desticuleconfessions

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I don’t have anywhere else to put this because there’s no just general confessions tumblrs that aren’t related to fandoms so here i am. I am very sorry you can delete this ask now but a dnf fanfic keeps making me realise that i am in love with my best friend because it talks about the exact feelings i have towards her and i just- oof i need to stop reading after each chapter because it’s too real

#confessions #desticuleconfessions #anonymous

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I run an aesthetic blog and sometimes throw in bits of non iconic spn themes just for the kick I get out of people reblogging them without knowing what they've done

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#desticuleconfessions #confessions #anonymous #i do the exact same thing omg #mod R

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Highkey I feel like a desticule metamour like,,, yes I follow the blogs and yes I know all the inside jokes and yes I watched the birth of casmick consequences and how it would lead to endgame destiel. But have I watched past s1 or regularly reblog or post about destiel? Of course not, I’m afraid of confrontation.

Like from a scale of 1 (invalid fake fan) to 10(actual heller trash) where am I.

I’m just gonna actually reply to this one bc I want some genuine good vibes on the dash rn, honestly we are living in the Wild West, no rules no gatekeeping I think if you’re here with us in the year 2021 on spnblr you are a heller along with us all

#but I also love the metamour label in desticule

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Highkey I feel like a desticule metamour like,,, yes I follow the blogs and yes I know all the inside jokes and yes I watched the birth of casmick consequences and how it would lead to endgame destiel. But have I watched past s1 or regularly reblog or post about destiel? Of course not, I’m afraid of confrontation.

Like from a scale of 1 (invalid fake fan) to 10(actual heller trash) where am I.

I’m just gonna actually reply to this one bc I want some genuine good vibes on the dash rn, honestly we are living in the Wild West, no rules no gatekeeping I think if you’re here with us in the year 2021 on spnblr you are a heller along with us all

#mod cas #desticuleconfessions #confessions #anonymous

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None of my friends know that i have watched all 15 seasons of the cw's supernatural so whenever i end up saying desticule phrases casually in conversation (like truthing or x coded y girl) i panic for a moment. Do they know? Fuck.

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#desticuleconfessions #confessions #so true bestie #spread the brain rot! get them into it as well! #you can never have enough brainworms in your friend group <3 #mod R #Anonymous

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Every time a post that I know is from a supernatural blog ends up on my dash sebveral days or weeks later, reblogged by a non-spn blog, I always end up thinking 'Oh hello supernatural tumblr'.

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#confessions #desticuleconfessions #same hat #mod R #feuerbluete

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I lined up my first watch of s15 in a way that put 15×18 the evening before an exam so... I'm just *not* gonna continue tonight and watch Bones or sth.

Sure, I've never watched s15 before but I know what's coming and I won't, I just can't, watch it directly before an exam if I wanna be mentally present. I barely am as it is now

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#oh god yeahhhh #you do NOT want to do that #15x18 or god forbid 19 and 20 #my brain hasn't returned to normal since and we are working on five months later #so good for you being responsible #desticuleconfessions #confessions #anonymous #mod cas

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Constantly oscillating between shipping cockles because who platonically kisses their male friends on the cheek and really wishing it was normal to platonically kiss your male friends on the cheek because I would be all over that

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#desticuleconfessions #confessions #honestly me too! #i love it #but i also think cockles are probably dating or smthng so #i can have it both ways #but personally i think we gotta take the first step so #you wanna platonically kiss your friends? do that! #hell yeah #do your best to normalize it with your circle #mod cas

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i have no clue what desticule means but i would like to be included. it seens relevant to my interests.

See here.

#confessions #desticuleconfessions #welcome aboard!! #mod R

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The reason I am so righteously angry about Dean never getting to tell Cas he loved him is because my Dean coded friend who I am in love with is never going to say it to me but for some reason there are DOZENS of us pulling the same dumb gay shit here on Tumblr dot com so at least I've found the perfect group therapy <3

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#confessions #desticuleconfessions #good luck heller comrade 💙 #mod R

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A girl I grew up with and am in love with (she is straight and has a boyfriend😞✊) is gonna watch spn from the beginning with me and i'm so happy! I love her sm and being able to share something I love with her means the world to me.

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#confessions #desticuleconfessions #🥺💙 i hope it all goes well nonnie!! have fun!! #mod R

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thanks to a very religious upbringing and some unfortunate life events, i have a lot of shame around sexuality. the only way ive found i can explore it without feeling overwhelmed by feeling like im doing something wrong (most times) is fanfic, and deancas fics are my current fave. i feel bad though, because i try to be a good fan and give kudos/comments, but i just cant get myself to do that on nsfw fics cuz i feel so bad about reading them. even admitting i do here feels wrong

#confessions #desticuleconfessions #you're not alone nonny #and it's totally okay #would it help to open the fic in an incognito window and give an anonymous kudo from there? #ultimately do whatever makes you comfortable and safe #there is no set standard 💙 #mod R

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After yesterday's yockey death hoax today i dreamt that w*ncesties posted something like "if we could make a masterpost about what would make the finale better i'm sure kripke could arrange something for us <3" and kripke himself replied "of course", then steve yockey invited him to a duel and kripke killed him with an angel blade. I felt like it was gonna take a turn and have a good ending but i woke up :(

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#oh my god #desticuleconfessions #confessions #yockey death hoax #wincest mention

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I went to bed at 6am on sunday because I was catching up with y'all's posts on european time. like I literally partied too hard at the deancas wedding and had to drag my bleary-eyed ass to the library the next day as a result

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#confessions #desticuleconfessions #god what a mood #european squad rising up #and getting coffee #same goddamn hat #mod R #timetravelingkayak

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Last night I was the happiest I have been in quite a while. The entire event was so incredibly beautiful and heartwarming amd I am still so incredibly emotional even after several hours of sleep. They are married and they are happy and they are together! And we did that! And it was amazing!

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#they are married!!!! #me too me too #i don't care that it was fictional it was real #and i was crying and laughing and we were all witnessing it #and i woke up happy about it #desticuleconfessions #confessions #mod cas

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THERE GETTING MARRIED TODAY!!!!!!!!!

TIME TO CELEBRATE BITCHES 🥳🎉🥳🎉

TIME TO BEING OUT THE PRIDE FLAGS

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#confessions #desticuleconfessions #🎉✨🎉✨ #mod R

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there was this guy i was superrrr into a couple years ago even though he was a complete dick and looking back i'm suddenly realizing that's it's because he is extremely dean-coded. he had a v deep voice, a knife collection(!), extremely s1 dean heterosexual manly man vibes on the outside but he had had sex with a guy before "just to see what it was like" and like!! i wasn't even watching supernatural at the time! true winchester derangement syndrome

#oh my god #drawn to the derangement before it manifested in spn #so sorry #confessions #desticuleconfessions #anonymous #mod Cas