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This user has ED but supports and encourages recovery

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me? coping? sorry I only know self destruction™

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Skintight

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i only ate 4 bowls of cereal today and did not purge 🗿

#tw ed #tw bulemia #tw food #personal #i wanted to and still currently want to #even tho my stomach is probably empty #fat fat fat my tummy is fat #ugh

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Restaurants Safe Foods Masterpost

Food from my master post, this is just so you don’t have to scroll through the whole thing if you didn’t want to on my masterpost

A&W

Applebees

Arbys

Bojangles

Burger King

Bj’s

Carrabas

Cheddars

Chick-Fil-A

Chilis

Chipotle

Chuck E Cheese

Cici’s

Cracker Barrel

Culivers

Dairy Queen/Orange Julius

Denny’s

Dominos

Dunkin Donuts

Fire House Subs

Five Guys

Fuddruckers

Golden Coral

Hard Rock

In and Out Burger

IHOP

Jasons Deli

KFC

Krispy Kreme

Little Caesers

Krystals

Logans Road House

Long Horn Steak House

McAlisters Deli

McDonalds

Movie Theaters

Olive Garden

Outback Steak House

Panda Express

Panera Bread Co.

Papa Johns

Papa Murphys

Pizza Hut

Popeyes

PF Changs

Red Robins (yuUUMMM)

Ruby Tuesday

Sonic

Steak and Shake

Subway

Taco Bell

Texas Road House

Tim Hortons

Waffle House

Wendy’s

White Castle

Zaxbys

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ok holy fuck i just purged some chocolate and got a nosebleed in the process, gotDAYUM

#i feel better. that is bad #that is very bad #tw ed #tw bulemia #tw food #tw emetophobia #personal

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why is it that i can’t p*rge after binging a bunch of candy but i’m able to puke while sucking pp 🥲

#minors dni #it was one time and i’m still unaliving myself over it #seriously tho fuck remeron for making me eat everything in sight #i swear i just ate whatever for 3 days and gained like 5 pounds #how the fuck does that even work #tw food #tw ed #personal #cymbalta would never do this to me #only bad bitches take cymbalta #tw bulemia

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mood

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roommate told me i don’t have a “line” under my chin anymore (aka double chin), which i still do when i look down, but i mean, ✨progress✨ right

#all i ate today was some pasta a cookie and a bbq sandwich #all after 5pm #a fucked up sleep schedule and nicotine will get the unhealthy coping mechanism done #tw ed #tw food #personal #also i am DYING to know what my cw is!! #i don’t have a mf scale in my apartment

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The reason I gain and lose the same 5lbs over and over.

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#24/7 mood

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me having a pinched waist and flat tummy is better than me eating a bowl of ramen and that’s on periodt

#may as well be eating a bowl of stomach fat #i haven’t eaten anything today except for two oatmeal cookies #it’s almost 4pm where i am too #no ramen. tummy too big :< #personal #tw ed #tw food

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