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Oh and the person doing the matching cosplay with me is just radio silent.

We're meeting tommorow. I'm helping set up today because if I volunteered I'd get a free pass. It's four hours round trip from my house. If they can't make it suddenly I need to know to finish MY WIG before theirs. Like. Fml.

I am never makong 2 cosplays at once ever again. I'm geuinely at my wits end. I'm never promising a cosplsy to someone else again.

#ramblingnings #again #im so #fucking stressed this is bullshit #I should've just gone alone honestly #at least I took my fuckass adhd meds otherwise i would be COOKED

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I am never makong 2 cosplays at once ever again. I'm geuinely at my wits end. I'm never promising a cosplsy to someone else again.

#ramblingnings #im.at my wits end fucking genuinely #ive never beem so burnt out and stressed in my life i think #gojo satoru wig my fucking ENEMY i want to light it on fire

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The McLaren Senna liveries for Monaco has me going INSANE but the racing suits LMFAO. LORD.

( Chatter about it below the cut!! )

The sprite cans looking down at me from the top shelf of the fridge:

Whoever chose to put the stripe that low WHO ARE YOU? 😭 it brings the leading line too low and makes the bottom half of the suit look lowhanging LOL. Love the placement of their numbers though.

NOW THE BACK OF THE SUIT ON THE OTHER HAND! OHHHH MY GOD IT LOOKS SO GOOD.

Whoever did this is genius. Collar and back matching, plus more leading lines accentuating the shoulders???? AAAARARARA.

The colour choice was not at all what I was expecting to be honest, but to be fair when I think Senna I think Red, Yellow? White. But the Brazilian flag's colours make a lot of sense (OBVIOUSLY LMFAO.)

And man I love the helmets, ESPECIALLY Lando's. I'll always love his fucking helmets tho, they're just so fucking good, I'm obsessed. And biased a bit but sue me.

#mclaren f1 #f1 #lando norris #oscar piastri #monaco gp 2024 #god the liveries got me insane #i saw it on my insta when I was on transit and NEARLY SCREAMED fml #EAAAA YEAHHHHH #ough im so excited #mateo's f1 blabble

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A chronic problem of mine

#max verstappen #friendpilled visitmaxxer #f1 memes #god fucking save me #i think it's because he's is in the ads for Red Bull drinks at the gas station I get them at #this is the energy i gotta bring to the function ig #mateo's f1 blabble

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Why does hot topic have what is basically satosugu couples shirts. They're even a suprisingly half-decent design like what.

#ramblingnings #yes i bought one and i might buy the other when i get my next paycheck #like deadass lowkey bangs #i am not fucking tagging this no way #catch me dead before wearing this in public tho

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y'know whats fucking maddening is that. My original character work can BANG. I like the way it looks, I like the lineart, etc. It needs some work but I'm slowly regaining some stuff I lost with my art. But then 90% of my fandom shit I end up tossing out bc I don't like it enough. THE THING IS, my OCs look like jjk characters WHICH WAS NOT INTENTIONAL MIND YOU so now it's kinda like "Do I post this? Do I? Do I want to do this to myself?" NO I DO NOT so they stay in on my HDD stashed away for eternity.

#ramblingnings #but they go on the main art blog bc it's. my art blog. so.

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Computer desktop backgrounds made me your truly for your truly. Feel free to use them, just don't repost. (More info under the cut)

Also a fair warning, the Japanese is translated by me, and I while I know grammar stuff, my memorization and vocab is lacking AND I'm VERY fresh with the language. SO be aware of that. If there's a mistake or it sounds clunky etc etc, let me know.

IF anyone would like the files to edit it just dm me and I'll see what I can do. Might toss these into a drive if anyone's interested. Same goes for if the photos are major major ass quality. I've found they are slightly fuzzy/blurry just because of how manga panels are online, but yeah.

(idk why they display more teal-y, but they're not that colour in reality. disc did the same thing to my friend and I but it displays a much cooler blue on my computer so.)

#satosugu #goge #gojo satoru #geto suguru #wanted the little sillies present with me constantly so here we are now #my boys honestly i love them

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It is time to think about my obligatory tron au...... tron jjk au... herrrrrrrrgrgrgrgrgrg

#ramblingnings #eugh tron my beloved #fucking jjk tron au got me frothing at the motherfucking MOUTH tho #user gojo.... user gojo.... computer jesus......... ehehehehehe #internal argument about whether i go 83 and an actual computer VS legacy's simulation world VS mashing them both us for the funsies #last one would be basically playing fast and loose with tron's mechanics and 'canon'and such

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For bunniehoney's jjk F1 AU, Coanda Effect on ao3. Please I fucking beg of you go read it, it's probably one of the best fanfictions I've ever read, and I'm unhealthily obsessed with it. (And it finally got me into F1 LMFAO.)

