sometimes i fr feel like im faking having an ed like maybe im just a fat person who feels rlly guilty about being fat LMFAOO
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yknow what i used to hate drinking water and now i drink 1-2 GALLONS a day and i love it. i feel so clean.
having to piss 25/8 sucks tho
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god i love smoothies
biggest comfort food, keeps me full for HOURS and if u make it right its so low cal
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no but literally, gimmie a treadmill too while youre at it
i wish someone would just lock me in a room and only let me eat apples and rice cakes for a year and then release me when i鈥檓 skinny
fucked up but still
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crazy to think i was thinking abt making dating profiles looking like this... no way. gotta get this fucking fat off.
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need to starve myself til i dont have the energy to move 馃榿
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7k steps !!!! 636 cals burned 馃挭馃挭 so proud of myself. had a small lunch when i got home & i think im gonna try to fast the rest of the day :)
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HALF WAY THRU MY GYM SESH !!!! 4K STEPS SO FAR WOOOOO
my knees r holding up surprisingly well, im super proud of myself i used to not be able to do anything like this
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intro
hi, im fennec !
they/them, genderfluid, queer
17, gemini, ana & mia
i have had an ED on and off for roughly 5 years now. ive been on and off tumblr for the last 2, and now im finally back ! ive got a new mindset and im really ready to make progress, and quickly.
height: 5'7
cw: 165
sw: 175
gw: 140
ugw: 100
about me
im really into fashion & crochet. i love styling outfits for me and others. crochet is super fun and i love the thought having a wardrobe that is partially handmade.
i just recently started making my own yarn, which is super involved but also really really fun. its definitely time consuming but so rewarding to use the yarn in my crochet and it being a 100% handmade piece.
music is my favorite thing in the whole world. its the best coping skill and an amazing pastime. i like to say i listen to a little bit of everything (yes, even country lol).
i also game sometimes! my favorite games are minecraft and world of warcraft. i play mostly modded minecraft and really want to get a nice built out PC eventually. i think itd be fun to stream on twitch but its a bit hard because i have pretty bad anxiety.
i have quite the plethora of diagnosis and health problems, but im coping. and going to specialists for the health problems.
fave thinspo
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so... ive binged the last 2 days :( so pissed at myself.
BUTTTT me and my bestie r going to the gym tmr 鈥硷笍鈥硷笍 which im super excited abt. i never get to go and i <3 treadmills, so my goal is as many steps & miles as possible in 2 hours. i dont run but i do speedwalk. wish me luck!!!! net cal goal for tmr is under 500 because im still is high res until i can adjust my body back down to low res.
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my tongue is legit raw from drinking water tdy, i just drank over half a gallon in like 2 hours
does anyone know if this can make me sick ???
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5/17/23 recap
net - 830
drank an entire gallon of water today !!!!! woooo
i have orientation for my new job tmr im so excited
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