I lost 3lbs in one week SWAAAAG 😎😎😎😎

I'm trying to lose as much weight as possible bc the holidays are right around the corner (CHRISTMAS IS LITERALLY 2 WEEKS AWAY???? STOP) bc ik I'm gonna gain some during them so id rather be like at a sorta ok weight so I won't have to lose SO MUCH after Christmas and new years and shit

I also literally have a party on Saturday and I'm so scared 🥹🥹🥹🥹

#my post #boy ed #tw ana diary #male ed #eating disorder #eating disorder things #tw ed #ed but not sheeran #male ana #4n4 #4n4r3x1a #pray for me yall

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#reblog #ed meme

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The worst part of a relapse is competing against yourself and the way you used to look, being your own thinspo.

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Does anyone else feel like they're actually healthier in their active 3d? Like when I'm technically in "recovery" or whatever all my food choices are based on what I'm in the mood for aka random cravings/dopamine fix. I don't binge fortunately but I'll get takeout and fast food and whatever is easiest.

When I'm in 3d mode I eat more veggies, I almost never get takeout (and when I do it's a small portion), I take my vitamins, I rarely drink alcohol because of how it affects weight loss, etc. It just seems like I take better care of myself when I'm actively restricting.

#reblog #no REAL #i feel like when i was knee deep in my ed my skin was SO CLEAR #and i looked sooo good and i still thought i was fat 😭😭😭

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they don't know i run a mentally ill blog on tumblr

#ed meme #oh LORD #reblog

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im baaaaacccccck🤪🤪

got down to literally PAST my ugw by a couple pounds and maintained that for a couple months then fell off the wagon

bro idk how much i weigh rn, im scared to weigh but im gonna weigh myself monday (so next week) soooo 🤞 🤞 🤞 🤞

Not too happy to be back but i gotta lose some weight before my birthday its like in a month😔🤪

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Putting old stats here for just myself. once i weigh myself next week imma put up some new stats on my header bio thingy

5'1 SW: 142lbs/64kg CW: 115lbs/53kg GW:135lbs/61kg✓ GW2: 130lbs/58kg✓ GW3: 124lbs/56kg✓ UGW:117

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