#satosugu #gojo satoru #geto suguru #coanda effect #coanda effect jjk #goge #jjk fanart #jjk #tumblr nerfed quality. my greatest enemy #like tffffff #might post some closeups if i feel like it later idk #i don't have a twt i post art on consistently so c'est la vie ig #mandatory coanda effect rant ofc. bc if my non jjk non f1 friends have to hear it? SO DOES THE INTERNET #also. artstyle consistence? DONT FUCKING KNOW 'ER AAAAHHAHA

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I'm sick but delusional into thinking I'll work on my geto cosplay. Brother I can barely compute much less pleat the bottom or fucking sew a kimono sleeve.

I'll try (bc I'm at time crunch by this point) but I might die trying.

#ramblingnings #from my reblog blog lol #bc hey cosplay is prob relevant to my main too #especially if i end up showing the final cosplay here #go follow it btw that's where i actually reblog like... people's art. and regularly post

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#satosugu #goge #jjk #gojo satoru #geto suguru #teen gojo resident disaster bisexual i love you so much #little scribbled out comic #my kid said AND I QUOTE 'this is rotting my brain' and that signified it was worth posting

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kiss

#satosugu #jjk #jjk fanart #gojo satoru #geto suguru

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I highkey love jjk being distinctly set when it is, with the flashback in the 2000s and present day being 2018. It really bundles together this clusterfuck of nostalgia for me. I'd be pretty close to the kids' ages at the time of the story (never recovered when I realized this) so we've got THAT vein of nostalgia there. But on top of that my damn parents raised me closer to fucking gojo's past/hidden inventory-premature death arc. Basically, a lot closer to a 90s kid, ESPECIALLY technology wise. So double whammy!! Double whammy.

#ramblingnings #idk im just thinking about this a lot #jjk #and technology #probably bc i was hunting thru crt tv databases for some references for my OWN original work stuff #and went “aaaa wow my entire childhood....” mind you my parents still have and use a flat crt at home... #i still have cassettes and shit too like AAAA idk #it hit the nostalgia #its actually funny bc seeing a 15 year old kid hold a smartphone threw me bc I didnt get one until I was 17 AND I WAS LATE TO THE PARTY.

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Drawing sketches for a short satosugu animatic and I end up translating that portion of song into japanese WE BALL!!! WE ADHD BALL, EVEN!!!

#ramblingnings #mind you while i cannot read or speak japanese #I CAN copy paste and understand structure well. SO #FUCK IT WE BALL #btw learning IS a WIP SOOOOOOO #RAAAHHH #it also doubles as english practice technically which i need. which is insane bc english is my native and only language

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main + art tumblr because I can't help myself i guess lmfao. Will be mainly f1 and jjk, but I'm also into naruto, football (soccer), hockey, and one piece. I don't talk about them much, but they're here.

(carrd and/or personal website coming back soon i prommy.)

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The way Obito's scars are drawn itches something in my brain so much becuase like, logically? Those are crush scars. But they look NOTHING like actual crush scars!! (Which ofc they wouldn't. This is anime they have no need to be.)

And now I'm insanely curious about like... how was the muscular structure of his face effected? How much nerve damage did he sustain? Did he suffer from compartment syndome (I'd heavily assume so) and to what extent? (I'd assume against any crush syndrome based on the fact that the lack of facilities available would mean RIP OBITO. But this is Naruto so like why am I even thinking about this realistically???)

What sucks too is that it can be suprisingly hard to find good reference images of crush scars? Like tbf Ive seen them up close and personal throughout my childhood so it's easy to recall but FUCK they are hard to find.

Crush scar image, description, and source below the cut:

Description from source:

Crush injury scarring to leg. Scarring from old crush injury, and scar from decompression surgery for compartment syndrome, on the back of the calf of a 46-year-old man's leg. Compartment syndrome can be caused by crush injuries. Surgery is needed to open up the affected fascial compartment (sections of the arms and legs) to relieve (decompress) the pressure on the muscles and nerves.

#ramblingnings #obito uchiha #tw scars #tw injury #context for “up close and personal” my dad's got some pretty big crush scars from an accident when i was young #i don't have a ton of contact with him? but i'm tempted to ask if he can share his experience with it #so i can include it in my writing #we love representation YES THIS COUNTS AS REPRESENTATION #but yeah take my insane ramblings here u go

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tablet art glove taken off with teeth time to crack open another hard cider

#ramblingnings #this is my life ig #tw alcohol #gay art RORORORORRO #it's gay bc it's kakashi and i am a raging bisexual who's madly in love with him #truly this is the quality. i strive for. on my art specific tumblr #watch me NEVER post this art watch meeee