This is kinda long but I promise its kinda interesting😭
So when I was like 6 I had this crush on my guy friend's older brother (who also happened to be my sister's friend) he was 11-12 at the time and I didn't hide the fact I had that crush like I would kiss him on the cheek and he would literally call himself my bf ( reminder, I was 6 he was 12) one time I went for a sleepover at their house, (because yk the younger brother was my friend) he (older bro) gave me one of his shirts to sleep in and proceeded to say "you look like me but as a girl and with earings". Not to mention their grandma was in town so get this: me, my friend, his older brother, their grandma, ALL ON THE SAME BED. AND IT WAS A DOUBLE BED NOT EVEN LIKE A QUEEN OR SOMETHING. I was so squished against the wall bruh💀 this other time he kissed me ON THE LIPS and my sister stopped talking to him for a while after that and he told her he only did it to get closer to her because he liked her so she said she would only keep talking to him if he stopped completely, I don't actually remember if it stopped but wtv.
Anyway so my sister didn't like him for obvious reasons and he was so 'heart broken' he dedicated grenade by bruno mars to her at the school talent show💀
And I have a disturbing story about the little brother (my friend) too if you wanna hear..
I Need more tokio hotel mutuals real bad like idc if on insta, tiktok or on here I just need mutuals that like th😭🙏 I need to balance out my irl friends that make fun of me for liking them lmao
Ok call me a crybaby or whatever but I need to complain for a minute about my chest again😭
I just saw a tiktok of my friend that has like i think B cups and she was wearing a strapless top with no bra and her boobs still looked so good and like idk is perkie the right word lmao..?💀 like girl how are you not wearing a bra yet they're staying up and close together enough for there to be cleavage?
I'm so jealous of girls with smaller chests it actually insane.
(Side note: I hope this doesn't sound weird ++ she's very gorgeous)
Yall what does it mean when i was talking on Snapchat with a guy for like an hour starting at 2 AM and he was calling me pretty and flirting real mad and then the next day at like 5 PM I ask him 'hey what's up' (or somethinglike that I don't remember) and he was dry af and the conversation didn't lead anywhere this time??😭 help me
Reasons I don't like heidi klum that don't involve her marrying tom
She was on epsteins Island.
Made two underage girls pose s*xually in bikinis with a 30 year old man, and laughed when he said he had a b*ner and continued the shoot
Constantly films everything and I generally don't like people like that
^^ constantly filling tom sleeping and posting it and I don't know what he feels about this obv but if I was him I'd be so angry.
I personally think that marrying someone 16 years younger than you is weird. Even weirder that the age gap between Heidi's daughter and tom (14 years) is smaller than Heidi's and toms age gap
Just cried over my E cups because the fashion industry hates big tits🍒💋
Going to the beach tmrw so I tried on some bathing suites. SPOILER ALERT! none fit/supported my boobs. I have to wear a fucking sports bra to the beach😘. So I balled my eyes out about wanting to chop them off😊 and then took a shower in the hopes of feeling like I washed away my disgusting body💗 I also look like a slut if I wear an even slightly revealing top (nothing wrong with showing what you've got, I'm sure you'll look terrific. I'm just an insecure person who cares what others think) and I have other body image issues but that's another thing. I also hate that I can't wear open backs becauseof my boobs. They are also generally SO uncomfortable UGH😣
And it's not even that I think this about other people, I truly think all bodys are beautiful. Just not mine.
In conclusion I feel gross about my body.
(If you relate to any of this you can always message me or rant in the comments)
Thats it thanks for listening to my stupid little rant <3
Update: told this to my friends this morning and they were fucking laughing at me because I cried over my boobs and one of them even told me I'm wrong as if she and her little mosquito bites understand. They all have A-B cups and act like they can tell me there isn't a sizing problem. I literally don't want to go to the beach anymore but I'm their ride and if I don't go they're probably just gonna be mad. People act like it's such a fucking blessing to have big boobs.
If he looks at me like that one more time he can have my money, my property, me, anything he wants he'll get. With those eyes? Like whatever you say beautiful, I'm not arguing with you.