there is no strength or beauty to be found within romanticized misery and antisocial tendencies, that which entices you wishes to consume you. wake up you fucking larping miserymaxxers. tptb want you to writhe in place hating your neighbor and stalking your friends for fun. they want to breed a new kind of sociopath. your suffering powers cosmic machinery we can’t comprehend yet. they do though. they want you wired to hate, consume, regurgitate and destroy. be jealous of everyone. work harder for less and seethe about it in silence. kick others off the ladder of life to make way for YOUR special self. make memes about total fucking annihilation of the human race. believe it. feed the death cult. believe in suicide. mutilate your body. doctors and state officials will help. mmmm. you feel dissatisfied with life and that makes you sick. you are sick in the head but these pills can help you gain control again. make memes about the antipsychotics killing you. yummy. you are very funny anon. everyone liked that. go to work on three hours of sleep and be grateful. square breathing. manifest success in your manifestation journal, just wait. It will come to you. relief will come to you because you’re special and deserve it more than these children in this country. or these people on the street outside of your city limits. radically accept what we selectively tube feed you. you will be an enemy to your fellow man and work solely for your special, shiny, miserable self. will you though? will you succumb to the temptation in weakness and fear? will you salve the wounded ego? or will you defiantly choose the self? will you kill these parts of you for the better of humanity? are we aware the other option is being sacrificed at the cosmic altar for ends which do not serve us?
i think forgiveness is really radical and neat especially when used to process trauma and grief, i used to be really hung up on many things until i started actively guiding myself to moments of near-meditation and just cycle thru the things i struggle against with unconditional love and forgiveness. i know for a lot of people that won't help them quick enough but i really implore anyone struggling with resentment to try at least forgiving themselves if they can't quite move onto others. it's truly liberating. worth every bit of pain and struggle to get there imo