Hi! It's been a while, supposed to be my tumblr shoud be a daily blog of my lifestyle and feelings, but the past few months has been a roller coaster for me, those times, i thought, I wouldn't survived in my life, but yet, here I am, I AM BACK! I am ready to bounce back again and pursue my dreams and passion in life! This time, i'm gonna post more and more, not just only to become an influencer of social media, but also my soc med was a haul memories of mine, of what life I have and what to achieve more.
That feeling that you feel lost and there's no way out, like you've been trapped in some shit. Feeling that you've been stabbed in your chest and there's no way to get out of that knife in your wardrobe. Everything feels chaotic, like a mess, problems, messed up things, and much more. Anxiety crawls into my soul, and I want to crush it severely. The past traumas of my previous relationship are all coming back to me. It affects my entire existence, and sometimes I think I'm a problem to every person I've been with. My past relationships, the friends that I used to be, which I cut off, and all of the things they did to me, It's all coming back, rushing into every vein in my body and telling me I'm not worthy of being loved. But I know, deep inside myself, I know I am worth it. I deserve love that gives me peace, and I am very thankful to the people who provide it. But the darkness is still dark. I want to be normal again.
Hi everyone! I am Hazel Mae B. Suarez also known on my social as Hazel Schwarzenegger and welcome to my personal blog TheChicDiaries! Follow my page for more contents from food,beauty,travel & music.