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cocoswlj · 5 years
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2017 2018 2019
309lbs, 228lbs, 167lbs
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cocoswlj · 5 years
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I am 15 months post op, and I weigh 173.8 lbs (fluctuating to 174.8 at fullest), which is a total loss of 136.2 lbs so far!! I cannot believe that I’ve gone from a size 22/24 to a 10/12 or a 3X to a L!
Happy, disbelieving, and still determined is how I feel now. I have a much easier time with food overall, and know my limitations for the most part. And I’m ok with it!
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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Anybody else want to change their name?
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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I’ve done something I never thought I would be able to do, but always dreamed I would. For the first time in my adult life, I am under 200lbs! I cannot believe that just last Christmas I was over 300lbs and miserable.
Just in the last week I’ve had a few NSVs as well, including traveling to Cancun and walking about in a high waisted bikini most of the time, and I was able to travel on the plane with my seatbelt on with plenty of room to spare (just last year I needed an extender)!
There are a lot of mind-fucks associated with changing your body so drastically and quickly, and with how the world sees you differently, but I am still so happy with my progress.
I’ve come so far and I’m not done yet!
HW: 309lbs
CW: 197lbs
Surgery: Feb 6 2018
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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“I’m a bad bitch I don’t need anyone”
Me: *sleeps with stuffed animals*
Me: *can’t open jars*
Me: *scared of the dark*
Me: *needs constant reassurance*
Me: *cries when left on read*
#me
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT
This is the fucking reason for my disorder
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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Growing up fat, you get made fun of for everything you do, even basic shit like eating and laughing and breathing are funny when you do it because youre fat! And its so hard to not carry that with you as you get older, like I’m still embarassed to eat or dance in front of people or smile in pictures and its ridiculous and I hate it and I wish I was treated with more humanity
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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We out here… not skinny…. doing whatever the fuck we want…. in peace
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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i’m funnier in real life but also uglier
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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Growing up fat, you get made fun of for everything you do, even basic shit like eating and laughing and breathing are funny when you do it because youre fat! And its so hard to not carry that with you as you get older, like I’m still embarassed to eat or dance in front of people or smile in pictures and its ridiculous and I hate it and I wish I was treated with more humanity
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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Christmas vs. May 31st RNY: Feb 6, 2018 Down 80lbs from highest weight so far!
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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1. 26
2. Female
3. 2/6/2018
4. RNY gastric bypass
5. 309.9 lbs
6. 286 lbs (after 3 week Optifast diet)
7. 226lbs (currently 4 months post op)
8. Still very much on the losing train
9. Low carb, pushing exercise, lots of fruit
10. No, I’m just a daily cardio, then some strength exercise at home person.
11. No. But I am a member of a Facebook group local in my area that does help when I have questions or want some motivation and diet tips.
Hello, lovely friends!
If you have had weight loss surgery of some sort, could you reblog/respond with this information?
1. Age:
2. Gender:
3. Date of surgery:
4. Type of procedure:
5. Highest weight:
12. Any other relevant info?
6. Weight at surgery:
7. Lowest weight after surgery:
8. Total regain:
9. Methods tried to lose regain:
10. Do you strictly follow eating guidelines? (If yes, what is your favorite dish?)
10. Do you strictly follow exercise guidelines? (If yes, what is your favorite?)
11 . Do you regularly attend support groups?
I’m trying to get an idea of where everyone is at because I want to revamp my own plan. No judgement. I will reblog and answer first. Thanks, everyone. <3
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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Les Amis between R and Enjolras at a meeting:
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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3 Months Post-Op...
According to the doctors office today, I weigh 228.3 lbs.
I have lost 81 lbs since my highest weight, and around 60lbs since surgery.
I can’t believe that. I still have a long long way to go, but I’m also pleased so far. To be able to say I’m closer to 200lbs than 300 is an accomplishment for me. I voluntarily exercise now.
Soon I’m hoping to see some real difference in my body shape and the way I wear clothes.
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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ive been doing my annual reread of @idiopathicsmile‘s world ain’t ready and it’s got me having a feeling about high school amis. so here’s a tangled teen triumvirate (prints on my soc6)
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cocoswlj · 6 years
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‘BODIES’ FOR ALLURE APRIL 2018 BY CATHERINE SERVEL
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