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“All that is left of us is the ache in my chest where my heart once was.”

— 8/1000

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This hits deep for me tonight,

As I lay awake in anxious toil, I lay next to the gift of life you gave to me. The life of a boy who has your essence . Even with this gift, that was meant to, be partially yours, the carelessness you gifted, to not only me,but also,, to the boy.

The gift of carelessness you gifted, was carelessness you've always carried,but now it has a place with him and I.

Heavy Gloom - The Story So Far

#real life #dont care #gift of life

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things i have to remind myself of

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Our youth, stays strong if we feed it good vibes. Steevo and his boo.

#youthful #steevo #steevoandboo #positivity #bathtub #bathtublove

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jury’s out

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#plants #magical #abstract #positivity #plantpower #powerofpositivity #polka dots #plantlover #plantcollection

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#lowell #love hate #love lost

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You hurt me but I still miss you.

– eigenes.

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The bear inside me wants to come out of hibernation, but it's as if hibernation just started.

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#chelou #love hate #bestill #be your true self #findhappiness #letgoandgrow #hurtful #painful #thirdeye #inpatient

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😘🙌🤝 deciding to bring my daily writing here tonight.

If you are trying soo, hard to correct other people and always have a input , eventhough, you may mean the best, it probably means your not following a genuine path for you yourself and yours. Even if its as simple as not thinking before you speak.. I myself am learning everyday and often don't have a filter.😉

I sometimes find myself coming onto this platform, because it's a habit, it seems like everytime I do, I feel as if my value is slowly getting depleted, like soul depletion. However ☯️

I value connection and friendship, but to have real ones you got to be on real understanding. ((( oh, but this is favebook who actually cares right..?? (())) well, think about that.. the majority of everyone I know use Favebook as a lifeline to fill empty spaces with unwritten words.

I hope to fill mine with written words more often, because writing in a journal is just not the same when you can share with the world. Though I do value pen and paper.

one thing I acknowledged about myself this last week.. is that i'm genuinely tired of giving my real self to people who don't take me seriously, people who are not bluntly honest or true towards me. It is hard to see thru if you don't understand the depth of what this means.

something alot of people lack, is depth, but not everyone, not the right ones, who are right for me and who do right by me as a friend.

The majority of you guys have had maybe.. only one memory with me and judge based off hear say to determine who your idea of me is.

Know this now,

I am my own worst critic,

i always will be the one to dip my toes into waters where I'm not actually welcome... but that's how I find what's true.

I have grown to love myself, I know my worth and what I bring to any table. Even if what I have to bring is brutal honesty and vulnerability, it will always be followed by love.

I am genuinely in this life to be a good person. I am soo, excited about my future and I'm happy my boys got me as a mom.

Reminder, if something negative is being said about someone to you, be sure to also ask them about the good he or she has done instead of feeding into negativity that really only came from a individuals negative feelings, instead of real life.

Thanks for reading my Nocturnal vibes. There will be more to come!! And I'm sometimes open to discussion. #Positivityonly.

If you see this and roll your eyes please please delete me. I promise, you will not hurt my feels.

Thank, the TED talk on vulnerability for this long( Rant ) I suppose. This is a year of openess and opportunity to be a better person, be thankfull that you're alive and you are able to feel. Like be genually thankfully!! Love every moment of every damn day. We are not promised tomarrow, death IS Very REAL guys!!

Gumdropbutton, sidenote: I have been a momma for 7 years, to be exact, tomarrow morning.

#ted talks #vulnerability #loveyourself #love your flaws #tomorrow? who knows #watercolor #multidimensional

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“Humanity today is like a waking dreamer, caught between the fantasies of sleep and the chaos of the real world. The mind seeks but cannot find the precise place and hour. We have created a Star Wars civilization, with Stone Age emotions, medieval institutions, and godlike technology. We thrash about. We are terribly confused by the mere fact of our existence, and a danger to ourselves and to the rest of life.”

— Edward O. Wilson, The Social Conquest of Earth