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#poll #polls #tumblr polls #tumblr poll #trying to see how many of you people are wrong to the core

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Robert C. Rore - A Glas of red Wine

#art #👀

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📷 The Mess + The Shelves, The Hideaway, Bennumere, Central Storm Deadlands + The Plaza, The Boklad Markets, Boklad, Northeastern Dhalmekia

Allies IV

HQ portraits under the cut!

#final fantasy xvi #otto #harpocrates ii hyperboreos #harpocrates #tarja #jill warrick #goetz #ffxvi #final fantasy 16 #ff16 #final fantasy #ff #virtual photography #vp #ps5share #dayasanxv

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For the most part, my approach to prescribing hormones is “sure,” but I will note that the one thing I lean HARD on patients about is smoking. If you’re transgender, and you’re on hormones, the number one thing we want to protect is your cardiovascular health. That’s frankly the number one thing I want to protect in all my patients, but anyone taking exogenous hormones is at higher baseline risk. And the best thing you can do for your heart is DON’T SMOKE. It’s a bitch to quit, and I didn’t even smoke much or long before I quit in my late teens, and I STILL didn’t enjoy quitting and had smoking dreams for years. It’s harder to quit than just about anything else up to and including crack and heroin, and that’s coming from a patient of mine who recently passed in her early 60s who’d done all of those things—for years and years—but eventually was able to quit everything except smoking. And that killed her. She developed severe COPD and eventually called to say her blood oxygen saturation was dipping into the 70s, which is incompatible with life. She was lucid enough to decline medical care, including refusing to call 911 or go to the ER. A week later, after both I and one of our outreach nurses had contacted her to ask her to please go to the ER, I got a notification that she’d been found dead. She had been so frustrated that she wasn’t a candidate for a lung transplant.

One of my oldest trans patients is in her late 50s. She’s had blood clots that went to the lungs. Repeatedly. Smoking raises that risk. Estrogen raises that risk. She’s a veteran with PTSD; of course she smoked.

These aren’t theoretical. These are humans I’ve cared for over years of their lives. I have been rooting for them—my beloved former addict, who spoke without shame about her years of homelessness and drug use in the city; my queer elders, who are slowly trading in their motorcycles for power scooters. I want everyone to live their fullest, best life.

Smoking doesn’t fit into that. Please don’t smoke. I don’t want you to die like that—not now and not later. I want you to have the future that you may not be able to see yet, but exists.

Since I moved home as an out queer, word got out, and there’s a whole apartment complex of lesbians in their 60s to their 80s who come see me—sitting next to their wives in the office, nagging about blood pressure meds, tattling about not having gotten the shingles shot they said they would. To be clear, when I was growing up in town, I knew no lesbians. Not one. I knew one gay kid in my class, which eventually turned into two. We were it. To see these women living decades with their wives and being able to squabble like any couple in my office over who was supposed to bring their home blood pressure cuff in for us to check it… it means the world to me.

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Ooouhghh hi...

Here's the commission sheet I did in my most delirious of hours 🩶 my DMs are always open if you're curious - I'm also open to do art trades as well, but commissions/tips would definitely help this girl out 🙏🏻💀

My commissions, as you can tell, are very very open and very very available 24/7 !! You know how it is, who doesn't need a bit of money from time to time? I'm a musician when I'm not doing my silly little drawings, so I could... definitely use some cash here or there.

Other social media/links for you to follow and support me, if you'd like‼️:

Instagram 📷

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Ko-fi ☕

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I thank Lingua Ignota and Clarissa Connelly for letting me know that I need more EXchristian music in my life

#i think both artists are actually slightly agnostic but they certainly occupy an exchristian space within their writing #playing ffxvi has also made me realise that more #i could talk at length about the christian themes in ffxvi from an exchristian perspective lmao

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📷 Cathedral balcony, Madrana Street, Altissia, Accordo

#final fantasy xv #ignis scientia #episode ignis #ffxv #final fantasy 15 #ff15 #final fantasy #ff #virtual photography #vp #dayasanxv

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Man the problem with all these Final Fantays Lets Plays I've noticed is that no one seems to explore the game on stream, they just go straight for all the objectives

#enjoyability aside its really annoying for me to try and find resources and map locations lmao

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📷 Mountain Path, Ascent, Trailhead, Southern Ridge, Mt. Nibel, Nibel Region

#final fantasy vii #cloud strife #sephiroth #ffvii #final fantasy vii rebirth #ffvii rebirth #ffviir #final fantasy 7 #ff7 #final fantasy 7 rebirth #ff7 rebirth #ff7r #final fantasy #ff #virtual photography #vp #ps5share #dayasanxv

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📷 Playroom, 2F, Corneo's Mansion, Wall Market, Sector 6 Slums

#final fantasy vii #leslie kyle #ffvii #final fantasy vii remake #ffvii remake #ffviir #final fantasy 7 #ff7 #final fantasy 7 remake #ff7 remake #ff7r #final fantasy #ff #virtual photography #vp #ps5share #dayasanxv

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While I think there's something to be said for choosing kindness / having the option of avoiding violence / forgoing your role as a machine of war, I do wish we got to see more of Jill being ruthless as she was when returning to Drake's Breath

I've posted before about her role in FFXVI's themes of revenge, and how refreshing that a concept typically used as a "cautionary tale" not only has little consequences for the characters but also is dealt with empathy and provides relief to many.

But I also think her scene with Imreann was one of the clearest examples of how she is a character you do not want to cross. Cold ice queen archetype aside, someone who may seem unassuming but will remorselessly flay you when given the chance. She battles methodically and could easily hold her own against most enemies had the curse not affected her so

I guess it's just another result of her having a less active role as the story goes on. As much as the reason of her declining health due to her Eikon being abused makes sense, I wonder if it was wholly necessary to include or if they couldn't have given her a few more comparable moments, though I'm glad she gets that focus in some scenes

#ffxvi #jill warrick #final fantasy xvi #ff16 #final fantasy 16 #ff #and yes you could definitely say her succumbing to the curse is mesnt to highlight clive's exceptional fortitude as mythos #but there are plenty other characters spread across the cast who fit that purpose

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The "Wikipedia boyfriend" post completely changed my worldview. I'm single yet I'm a Wikipedia boyfriend

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Is it really possible for me and my family to escape from Sudan? I really hoped, after a few days, 5 months will have passed since the launch of my campaign and I have not even reached half of the goal. It is very frustrating. With your humanity, I hope you will not ignore my request to help me.🙏

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Y'all, the world is sleeping on what NASA just pulled off with Voyager 1

The probe has been sending gibberish science data back to Earth, and scientists feared it was just the probe finally dying. You know, after working for 50 GODDAMN YEARS and LEAVING THE GODDAMN SOLAR SYSTEM and STILL CHURNING OUT GODDAMN DATA.

So they analyzed the gibberish and realized that in it was a total readout of EVERYTHING ON THE PROBE. Data, the programming, hardware specs and status, everything. They realized that one of the chips was malfunctioning.

So what do you do when your probe is 22 Billion km away and needs a fix? Why, you just REPROGRAM THAT ENTIRE GODDAMN THING. Told it to avoid the bad chip, store the data elsewhere.

Sent the new code on April 18th. Got a response on April 20th - yeah, it's so far away that it took that long just to transmit.

And the probe is working again.

From a programmer's perspective, that may be the most fucking impressive thing I have ever heard.

#later

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lounging

#kriskukko #art

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Producers in fantasy world would have metrognomes in the studio who are gnomes with scientific precision at keeping tempo down to a fraction of a BPM. Elves have attempted to study this skill to no avail. A select few dwarves have managed to harness tempo sync abilities likely due to their proficiency in mining, as such they are popular in industrial DJ sets