darling-dollette

[darling-dollette]

To whom this may concern:

I am alive and well. I realize that I simply do not have the energy to manage my Tumblr recently (surprising, I know). But I will be back eventually.

I am mostly active on discord and Instagram, darling_dollette/aiko_.beloved. Or honestly you could just join the server I am in because I talk and post my writing there daily-

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐏𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑

[darling-dollette]

I'll make you scream. Darling, beg for mercy while I'm still offering it to you, okay?

[darling-dollette]

Honestly I haven't been, I'm filled with longing that I can't quite solve. I feel like I'm trapped at sea and I'm so thirsty. Yet, all there is to drink is salt water. So I drink and drink and drink, but I'm left parched and unfulfilled because all I truly want is a tiny amount of fresh water. There's someone I miss, but I can't have them, and it burns me. I have nightmares and it hurts my soul. I fear I've lost them forever.

Do you ever have that feeling?

- 🦊

My apologies for keeping you waiting, my dear.

It is unfortunate to say, but yes. I have felt the same way. A longing that is never fulfilled, and when I try to mask it, it comes back worse. I've learnt it is simpler to let oneself feel it all- the rawness of such an emotion. And only then had I finally understood to let go.

It is a horrible feeling, my sweetheart. A tragedy that should never befall another. Yet, know that you are not alone in this thirst that seems so utterly difficult to quench.

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐄𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑ #🦊 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 #🦊.𝐭𝐱𝐭

[darling-dollette]

I quite despise busy times, hm.

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐏𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑

[darling-dollette]

Well they make my head feel all fuzzy so you're doing a wonderful job :3

Have you been sleeping enough too?

- 🦊

That's certainly a good thing to hear darling. I wish to make everyone feel that way. And yes, I did have enough sleep.

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐄𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑ #🦊 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 #🦊.𝐭𝐱𝐭 #yanderecore #actually yandere #obsessive love #yandere community

[darling-dollette]

OOO ITS SO GOOD,

My nap was incredibly stressful and then I fell asleep again hahaha. What inspires you to write stuff like that?

- 🦊

Pff, it seems like you are a little sleeping beauty, just like I am.

The voices in my head- ahem. Serious answer: I get inspired by many things. Seeing the works of other people in the server I am in, sometimes brief glances at objects or a scenario pops up into my head. Most importantly though, the sadism plays a big role.

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐄𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑ #🦊 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 #🦊.𝐭𝐱𝐭 #yanderecore #actually yandere #irl yandere #obsessive love #actually obsessive #yandere community #obsessive yandere #lovesick

[darling-dollette]

𝐏𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧.

To completely, and utterly own someone. Having their very essence within the palm of my hand- manipulating it every which way I love most. Weaving the fabrics of their reality to wrap around my figure; being the sole designer that shapes them into a form of art.

Every moment of their life would be another piece to the collection. Carefully crafted, intricately, just to please my own self as I take pride in my work. They are a masterpiece, so undeniably mine to all who lay their eyes upon them. My name would be etched into their very soul.

Taking away their freedom to think of anything for themselves is what I strive for. Any action they take would only be because I allow it. Never will they need to worry about such trivial matters. Their only concern should be to please me- to win over my affection that they desperately crave to be awarded.

Oh, the precious, beating heart that lives within them. It would be such a shame to leave it be. Why, it would be unfair- for the organ that keeps them alive should be loved too. Only then will I have them ensnared for all of eternity. So even if it pains them, even when they cling to me with tears dripping onto cold tile, I must.

With the touch of a lover; I will pry apart the confines of their heart. Making my way through their ribcage that keeps their- my heart hostage. To scoop my very life close, only to gorge on it so we may finally become one. Their blood now not only drips on my skin, but so too does it run through my veins. How delectable they would taste, I believe. Such a shame that they never gave themself up as an offering to their deity willingly. Thus leading me to taking matters into my own hands.

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐒𝐩𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑ #yanderecore #yandere community #yandere thoughts #yandere tendencies #actually yandere #irl yandere #yandere love #yandere blog #yancore #yan blog #yanblr #yandere #obsessivecore #obsessive tendencies #obsessive thoughts #actually obsessive #obsessive love #obsessive yandere #obsessive #obsession #lovesick #darlingcore #irl darling

[darling-dollette]

AWWW YUSSS you're so smart! Sorry for the delay, I took a small nap

How often do you write the expression pieces btw? They're so beautiful, and I've loved each one I've seen!

