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Planning to kill myself soon

#vent

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I hate being able to grab something from my stomach or thighs :’))

#vent #thin$p0 #3d not sheeran

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Went to cut in the dark and didn’t realise my blade still had fuckin flesh on it 😭😭

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I miss being high 😭😭😭

#vent #ed log

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I only ate one thing today, it was tiny. Not even enough to note having

Yet I still feel awful for having it, lol

#ed log #vent

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I wish I could talk to my younger self and tell her to get tf out of the kitchen stop binging and get your Shi together!!!!

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Idk what to do atm! But chew and spit has been like my new fav thing >_< means I can taste stuff when I feel hungry without actually eating it lol

But hiding it is another matter, I wish I had more ideas

#ed log #tw mia

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OMGG I relapsed n I feel so good

I needed this

#vent

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Oh god please someone give me tips for avoiding food when your parents are watchful of it

I atleast take my food up to my room but like? What do I do with it… do I sneak a bag up and put part of it in the bag to look like I’ve had it??

I got caught fast when I did chew and spit since they dug it out the bin uugh : (

#tw edd #tw mia #vent #3d not sheeran #analog #ana rant

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i feel so dirty after eating :(

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Had therapy today and I ended up in an argument with him and ran out 😭

He said I was making him angry and stuff,, I thought they were meant to help?. It isn’t my fault I wanna kms lol not everyone wants help

Definitely don’t want to go back there today, it’s been an awful few weeks

#vent #actually bpd #vent post

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I fucking hate BPD

My head is so on fire right now and I literally have no one it’s so lonely I can’t bear it

Might just kms at this rate

#bpd vent #vent #actually bpd

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Your beauty is not defined by how many people want to get with you. Beauty is subjektive, lots of people find you very attractive and lots of them have other preferences. Lots of people look at you and think "I like their style", or "they have a cute face", and you will never know. People aren't filled with hateful thoughts when looking at you. People are busy wondering about what others think about them.

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Did over 20k steps today, I’m glad to be back on track

Life fucking sucks

#tw edd #ed log #vent #tw mia

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if no one has told you today,

you are loved,

you are cared for,

you are safe and protected,

you are worthy,

you are beautiful,

you are deserving,

you are enough,

you are valid 💕

[ we love you, we care, we’ll keep you safe and protected, we know you’re worthy, we know you’re beautiful, and you are valid <33 ]

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Distraction is key 🔑

🔐You’re not hungry you’re bored

Get on just dance or create your own signature dance routine stay active💃🕺🩰

Organize/Redecorate

Run around with ur fur babies

Make plans with friends or family stay busy

Run errands

Do Something. Boredom/Hunger are a sign you need to do something productive 🔓

🔐You’re not hungry you’re sad

Find a friend u can vent/confide in

Create poetry based on what you’re feeling and post it on here ✍️

Start an art project or creative endeavor that u can pour ur emotions into 🎨🖌️🎭

Don’t push away your sadness with food confront what you’re feeling🫂 🔓

🔐You’re not hungry you’re anxious/worried

🧘‍♀️Meditate🧘‍♂️

Practice breathing exercises 🌬️

Take 10 mins to download a mindfulness app and do a few of the activities

List and plan things out in deep detail it will help give you peace of mind

Find peace Calm your mind Seek Solutions🔓

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Relapses are a strange feeling

Part of me is always happy about it but also sad, like I can’t escape being this way but. Restricting and gw feels so good

#vent #tw edd