- 🦊

I am indeed smart (/silly). Did you have a nice nap, my dear? I write every other day, actually. I have a piece schedule for later sweetheart, I do hope you'll enjoy it.

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐄𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑ #🦊 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 #🦊.𝐭𝐱𝐭 #yanderecore #irl yandere #obsessive love #yandere community

[darling-dollette]

You're okay! I check in every few hours or so just to see when you're back :3

How are you holding up?

- 🦊

Aw how adorable sweetheart. I am fine, yes. I just got back home from class, actually. I was dismissed earlier because I did my work faster ^^

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐄𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑ #🦊 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 #🦊.𝐭𝐱𝐭

[darling-dollette]

I appreciate you checking up on me btw, it was very sweet of you.

I hope you have a good day/night sweetheart, take care

- Z

Of course, Ziv! Please make sure that you are taking care of yourself- remember to get enough rest and food. I hope you have a good day/night too.

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐄𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑ #𝐙𝐢𝐯 <3

[darling-dollette]

Ooo that's a very big change, I'm glad you like it though! I passed out for like 18 hours hahaha

- 🦊

Oh dear, 18 hours? I can't say I have not done the same, honestly. I'm sorry for not being here for quite a while. I hope I did not keep you waiting too long.

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐄𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑ #🦊 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 #🦊.𝐭𝐱𝐭

[darling-dollette]

My darling, would you let me bleed for you?

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐒𝐩𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑ #yanderecore #actually yandere #irl yandere #yandere tendencies #yandere things #yandere thoughts #yandere blog #yancore #yan blog #yanblr #yandere #yandere love #obsessive love #actually obsessive #yandere community #lovesick #obsessive yandere #obsession #obsessive tendencies #obsessive #obsessive thoughts #obsessivecore #obsessive thinking #darlingcore #irl darling

[darling-dollette]

Please, don't get sick of me. I'll change into any type you like. Please, don't go.

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐏𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑

[darling-dollette]

Popping in to say I am also thankful V is okay! While we have also mainly been observing, we were slightly worried. Anon solidarity!

~ 🦋

Hello my dear ^^ That is quite adorable, honestly. It is nice to know that you are still here as well. Do take care darling, you are more than welcome to continue observing.

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐄𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑ #🦋 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 #🦋.𝐭𝐱𝐭 #yanderecore #actually yandere #irl yandere #obsessive love #actually obsessive #yandere community #obsessive yandere

[darling-dollette]

It wasn't that fun, but I blame my lack of drinking on that hahaha, I wanted to get alcohol but I was too shy :<

Next time I suppose!

Also yayyy V is here! Good good.

How's your weekend been :3

- 🦊

Ah, I understand being too shy to order something darling. I am the same (usually), that is why I have my friends order for me most of the time. I hope your next experience will be more enjoyable, sweetheart ^^

It seems you are happy to see him, that is good.

My weekend has been wonderful- the best I had in a while. I think I am getting out of a slump, so I am very proud of myself for that. As for your other ask, it was just a normal cut? I am unsure how to describe it. But I went from waist-length hair to shoulder length.

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐄𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑ #🦊 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 #🦊.𝐭𝐱𝐭 #yanderecore #actually yandere #irl yandere #obsessive love #actually obsessive #yandere community #obsessive yandere

[darling-dollette]

I went to a bar with some friends

But I was too anxious and my body hurts so much ;-;, kinda a big mistake

How are you :3

- 🦊

Oh dear, I do hope you had sufficient rest. It is not good to push yourself. Did you at least have a little fun, darling? It would be quite a shame if you did not.

I am well. I just got home, actually. It has been a pleasant day for me. And I must say, I look quite something with this new haircut of mine.

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐄𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑ #🦊 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 #🦊.𝐭𝐱𝐭

[darling-dollette]

Hello darling <3

I came at your request, hm? For the little fox; There is no need to worry about my well-being, I am alright. I merely prefer to observe rather than speak.

🥀 𝐕.

Well, there you have it, little fox, he has answered my call.

Thank you my dear, much appreciated.

#𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ๋࣭ 𝐄𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 ๋࣭ ⭑🦋๋࣭ ⭑ #🥀 𝐕𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭.