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Late Night Encounters Pt. 2 | jjk
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A/N: Here's part 2! I hope you enjoy it. Don't forget to leave feedback <33
Warnings: (Nothing serious for now....)
Tell me if there are any errors! I hurried and skimmed through this!
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It’s the afternoon and you’ve successfully made it through the school day. With you being tired, it went faster than you anticipated and it wasn’t too bad…
… except that you never got your beats back from Jungkook. It was just a repeat of this morning and you had to suffer and watch him use them in 5th period, chemistry.
he’s so annoying
Besides all that, you were more than prepared for later today. This wasn’t your first rodeo. This is your third year and you are more than familiar, but as time passes the stakes get higher and higher.
Your life could completely change in a matter of hours. If you were to get recruited on a team, depending on what and where, if you accepted their offer you would end up finishing college early and possibly move out of the state.
And that means you'll be leaving everything behind.
It’s all you could think about walking from school and you didn’t want to drown in your thoughts anymore because you needed rest, so you wouldn’t overthink.
A nap wouldn’t hurt, would it?
You found yourself melting into your soft comforter, staring at the pretty colorful lights on the wall. It was war hanging up those lights, but it was worth it. The gentle glow reminded you of the warmth and comfort you felt back at home in your old room.
Embracing the cozy atmosphere, you shift around to get comfortable. You dim the lights with your remote, preparing for some slumber until a specific thought pops up in your head.
Who you were bringing with you as your date….
It just hit you that your words slipped out and you told Jungkook that you had a date to bring, but in reality, you didn’t… you were going to invite Yoongi or Taehyung, as friends.”
And now you’re in a pickle.
But showing up alone wouldn’t be too bad, except for the fact that Jungkook would know that you lied.
If you were to bring one of them, is he gonna pay you any attention?
No, because he’ll be too invested in his date to even give a fuck about yours. As long as he sees you with someone and that’s all that matters.
It shouldn’t be any more than that.
Suddenly, your phone comes to life once and the notification sends waves of vibrations through the sheets making it impossible to ignore.
You check your phone to see an incoming FaceTime call from Yoongi—your beloved bestie. 
You answer. “Hey, Yoongi.”
Putting your face in the camera, you reveal your messy hair that’s covering your pillow. Yoongi gets a closer look at you and asks, “Were you asleep?”
“No,” you huff, releasing a yawn. “I tried to, but I just thought about how I fucked up today.”
He lifts his brow, curiously. “What happened?” 
some bullshit
“Well… I um-” your eyes look up to the ceiling, soaking up a moment of silence and Yoongi stares at you expectedly, waiting for a response.
He slightly raises his voice. “Hello? Are you fucking stuck or something? Tell me what’s going on.”
Who is he talking to? lol 
“No, I am not stuck,” you said firmly. “I accidentally made a mistake and told Jungkook that I had a date for my sporting event…”
“Some bullshit… like I assumed.” He sighs as you bite your tongue, speechless.  “And why would you say that?”
“Because…” you start, “it was this thing… and he assumed I didn’t have a date, so I lied to not look pathetic.”
You saying that only makes you look more pathetic.
“Let me get this straight,” Yoongi pauses to give you a look. The “you dumb bitch look”. “You told Jungkook… someone you hate… that you had a date just because he assumed that you didn’t? And you want to prove him wrong?”
That sounds about right…
“Yeah?” You utter with shame, teeth sinking into your lip. “Yeah, I did...” Yoongi opens his mouth to speak, but you beat him to it. “When you think about it… it’s not that bad because you’re coming with me.” you thoughtfully suggest, hoping he would accept the invitation. “And that way I won’t look stupid!”
“Can’t,” he spit carelessly, expression dulling. “You know I’m at work, Y/N. And why would I even do this favor for you? You ignored my texts and calls the entire day.”
True that. True that.
You added, “And Taehyung as well. Don’t forget that you guys fucking ditched me this morning and still didn’t tell me where you went, so that was well deserved.”
You didn’t hesitate to mention him and Taehyung's suspicious behavior, yet he still doesn’t say anything about it.
“I understand…” Yoongi reasons with you, secretly rolling his eyes. “And I apologize.” His tone sounded forced like his apology.
You shake your head. “I have a request that's better than an apology.” Exchanging looks with Yoongi, a small grin appears on your lips. “How about you come with me this evening and then I’ll grant you my forgiveness?”
Yoongi blinks unimpressed with your words and it makes you beg. “Please Yoongi…” you pout a little. “Besides the shit with Jungkook, I was going to ask you regardless. I do want you by my side for support.”
And when you put it like that, he has no choice but to give in. After all, you are his best friend. 
His face softens. “Alright, fine I’ll go. I’ll just tell my boss that it’s a family emergency. Just tell me all the details.”
You explain everything to Yoongi…
“Formal wear… got it,” he notes with a nod. “But what are you going to wear?”
“I honestly don’t know… which is why I’m going to have you go get me something quick and pretty. I’ll text you my size in everything,” you say with confidence, putting your trust in him. “You know what to wear in these situations… me? Not so much.”
Are you sure you wanted to leave your outfit in his hands? Yoongi's hands?
His face lights up when a mischievous glint dances in his brown eyes, “Alright,” he agrees, having something up his sleeve. “I’ll be there by 6:30.”
“Okay and once again thank you, Yoongs.” You show him appreciation with a grateful smile. “ I’ll see you later!”
You both say bye before hanging up.
Seconds later, you throw your head into the fluffy pillow. What else is there to do? You thought.
Oh, right, that nap.
🏐🥊
You’re woken up from your slumber due to the loud knocks on your door. Once you get up, you walk out of your room with messy hair and blurred vision. When your eyesight clears, you see Yoongi with bags in his hands. 
“Yoongi...?” you mumble, processing being disturbed from your sleep.
It took a few rubs against the eyes until you noticed him all suited up. Your mind was blown and you couldn’t believe your eyes.
You were too busy admiring your best friend's jaw-dropping appearance, you couldn’t even form a proper sentence.
“Yoongi you…” you stutter, “Yoongi you look smoking hot.” Your compliment made him twirl in slow motion. 
“I know.” he looks around, arrogantly smiling his ass off. You playfully roll your eyes, letting him have his moment.
“Wait, how did you even get in here?” You ask, confused.
“Oh uh,” he points towards the hall, giving you a certain look. “Your roommate let me in because you weren’t answering the phone and I almost got caught.”
oh… her
“And she actually seems nice,” he says, slightly surprised. “She’s like the total opposite of what you say about her.”
“That's because she doesn't like me and I don't care. I don't like the bitch either.”  Your harsh words made Yoongi’s mouth snap shut, and he regretted what he just shared.
What did he expect? He knew that you didn’t like her and that you weren’t afraid to express it.
“Anyways!” you dismiss the idea of her with a smile. “What did you get me, friend?” 
After that does he want to show you what he purchased? Is it possible for you’ll hate him as much as your roommate?
When you walk towards Yoongi, you try to take a peek inside the red bags and he immediately pulls the bags away from you. “Don’t look in the bag just go change,” He demands, slowly handing you the bags. You nod your head, awkwardly listening to his instructions.
Rushing to the bathroom, you make sure to grab everything from your room on the way there and Yoongi flops on the couch, making himself comfortable while he waits for you patiently.
When you get in the bathroom your mind sets on those bags. With that being said, you ram through the bags like a kid on a Christmas morning.
Little did you know that the excitement in your veins would stop…
Yoongi was casually checking the time on his phone when he heard a scream. “YOONGI!” you violently scream, pissed off with what was in your hands. 
He freezes, slowly turning his head to the bathroom and the door flies open. You stand there in the doorway empty-handed with a blank expression.
You say out loud, “I’m not wearing that shit. I won’t, I refuse.” His eyes rolled to the back of his head with an idea of how this would go.
🏐🥊
“I hate you,” you sassed through a childish pout.
Yoongi ignored your attitude as he pulled into the parking lot. You were annoyed with him and he was annoyed with your nagging majority of the car ride. He was ready to lose his shit if another peep came from you, but your nagging came from him buying you a dress instead of getting something you wanted. 
A short, black, silky, revealing dress…
Getting out of the car, it was easy to notice Yoongi’s irritated expression and if we’re being honest it’s his fault, completely all his fault.
If he would’ve gone with something you wanted, you would’ve never opened your mouth and he wouldn’t have to hear your bullshit.
Why didn't you like dresses?
It’s not so much of you feeling insecure in them. It’s more of you refusing to step out of your comfort zone sticking to the comfort of jeans, sneakers, hoodies, shirts…
The comfort of being covered up, not exposed.
Honestly, the dress Yoongi bought was stunning without a doubt, but the fabric felt foreign against your skin and you weren’t used to your cleavage being exposed or wearing shoes that made you inches taller than you already were.
At least the dress complimented your figure. Thanks to the built-in corset.
You curse under your breath, tugging down the hem of the dress as it rode up your thighs. Yoongi hears the frustration in your voice and he glances over at you.
“You look good, okay?” He tiredly assures you again for the hundredth time. 
You might look it, but you sure as hell don’t feel it. It’s funny how a piece of clothing makes you question yourself, your whole appearance.
“How many times do I have to tell you?”
•nobody asked you to tell me.
“I didn’t even say anything this time!” You annoyingly mutter. “You said something first….” Your eyes shift downwards as you carefully watch your step.
He shook his head, keeping his eyes forward. “Because you keep complaining about the dress when you look perfectly fine. I get that it’s not what you wanted, but you need to step out of your comfort zone.”
He does have a point.
You barely get a word out when Yoongi continues, “Y/N you’ve been wearing tried-ass dress suits for the last 2 years. It’s time for a change, an upgrade.”
He side-eyes you, empathizing with his point. “But seriously, I wouldn’t let you walk out of the house looking like a mess. You look good Y/N, so embrace it and stop pouting like a child.”
Your frown turns into a smile, embracing the warmth of Yoongi’s words. Like usual, he’s always right. It’s good to step out of your comfort zone.
“I guess you’re right.”
“I’m always right.” He cracks a smile.
 “Stepping out of my comfort zone could help me explore different sides of myself,” you pause, in shock that these words were even coming from you. “And could strengthen my confidence.”
With that being said, Yoongi gives you a nod of approval. “Atta girl.” He pats you gently on the back and you feel a surge of pride.
As you approach the security at the front entrance, they check for indentation successfully and let you in shortly. Yoongi and you entered the venue, arms linked and complimenting each other's outfits. The grand entrance greeted us with sparkling chandeliers and the venue was stunning. 
• I swear it gets bigger, better, and prettier over the years
Both of you were blown away by the luxurious theme. It had this fancy vibe, with chandeliers sparkling overhead and the sound of laughter and excitement filling the air. The architecture was so put together, with intricate designs on the walls and shiny marble floors.
 Everywhere you looked, people were dressed in their finest attire, exuding an aura of sophistication and glamor. The contagious atmosphere was filled with grace and elegance. It felt good to be able to experience such a breathtaking environment once in a while.
You were feeling nostalgia from the sound of laughter and excitement in the air, mingling with the melodic tunes playing from the live band in the corner. 
It wasn’t new, but it was refreshing. It felt refreshing like how it did last year and the year before that...
Our linked arms served as a reminder of the bond we shared, as best friends, ready to immerse ourselves in the event. 
You walk through crowds of people with Yoongi by your side, searching for familiar faces. And then, there they were - your team, standing together, chatting and laughing.
“Come on, Yoongs.” You yank his arm, feeling your pace quicken. They noticed you quickly when you called them out, getting their attention. As you rushed forward, you greeted each of them with warm hugs and air kisses. 
The girls couldn't help but express their awe at your appearance. They’ve never seen you like this before. All girly looking, with makeup, in a dress and heels. 
You surprised them all by donning a beautiful dress that accentuates your natural beauty. 
Mindy, your sweet captain air kisses your cheek. "Y/N, you stunning babes!" She shouted, eyes sparkling with admiration. The others nodded in agreement, their smiles widening. “That dress looks beautiful on you.”
Their compliments made your cheeks heat up and you start getting shy. “Thank you,” you reply, hiding your smile bashfully. “I appreciate all the compliments.”
You were too busy basking in the compliments, you realized that your best friend was standing right next to you, quiet as a mouse.
“Oh shit.” You laugh, pulling Yoongi closer. “I nearly forgot to introduce you all. Girls, this is my best friend, Yoongi. Yoongi, these are my teammates.”
“Hi, I’m Mindy. It’s nice to finally meet you.”
 She offered her hand, welcoming Yoongi with a dazzling smile. “It’s nice to meet you too.” He smiles, returning the kind gesture. 
Everyone else exchanged their friendly greetings individually.
“Where’s coach?” You asked the girls, looking around the venue for her face. “Wasn’t she supposed to be here before us?” Your question came from the scheduling. It said all coaches must be here before everyone.
Mindy responds, “Coach is running late, but I’m not sure why. She will be here before they start the speeches.”
•speeches!?!??
“In the meantime, let’s go sit. I got us a table in our own section.” Mindy signals to follow her and everyone follows suit, including you and Yoongi.
🏐🥊
After everyone sat down, we immediately started chatting about the event and other topics. It was great talking about something other than volleyball for once. Sometime later, Mindy suggested that she should order some drinks for the table.
Everyone agreed and she was about to head to the bar until she insisted you keep her company while she did so. You were a little confused, but you got up anyway and went with her. On the way there, it was quiet…
Real quiet.
Mindy seemed okay, but the silence was uncomfortable for you and it only made you wonder why she asked you to go with her.
You out of all people?
The both of you were walking towards the bar, allowing another moment of silence to pass and you didn’t notice, but Mindy looked at you. “Are you okay?”
You snap out of your thoughts and you look at her. “Yeah, I'm good. I’m just thinking about tonight and the possible outcomes.”
“Spill.” Mindy nudged your arm with hers, encouraging you to share your thoughts. “What’s the current mood?”
“I'm just okay… I guess,” you answer, truthfully with a nod. “If I'm being honest with you Mindy, I won’t be optimistic about this because I’m not expecting anything from it.”
You weren’t trying to sound like a Debbie Downer or dampen the vibe of the event, but it’s the truth. Getting recruited wasn’t your priority right now even though it probably should be.
You go on, “But you already know that I wasn’t hoping to get scouted, so what about you, Mindy? how are we feeling at the moment?" 
She turns her attention towards you, hearing the concern in your voice. “Is this your year?” You question her, expecting an immediate yes. However, you got the opposite. 
The shift in the air was noticeable after she went silent. She became more serious and her gaze dropped to her feet as you continued to walk. You follow suit, assuming that she doesn’t want to discuss it right now.
You finally made it to the bar and the waiter assisted you with the order of drinks for everyone. Mindy, after picking out drinks, turns to look at you.
“I apologize if you felt that I ignored you,” she softly apologizes, locking eyes with you to show sincerity. “It’s just that I’m all over the place and I don’t know where my head is at.” 
“Thats understandable, I get it.” You smile reassuringly. “It’s a lot to think about, especially when it’s your last year here and if you get recruited that means you’ll be leaving…” 
“Leaving in the middle of the season,” she said, snatching the words from your mouth. “Yeah, I know. That also means that I won’t be a part of the team and I won’t be captain anymore.” You hear the bummer in her tone as she speaks.
“You know…” Mindy sighs, looking down at her feet. “When I was talking about it with my parents earlier, I was so prepared and confident about getting recruited and leaving if so happens. But now that I’m here, I’m not so sure.”
Even though you didn’t have a strong friendship with the team or Mindy, seeing her like this was out of the ordinary for you. This wasn’t a side of your captain that you were used to.
 She wore a smile on her face and there was nothing in the world that could rain on her parade. She always had a positive attitude no matter the circumstances. 
You wondered why she was like this now.
Mindy brings her head up to look at you. You expected her Hazel eyes to be glowing like they usually do anytime you see her, but they were dimmed now.
She rests her arms on the counter top. "Volleyball is my life, Y/N. I don’t know what my life would be without it and I don’t want to experience that feeling ever.”
You give her your undivided attention as she proceeds to rant, “And if I don’t get recruited, for the most part, I think I’ll be okay and maybe a little dissapointed. Will I think that my hard work over the years was a waste? Yeah, but I won’t beat myself up about it.” 
“And you shouldn’t beat yourself up, Mindy,” you chimed in, in agreement. “You have long years of experience with volleyball for club, high school, and college and you have the skills to back it up.”
The conversation was interrupted by the waiter, who placed a platter full of sparkling colorful drinks in front of the two of you. Her attention was focused on the drinks as she carefully grabbed the platter.
“What I’m saying is that you can do this. You are an outstanding setter and outside hitter, who has the best leadership skills. Who wouldn’t want you on their team?” Your genuine positivity makes her beam, “Plus you’re still young. You have time to make it if tonight doesn’t go as planned. Just because it’s your last year doesn’t mean it’s your last chance.”
She nods in agreement, “You’re right.”  The corners of her mouth curl up in a gentle smile, as you make your way towards everyone seated in the section. “I should be thinking more like that.”
It's clear that she values your viewpoint and appreciates your insight.
“But seriously thank you, Y/N. Thank you for having this talk with me.” her smile grows wider. “I needed it.” 
“No need to thank me,” you reply warmly. “I’m always here if you need someone to talk to, I’ve always been here.”
“I know… and I regret not talking to you sooner. I didn’t realize how nice you were,” Mindy admits, her voice filled with sincerity.
You look at Mindy, shocked with widening eyes. “Oh, don’t give me that look girl,” she says with a hint of amusement. “You and I both know that you’re reserved and you tend to keep to yourself.”
You didn’t have a strong relationship with the girls. It’s insane because you’ve been on the same team for years.
•guilty as charged.
“Maybe… I am,” you give in with a defeated chuckle. “But I promise you it’s nothing personal. I’m just naturally like that.”
“Good to know. Now I feel that I get you more.” Her words flow with newfound understanding. “Stepping out of that shell and communicating more with the girls would us even stronger as a team.”
Mindy’s works sank as you thought about what she said.
“I’ll work on it-”
“Friends?” She asks you.
It caught you by surprise, but you exchange friendly smiles with her, and with a nod, you responded.  “Friends,” you smile, taking a drink off the platter.
Without realizing it, you and Mindy found yourselves standing in front of the girls, drinks in hand. You joined them and without missing a beat, everyone eagerly grabbed a drink and began to enjoy the moment together. 
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After enjoying the laughter, the banter, and the moments that were created with everyone, your social battery started to drain and you were in desperate need of alone time. 
You were craving it.
It was tough, but you managed to sneak away from the lively crowd. You can’t remember, but Yoongi wandered off somewhere, so you didn’t have a reason to stick around anymore. 
Searching for a quiet place, you found a cute and comfortable lounge that wasn’t occupied, so you decided to settle down there to relax a little.
You vibe to the music, scrolling through social media, getting lost in your thoughts. You came across a lot of Instagram posts of people being here this evening.
Shockingly, there were posts from damn near every school except your rival school, Harvard University.
It looks like they haven’t arrived yet.
Harvard University was another school that was populated with nothing, but rich preppy kids who lived off their parent's money. Money was no object to them…
But I guess all the money spent for each semester is worth it, right? It’s a perfect environment, students are provided with the best education, and they’re guaranteed top-notch resources and opportunities. There’s no question that Harvard was a great school… although the people there make it shitty.
If you didn't look, breathe, or smell a certain way you didn’t belong there and your background plays a huge role too. If you weren’t rich, you’re below everyone else and that’s why only particular people were seen there. Popular people, jocks, frats, cheerleaders, football players, and the list goes on. 
•shit like that is ridiculous
Thank god you went to a school that accepted everyone for them.
The point is that Harvard has been your rival school for years and just like your school, Harvard University is in the top 5 states for college sports. And just like your school, Harvard had an excellent sports program. And just like your school, everyone who graduated from that school who was on a sports team became a D-1 athlete.
Both school's sports teams were the best at what they did and every team you and Harvard have stumbled upon was crushed.
The only competition you had was each other.
It was like you were neck to neck with them every single time and you hated it just like you hated to admit that all of their sports teams were elite. 
That includes volleyball…
They’ve won all games and all tournaments, except last year. You remembered everything like yesterday...
Did people not expect them to try to pay for their win? Over winning it the fair way? The looks on them and their coach’s face said it all. They weren’t used to people who could keep up with their abilities.
Long story short, they cheated.
The coach had connections with the ref and that resulted in him announcing it as a tie, even though it was clear that we won.
 It ended up being a tie because they weren’t willing to admit that they were a beatable team.
And the year before that, you weren’t able to compete in the tournament due to the majority of players being seriously injured in the semifinals.  You had no choice but to forfeit.
Having to sit out your first year was such a bummer.
All you had to do was beat Harvard and become the state champions, but instead, you had to witness Harvard hold up the trophy.
The trophy had State Champions engraved on it.
It sucked watching them hold up that trophy. You hated how much you missed out on an opportunity to be crowned the state champions, but it’s fine.
This year you’re coming back even stronger. And this year when the tournament comes around, your team will take what’s rightfully theirs.
That trophy.
You are still seated, relaxing on the sofa until you feel a strange sensation creep up your spine. It was like someone’s presence was looming over you.
With a hint of unease, you take a brief second to look up and when you do you instantly regret it. Your heart skips a beat as your whole body flinches, nearly dropping your phone.
There he was, Jeon Jungkook who was standing in front of you only a foot away just casually staring, hard.
“It’s you…” you sigh while eyeing him down with disgust.
Jungkook stood in front of you with his outfit that commanded attention. He was dressed in a black sleek and stylish suit with white stripes that were tailored to perfection. Your eyes wander over all the intricate details and the fine craftsmanship of the suit. 
It was a designer suit for sure, which makes you wonder how a regular college student could afford a luxury piece like that.
You were familiar with the brand and they’re extremely expensive. A suit like that cost's money… too much money.
Looks like he outdone himself and went all out for this evening. Let’s hope his date does the same.
“… the most annoying human on the planet,” you finish, crossing your legs. “Why are you in my face?”
“Don’t be like that, beasty.” Hearing that stupid nickname gave you the icks. “Don’t pretend that I’m not your favorite.”
•lord, throw the whole boy away!
 “You aren’t.” 
After relentlessly bursting his bubble, you quickly glance at his biceps that were effortlessly bulging through his suit. It looked like his gains were ready to rip through the expensive material.
You ask, “What do you want?” 
“I saw that you were having fun by yourself.” he points out, resting against the wall, drink in hand. “and I couldn’t resist the opportunity to talk to you.”
“For what exactly?” You proceed to question him.
“Well, you do look lonely…” he comments, looking you up and down. “And I don’t see your date accompanying you,” he adds on, staring into your soul as he sips his drink.
•this boy is throwing hella shade 
Hella shade.
Having nothing to say, you remain silent and you let him continue. “So, tell me…” He leans off the wall. “Did you have a date or did you lie to save yourself from embarrassment?”
“For your information, i have a date Jungkook.” You scan the room, attempting to find Yoongi, but he’s out of range, and that makes you nervous.
“Where is he then?” Jungkook follows your eyes, looking behind his shoulder.
“Somewhere,” you claim while nonchalantly shrugging your shoulders. “He’s around here somewhere.” 
“Really?” Jungkook eyebrows shoot up in surprise when you nod your head in response. “Then how about I meet the lucky guy?” He indicates, smirk tugging at his lips.
•….
•say that again for me?
Suddenly, your throat tightens as if you were choking on your own words. 
This was a glass-shattering moment for you…
“Yeah,” you say, clearing your throat. “You can meet him if you really want to.”
“I really do.” Jungkook chuckles, poking his cheek with his tongue. “You come with a lot of luggage and I’m just curious to see who's carrying.”
•where’s Yoongi when I fucking need him?!?
You fix your posture, before looking Jungkook in the eye. “I told you that he’s somewhere around here. No clue where though…”
No matter how truthful your answer was,  Jungkook wasn’t taking it. “Let's find him, then. Come on I’ll help you,” he insists, offering his arm with a smirk. 
You coldly glare between his eyes and arm, letting your expressions do the talking for you. Without another word, you stood up striding past Jungkook leaving him standing like an idiot.
Walking through active huddles of people, you still couldn’t find any signs of Yoongi. Now you’re feeling shit tons of regret, knowing that Jungkook wasn’t going to let this go.
Your mind was so set on finding Yoongi and you didn’t realize that Jungkook was following your footsteps, not letting you out of his sight.
That was up until annoying jungkook grabbed your wrist and his grip prevented you from walking.
When you turn around, he sighs and gives you a look. “Just give it up. I know you’re lying and I get it.” You part your lips to speak, but he keeps going. “I know it’s a struggle finding someone who wants to deal with your ways.” He pulls you closer in mid-setence, “And you lied to me because you were ashamed.”
•lol. He did not just- okay.
“Says that one who can’t keep a stable relationship, even if their life depended on it,” You retorted with sarcasm, snatching your wrist away from Jungkook. “You should be ashamed of that.”
Your words hit a nerve in Jungkook when his jaw clenches before speaking, “And when’s the last time you were even in a relationship?” He retorts back, matching your low blow. 
“I can admit that it’s been a while, but I know poor Alex suffered dealing with you. Who wouldn’t?” 
The rumors that were going around about their breakup were messy. It got messier when people couldn’t resist adding fuel to the fire, putting words in their mouths, switching up the story, or putting the blame on one person.
People twisting the truth and spreading shit tons of gossip, you didn’t know what to believe.
“You have no business speaking on shit you don’t know about, so don’t speak about my relationship.”
“My relationship doesn't have shit to do with you, yet you brought it up!!” You yelled.
Shots were fired back and forth and the bickering continued between the both of you, ignoring the fact that you were standing in the middle of the floor, surrounded by crowds of people. 
You became overwhelmed with the screaming contest between you and Jungkook and your forced confession drowned out the noise of the argument. 
“I lied.” You loudly confess, the weight of your words hung in thin air. Silence wasted no time catching up with the both of you and all you hear is the faint melody of the music in the background.
“I came with my best friend and he was my date,” you admit with air quotes. “And now I can’t find him, but I only lied because it seems like you're always trying to one-up me and I’m so fucking sick of it.”
In that moment, you gave Jungkook a deadpan and he returned a mischievous smirk.
A mischievous smirk slowly spread across Jungkook's face, as if he had anticipated your confession all along.
He did.
Now that the weight wasn’t restraining you, it’s time for the real question. The important one.
Your expression hardened and you sneered, “All this mess about me, what about you? Where's your date?” You take a step closer, revealing how serious you are.
Jungkook reaches into his pocket, without breaking the intense eye contact. “She’s running a little late. I’m going to text her to check her status,” he says briefly, revealing his phone.
“Oh,” he exclaimed, surprised by what he was reading. “Looks like we spoke her up.” Jungkook glances at you flashing you with a sly grin. “She just texted and told me that she’s here.”
Jungkook, without another peep, walks towards the entrance. You don’t give him the chance you leave looking puzzled, so curiosity takes over you and you follow him through crowds of people.
He stops walking and you stop beside him, ready to uncover the mystery. Who is this girl?
You look over at Jungkook who was trying to adjust his tie to perfection.
•so extra for what?
 The door swings open, revealing a flood of blinding sunlight that makes a path like a red carpet. You watched as a group of girls entered the venue all dressed up with their heels. Their faces looked a bit familiar as they got closer, then there was this one individual that stood out, strutting in the room sprinkling her confidence everywhere.
Gaia Watson.
The captain of Harvard University’s volleyball team and she also happens to be another enemy of yours.
And just when you thought things couldn’t get any work, Jungkook calls her over. Hearing her name made your face contort with a mix of anger and displeasure.
•is it possible that she’s- no it’s not..
You were trying your best to conceal your emotions, but your body language betrays your frustration.  
“Wait… is Gaia your date, Jungkook?” You ask hoping it isn't true and if it was… chaos might just happen.
“Yes, she is.” He turns to look at you with a questionable look. “Is that a problem?”
•yeah.
“Why the fuck would I have a problem? That doesn’t have anything to do with me,” you shut down his question, crossing your arms, and bringing your attention back to Gaia. “I was just wondering…” you mumble to yourself.
Your blood started to boil as she approached you and Jungkook.
•!!!!!!!!
Surprise, surprise!
To be continued...
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cherrygukkie · 4 months
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Late Night Encounters Masterlist | jjk
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➪ PARING : underground boxer!jk x volleyballplayer!reader
➪ GENRE : Ewb, enemies to lovers, college au, a bit of fluff, smut, angst, kinda a slow burn
➪ SUMMARY : A student-athlete like you, who flies under the radar, never expected to become enemies with someone like Jeon Jungkook, an annoying talkative senior who goes out of his way to make your life a living hell. But what happens when your rivalry takes some twists and turns, and your hate turns into something else? Will getting too close to Jungkook reveal a side of him that you’ve never seen before?
➪ CURRENT STATUS : ongoing
➪ WARNINGS : Minors DNI, explicit language, sexual content, arguing, protected sex (eventual smut, smoking, mentions of alcohol, jk calls Oc Beasty (sorry for cringe), jealousy, switch!jk & switch!reader, Oc is bitchy, but jk likes it lol, (more things will be added later.)
➪ RATINGS: 18+
Pt. 1 - The Beginning.
Pt. 2 - Surprise, surprise
Pt. 3 - Jealousy
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cherrygukkie · 6 months
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Late Night Encounters Masterlist | jjk
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➪ PARING : underground boxer!jk x volleyballplayer!reader
➪ GENRE : Ewb, enemies to lovers, college au, a bit of fluff, smut, angst, kinda a slow burn
➪ SUMMARY : A student-athlete like you, who flies under the radar, never expected to become enemies with someone like Jeon Jungkook, an annoying talkative senior who goes out of his way to make your life a living hell. But what happens when your rivalry takes some twists and turns, and your hate turns into something else? Will getting too close to Jungkook reveal a side of him that you’ve never seen before?
➪ CURRENT STATUS : ongoing
➪ WARNINGS : Minors DNI, explicit language, sexual content, arguing, protected sex (eventual smut, smoking, mentions of alcohol, jk calls Oc Beasty (sorry for cringe), jealousy, switch!jk & switch!reader, Oc is bitchy, but jk likes it lol, (more things will be added later.)
➪ RATINGS: 18+
Pt. 1 - The Beginning.
Pt. 2 - Surprise, surprise
Pt. 3 - Jealousy
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cherrygukkie · 7 months
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Just One Night Pt. 2 | jjk
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Word Count: 6k
A/N: Here's part 2! I hope you enjoy it. Don't forget to leave feedback <33
Warnings: (Nothing serious for now....)
Tell me if there are any errors! I hurried and skimmed through this!
••••••••
It’s the afternoon and you’ve successfully made it through the school day. With you being tired, it went faster than you anticipated and it wasn’t too bad…
… except that you never got your beats back from Jungkook. It was just a repeat of this morning and you had to suffer and watch him use them in 5th period, chemistry.
he’s so annoying
Besides all that, you were more than prepared for later today. This wasn’t your first rodeo. This is your third year and you are more than familiar, but as time passes the stakes get higher and higher.
Your life could completely change in a matter of hours. If you were to get recruited on a team, depending on what and where, if you accepted their offer you would end up finishing college early and possibly move out of the state.
And that means you'll be leaving everything behind.
It’s all you could think about walking from school and you didn’t want to drown in your thoughts anymore because you needed rest, so you wouldn’t overthink.
A nap wouldn’t hurt, would it?
You found yourself melting into your soft comforter, staring at the pretty colorful lights on the wall. It was war hanging up those lights, but it was worth it. The gentle glow reminded you of the warmth and comfort you felt back at home in your old room.
Embracing the cozy atmosphere, you shift around to get comfortable. You dim the lights with your remote, preparing for some slumber until a specific thought pops up in your head.
Who you were bringing with you as your date….
It just hit you that your words slipped out and you told Jungkook that you had a date to bring, but in reality, you didn’t… you were going to invite Yoongi or Taehyung, as friends.”
And now you’re in a pickle.
But showing up alone wouldn’t be too bad, except for the fact that Jungkook would know that you lied.
If you were to bring one of them, is he gonna pay you any attention?
No, because he’ll be too invested in his date to even give a fuck about yours. As long as he sees you with someone and that’s all that matters.
It shouldn’t be any more than that.
Suddenly, your phone comes to life once and the notification sends waves of vibrations through the sheets making it impossible to ignore.
You check your phone to see an incoming FaceTime call from Yoongi—your beloved bestie. 
You answer. “Hey, Yoongi.”
Putting your face in the camera, you reveal your messy hair that’s covering your pillow. Yoongi gets a closer look at you and asks, “Were you asleep?”
“No,” you huff, releasing a yawn. “I tried to, but I just thought about how I fucked up today.”
He lifts his brow, curiously. “What happened?” 
some bullshit
“Well… I um-” your eyes look up to the ceiling, soaking up a moment of silence and Yoongi stares at you expectedly, waiting for a response.
He slightly raises his voice. “Hello? Are you fucking stuck or something? Tell me what’s going on.”
Who is he talking to? lol 
“No, I am not stuck,” you said firmly. “I accidentally made a mistake and told Jungkook that I had a date for my sporting event…”
“Some bullshit… like I assumed.” He sighs as you bite your tongue, speechless.  “And why would you say that?”
“Because…” you start, “it was this thing… and he assumed I didn’t have a date, so I lied to not look pathetic.”
You saying that only makes you look more pathetic.
“Let me get this straight,” Yoongi pauses to give you a look. The “you dumb bitch look”. “You told Jungkook… someone you hate… that you had a date just because he assumed that you didn’t? And you want to prove him wrong?”
That sounds about right…
“Yeah?” You utter with shame, teeth sinking into your lip. “Yeah, I did...” Yoongi opens his mouth to speak, but you beat him to it. “When you think about it… it’s not that bad because you’re coming with me.” you thoughtfully suggest, hoping he would accept the invitation. “And that way I won’t look stupid!”
“Can’t,” he spit carelessly, expression dulling. “You know I’m at work, Y/N. And why would I even do this favor for you? You ignored my texts and calls the entire day.”
True that. True that.
You added, “And Taehyung as well. Don’t forget that you guys fucking ditched me this morning and still didn’t tell me where you went, so that was well deserved.”
You didn’t hesitate to mention him and Taehyung's suspicious behavior, yet he still doesn’t say anything about it.
“I understand…” Yoongi reasons with you, secretly rolling his eyes. “And I apologize.” His tone sounded forced like his apology.
You shake your head. “I have a request that's better than an apology.” Exchanging looks with Yoongi, a small grin appears on your lips. “How about you come with me this evening and then I’ll grant you my forgiveness?”
Yoongi blinks unimpressed with your words and it makes you beg. “Please Yoongi…” you pout a little. “Besides the shit with Jungkook, I was going to ask you regardless. I do want you by my side for support.”
And when you put it like that, he has no choice but to give in. After all, you are his best friend. 
His face softens. “Alright, fine I’ll go. I’ll just tell my boss that it’s a family emergency. Just tell me all the details.”
You explain everything to Yoongi…
“Formal wear… got it,” he notes with a nod. “But what are you going to wear?”
“I honestly don’t know… which is why I’m going to have you go get me something quick and pretty. I’ll text you my size in everything,” you say with confidence, putting your trust in him. “You know what to wear in these situations… me? Not so much.”
Are you sure you wanted to leave your outfit in his hands? Yoongi's hands?
His face lights up when a mischievous glint dances in his brown eyes, “Alright,” he agrees, having something up his sleeve. “I’ll be there by 6:30.”
“Okay and once again thank you, Yoongs.” You show him appreciation with a grateful smile. “ I’ll see you later!”
You both say bye before hanging up.
Seconds later, you throw your head into the fluffy pillow. What else is there to do? You thought.
Oh, right, that nap.
🏐🥊
You’re woken up from your slumber due to the loud knocks on your door. Once you get up, you walk out of your room with messy hair and blurred vision. When your eyesight clears, you see Yoongi with bags in his hands. 
“Yoongi...?” you mumble, processing being disturbed from your sleep.
It took a few rubs against the eyes until you noticed him all suited up. Your mind was blown and you couldn’t believe your eyes.
You were too busy admiring your best friend's jaw-dropping appearance, you couldn’t even form a proper sentence.
“Yoongi you…” you stutter, “Yoongi you look smoking hot.” Your compliment made him twirl in slow motion. 
“I know.” he looks around, arrogantly smiling his ass off. You playfully roll your eyes, letting him have his moment.
“Wait, how did you even get in here?” You ask, confused.
“Oh uh,” he points towards the hall, giving you a certain look. “Your roommate let me in because you weren’t answering the phone and I almost got caught.”
oh… her
“And she actually seems nice,” he says, slightly surprised. “She’s like the total opposite of what you say about her.”
“That's because she doesn't like me and I don't care. I don't like the bitch either.”  Your harsh words made Yoongi’s mouth snap shut, and he regretted what he just shared.
What did he expect? He knew that you didn’t like her and that you weren’t afraid to express it.
“Anyways!” you dismiss the idea of her with a smile. “What did you get me, friend?” 
After that does he want to show you what he purchased? Is it possible for you’ll hate him as much as your roommate?
When you walk towards Yoongi, you try to take a peek inside the red bags and he immediately pulls the bags away from you. “Don’t look in the bag just go change,” He demands, slowly handing you the bags. You nod your head, awkwardly listening to his instructions.
Rushing to the bathroom, you make sure to grab everything from your room on the way there and Yoongi flops on the couch, making himself comfortable while he waits for you patiently.
When you get in the bathroom your mind sets on those bags. With that being said, you ram through the bags like a kid on a Christmas morning.
Little did you know that the excitement in your veins would stop…
Yoongi was casually checking the time on his phone when he heard a scream. “YOONGI!” you violently scream, pissed off with what was in your hands. 
He freezes, slowly turning his head to the bathroom and the door flies open. You stand there in the doorway empty-handed with a blank expression.
You say out loud, “I’m not wearing that shit. I won’t, I refuse.” His eyes rolled to the back of his head with an idea of how this would go.
🏐🥊
“I hate you,” you sassed through a childish pout.
Yoongi ignored your attitude as he pulled into the parking lot. You were annoyed with him and he was annoyed with your nagging majority of the car ride. He was ready to lose his shit if another peep came from you, but your nagging came from him buying you a dress instead of getting something you wanted. 
A short, black, silky, revealing dress…
Getting out of the car, it was easy to notice Yoongi’s irritated expression and if we’re being honest it’s his fault, completely all his fault.
If he would’ve gone with something you wanted, you would’ve never opened your mouth and he wouldn’t have to hear your bullshit.
Why didn't you like dresses?
It’s not so much of you feeling insecure in them. It’s more of you refusing to step out of your comfort zone sticking to the comfort of jeans, sneakers, hoodies, shirts…
The comfort of being covered up, not exposed.
Honestly, the dress Yoongi bought was stunning without a doubt, but the fabric felt foreign against your skin and you weren’t used to your cleavage being exposed or wearing shoes that made you inches taller than you already were.
At least the dress complimented your figure. Thanks to the built-in corset.
You curse under your breath, tugging down the hem of the dress as it rode up your thighs. Yoongi hears the frustration in your voice and he glances over at you.
“You look good, okay?” He tiredly assures you again for the hundredth time. 
You might look it, but you sure as hell don’t feel it. It’s funny how a piece of clothing makes you question yourself, your whole appearance.
“How many times do I have to tell you?”
•nobody asked you to tell me.
“I didn’t even say anything this time!” You annoyingly mutter. “You said something first….” Your eyes shift downwards as you carefully watch your step.
He shook his head, keeping his eyes forward. “Because you keep complaining about the dress when you look perfectly fine. I get that it’s not what you wanted, but you need to step out of your comfort zone.”
He does have a point.
You barely get a word out when Yoongi continues, “Y/N you’ve been wearing tried-ass dress suits for the last 2 years. It’s time for a change, an upgrade.”
He side-eyes you, empathizing with his point. “But seriously, I wouldn’t let you walk out of the house looking like a mess. You look good Y/N, so embrace it and stop pouting like a child.”
Your frown turns into a smile, embracing the warmth of Yoongi’s words. Like usual, he’s always right. It’s good to step out of your comfort zone.
“I guess you’re right.”
“I’m always right.” He cracks a smile.
 “Stepping out of my comfort zone could help me explore different sides of myself,” you pause, in shock that these words were even coming from you. “And could strengthen my confidence.”
With that being said, Yoongi gives you a nod of approval. “Atta girl.” He pats you gently on the back and you feel a surge of pride.
As you approach the security at the front entrance, they check for indentation successfully and let you in shortly. Yoongi and you entered the venue, arms linked and complimenting each other's outfits. The grand entrance greeted us with sparkling chandeliers and the venue was stunning. 
• I swear it gets bigger, better, and prettier over the years
Both of you were blown away by the luxurious theme. It had this fancy vibe, with chandeliers sparkling overhead and the sound of laughter and excitement filling the air. The architecture was so put together, with intricate designs on the walls and shiny marble floors.
 Everywhere you looked, people were dressed in their finest attire, exuding an aura of sophistication and glamor. The contagious atmosphere was filled with grace and elegance. It felt good to be able to experience such a breathtaking environment once in a while.
You were feeling nostalgia from the sound of laughter and excitement in the air, mingling with the melodic tunes playing from the live band in the corner. 
It wasn’t new, but it was refreshing. It felt refreshing like how it did last year and the year before that...
Our linked arms served as a reminder of the bond we shared, as best friends, ready to immerse ourselves in the event. 
You walk through crowds of people with Yoongi by your side, searching for familiar faces. And then, there they were - your team, standing together, chatting and laughing.
“Come on, Yoongs.” You yank his arm, feeling your pace quicken. They noticed you quickly when you called them out, getting their attention. As you rushed forward, you greeted each of them with warm hugs and air kisses. 
The girls couldn't help but express their awe at your appearance. They’ve never seen you like this before. All girly looking, with makeup, in a dress and heels. 
You surprised them all by donning a beautiful dress that accentuates your natural beauty. 
Mindy, your sweet captain air kisses your cheek. "Y/N, you stunning babes!" She shouted, eyes sparkling with admiration. The others nodded in agreement, their smiles widening. “That dress looks beautiful on you.”
Their compliments made your cheeks heat up and start becoming shy. “Thank you,” you reply, hiding your smile bashfully. “I appreciate all the compliments.”
You were too busy basking in the compliments, you realized that your best friend was standing right next to you, quiet as a mouse.
“Oh shit.” You laugh, pulling Yoongi closer. “I nearly forgot to introduce you all. Girls, this is my best friend, Yoongi. Yoongi, these are my teammates.”
“Hi, I’m Mindy. It’s nice to finally meet you.”
 She offered her hand, welcoming Yoongi with a dazzling smile. “It’s nice to meet you too.” He smiles, returning the kind gesture. 
Everyone else exchanged their friendly greetings individually.
“Where’s coach?” You asked the girls, looking around the venue for her face. “Wasn’t she supposed to be here before us?” Your question came from the scheduling. It said all coaches must be here before everyone.
Mindy responds, “Coach is running late, but I’m not sure why. She will be here before they start the speeches.”
•speeches!?!??
“In the meantime, let’s go sit. I got us a table in our own section.” Mindy signals to follow her and everyone follows suit, including you and Yoongi.
🏐🥊
After everyone sat down, we immediately started chatting about the event and other topics. It was great talking about something other than volleyball for once. Sometime later, Mindy suggested that she should order some drinks for the table.
Everyone agreed and she was about to head to the bar until she insisted you keep her company while she did so. You were a little confused, but you got up anyway and went with her. On the way there, it was quiet…
Real quiet.
Mindy seemed okay, but the silence was uncomfortable for you and it only made you wonder why she asked you to go with her.
You out of all people?
The both of you were walking towards the bar, allowing another moment of silence to pass and you didn’t notice, but Mindy looked at you. “Are you okay?”
You snap out of your thoughts and you look at her. “Yeah, I'm good. I’m just thinking about tonight and the possible outcomes.”
“Spill.” Mindy nudged your arm with hers, encouraging you to share your thoughts. “What’s the current mood?”
“I'm just okay… I guess,” you answer, truthfully with a nod. “If I'm being honest with you Mindy, I won’t be optimistic about this because I’m not expecting anything from it.”
You weren’t trying to sound like a Debbie Downer or dampen the vibe of the event, but it’s the truth. Getting recruited wasn’t your priority right now even though it probably should be.
You go on, “But you already know that I wasn’t hoping to get scouted, so what about you, Mindy? how are we feeling at the moment?" 
She turns her attention towards you, hearing the concern in your voice. “Is this your year?” You question her, expecting an immediate yes. However, you got the opposite. 
The shift in the air was noticeable after she went silent. She became more serious and her gaze dropped to her feet as you continued to walk. You follow suit, assuming that she doesn’t want to discuss it right now.
You finally made it to the bar and the waiter assisted you with the order of drinks for everyone. Mindy, after picking out drinks, turns to look at you.
“I apologize if you felt that I ignored you,” she softly apologizes, locking eyes with you to show sincerity. “It’s just that I’m all over the place and I don’t know where my head is at.” 
“Thats understandable, I get it.” You smile reassuringly. “It’s a lot to think about, especially when it’s your last year here and if you get recruited that means you’ll be leaving…” 
“Leaving in the middle of the season,” she said, snatching the words from your mouth. “Yeah, I know. That also means that I won’t be a part of the team and I won’t be captain anymore.” You hear the bummer in her tone as she speaks.
“You know…” Mindy sighs, looking down at her feet. “When I was talking about it with my parents earlier, I was so prepared and confident about getting recruited and leaving if so happens. But now that I’m here, I’m not so sure.”
Even though you didn’t have a strong friendship with the team or Mindy, seeing her like this was out of the ordinary for you. This wasn’t a side of your captain that you were used to.
 She wore a smile on her face and there was nothing in the world that could rain on her parade. She always had a positive attitude no matter the circumstances. 
You wondered why she was like this now.
Mindy brings her head up to look at you. You expected her Hazel eyes to be glowing like they usually do anytime you see her, but they were dimmed now.
She rests her arms on the counter top. "Volleyball is my life, Y/N. I don’t know what my life would be without it and I don’t want to experience that feeling ever.”
You give her your undivided attention as she proceeds to rant, “And if I don’t get recruited, for the most part, I think I’ll be okay and maybe a little dissapointed. Will I think that my hard work over the years was a waste? Yeah, but I won’t beat myself up about it.” 
“And you shouldn’t beat yourself up, Mindy,” you chimed in, in agreement. “You have long years of experience with volleyball for club, high school, and college and you have the skills to back it up.”
The conversation was interrupted by the waiter, who placed a platter full of sparkling colorful drinks in front of the two of you. Her attention was focused on the drinks as she carefully grabbed the platter.
“What I’m saying is that you can do this. You are an outstanding setter and outside hitter, who has the best leadership skills. Who wouldn’t want you on their team?” Your genuine positivity makes her beam, “Plus you’re still young. You have time to make it if tonight doesn’t go as planned. Just because it’s your last year doesn’t mean it’s your last chance.”
She nods in agreement, “You’re right.”  The corners of her mouth curl up in a gentle smile, as you make your way towards everyone seated in the section. “I should be thinking more like that.”
It's clear that she values your viewpoint and appreciates your insight.
“But seriously thank you, Y/N. Thank you for having this talk with me.” her smile grows wider. “I needed it.” 
“No need to thank me,” you reply warmly. “I’m always here if you need someone to talk to, I’ve always been here.”
“I know… and I regret not talking to you sooner. I didn’t realize how nice you were,” Mindy admits, her voice filled with sincerity.
You look at Mindy, shocked with widening eyes. “Oh, don’t give me that look girl,” she says with a hint of amusement. “You and I both know that you’re reserved and you tend to keep to yourself.”
You didn’t have a strong relationship with the girls. It’s insane because you’ve been on the same team for years.
•guilty as charged.
“Maybe… I am,” you give in with a defeated chuckle. “But I promise you it’s nothing personal. I’m just naturally like that.”
“Good to know. Now I feel that I get you more.” Her words flow with newfound understanding. “Stepping out of that shell and communicating more with the girls would us even stronger as a team.”
Mindy’s works sank as you thought about what she said.
“I’ll work on it-”
“Friends?” She asks you.
It caught you by surprise, but you exchange friendly smiles with her, and with a nod, you responded.  “Friends,” you smile, taking a drink off the platter.
Without realizing it, you and Mindy found yourselves standing in front of the girls, drinks in hand. You joined them and without missing a beat, everyone eagerly grabbed a drink and began to enjoy the moment together. 
🏐🥊
After enjoying the laughter, the banter, and the moments that were created with everyone, your social battery started to drain and you were in desperate need of alone time. 
You were craving it.
It was tough, but you managed to sneak away from the lively crowd. You can’t remember, but Yoongi wandered off somewhere, so you didn’t have a reason to stick around anymore. 
Searching for a quiet place, you found a cute and comfortable lounge that wasn’t occupied, so you decided to settle down there to relax a little.
You vibe to the music, scrolling through social media, getting lost in your thoughts. You came across a lot of Instagram posts of people being here this evening.
Shockingly, there were posts from damn near every school except your rival school, Harvard University.
It looks like they haven’t arrived yet.
Harvard University was another school that was populated with nothing, but rich preppy kids who lived off their parent's money. Money was no object to them…
But I guess all the money spent for each semester is worth it, right? It’s a perfect environment, students are provided with the best education, and they’re guaranteed top-notch resources and opportunities. There’s no question that Harvard was a great school… although the people there make it shitty.
If you didn't look, breathe, or smell a certain way you didn’t belong there and your background plays a huge role too. If you weren’t rich, you’re below everyone else and that’s why only particular people were seen there. Popular people, jocks, frats, cheerleaders, football players, and the list goes on. 
•shit like that is ridiculous
Thank god you went to a school that accepted everyone for them.
The point is that Harvard has been your rival school for years and just like your school, Harvard University is in the top 5 states for college sports. And just like your school, Harvard had an excellent sports program. And just like your school, everyone who graduated from there and was on a sports team became a D-1 athlete.
Both school's sports teams were the best at what they did and every team you and Harvard have stumbled upon was crushed.
The only competition you had was each other.
It was like you were neck to neck with them every single time and you hated it just like you hated to admit that all of their sports teams were elite. 
That includes volleyball…
They’ve won all games and all tournaments, except 2 years ago. 2 years ago when you first decided to join the team, a day you remembered like yesterday.
Did people not expect them to try to pay for their win? Over winning it the fair way? The looks on them and their coach’s face said it all. They weren’t used to people who could keep up with their abilities.
Long story short, they cheated.
The coach had connections with the ref and that resulted in him announcing it as a tie, even though it was clear that we won.
 It ended up being a tie because they weren’t willing to admit that they were a beatable team.
Fast forward to last year, sadly, you weren’t able to compete in the tournament due to the majority of players being seriously injured from the semifinals. 
The fucked up part is that your team won and instead of being on the court, you had to watch your spot get taken and you had to witness Harvard hold up the trophy.
The trophy had State Champions engraved on it.
It sucked watching them hold up that trophy. You hated that you missed out on an opportunity to be crowned the state champions, but it’s okay.
This year you’re coming back even stronger. And this year when the tournament comes around, your team will take what’s rightfully theirs.
That trophy.
You are still seated, relaxing on the sofa until you feel a strange sensation creep up your spine. It was like someone’s presence was looming over you.
With a hint of unease, you take a brief second to look up and when you do you instantly regret it. Your heart skips a beat as your whole body flinches, nearly dropping your phone.
There he was, Jeon Jungkook who was standing in front of you only a foot away just casually staring, hard.
“It’s you…” you sigh while eyeing him down with disgust.
Jungkook stood in front of you with his outfit that commanded attention. He was dressed in a black sleek and stylish suit with white stripes that were tailored to perfection. Your eyes wander over all the intricate details and the fine craftsmanship of the suit. 
It was a designer suit for sure, which makes you wonder how a regular college student could afford a luxury piece like that.
You were familiar with the brand and they’re extremely expensive. A suit like that cost's money… too much money.
Looks like he outdone himself and went all out for this evening. Let’s hope his date does the same.
“… the most annoying human on the planet,” you finish, crossing your legs. “Why are you in my face?”
“Don’t be like that, beasty.” Hearing that stupid nickname gave you the icks. “Don’t pretend that I’m not your favorite.”
•lord, throw the whole boy away!
 “You aren’t.” 
After relentlessly bursting his bubble, you quickly glance at his biceps that were effortlessly bulging through his suit. It looked like his gains were ready to rip through the expensive material.
You ask, “What do you want?” 
“I saw that you were having fun by yourself.” he points out, resting against the wall, drink in hand. “and I couldn’t resist the opportunity to talk to you.”
“For what exactly?” You proceed to question him.
“Well, you do look lonely…” he comments, looking you up and down. “And I don’t see your date accompanying you,” he adds on, staring into your soul as he sips his drink.
•this boy is throwing hella shade 
Hella shade.
Having nothing to say, you remain silent and you let him continue. “So, tell me…” He leans off the wall. “Did you have a date or did you lie to save yourself from embarrassment?”
“For your information, i have a date Jungkook.” You scan the room, attempting to find Yoongi, but he’s out of range, and that makes you nervous.
“Where is he then?” Jungkook follows your eyes, looking behind his shoulder.
“Somewhere,” you claim while nonchalantly shrugging your shoulders. “He’s around here somewhere.” 
“Really?” Jungkook eyebrows shoot up in surprise when you nod your head in response. “Then how about I meet the lucky guy?” He indicates, smirk tugging at his lips.
•….
•say that again for me?
Suddenly, your throat tightens as if you were choking on your own words. 
This was a glass-shattering moment for you…
“Yeah,” you say, clearing your throat. “You can meet him if you really want to.”
“I really do.” Jungkook chuckles, poking his cheek with his tongue. “You come with a lot of luggage and I’m just curious to see who's carrying.”
•where’s Yoongi when I fucking need him?!?
You fix your posture, before looking Jungkook in the eye. “I told you that he’s somewhere around here. No clue where though…”
No matter how truthful your answer was,  Jungkook wasn’t taking it. “Let's find him, then. Come on I’ll help you,” he insists, offering his arm with a smirk. 
You coldly glare between his eyes and arm, letting your expressions do the talking for you. Without another word, you stood up striding past Jungkook leaving him standing like an idiot.
Walking through active huddles of people, you still couldn’t find any signs of Yoongi. Now you’re feeling shit tons of regret, knowing that Jungkook wasn’t going to let this go.
Your mind was so set on finding Yoongi and you didn’t realize that Jungkook was following your footsteps, not letting you out of his sight.
That was up until annoying jungkook grabbed your wrist and his grip prevented you from walking.
When you turn around, he sighs and gives you a look. “Just give it up. I know you’re lying and I get it.” You part your lips to speak, but he keeps going. “I know it’s a struggle finding someone who wants to deal with your ways.” He pulls you closer in mid-setence, “And you lied to me because you were ashamed.”
•lol. He did not just- okay.
“Says that one who can’t keep a stable relationship, even if their life depended on it,” You retorted with sarcasm, snatching your wrist away from Jungkook. “You should be ashamed of that.”
Your words hit a nerve in Jungkook when his jaw clenches before speaking, “And when’s the last time you were even in a relationship?” He retorts back, matching your low blow. 
“I can admit that it’s been a while, but I know poor Alex suffered dealing with you. Who wouldn’t?” 
The rumors that were going around about their breakup were messy. It got messier when people couldn’t resist adding fuel to the fire, putting words in their mouths, switching up the story, or putting the blame on one person.
People twisting the truth and spreading shit tons of gossip, you didn’t know what to believe.
“You have no business speaking on shit you don’t know about, so don’t speak about my relationship.”
“My relationship doesn't have shit to do with you, yet you brought it up!!” You yelled.
Shots were fired back and forth and the bickering continued between the both of you, ignoring the fact that you were standing in the middle of the floor, surrounded by crowds of people. 
You became overwhelmed with the screaming contest between you and Jungkook and your forced confession drowned out the noise of the argument. 
“I lied.” You loudly confess, the weight of your words hung in thin air. Silence wasted no time catching up with the both of you and all you hear is the faint melody of the music in the background.
“I came with my best friend and he was my date,” you admit with air quotes. “And now I can’t find him, but I only lied because it seems like you're always trying to one-up me and I’m so fucking sick of it.”
In that moment, you gave Jungkook a deadpan and he returned a mischievous smirk.
A mischievous smirk slowly spread across Jungkook's face, as if he had anticipated your confession all along.
He did.
Now that the weight wasn’t restraining you, it’s time for the real question. The important one.
Your expression hardened and you sneered, “All this mess about me, what about you? Where's your date?” You take a step closer, revealing how serious you are.
Jungkook reaches into his pocket, without breaking the intense eye contact. “She’s running a little late. I’m going to text her to check her status,” he says briefly, revealing his phone.
“Oh,” he exclaimed, surprised by what he was reading. “Looks like we spoke her up.” Jungkook glances at you flashing you with a sly grin. “She just texted and told me that she’s here.”
Jungkook, without another peep, walks towards the entrance. You don’t give him the chance you leave looking puzzled, so curiosity takes over you and you follow him through crowds of people.
He stops walking and you stop beside him, ready to uncover the mystery. Who is this girl?
You look over at Jungkook who was trying to adjust his tie to perfection.
•so extra for what?
 The door swings open, revealing a flood of blinding sunlight that makes a path like a red carpet. You watched as a group of girls entered the venue all dressed up with their heels. Their faces looked a bit familiar as they got closer, then there was this one individual that stood out, strutting in the room sprinkling her confidence everywhere.
Gaia Watson.
The captain of Harvard University’s volleyball team and she also happens to be another enemy of yours.
And just when you thought things couldn’t get any work, Jungkook calls her over. Hearing her name made your face contort with a mix of anger and displeasure.
•is it possible that she’s- no it’s not..
You were trying your best to conceal your emotions, but your body language betrays her frustration.  
“Wait… is Gaia your date, Jungkook?” You ask hoping it isn't true and if it was… chaos might just happen.
“Yes, she is.” He turns to look at you with a questionable look. “Is that a problem?”
•yeah.
“Why the fuck would I have a problem? That doesn’t have anything to do with me,” you shut down his question, crossing your arms, and bringing your attention back to Gaia. “I was just wondering…” you mumble to yourself.
Your blood started to boil as she approached you and Jungkook.
•!!!!!!!!
Surprise, surprise!
To be continued...
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Late Night Encounters Pt. 2 | jjk
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A/N: Here's part 2! I hope you enjoy it. Don't forget to leave feedback <33
Warnings: (Nothing serious for now....)
Tell me if there are any errors! I hurried and skimmed through this!
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It’s the afternoon and you’ve successfully made it through the school day. With you being tired, it went faster than you anticipated and it wasn’t too bad…
… except that you never got your beats back from Jungkook. It was just a repeat of this morning and you had to suffer and watch him use them in 5th period, chemistry.
he’s so annoying
Besides all that, you were more than prepared for later today. This wasn’t your first rodeo. This is your third year and you are more than familiar, but as time passes the stakes get higher and higher.
Your life could completely change in a matter of hours. If you were to get recruited on a team, depending on what and where, if you accepted their offer you would end up finishing college early and possibly move out of the state.
And that means you'll be leaving everything behind.
It’s all you could think about walking from school and you didn’t want to drown in your thoughts anymore because you needed rest, so you wouldn’t overthink.
A nap wouldn’t hurt, would it?
You found yourself melting into your soft comforter, staring at the pretty colorful lights on the wall. It was war hanging up those lights, but it was worth it. The gentle glow reminded you of the warmth and comfort you felt back at home in your old room.
Embracing the cozy atmosphere, you shift around to get comfortable. You dim the lights with your remote, preparing for some slumber until a specific thought pops up in your head.
Who you were bringing with you as your date….
It just hit you that your words slipped out and you told Jungkook that you had a date to bring, but in reality, you didn’t… you were going to invite Yoongi or Taehyung, as friends.”
And now you’re in a pickle.
But showing up alone wouldn’t be too bad, except for the fact that Jungkook would know that you lied.
If you were to bring one of them, is he gonna pay you any attention?
No, because he’ll be too invested in his date to even give a fuck about yours. As long as he sees you with someone and that’s all that matters.
It shouldn’t be any more than that.
Suddenly, your phone comes to life once and the notification sends waves of vibrations through the sheets making it impossible to ignore.
You check your phone to see an incoming FaceTime call from Yoongi—your beloved bestie. 
You answer. “Hey, Yoongi.”
Putting your face in the camera, you reveal your messy hair that’s covering your pillow. Yoongi gets a closer look at you and asks, “Were you asleep?”
“No,” you huff, releasing a yawn. “I tried to, but I just thought about how I fucked up today.”
He lifts his brow, curiously. “What happened?” 
some bullshit
“Well… I um-” your eyes look up to the ceiling, soaking up a moment of silence and Yoongi stares at you expectedly, waiting for a response.
He slightly raises his voice. “Hello? Are you fucking stuck or something? Tell me what’s going on.”
Who is he talking to? lol 
“No, I am not stuck,” you said firmly. “I accidentally made a mistake and told Jungkook that I had a date for my sporting event…”
“Some bullshit… like I assumed.” He sighs as you bite your tongue, speechless.  “And why would you say that?”
“Because…” you start, “it was this thing… and he assumed I didn’t have a date, so I lied to not look pathetic.”
You saying that only makes you look more pathetic.
“Let me get this straight,” Yoongi pauses to give you a look. The “you dumb bitch look”. “You told Jungkook… someone you hate… that you had a date just because he assumed that you didn’t? And you want to prove him wrong?”
That sounds about right…
“Yeah?” You utter with shame, teeth sinking into your lip. “Yeah, I did...” Yoongi opens his mouth to speak, but you beat him to it. “When you think about it… it’s not that bad because you’re coming with me.” you thoughtfully suggest, hoping he would accept the invitation. “And that way I won’t look stupid!”
“Can’t,” he spit carelessly, expression dulling. “You know I’m at work, Y/N. And why would I even do this favor for you? You ignored my texts and calls the entire day.”
True that. True that.
You added, “And Taehyung as well. Don’t forget that you guys fucking ditched me this morning and still didn’t tell me where you went, so that was well deserved.”
You didn’t hesitate to mention him and Taehyung's suspicious behavior, yet he still doesn’t say anything about it.
“I understand…” Yoongi reasons with you, secretly rolling his eyes. “And I apologize.” His tone sounded forced like his apology.
You shake your head. “I have a request that's better than an apology.” Exchanging looks with Yoongi, a small grin appears on your lips. “How about you come with me this evening and then I’ll grant you my forgiveness?”
Yoongi blinks unimpressed with your words and it makes you beg. “Please Yoongi…” you pout a little. “Besides the shit with Jungkook, I was going to ask you regardless. I do want you by my side for support.”
And when you put it like that, he has no choice but to give in. After all, you are his best friend. 
His face softens. “Alright, fine I’ll go. I’ll just tell my boss that it’s a family emergency. Just tell me all the details.”
You explain everything to Yoongi…
“Formal wear… got it,” he notes with a nod. “But what are you going to wear?”
“I honestly don’t know… which is why I’m going to have you go get me something quick and pretty. I’ll text you my size in everything,” you say with confidence, putting your trust in him. “You know what to wear in these situations… me? Not so much.”
Are you sure you wanted to leave your outfit in his hands? Yoongi's hands?
His face lights up when a mischievous glint dances in his brown eyes, “Alright,” he agrees, having something up his sleeve. “I’ll be there by 6:30.”
“Okay and once again thank you, Yoongs.” You show him appreciation with a grateful smile. “ I’ll see you later!”
You both say bye before hanging up.
Seconds later, you throw your head into the fluffy pillow. What else is there to do? You thought.
Oh, right, that nap.
🏐🥊
You’re woken up from your slumber due to the loud knocks on your door. Once you get up, you walk out of your room with messy hair and blurred vision. When your eyesight clears, you see Yoongi with bags in his hands. 
“Yoongi...?” you mumble, processing being disturbed from your sleep.
It took a few rubs against the eyes until you noticed him all suited up. Your mind was blown and you couldn’t believe your eyes.
You were too busy admiring your best friend's jaw-dropping appearance, you couldn’t even form a proper sentence.
“Yoongi you…” you stutter, “Yoongi you look smoking hot.” Your compliment made him twirl in slow motion. 
“I know.” he looks around, arrogantly smiling his ass off. You playfully roll your eyes, letting him have his moment.
“Wait, how did you even get in here?” You ask, confused.
“Oh uh,” he points towards the hall, giving you a certain look. “Your roommate let me in because you weren’t answering the phone and I almost got caught.”
oh… her
“And she actually seems nice,” he says, slightly surprised. “She’s like the total opposite of what you say about her.”
“That's because she doesn't like me and I don't care. I don't like the bitch either.”  Your harsh words made Yoongi’s mouth snap shut, and he regretted what he just shared.
What did he expect? He knew that you didn’t like her and that you weren’t afraid to express it.
“Anyways!” you dismiss the idea of her with a smile. “What did you get me, friend?” 
After that does he want to show you what he purchased? Is it possible for you’ll hate him as much as your roommate?
When you walk towards Yoongi, you try to take a peek inside the red bags and he immediately pulls the bags away from you. “Don’t look in the bag just go change,” He demands, slowly handing you the bags. You nod your head, awkwardly listening to his instructions.
Rushing to the bathroom, you make sure to grab everything from your room on the way there and Yoongi flops on the couch, making himself comfortable while he waits for you patiently.
When you get in the bathroom your mind sets on those bags. With that being said, you ram through the bags like a kid on a Christmas morning.
Little did you know that the excitement in your veins would stop…
Yoongi was casually checking the time on his phone when he heard a scream. “YOONGI!” you violently scream, pissed off with what was in your hands. 
He freezes, slowly turning his head to the bathroom and the door flies open. You stand there in the doorway empty-handed with a blank expression.
You say out loud, “I’m not wearing that shit. I won’t, I refuse.” His eyes rolled to the back of his head with an idea of how this would go.
🏐🥊
“I hate you,” you sassed through a childish pout.
Yoongi ignored your attitude as he pulled into the parking lot. You were annoyed with him and he was annoyed with your nagging majority of the car ride. He was ready to lose his shit if another peep came from you, but your nagging came from him buying you a dress instead of getting something you wanted. 
A short, black, silky, revealing dress…
Getting out of the car, it was easy to notice Yoongi’s irritated expression and if we’re being honest it’s his fault, completely all his fault.
If he would’ve gone with something you wanted, you would’ve never opened your mouth and he wouldn’t have to hear your bullshit.
Why didn't you like dresses?
It’s not so much of you feeling insecure in them. It’s more of you refusing to step out of your comfort zone sticking to the comfort of jeans, sneakers, hoodies, shirts…
The comfort of being covered up, not exposed.
Honestly, the dress Yoongi bought was stunning without a doubt, but the fabric felt foreign against your skin and you weren’t used to your cleavage being exposed or wearing shoes that made you inches taller than you already were.
At least the dress complimented your figure. Thanks to the built-in corset.
You curse under your breath, tugging down the hem of the dress as it rode up your thighs. Yoongi hears the frustration in your voice and he glances over at you.
“You look good, okay?” He tiredly assures you again for the hundredth time. 
You might look it, but you sure as hell don’t feel it. It’s funny how a piece of clothing makes you question yourself, your whole appearance.
“How many times do I have to tell you?”
•nobody asked you to tell me.
“I didn’t even say anything this time!” You annoyingly mutter. “You said something first….” Your eyes shift downwards as you carefully watch your step.
He shook his head, keeping his eyes forward. “Because you keep complaining about the dress when you look perfectly fine. I get that it’s not what you wanted, but you need to step out of your comfort zone.”
He does have a point.
You barely get a word out when Yoongi continues, “Y/N you’ve been wearing tried-ass dress suits for the last 2 years. It’s time for a change, an upgrade.”
He side-eyes you, empathizing with his point. “But seriously, I wouldn’t let you walk out of the house looking like a mess. You look good Y/N, so embrace it and stop pouting like a child.”
Your frown turns into a smile, embracing the warmth of Yoongi’s words. Like usual, he’s always right. It’s good to step out of your comfort zone.
“I guess you’re right.”
“I’m always right.” He cracks a smile.
 “Stepping out of my comfort zone could help me explore different sides of myself,” you pause, in shock that these words were even coming from you. “And could strengthen my confidence.”
With that being said, Yoongi gives you a nod of approval. “Atta girl.” He pats you gently on the back and you feel a surge of pride.
As you approach the security at the front entrance, they check for indentation successfully and let you in shortly. Yoongi and you entered the venue, arms linked and complimenting each other's outfits. The grand entrance greeted us with sparkling chandeliers and the venue was stunning. 
• I swear it gets bigger, better, and prettier over the years
Both of you were blown away by the luxurious theme. It had this fancy vibe, with chandeliers sparkling overhead and the sound of laughter and excitement filling the air. The architecture was so put together, with intricate designs on the walls and shiny marble floors.
 Everywhere you looked, people were dressed in their finest attire, exuding an aura of sophistication and glamor. The contagious atmosphere was filled with grace and elegance. It felt good to be able to experience such a breathtaking environment once in a while.
You were feeling nostalgia from the sound of laughter and excitement in the air, mingling with the melodic tunes playing from the live band in the corner. 
It wasn’t new, but it was refreshing. It felt refreshing like how it did last year and the year before that...
Our linked arms served as a reminder of the bond we shared, as best friends, ready to immerse ourselves in the event. 
You walk through crowds of people with Yoongi by your side, searching for familiar faces. And then, there they were - your team, standing together, chatting and laughing.
“Come on, Yoongs.” You yank his arm, feeling your pace quicken. They noticed you quickly when you called them out, getting their attention. As you rushed forward, you greeted each of them with warm hugs and air kisses. 
The girls couldn't help but express their awe at your appearance. They’ve never seen you like this before. All girly looking, with makeup, in a dress and heels. 
You surprised them all by donning a beautiful dress that accentuates your natural beauty. 
Mindy, your sweet captain air kisses your cheek. "Y/N, you look stunning babes!" She shouted, eyes sparkling with admiration. The others nodded in agreement, their smiles widening. “That dress looks beautiful on you.”
Their compliments made your cheeks heat up and you start getting shy. “Thank you,” you reply, hiding your smile bashfully. “I appreciate all the compliments.”
You were too busy basking in the compliments, you realized that your best friend was standing right next to you, quiet as a mouse.
“Oh shit.” You laugh, pulling Yoongi closer. “I nearly forgot to introduce you all. Girls, this is my best friend, Yoongi. Yoongi, these are my teammates.”
“Hi, I’m Mindy. It’s nice to finally meet you.”
 She offered her hand, welcoming Yoongi with a dazzling smile. “It’s nice to meet you too.” He smiles, returning the kind gesture. 
Everyone else exchanged their friendly greetings individually.
“Where’s coach?” You asked the girls, looking around the venue for her face. “Wasn’t she supposed to be here before us?” Your question came from the scheduling. It said all coaches must be here before everyone.
Mindy responds, “Coach is running late, but I’m not sure why. She will be here before they start the speeches.”
•speeches!?!??
“In the meantime, let’s go sit. I got us a table in our own section.” Mindy signals to follow her and everyone follows suit, including you and Yoongi.
🏐🥊
After everyone sat down, we immediately started chatting about the event and other topics. It was great talking about something other than volleyball for once. Sometime later, Mindy suggested that she should order some drinks for the table.
Everyone agreed and she was about to head to the bar until she insisted you keep her company while she did so. You were a little confused, but you got up anyway and went with her. On the way there, it was quiet…
Real quiet.
Mindy seemed okay, but the silence was uncomfortable for you and it only made you wonder why she asked you to go with her.
You out of all people?
The both of you were walking towards the bar, allowing another moment of silence to pass and you didn’t notice, but Mindy looked at you. “Are you okay?”
You snap out of your thoughts and you look at her. “Yeah, I'm good. I’m just thinking about tonight and the possible outcomes.”
“Spill.” Mindy nudged your arm with hers, encouraging you to share your thoughts. “What’s the current mood?”
“I'm just okay… I guess,” you answer, truthfully with a nod. “If I'm being honest with you Mindy, I won’t be optimistic about this because I’m not expecting anything from it.”
You weren’t trying to sound like a Debbie Downer or dampen the vibe of the event, but it’s the truth. Getting recruited wasn’t your priority right now even though it probably should be.
You go on, “But you already know that I wasn’t hoping to get scouted, so what about you, Mindy? how are we feeling at the moment?" 
She turns her attention towards you, hearing the concern in your voice. “Is this your year?” You question her, expecting an immediate yes. However, you got the opposite. 
The shift in the air was noticeable after she went silent. She became more serious and her gaze dropped to her feet as you continued to walk. You follow suit, assuming that she doesn’t want to discuss it right now.
You finally made it to the bar and the waiter assisted you with the order of drinks for everyone. Mindy, after picking out drinks, turns to look at you.
“I apologize if you felt that I ignored you,” she softly apologizes, locking eyes with you to show sincerity. “It’s just that I’m all over the place and I don’t know where my head is at.” 
“Thats understandable, I get it.” You smile reassuringly. “It’s a lot to think about, especially when it’s your last year here and if you get recruited that means you’ll be leaving…” 
“Leaving in the middle of the season,” she said, snatching the words from your mouth. “Yeah, I know. That also means that I won’t be a part of the team and I won’t be captain anymore.” You hear the bummer in her tone as she speaks.
“You know…” Mindy sighs, looking down at her feet. “When I was talking about it with my parents earlier, I was so prepared and confident about getting recruited and leaving if so happens. But now that I’m here, I’m not so sure.”
Even though you didn’t have a strong friendship with the team or Mindy, seeing her like this was out of the ordinary for you. This wasn’t a side of your captain that you were used to.
 She wore a smile on her face and there was nothing in the world that could rain on her parade. She always had a positive attitude no matter the circumstances. 
You wondered why she was like this now.
Mindy brings her head up to look at you. You expected her Hazel eyes to be glowing like they usually do anytime you see her, but they were dimmed now.
She rests her arms on the counter top. "Volleyball is my life, Y/N. I don’t know what my life would be without it and I don’t want to experience that feeling ever.”
You give her your undivided attention as she proceeds to rant, “And if I don’t get recruited, for the most part, I think I’ll be okay and maybe a little dissapointed. Will I think that my hard work over the years was a waste? Yeah, but I won’t beat myself up about it.” 
“And you shouldn’t beat yourself up, Mindy,” you chimed in, in agreement. “You have long years of experience with volleyball for club, high school, and college and you have the skills to back it up.”
The conversation was interrupted by the waiter, who placed a platter full of sparkling colorful drinks in front of the two of you. Her attention was focused on the drinks as she carefully grabbed the platter.
“What I’m saying is that you can do this. You are an outstanding setter and outside hitter, who has the best leadership skills. Who wouldn’t want you on their team?” Your genuine positivity makes her beam, “Plus you’re still young. You have time to make it if tonight doesn’t go as planned. Just because it’s your last year doesn’t mean it’s your last chance.”
She nods in agreement, “You’re right.”  The corners of her mouth curl up in a gentle smile, as you make your way towards everyone seated in the section. “I should be thinking more like that.”
It's clear that she values your viewpoint and appreciates your insight.
“But seriously thank you, Y/N. Thank you for having this talk with me.” her smile grows wider. “I needed it.” 
“No need to thank me,” you reply warmly. “I’m always here if you need someone to talk to, I’ve always been here.”
“I know… and I regret not talking to you sooner. I didn’t realize how nice you were,” Mindy admits, her voice filled with sincerity.
You look at Mindy, shocked with widening eyes. “Oh, don’t give me that look girl,” she says with a hint of amusement. “You and I both know that you’re reserved and you tend to keep to yourself.”
You didn’t have a strong relationship with the girls. It’s insane because you’ve been on the same team for years.
•guilty as charged.
“Maybe… I am,” you give in with a defeated chuckle. “But I promise you it’s nothing personal. I’m just naturally like that.”
“Good to know. Now I feel that I get you more.” Her words flow with newfound understanding. “Stepping out of that shell and communicating more with the girls would us even stronger as a team.”
Mindy’s works sank as you thought about what she said.
“I’ll work on it-”
“Friends?” She asks you.
It caught you by surprise, but you exchange friendly smiles with her, and with a nod, you responded.  “Friends,” you smile, taking a drink off the platter.
Without realizing it, you and Mindy found yourselves standing in front of the girls, drinks in hand. You joined them and without missing a beat, everyone eagerly grabbed a drink and began to enjoy the moment together. 
🏐🥊
After enjoying the laughter, the banter, and the moments that were created with everyone, your social battery started to drain and you were in desperate need of alone time. 
You were craving it.
It was tough, but you managed to sneak away from the lively crowd. You can’t remember, but Yoongi wandered off somewhere, so you didn’t have a reason to stick around anymore. 
Searching for a quiet place, you found a cute and comfortable lounge that wasn’t occupied, so you decided to settle down there to relax a little.
You vibe to the music, scrolling through social media, getting lost in your thoughts. You came across a lot of Instagram posts of people being here this evening.
Shockingly, there were posts from damn near every school except your rival school, Harvard University.
It looks like they haven’t arrived yet.
Harvard University was another school that was populated with nothing, but rich preppy kids who lived off their parent's money. Money was no object to them…
But I guess all the money spent for each semester is worth it, right? It’s a perfect environment, students are provided with the best education, and they’re guaranteed top-notch resources and opportunities. There’s no question that Harvard was a great school… although the people there make it shitty.
If you didn't look, breathe, or smell a certain way you didn’t belong there and your background plays a huge role too. If you weren’t rich, you’re below everyone else and that’s why only particular people were seen there. Popular people, jocks, frats, cheerleaders, football players, and the list goes on. 
•shit like that is ridiculous
Thank god you went to a school that accepted everyone for them.
The point is that Harvard has been your rival school for years and just like your school, Harvard University is in the top 5 states for college sports. And just like your school, Harvard had an excellent sports program. And just like your school, everyone who graduated from that school who was on a sports team became a D-1 athlete.
Both school's sports teams were the best at what they did and every team you and Harvard have stumbled upon was crushed.
The only competition you had was each other.
It was like you were neck to neck with them every single time and you hated it just like you hated to admit that all of their sports teams were elite. 
That includes volleyball…
They’ve won all games and all tournaments, except last year. You remembered everything like yesterday...
Did people not expect them to try to pay for their win? Over winning it the fair way? The looks on them and their coach’s face said it all. They weren’t used to people who could keep up with their abilities.
Long story short, they cheated.
The coach had connections with the ref and that resulted in him announcing it as a tie, even though it was clear that we won.
 It ended up being a tie because they weren’t willing to admit that they were a beatable team.
And the year before that, you weren’t able to compete in the tournament due to the majority of players being seriously injured in the semifinals.  You had no choice but to forfeit.
Having to sit out your first year was such a bummer.
All you had to do was beat Harvard and become the state champions, but instead, you had to witness Harvard hold up the trophy.
The trophy had State Champions engraved on it.
It sucked watching them hold up that trophy. You hated how much you missed out on an opportunity to be crowned the state champions, but it’s fine.
This year you’re coming back even stronger. And this year when the tournament comes around, your team will take what’s rightfully theirs.
That trophy.
You are still seated, relaxing on the sofa until you feel a strange sensation creep up your spine. It was like someone’s presence was looming over you.
With a hint of unease, you take a brief second to look up and when you do you instantly regret it. Your heart skips a beat as your whole body flinches, nearly dropping your phone.
There he was, Jeon Jungkook who was standing in front of you only a foot away just casually staring, hard.
“It’s you…” you sigh while eyeing him down with disgust.
Jungkook stood in front of you with his outfit that commanded attention. He was dressed in a black sleek and stylish suit with white stripes that were tailored to perfection. Your eyes wander over all the intricate details and the fine craftsmanship of the suit. 
It was a designer suit for sure, which makes you wonder how a regular college student could afford a luxury piece like that.
You were familiar with the brand and they’re extremely expensive. A suit like that cost's money… too much money.
Looks like he outdone himself and went all out for this evening. Let’s hope his date does the same.
“… the most annoying human on the planet,” you finish, crossing your legs. “Why are you in my face?”
“Don’t be like that, beasty.” Hearing that stupid nickname gave you the icks. “Don’t pretend that I’m not your favorite.”
•lord, throw the whole boy away!
 “You aren’t.” 
After relentlessly bursting his bubble, you quickly glance at his biceps that were effortlessly bulging through his suit. It looked like his gains were ready to rip through the expensive material.
You ask, “What do you want?” 
“I saw that you were having fun by yourself.” he points out, resting against the wall, drink in hand. “and I couldn’t resist the opportunity to talk to you.”
“For what exactly?” You proceed to question him.
“Well, you do look lonely…” he comments, looking you up and down. “And I don’t see your date accompanying you,” he adds on, staring into your soul as he sips his drink.
•this boy is throwing hella shade 
Hella shade.
Having nothing to say, you remain silent and you let him continue. “So, tell me…” He leans off the wall. “Did you have a date or did you lie to save yourself from embarrassment?”
“For your information, i have a date Jungkook.” You scan the room, attempting to find Yoongi, but he’s out of range, and that makes you nervous.
“Where is he then?” Jungkook follows your eyes, looking behind his shoulder.
“Somewhere,” you claim while nonchalantly shrugging your shoulders. “He���s around here somewhere.” 
“Really?” Jungkook eyebrows shoot up in surprise when you nod your head in response. “Then how about I meet the lucky guy?” He indicates, smirk tugging at his lips.
•….
•say that again for me?
Suddenly, your throat tightens as if you were choking on your own words. 
This was a glass-shattering moment for you…
“Yeah,” you say, clearing your throat. “You can meet him if you really want to.”
“I really do.” Jungkook chuckles, poking his cheek with his tongue. “You come with a lot of luggage and I’m just curious to see who's carrying.”
•where’s Yoongi when I fucking need him?!?
You fix your posture, before looking Jungkook in the eye. “I told you that he’s somewhere around here. No clue where though…”
No matter how truthful your answer was,  Jungkook wasn’t taking it. “Let's find him, then. Come on I’ll help you,” he insists, offering his arm with a smirk. 
You coldly glare between his eyes and arm, letting your expressions do the talking for you. Without another word, you stood up striding past Jungkook leaving him standing like an idiot.
Walking through active huddles of people, you still couldn’t find any signs of Yoongi. Now you’re feeling shit tons of regret, knowing that Jungkook wasn’t going to let this go.
Your mind was so set on finding Yoongi and you didn’t realize that Jungkook was following your footsteps, not letting you out of his sight.
That was up until annoying jungkook grabbed your wrist and his grip prevented you from walking.
When you turn around, he sighs and gives you a look. “Just give it up. I know you’re lying and I get it.” You part your lips to speak, but he keeps going. “I know it’s a struggle finding someone who wants to deal with your ways.” He pulls you closer in mid-setence, “And you lied to me because you were ashamed.”
•lol. He did not just- okay.
“Says that one who can’t keep a stable relationship, even if their life depended on it,” You retorted with sarcasm, snatching your wrist away from Jungkook. “You should be ashamed of that.”
Your words hit a nerve in Jungkook when his jaw clenches before speaking, “And when’s the last time you were even in a relationship?” He retorts back, matching your low blow. 
“I can admit that it’s been a while, but I know poor Alex suffered dealing with you. Who wouldn’t?” 
The rumors that were going around about their breakup were messy. It got messier when people couldn’t resist adding fuel to the fire, putting words in their mouths, switching up the story, or putting the blame on one person.
People twisting the truth and spreading shit tons of gossip, you didn’t know what to believe.
“You have no business speaking on shit you don’t know about, so don’t speak about my relationship.”
“My relationship doesn't have shit to do with you, yet you brought it up!!” You yelled.
Shots were fired back and forth and the bickering continued between the both of you, ignoring the fact that you were standing in the middle of the floor, surrounded by crowds of people. 
You became overwhelmed with the screaming contest between you and Jungkook and your forced confession drowned out the noise of the argument. 
“I lied.” You loudly confess, the weight of your words hung in thin air. Silence wasted no time catching up with the both of you and all you hear is the faint melody of the music in the background.
“I came with my best friend and he was my date,” you admit with air quotes. “And now I can’t find him, but I only lied because it seems like you're always trying to one-up me and I’m so fucking sick of it.”
In that moment, you gave Jungkook a deadpan and he returned a mischievous smirk.
A mischievous smirk slowly spread across Jungkook's face, as if he had anticipated your confession all along.
He did.
Now that the weight wasn’t restraining you, it’s time for the real question. The important one.
Your expression hardened and you sneered, “All this mess about me, what about you? Where's your date?” You take a step closer, revealing how serious you are.
Jungkook reaches into his pocket, without breaking the intense eye contact. “She’s running a little late. I’m going to text her to check her status,” he says briefly, revealing his phone.
“Oh,” he exclaimed, surprised by what he was reading. “Looks like we spoke her up.” Jungkook glances at you flashing you with a sly grin. “She just texted and told me that she’s here.”
Jungkook, without another peep, walks towards the entrance. You don’t give him the chance you leave looking puzzled, so curiosity takes over you and you follow him through crowds of people.
He stops walking and you stop beside him, ready to uncover the mystery. Who is this girl?
You look over at Jungkook who was trying to adjust his tie to perfection.
•so extra for what?
 The door swings open, revealing a flood of blinding sunlight that makes a path like a red carpet. You watched as a group of girls entered the venue all dressed up with their heels. Their faces looked a bit familiar as they got closer, then there was this one individual that stood out, strutting in the room sprinkling her confidence everywhere.
Gaia Watson.
The captain of Harvard University’s volleyball team and she also happens to be another enemy of yours.
And just when you thought things couldn’t get any work, Jungkook calls her over. Hearing her name made your face contort with a mix of anger and displeasure.
•is it possible that she’s- no it’s not..
You were trying your best to conceal your emotions, but your body language betrays your frustration.  
“Wait… is Gaia your date, Jungkook?” You ask hoping it isn't true and if it was… chaos might just happen.
“Yes, she is.” He turns to look at you with a questionable look. “Is that a problem?”
•yeah.
“Why the fuck would I have a problem? That doesn’t have anything to do with me,” you shut down his question, crossing your arms, and bringing your attention back to Gaia. “I was just wondering…” you mumble to yourself.
Your blood started to boil as she approached you and Jungkook.
•!!!!!!!!
Surprise, surprise!
To be continued...
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cherrygukkie · 7 months
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EGO DRIVE (m) | JJK
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SYNOPSIS:
In the glamorous world of fashion, where egos run wild and money talks, who'd have thought that one arrogant model by the name of Jeon Jungkook would shake up your life?
PAIRING: Model Jeon Jungkook x Reader
RATING: 18+
GENRE: STRANGERS TO LOVERS, ENEMIES TO LOVERS, MODEL AU, FASHION AU, FLUFF SMUT ANGST
WORD COUNT: EST. 10K
A/N: Finally a new fic
"I assume this is makeup?" As he stares at you, the man you've certainly come to know as Jeon Jungkook asks casually
One of the first things you note about him are his numerous piercings, which dont take away from the attractiveness of his face but rather enhance it
You first notice his double pierced lip–jeez that must have hurt–maybe you'll ask him about it later for some small talk
Next, your gaze is drawn to his ears, which are both fully pierced and adorned with small hoops
Finally, you come to a halt at his brow, the small but lovely charm that pierces through it, adding a harshness to his gentle face
He smelt of expensive perfume and cigarettes, maybe even weed-but who were you to judge?–as Lia had said; 'he must be exhausted'. So the fact that he might have hit it once or twice before arriving shouldn't surprise you
The outfit he initially arrived at the set with is simple yet fashionable, a black oversized shirt paired with some equally as oversized pants
Somehow, you could still tell the man was ripped underneath all that clothing
You smile and shake your head, "this is obviously the photo editing station," you try to lighten the mood by cracking a joke, only to be met with a hard stare
Great y/n, this is exactly why you don't speak to clients–the global ambassador for the brand which your life depends on–at that
"Right," he scoffs, looking you up and down, blatantly judging your outfit. You weren't wearing anything special. Your job didn't require you to wear a uniform–the only condition was that everyone who worked here wore at least one piece of the brand's apparel
Looking down at yourself, your cheeks heat up as you stare at the same coffee stain on your shirt as he was
What were the consequences of simply running out the venue now? Because, to be frank, you'd love to sink into the ground right this instant
Release date est. Thursday 28 2023 - Saturday 30 2023
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cherrygukkie · 7 months
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JEALOUSY| jeon jungkook [teaser]
summary: after finding out that you slept at Taehyung’s house a fire is burning inside of him.
pairing: fwb!jungkook × reader
genre: smut, angst
description: college!au; f2l
warnings: intercourse, exhibitionism, dirty talk, fingering, degrading names, spanking, hair pulling, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, spit, d/s themes, ass play
"You got the real man at home now, whore. I'm going to slide in and out of your holes slowly and torture you with pleasure. Feels good to finally have a thick cock stretching you and hitting deep, doesn't it?"
☆ COOMING SOON ☆
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cherrygukkie · 7 months
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Just One Night | jjk
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Summary: A student-athlete like you, who flies under the radar, never expected to become enemies with someone like Jeon Jungkook, an annoying talkative senior who goes out of his way to make your life a living hell. But what happens when your rivalry takes some twists and turns, and your hate turns into something else? Will getting too close to Jungkook reveal a side of him that you’ve never seen before?
Word Count: 5,2k
AN: Hey folks! This is something I came up with in the middle of the night, so I hope that you all enjoy this as much as I am currently planning all of this out! :) But yeah, I don't have anything else to say, but to enjoy this first snippet of Jk and OC's relationship. Love yah mwah!!
READ: (Pls comment and give feedback it's all welcomed. It'll help me stay motivated.)
Lmk if there are any errors please and thank you.
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Thursday, 7:03 a.m.
It’s early in the morning, and you know what that means…. School time!!!
Yay… school.
You’re currently at school, exhausted. That wasn’t out of the ordinary though. No matter how much sleep your body gets you still end up tired. At this point, you accepted the fact that you’re a sleepy girl.
Putting on your beats, you turn the music volume to the max. Hopefully, music can give you a little energy and help you get through the day because you need it.
Surprisingly Yoongi or Taehyung wasn’t at school around this time. Usually, the three of you arrived at the same time, if something came up you’d receive a message from either one of them. They didn’t tell you yesterday or text you, so you check their location.
When you do it shows that they are on the road, moving in the same area. 
They were driving somewhere…
The direction they were going was further away from the school. You being curious, you took it upon yourself to see what’s up with them.
Letting out a yawn, you call Yoongi, and not even a second later, he declines.
What the fuck?
You decide to shoot Taehyung a message since they’re together and he responds…
You: um why aren’t you or Yoongi at school?
You: I see that you guys are driving and I feel left out.
Taehyung : Sorry Y/N. I was supposed to tell you, but It slipped my mind.
Yeah, just like how my foot is gonna slip up both their asses.
Taehyung: We got caught up in some last-minute shit.
•okay, but your question is still unanswered.
You: where are you guys going though???
Read.
Taehyung left you on read along with him being secretive about his location… that’s unusual and weird.
Extremely weird…
“Such shitheads for ditching me,” you mutter, shoving your phone in your pocket. Great… Now today is going to be the definition of boring without dumber and dumbest.
You open your locker, replacing your books with your skateboard. The bell is going to ring shortly, so you start walking to class. You slam your locker shut, striding down the halls with the volume of your headphones sounding out everything and everyone, just how you liked it.
Your face was frowned up until ETA by NewJeans came on. A smile creeps onto the corner of your mouth as angelic voices enter your ears and a flicker of amusement manages to lighten your mood.
“what’s your ETA!” “what’s your ETA!”
Just when your grumpy spirit is starting to lift, someone swoops in from the right, snatching your headphones off your ears. The music is gone and the little smile you grew shattered into a million pieces.
You freeze, taken back by his audacity. “You did not… just take my headphones.” 
You turn around to see the one and only, Jeon Jungkook.
Jeon Jungkook who surprisingly wasn’t wearing his usual Calvin Klein attire. Instead, he had on a pair of distressed jeans with a soft blue zip-up jacket.
The way he has his jacket off his shoulder is so baby girl of him
Jungkook smirks, holding the headphones out of reach. “New Jeans? Really?” He could hear even while they were hanging above your head. That’s how loud the music was.
“Give it back!” you demand, through a big jump to retrieve your headphones. Each time you jumped, his hand went higher and higher. Jungkook enjoyed watching you struggle, especially if it’s because of him.
“You don’t seem like the type to listen to New Jeans,” He says calmly, ignoring the fact that he’s holding your property. “They’re so uplifting and joyful… and you-” Jungkook pauses, eyeing you down. You could sense the insult coming.
You talk over him, not letting him finish. “Why are you doing this?”
It’s too early to play his stupid games. He couldn’t wait until Chemistry class? 
“Just doing my daily dose of annoying you.” He clicks his tongue, dangling the headphones with his index finger. 
“Well, congratulations, Jungkook. You’ve succeeded once again. Now give me back my headphones and leave me alone,” you demand again, reaching up only for him to hold them higher.
At this damn point, your arms were moving in the arm desperately like a lunatic. This was taking place in the middle of the halls… in front of people. 
How fucking embarrassing is that?
ugh, I hope that people don’t think I’m a pushover now…
You raise your voice, walking up to Jungkook. “Give me my shit back!” 
The anger in your voice drew attention in the halls. Right after you spoke, you felt multiple eyes burning into your soul. You look around and people are staring at the both of you with concerned faces. Part of you wanted to tell them to mind their shit and keep it pushing, but you take a breath, taking a chill pill.
 “Jungkook,” you say through gritted teeth, bringing your hands together. “Can I have my beats back? They’re too expensive to be played around with.” You swallow all the bass in your tone.
“What’s the magic word?” Jungkook teases, exposing the dimple on his right cheek.
Today wasn’t the day for his stupid games, he for sure wasn’t getting a please out of you.
You blink constantly, accepting your defeat. “You know what… I’m not doing this shit today. You can keep them, you jerk.” Walking away from Jungkook,  you try to speed walk to class in need to get away from him. You’re already dealing with limbs that could barely function and heavy eyelids, you weren’t in the mood to play.
Searching for peace didn't last how you wanted. Jungkook catches up with you, refusing to leave you alone. 
"Careful there beasty or you'll drop your books."
Beasty, huh? you never knew why he gave you such a nickname in the first place. Assuming it was an insult, you always ignored it.
You look over at Jungkook who was keeping up with your speed. “I hate you.”
A little laugh sneaks past his lips before speaking, “No, you don’t.”
He had the presence of a fly, no matter how much you shoo him away he always finds his way back.
Why did you despise him with a passion?
Why is Jeon Jungkook your nemesis?
The reason behind it is a story. It started when you ran into him on a chaotic evening at the worst moment possible, just when you thought the hole you were in couldn't get any deeper...it did.
*Flashback!*
4 months ago...
Friday evening, 7:37 p.m.
Stuck in the middle of traffic, you’re repeatedly hitting crazy turns, left, right, left, left, right, right, nonstop. You wanted to punch yourself in the face for missing the bus and being an irresponsible dumbass.
Yeah, it's true...you were late to a game. It's not all your fault, though. To be fair it was a last-minute one that the coach signed everyone up for. Earlier today, you had to stay after school to figure out some arrangements with your teachers for your grades. It was either that or nothing because bad grades equal no volleyball.
All work was uncompleted, besides Mrs. Parker's class. That was your favorite class and you had an A+, so you didn't have to visit her. You had to visit everyone else and it didn’t go as planned. Besides giving you an extension on the work, you were assigned a tutor for the next 2 months.
Your schedule was dedicated to volleyball, therefore you had no free days unless it was the weekend, and as much as you didn't want to sacrifice it, you had to.
Girl, your grades were crying.
You need to maintain them to keep volleyball in your life. Today was Saturday and you decided to start. It wasn't a problem because you had no plans at all… well that’s what you thought. 
You put your phone on do not disturb, just to concentrate, not to ignore anybody.
You just needed your mind to be fixated on school for once, not a ball, not a net, or a gym.
🏐🥊
During those long hours of catching up and studying you weren't aware of the messages in your group chat. You packed up all your things and you went directly to your messages to see 100+ texts from the group chat.
You open it thinking it's about the next practice or probably not expecting a message like this.
Coach [: "I'm sorry to spring this on you girls on such short notice, but I received an email from a coach from another district about playing against his team because apparently, the other team forfeited before the game.
Coach [: I agreed to it thinking maybe you girls could use the extra practice, you know? explore other teams and their ways of playing."
Coach [: "The school is far, so I recommend you gear up and be at the gym by school at 6:20 because the drive is longer than 30 minutes and we all need to ride the bus together, as a team."
Coach [: "There's no reason why any of you should be late because I'm texting you a couple of hours before, so please be on time okay you all know how I am about tardiness."
The more we are late the more we condition....
Coach [: "Okay, but that's all. I'll see you all in a bit, be ready!"
You take your phone off Do not disturb, then you exit the building, phone, and bag in hand checking your missed calls,
Reading that you had numerous missed calls from the coach, you call her and she answers immediately. The phone barely got through the first ring. You opened your mouth to speak, but her lecture overpowered you. "Y/N where the hell are you? the game is about to start!"
You're so stuck you couldn't give a proper answer so all you say is, "Huh?" the confusion in your response made her angrier.
"You are late Y/N! You were supposed to be on the bus an hour ago!"
Coach sent that message at 3:36 and when you checked the time it was 7:15 p.m. It was like glass shattering when your heart sank realizing you lost track of time. Your phone shook in your trembling hands, too stunned to speak.
It's been that long?!?
She tells you that the game has already started and that you need to be on your way now, especially with you being one of the main players you were needed no matter what, or the rotation would be switched.
It was still the beginning of the season, so people were only familiar with their positions. Having rotations changed and adjusted to something last minute during a game is a total mess. A rule in volleyball is if you were out of rotation they deduct points, and that was unacceptable.
"C-coach, I'm sorry-" you tried to sound sincere with a pounding heart and unsteady voice. "I'll get there as fast as possible." She ends the conversation by hanging up the phone.
Well goddamn.
Then and there you knew you were "Fucked." you muffled, in your hand. "I am so fucked...."
You start running as fast as you can and thankfully the dorms aren't too far from the school, so you arrive shortly. You swung the door open and rushed to your room not greeting your roommate, but that didn't matter.
She wasn't the nicest...
When you get in your room you start tossing things everywhere trying to find your jersey. That's what you get for misplacing important shit, that's what your mom would tell you after you'd lost something and it played in your mind on a loop.
At some point, you found everything and shoved it in your bag racing out the door to the parking lot. And there you are speeding recklessly in your car, slamming your fist on the horn honking at cars, cutting them off doing all you can to escape from this major traffic jam.
You weave through traffic pressing on the gas pedal, “Come the fuck on…” you yell, feeling your frustration build up. “Can these cars go any slower?!? I’m almost there!”
Why does everything go wrong on inconvenient days…?
Finally, you arrive at the stadium, and you pull into the parking lot and your eyes dart immediately to a good spot in between two cars surprisingly in front of the entrance. There were a shit ton of people here...
You turn the wheel parking your car thinking none of it, then suddenly there is this noise you heard. In the mise of hearing that sound, your whole car jolted back from the impact, even though it was the slightest tap.
Leaning forward a bit, you see the space you have in front of you and your jaw drops in disbelief. "Please no...." This could not be happening right now.... you're already in trouble for being an hour late and now you have to deal with this.
To fix your parking, you back out and properly pull in between the two cars. After, you take a moment to close your eyes and cross your fingers hoping that the damage wasn't too severe. Your pockets had flies coming out of them…. you couldn't afford to fix a damn car.
Let's pray that there's nothing there and you can move on with life, peacefully. You get out of the car to check yours first. It was in perfect condition and not a single mark was on it, maybe that was a sign of something good.
You rush to the back of the black car to confirm that the crunching noise you heard was in fact the bumper that was dented up, terribly. The back of the vehicle even had scratches and the black paint was scraped off.
It was bad...
"Oh my god..." you mouth nervously. The car did look fancy and highly expensive. It didn't take long for you to realize that the car you hit was a Mercedes-Benz, but not only that it was the newest version. "You've got to be fucking kidding me...." you scream, burying your face in your palms.
How the hell were you going to pay for the damages on this car, a damn Mercedes?!? I mean, you weren't poor, you just didn't have money like that, or you didn't have any on you. And bothering your parents with this rough situation was the last you wanted to do. They were already helping you pay for volleyball camp, so there was no need to shake them for more money.
Your hands found their way to your head gripping your hair, stressfully. "Ugh, I should've been on the damn bus!" you yell again, feeling stupid. You wanted to punch yourself in the face for the rookie mistake.
Too busy pacing back and forth and complaining you didn't notice that there wasn't a single soul in the car. By now someone would've come out to give you shit for hitting their vehicle.
You instantly got an idea.
And that idea was to walk away and pretend nothing happened.
Why not? nobody was outside, nobody saw you and nobody was inside the car meaning there's no proof of you hitting their car attempting to park.
That intense feeling wore off and your body relaxed a little. You look both ways before crossing the street.
Thank god, you didn't have to deal with a rich bitch or asshole who'd exaggerate the problem like the car was their child and make you pay more than you have to. You sigh, walking away, ready to enter the school and deal with the coach because that was next on the checklist.
You stuff your hands in your pockets, making your way towards the entrance, until you hear something. That something was the sound of a car door getting slammed violently.
"What the hell? are you fucking kidding me?!?" the mysterious man shouted. He sounded upset—a more fitting word, enraged. "Hey, you! black sweatshirt."
Yep, that was you. A girl in a black sweatshirt who was trying to ditch the situation.
"Hm?" you slowly turned around as if you were innocent.
Your guilty eyes met his deep brown cold ones. He looked very pissed right now. "Hm?" the mysterious boy mocked your act. "You fucked up my shit!" he pointed to the poor bumper.
You nibble on your lip, caught up and no he wasn't wrong that's exactly what you were going to do.
"What?” You fix your thick frames. "Dude, what are you talking about? I didn't fuck up anything. I was only walking out here getting fresh air, that's all..."
"Oh really?" He takes a step closer moving under the moon. It was easier to make out the details. Soft dark curly long hair, muscular figure, piercings, tattoos.... a dangerous combination a guy could have.
Damn.
He wore a Calvin Klein denim jacket with a matching shirt and bold thick platformed boots. He looked like your typical bad boy or fuck boy, you choose. You’ve never seen him before, ever.
You react, backing away from his unnecessary step. "Yes?"
He did this look where he looked at the ground poking his cheek with his tongue, yet he still looked angry with you. "You are lying and you fucking suck at it.”
You tried flipping the script. “That’s what you think.”
“It’s what I know and now you’re starting to piss me off.”
"Okay, shit!" Your arms slap your sides, defeated. "I hit your car, okay? But it was a mistake. I was rushing to get to my game and I was going to leave because I needed to avoid this. After all, I'm already late and my coach is upset with me." Listening to you, his eyes were rolled to the back of his head tired of hearing your sob story. "It was seriously an accident, I misjudged the distance between the cars," you continue. "I'm fucking sorry, okay?"
He was able to see that you were going through a tough time, but did he care? hell no. He wasn't having any of that. For fucks sake you hit his car and that's all he cared about, not some girl who's using being late as an excuse to recklessly drive.
“Do you know how much it’s going to cost me to get fixed?”
"No, I don't, but I do know that it's going to be pricey and trust me if I had the money I would pay for the expenses, but I don't have much money right now..."
"Oh, great. Miss careless driver not only hits my car, but she can't afford to fix it. Just what I fucking needed today."
You continue to apologize and reason with him, but he cuts you off. "You expect me to accept your apology? That doesn't change the fact you hit my car. I could care less about a fucking apology right now.”
Now... it was bothering you a little. Despite the situation, you felt that this guy was being a dickhead.
Did you hit his car? Yes you did, and he has every right to be angry, but there should be some way that this can be resolved respectfully without being an asshole. And that's what he was doing, he's raising his voice expecting you to stand there like a fool.
He had no idea who he was talking to. You frown, no longer feeling ashamed or apologetic for hitting his car.
"No, it isn't but I'm sure that if you can afford a Mercedes then I'm sure you have the money to fix the damn bumper yourself," you argue.
"You're right," he chuckles, rubbing his forehead. "I can afford to get it fixed. I don't know why I thought that someone...." His voice trails off as he faces towards your car. ".... someone who drives a 2010 Ford Taurus could even pay for a single scratch on my car."
broke bitch alert!!!
He turned around lifting his brows, waiting for a response from you. The disrespect was too real and you blurt out an aggressive, “Fuck you.”
He was seriously calling you broke…
“And fuck you for hitting my car.” The guy gets closer, narrowing his eyes at you as if you were familiar somehow. “You” his voice trailed off from looking at your sweatshirt.
He got distracted from the words on it. It had your team and university labeled on it.
“You don’t even go to this school, do you?” He asks.
The mysterious boy’s question threw you off. Your eyes dart everywhere before talking. "No...?" you replied lost. "Why the hell does it even matter?"
“I knew you were familiar.” He nods, getting struck by a moment of realization. "You're that one volleyball player who plays at ____ university?" He asks, reading your shirt. "And you're Y/N, right?"
“Yeah, why?”
"You know what-" He smacks his lips. "I'll let this slide this time one time.” You wanted to say thanks, too bad part of you was still heated from the argument, but how did he know your name?
You watch him walk to his car, then he opens the door. “Just stay the hell out of my way, got it?"
He didn’t have to tell you twice.
"More than happy too.” You shout.
Once he gets into his car, you turn around and run inside the school heading straight to the gym. You see your team on the court playing hard in an intense rally when you walk in. There was a shit ton of people cheering, yelling and screaming.
The noise was a mixture of good and bad…
You glance at the score and thankfully it was a tie. Coach gave you a deadpan as you walked towards her with guilt. Like you were expecting, she scolds you or whatever, and then she calls a time-out.
All the girls leave the court to get water and catch their breaths. Coach like usual, went over everyone's positions and dos and don'ts. While she did so, you slid out of your hoodie and sweatpants revealing your jersey and shorts under.
You were prepared.
You scan the crowds on your school's side and damn near everyone showed up to support the team. Some classmates waved at you and of course, you returned the kind gesture glad to see them here to support the team.
Then randomly out of nowhere, you see the same guy enter the gymnasium. He walks up a few flights of bleachers to sit with Jimin, Seokjin, and some other guy you don't know.
You assumed they were his friends.
When he's done greeting them... his attention landed on you, only you. It was weird after that interaction you had with him.
Looking away from him,  you try to regain your focus on the girls and coach.
"You all are doing great; except I need you all to make it harder for them. Let's stop fooling around and get in the lead and let it stay that way. Now that Y/N is here there's no more confusion now, the lineup is back to normal. Everyone with me?" Coach looks at everyone and they respond with nodding heads or a yes ma'am.
"Go out there and make them work, make them sweat."
The girls including you did your signature hand-stack a second after the buzzer went off. Girls that were benched sat down and girls that were on the court returned to the floor.
You simply do you and you get on the court to do what you're best at.
Play volleyball.
Things went back to normal, everyone played their hearts out, and in the end. You won the game.
But throughout the process, you couldn't help but notice his stares during the whole game. Anytime you'd look in his direction his focus was already on you.
The more you looked at him the more you remembered his identity. Now him knowing your name made sense because he attends your school along with him being in your 5th period.
Chemistry.
His name is Jungkook, Jeon Jungkook. He was a new exchange student from Seoul, but you couldn’t remember his major, although you did remember that he’s in a relationship with a girl named Alex who was well known at your school. Which is also how Jungkook was known in the first place.
It’s surprising because you hardly recognized him due to your head being on such a swivel.
It’s crazy that you've never even crossed paths before.
Ever since your first impression of Jungkook, the universe did its thing where he appeared everywhere now and you couldn’t escape him…
For some odd reason, he stood out even more because every day he went out of his way to bother you and piss you off, constantly. You haven't liked him since then and now you don't like him even more and couldn’t avoid him.
He didn't keep his word when you ran into him and he told you this exactly: "Stay the hell out of my way."
You’ve been stuck with this idiot ever since then.
*Present*
“Should I have taken your glasses instead?” he jokes, knowing damn well you are practically blind. You could see, but not too well.
You bark, “Why are you bothering me?”
“You should’ve never hit my car,” he says, words rolling off his tongue with a shrug.
“Oh, fuck off,” you aggressively tell him, wishing he’d disappear like dust into the air. 
How long was he going to hold you accountable for that? It’s been months.
“I’ll fuck off when you tell me what’s up with you. You seem more feisty than usual….” You immediately stop walking to glare at Jungkook who places his finger on his chin.  “Did one of your little boyfriends piss you off?”
He’s referring to Taehyung and Yoongi…
 “Wow… your detective skills are impressive,” you sarcastically praise him, dramatically rolling your eyes. “Is that all you got?”
Jungkook strokes his chin. “Am I right?”
“Those aren’t my boyfriends and you are wrong, but why do you even care about what’s going on with me?”
“I don't, I'm just curious,” He replies, sounding interested in the reason for your attitude. “And you look like shit and it’s not because of me… so I want to know.”
“Yeah, and I feel like it too,” You admit, feeling the sleepiness weigh you down. “Like always…” an exhausted sigh leaves your lips.
“Why?” He asks, headphones still in his possession.
Jungkook's questions make you rub your temples. “I’m exhausted and later today I’m gonna be busy. I have to attend the sports event. You know where all athletes are required to go?”
“I’m familiar.” Jungkook places the headphones around his neck. “They announced the dumb thing yesterday.”
“It’s not dumb, Jungkook,” you declare, folding your arms, giving him a deadpan. “It's an important and great opportunity for all college athletes. It only happens once a year.”
The sports event in the evening that you are attending is an event for all athletes. It allows students to meet other teams including school teams, professional teams, and club teams.
It’s a chance to ask professional coaches and players for advice for future reference. Sometimes, people who are that good get recruited to play on a team outside of school with the professionals.
That happens to maybe a couple of students out of the multitude of schools put together. Being chosen is such an amazing opportunity, you get to be on national television, by any chance make history, and get paid tons and other good things, but you weren’t banking on it this year.  The odds of you getting scouted out were more than average, however, there are still things you’re insecure about when it comes to playing.
If anything, you need to secure those first before putting yourself out there, on national television.
“Beasty…” he says as if he had a question.
•omg, I feel like he’s calling me obese. >:/
“Yes..?” you lazily nod slowly, watching his tongue glide over his teeth while smirking. 
He better not ask to be your additional person
Was he going to ask you if he could be your extra guest this evening? You’re currently figuring out who’s that going to be, but it damn sure wasn’t going to him.
“Will-”
You squint your eyes, hoping this isn’t leading to a proposal. “Wait… you aren’t suggesting that I should take you-”
 “No I’m already going,” he claims, shaking his head. “And I have my date for this evening. I was just wondering about yours.”
Date, hm?
“So, who is it?” He asks, intrigued. 
It was pure silence for a moment, but you thought of something quickly to save yourself from the embarrassment-
 You ignored his question, quickly speaking up. "I have a date,” you throw in proudly, ignoring how big of a lie that is. 
All you cared about was covering your ass at the moment, not the backlash.
you’re such a fucking liar.
"Right, so who is it?"
You continue to dodge his question. “Who's your date, Jungkook?” You ponder, pretending that your curiosity isn’t bouncing off the walls.
•you could feel it in your bones.
Jungkook isn't an athlete for the school, so that means the person he will be attending the event with is someone who goes to this school or someone else.
His face twitches with amusement. Seeing you in his business was a sight for him. “A very good friend of mine…”
“Is she on my team?” 
“I can assure you she isn’t.” Jungkook cackles before confirming, “Volleyball players aren’t my type.”
Then what is?
•that’a a relief
“She goes to another school anyway. I can guarantee that you don’t know her.” Jungkook watches your eyes drop from his face to his neck, then grips the headphones firmly.
“Enough about mine,” he changes the subject unexpectedly. “Who’s your…” a smile plastered on his face. “Date. And don't answer my question with another question."
Hm, who is your date??
"It's a secret," you whisper, motioning sealed lips. "I'll reveal mine once I see yours.”
He gives a subtle shrug. "Fair enough," Jungkook says, nodding his head, acknowledging your agreement.
*Bell rings!* 
“Oh, won’t you look at that?” Placing your hands on your hips you point out, “It's time to go class…so-” you stare at the headphones again. “Are you going to hand them over or what?” 
Jungkook looks down at your hand and laughs when you extend it out. “Should I?” He calmly asks, pushing your buttons. You start to tap your foot impatiently, exaggerating your irritation.
 He thinks to himself for a moment, before his eyes drop to the beats around his neck, then shortly locks eyes with your frustrated ones. “Actually… I want to hang onto these for a little while. These will come in handy during my workout.”
“Fine! Keep them,” you express with a dramatic slap to the side of your thighs. “But don’t think that I won’t get them back.”
As the warning bell rings, you shoot him a withering glare and without wasting a single second, you storm off to class with only one particular thing on your mind… and it wasn’t the headphones…
Who is Jungkook's date?
To be continued…
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Late Night Encounters Masterlist | jjk
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➪ PARING : underground boxer!jk x volleyballplayer!reader
➪ GENRE : Ewb, enemies to lovers, college au, a bit of fluff, smut, angst, kinda a slow burn
➪ SUMMARY : A student-athlete like you, who flies under the radar, never expected to become enemies with someone like Jeon Jungkook, an annoying talkative senior who goes out of his way to make your life a living hell. But what happens when your rivalry takes some twists and turns, and your hate turns into something else? Will getting too close to Jungkook reveal a side of him that you’ve never seen before?
➪ CURRENT STATUS : ongoing
➪ WARNINGS : Minors DNI, explicit language, sexual content, arguing, protected sex (eventual smut, smoking, mentions of alcohol, jk calls Oc Beasty (sorry for cringe), jealousy, switch!jk & switch!reader, Oc is bitchy, but jk likes it lol, (more things will be added later.)
➪ RATINGS: 18+
Pt. 1 - The Beginning.
Pt. 2 - Surprise, surprise
Pt. 3 - Jealousy
Here are some of Oc and Jungkook's aesthetics.
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Late Night Encounters| jjk
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Summary: A student-athlete like you, who flies under the radar, never expected to become enemies with someone like Jeon Jungkook, an annoying talkative senior who goes out of his way to make your life a living hell. But what happens when your rivalry takes some twists and turns, and your hate turns into something else? Will getting too close to Jungkook reveal a side of him that you’ve never seen before?
Word Count: 5,2k
AN: Hey folks! This is something I came up with in the middle of the night, so I hope that you all enjoy this as much as I am currently planning all of this out! :) But yeah, I don't have anything else to say, but to enjoy this first snippet of Jk and OC's relationship. Love yah mwahh!!
Props to @dollfaceksj for beta-reading thank you <3
READ: (Pls comment and give feedback it's all welcomed. It'll help me stay motivated.)
Lmk if there are any errors please and thank you.
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Thursday, 7:03 a.m.
It’s early in the morning, and you know what that means…. School time!!!
Yay… school.
You’re currently at school, exhausted. That wasn’t out of the ordinary though. No matter how much sleep your body gets you still end up tired. At this point, you've accepted the fact that you’re a sleepy girl.
Putting on your beats, you turn the music volume to the max. Hopefully, music can give you a little energy and help you get through the day because you need it.
Surprisingly Yoongi or Taehyung weren't at school around this time. Usually, the three of you arrived at the same time, if something came up you’d receive a message from either one of them. They didn’t tell you yesterday or text you, so you check their location.
When you do it shows that they are on the road, moving in the same area. 
They were driving somewhere…
The direction they are going is further away from the school. You being curious, you took it upon yourself to see what’s up with them.
Letting out a yawn, you call Yoongi, and not even a second later, he declines.
What the fuck?
You decide to shoot Taehyung a message since they’re together and he responds…
You: um why aren’t you or Yoongi at school?
You: I see that you guys are driving and I feel left out.
Taehyung : Sorry Y/N. I was supposed to tell you, but It slipped my mind.
Yeah, just like how my foot is gonna slip up both their asses.
Taehyung: We got caught up in some last-minute shit.
•okay, but my question is still unanswered.
You: where are you guys going though???
Read.
Taehyung left you on read along with him being secretive about his location… that’s unusual and weird.
Extremely weird…
“Such shitheads for ditching me,” you mutter, shoving your phone in your pocket. Great… Now today is going to be the definition of boring without dumber and dumbest.
You open your locker, replacing your books with your skateboard. The bell is going to ring shortly, so you start walking to class. You slam your locker shut, striding down the halls with the volume of your headphones sounding out everything and everyone, just how you liked it.
Your face was frowned up until ETA by NewJeans came on. A smile creeps onto the corner of your mouth as angelic voices enter your ears and a flicker of amusement manages to lighten your mood.
“what’s your ETA!” “what’s your ETA!”
Just when your grumpy spirit is starting to lift, someone swoops in from the right, snatching your headphones off your ears. The music is gone and the little smile you grew shattered into a million pieces.
You freeze, taken back by his audacity. “You did not… just take my headphones.” 
You turn around to see the one and only, Jeon Jungkook.
Jeon Jungkook who surprisingly wasn’t wearing his usual Calvin Klein attire. Instead, he had on a pair of distressed jeans with a soft blue zip-up jacket.
The way he has his jacket off his shoulder is so baby girl of him
Jungkook smirks, holding the headphones out of reach. “New Jeans? Really?” He could hear even while they were hanging above your head. That’s how loud the music was.
“Give it back!” you demand, through a big jump to retrieve your headphones. Each time you jumped, his hand went higher and higher. Jungkook enjoyed watching you struggle, especially if it’s because of him.
“You don’t seem like the type to listen to New Jeans,” he says, ignoring the fact that he’s holding your property. “They’re so uplifting and joyful… and you-” Jungkook pauses, eyeing you down. You could sense the insult coming.
You talk over him, not letting him finish. “Why are you doing this?”
It’s too early to play his stupid games. He couldn’t wait until Chemistry class? 
“Just doing my daily dose of annoying you.” He clicks his tongue, dangling the headphones with his index finger. 
“Well, congratulations, Jungkook. You’ve succeeded once again. Now give me back my headphones and leave me alone,” you demand again, reaching up only for him to hold them higher.
At this damn point, your arms are moving in the air desperately like a lunatic. This is taking place in the middle of the halls… in front of people. 
How fucking embarrassing is that?
ugh, I hope that people don’t think I’m a pushover now…
You raise your voice, walking up to Jungkook. “Give me my shit back!” 
The anger in your voice draws attention in the halls. Right after you speak, multiple eyes burn into your soul. You look around and people are staring at the both of you with concerned faces. Part of you wanted to tell them to mind their shit and keep it pushing, but you take a breath, taking a chill pill.
 “Jungkook,” you say through gritted teeth, bringing your hands together. “Can I have my beats back? They’re too expensive to be played around with.” You swallow all the bass in your tone.
“What’s the magic word?” Jungkook teases, exposing the dimple on his right cheek. Beasty, huh? you've never understood why he gave you such a nickname in the first place. Assuming it was an insult, you always ignored it.
Today wasn’t the day for his stupid games, he for sure wasn’t getting a please out of you.
You blink constantly, accepting your defeat. “You know what… I’m not doing this shit today. You can keep them, you jerk.” Walking away from Jungkook, you try to speed walk to class in need to get away from him. You’re already dealing with limbs that could barely function and heavy eyelids, you aren't in the mood to play.
Searching for peace didn't last how you wanted. Jungkook catches up with you, refusing to leave you alone. 
"Careful there or you'll drop your books."
You look over at Jungkook who was keeping up with your speed. “I hate you.”
A little laugh sneaks past his lips before speaking, “No, you don’t.”
He had the presence of a fly, no matter how much you shoo him away he always finds his way back.
Why do you despise him with a passion?
Why is Jeon Jungkook your nemesis?
The reason behind it is a story. It started when you ran into him on a chaotic evening at the worst moment possible, just when you thought the hole you were in couldn't get any deeper...it did.
*Flashback!*
4 months ago...
Friday evening, 7:37 p.m.
Stuck in the middle of traffic, you’re repeatedly hitting crazy turns, left, right, left, left, right, right, nonstop. You wanted to punch yourself in the face for missing the bus and being an irresponsible dumbass.
Yeah, it's true...you were late to a game. It's not all your fault, though. To be fair it was a last-minute one that the coach signed everyone up for. Earlier today, you had to stay after school to figure out some arrangements with your teachers for your grades. It was either that or nothing because bad grades equal no volleyball.
All work was uncompleted, besides Mrs. Parker's class. That was your favorite class and you had an A+, so you didn't have to visit her. You had to visit everyone else and it didn’t go as planned. Besides giving you an extension on the work, you were assigned a tutor for the next 2 months.
Your schedule was dedicated to volleyball, therefore you had no free days unless it was the weekend, and as much as you didn't want to sacrifice it, you had to.
Girl, your grades were crying.
You need to maintain them to keep volleyball in your life. Today was Saturday and you decided to start. It wasn't a problem because you had no plans at all… well that’s what you thought. 
You put your phone on do not disturb, just to concentrate, not to ignore anybody.
You just needed your mind to be fixated on school for once, not a ball, not a net, or a gym.
🏐🥊
During those long hours of catching up and studying you weren't aware of the messages in your group chat. You packed up all your things and you went directly to your messages to see 100+ texts from the group chat.
You open it thinking it's about the next practice or probably not expecting a message like this.
Coach [: "I'm sorry to spring this on you girls on such short notice, but I received an email from a coach from another district about playing against his team because apparently, the other team forfeited before the game.
Coach [: I agreed to it thinking maybe you girls could use the extra practice, you know? explore other teams and their ways of playing."
Coach [: "The school is far, so I recommend you gear up and be at the gym by school at 6:20 because the drive is longer than 30 minutes and we all need to ride the bus together, as a team."
Coach [: "There's no reason why any of you should be late because I'm texting you a couple of hours before, so please be on time okay you all know how I am about tardiness."
The more we are late the more we condition....
Coach [: "Okay, but that's all. I'll see you all in a bit, be ready!"
You take your phone off Do not disturb, then you exit the building, phone, and bag in hand checking your missed calls,
Reading that you had numerous missed calls from the coach, you call her and she answers immediately. The phone barely got through the first ring. You opened your mouth to speak, but her lecture overpowered you. "Y/N where the hell are you? the game is about to start!"
You're so stuck you couldn't give a proper answer so all you say is, "Huh?" the confusion in your response made her angrier.
"You are late Y/N! You were supposed to be on the bus an hour ago!"
Coach sent that message at 3:36 and when you checked the time it was 7:15 p.m. It was like glass shattering when your heart sank realizing you lost track of time. Your phone shook in your trembling hands, too stunned to speak.
It's been that long?!?
She tells you that the game has already started and that you need to be on your way now, especially with you being one of the main players you were needed no matter what, or the rotation would be switched.
It was still the beginning of the season, so people were only familiar with their positions. Having rotations changed and adjusted to something last minute during a game is a total mess. A rule in volleyball is if you were out of rotation they deduct points, and that was unacceptable.
"C-coach, I'm sorry-" you tried to sound sincere with a pounding heart and unsteady voice. "I'll get there as fast as possible." She ends the conversation by hanging up the phone.
Well goddamn.
Then and there you knew you were "Fucked." you muffled, in your hand. "I am so fucked...."
You start running as fast as you can and thankfully the dorms aren't too far from the school, so you arrive shortly. You swung the door open and rushed to your room not greeting your roommate, but that didn't matter.
She wasn't the nicest...
When you get in your room you start tossing things everywhere trying to find your jersey. That's what you get for misplacing important shit, that's what your mom would tell you after you'd lost something and it played in your mind on a loop.
At some point, you found everything and shoved it in your bag racing out the door to the parking lot. And there you are speeding recklessly in your car, slamming your fist on the horn honking at cars, cutting them off doing all you can to escape from this major traffic jam.
You weave through traffic pressing on the gas pedal, “Come the fuck on…” you yell, feeling your frustration build up. “Can these cars go any slower?!? I’m almost there!”
Why does everything go wrong on inconvenient days…?
Finally, you arrive at the stadium, and you pull into the parking lot and your eyes dart immediately to a good spot in between two cars surprisingly in front of the entrance. There were a shit ton of people here...
You turn the wheel parking your car thinking none of it, then suddenly there is this noise you heard. In the mise of hearing that sound, your whole car jolted back from the impact, even though it was the slightest tap.
Leaning forward a bit, you see the space you have in front of you and your jaw drops in disbelief. "Please no...." This could not be happening right now.... you're already in trouble for being an hour late and now you have to deal with this.
To fix your parking, you back out and properly pull in between the two cars. After, you take a moment to close your eyes and cross your fingers hoping that the damage wasn't too severe. Your pockets had flies coming out of them…. you couldn't afford to fix a damn car.
Let's pray that there was nothing there and you could move on with life, peacefully. You got out of the car to check yours first. It was in perfect condition and not a single mark was on it, maybe that was a sign of something good.
You rushed to the back of the black car to confirm that the crunching noise you heard was in fact the bumper that was dented up, terribly. The back of the vehicle even had scratches and the black paint was scraped off.
It was bad...
"Oh my god..." you mouthed nervously. The car did look fancy and highly expensive. It didn't take long for you to realize that the car you hit was a Mercedes-Benz, but not only that it was the newest version. "You've got to be fucking kidding me...." you screamed, burying your face in your palms.
How the hell were you going to pay for the damages on this car, a damn Mercedes?!? To be fair, you weren't poor, you just didn't have money like that, or you didn't have any on you. And bothering your parents with this rough situation was the last you wanted to do. They were already helping you pay for volleyball camp, so there was no need to shake them for more money.
Your hands found their way to your head gripping your hair, stressfully. "Ugh, I should've been on the damn bus!" you yell again, feeling stupid. You wanted to punch yourself in the face for the rookie mistake.
Too busy pacing back and forth and complaining you didn't notice that there wasn't a single soul in the car. By now someone would've come out to give you shit for hitting their vehicle.
You instantly got an idea.
And that idea was to walk away and pretend nothing happened.
Why not? nobody was outside, nobody saw you and nobody was inside the car meaning there's no proof of you hitting their car attempting to park.
That intense feeling wore off and your body relaxed a little. You look both ways before crossing the street.
Thank god, you didn't have to deal with a rich bitch or asshole who'd exaggerate the problem like the car was their child and make you pay more than you have to. You sigh, walking away, ready to enter the school and deal with the coach because that was next on the checklist.
You stuff your hands in your pockets, making your way towards the entrance, until you hear something. That something was the sound of a car door getting slammed violently.
"What the hell? are you fucking kidding me?!?" the mysterious man shouted. He sounded upset—a more fitting word, enraged. "Hey, you! black sweatshirt."
Yep, that was you. A girl in a black sweatshirt who was trying to ditch the situation.
"Hm?" you slowly turned around as if you were innocent.
Your guilty eyes met his deep brown cold ones. He looked very pissed right now. "Hm?" the mysterious boy mocked your act. "You fucked up my shit!" he pointed to the poor bumper.
You nibble on your lip, caught up and no he wasn't wrong that's exactly what you were going to do.
"What?” You fix your thick frames. "Dude, what are you talking about? I didn't fuck up anything. I was only walking out here getting fresh air, that's all..."
"Oh really?" He took a step closer moving under the moon. It was easier to make out the details. Soft dark curly long hair, muscular figure, piercings, tattoos.... a dangerous combination a guy could have.
Damn.
He wore a Calvin Klein denim jacket with a matching shirt and bold thick platformed boots. He looked like your typical bad boy or fuck boy, you choose. You’d never seen him before, ever.
You reacted, backing away from his unnecessary step. "Yes?"
"You are lying and you fucking suck at it.”
You tried flipping the script. “That’s what you think.”
“It’s what I know and now you’re starting to piss me off.”
"Okay, shit!" Your arms slap your sides, defeated. "I hit your car, okay? But it was a mistake. I was rushing to get to my game and I was going to leave because I needed to avoid this. After all, I'm already late and my coach is upset with me." Listening to you, his eyes were rolled to the back of his head, tired of hearing your sob story. "It was seriously an accident, I misjudged the distance between the cars," you continued. "I'm fucking sorry, okay?"
He was able to see that you were going through a tough time, but did he care? Hell no. He wasn't having any of that. For fucks sake, you hit his car and that's all he cared about, not some girl who's using being late as an excuse to recklessly drive.
“Do you know how much it’s going to cost me to get fixed?”
"No, I don't, but I do know that it's going to be pricey and trust me if I had the money I would pay for the expenses, but I don't have much money right now..."
"Oh, great. Miss careless driver not only hits my car, but she can't afford to fix it. Just what I fucking needed today."
You continued to apologize and reason with him, but he cut you off. "You expect me to accept your apology? That doesn't change the fact you hit my car. I could care less about a fucking apology right now.”
Now... it was bothering you a little. Despite the situation, this guy was being a dickhead.
Did you hit his car? Yes, you did and he has every right to be angry, but there should be some way that this can be resolved respectfully without being an asshole. And that's what he was doing, he's raising his voice, expecting you to stand there like a fool.
He had no idea who he was talking to. You frowned, no longer feeling ashamed or apologetic for hitting his car.
"No, it isn't but I'm sure that if you can afford a Mercedes then I'm sure you have the money to fix the damn bumper yourself," you argued.
"You're right," he chuckled, rubbing his forehead. "I can afford to get it fixed. I don't know why I thought that someone...." His voice trailed off as he faced your car. ".... someone who drives a 2010 Ford Taurus could even pay for a single scratch on my car."
broke bitch alert!!!
He turned around, lifting his brows, waiting for a response from you. The disrespect was too real and you blurted out an aggressive, “Fuck you.”
He was seriously calling you broke…
“And fuck you for hitting my car.” The guy got closer, narrowing his eyes at you as if you were familiar somehow. “You...” His voice trailed off from looking at your sweatshirt.
He got distracted from the words on it. It had your team and university labeled on it.
“You don’t even go to this school, do you?” he asks.
The mysterious boy’s question threw you off. Your eyes darted everywhere before talking. "No...?" you replied lost. "Why the hell does it even matter?"
“I knew you seemed familiar.” He nodded, getting struck by a moment of realization. "You're that one volleyball player who plays at ____ university?" He asked, reading your shirt. "And you're Y/N, right?"
“Yeah, why?”
"You know what-" he smacked his lips. "I'll let this slide this time one time.” You wanted to say thanks, too bad part of you was still heated from the argument, but how did he know your name?
You watched him walk to his car, and then he opened the door. “Just stay the hell out of my way, got it?"
He didn’t have to tell you twice.
"More than happy too,” you shout.
Once he got into his car, you turned around and ran inside the school. heading straight to the gym. You saw your team on the court, playing hard in an intense rally as you walked in. There was a shit ton of people cheering, yelling and screaming.
The noise was a mixture of good and bad…
You glanced at the score and thankfully, it was a tie. Coach gave you a deadpan as you walked towards her with guilt. Like you were expecting, she scolded you or whatever, and then she called a time-out.
All the girls left the court to get water and catch their breaths. Coach like usual, went over everyone's positions and dos and don'ts. While she did so, you slid out of your hoodie and sweatpants, revealing your jersey and shorts under.
You were prepared.
You scanned the crowds on your school's side and damn near everyone showed up to support the team. Some classmates waved at you and of course, you returned the kind gesture, glad to see them here to support the team.
Then randomly out of nowhere, you saw the same guy enter the gymnasium. He walks up a few flights of bleachers to sit with Jimin, Seokjin, and some other guy you don't know.
You assumed they were his friends.
When he's done greeting them... his attention landed on you, only you. It was weird after that interaction you had with him.
Looking away from him, you tried to regain your focus on the girls and coach.
"You all are doing great; except I need you all to make it harder for them. Let's stop fooling around and get in the lead and let it stay that way. Now that Y/N is here there's no more confusion now, the lineup is back to normal. Everyone with me?" Coach looked at everyone and they responded with nodding heads or a yes ma'am.
"Go out there and make them work, make them sweat."
The girls, including you, did your signature hand-stack a second after the buzzer went off. Girls that were benched sat down and girls that were on the court returned to the floor.
You simply do you and you get on the court to do what you're best at.
Play volleyball.
Things went back to normal, everyone played their hearts out, and in the end. You won the game.
But throughout the process, you couldn't help but notice his stares during the whole game. Anytime you'd look in his direction his focus was already on you.
The more you looked at him the more you remembered his identity. Now him knowing your name made sense because he attends your school along with him being in your 5th period.
Chemistry.
His name is Jungkook, Jeon Jungkook. He was a new exchange student from Seoul, but you couldn’t remember his major, although you did remember that he’s in a relationship with a girl named Alex who was well known at your school. Which is also how Jungkook was known in the first place.
It’s surprising because you hardly recognized him due to your head being on such a swivel.
It’s crazy that you've never even crossed paths before.
Ever since your first impression of Jungkook, the universe did its thing where he appeared everywhere now and you couldn’t escape him…
For some odd reason, he stood out even more because every day he went out of his way to bother you and piss you off, constantly. You haven't liked him since then and now you don't like him even more and couldn’t avoid him.
He didn't keep his word when you ran into him and he told you this exactly: "Stay the hell out of my way."
You’ve been stuck with this idiot ever since then.
*Present*
“Should I have taken your glasses instead?” he jokes, knowing damn well you are practically blind. You could see, but not too well.
You bark, “Why are you bothering me?”
“You should’ve never hit my car,” he says, words rolling off his tongue with a shrug.
“Oh, fuck off,” you aggressively tell him, wishing he’d disappear like dust into the air. 
How long was he going to hold you accountable for that? It’s been months.
“I’ll fuck off when you tell me what’s up with you. You seem more feisty than usual….” You immediately stop walking to glare at Jungkook who places his finger on his chin.  “Did one of your little boyfriends piss you off?”
He’s referring to Taehyung and Yoongi…
 “Wow… your detective skills are impressive,” you sarcastically praise him, dramatically rolling your eyes. “Is that all you got?”
Jungkook strokes his chin. “Am I right?”
“Those aren’t my boyfriends and you are wrong, but why do you even care about what’s going on with me?”
“I don't, I'm just curious,” He replies, sounding interested in the reason for your attitude. “And you look like shit and it’s not because of me… so I want to know.”
“Yeah, and I feel like it too,” You admit, feeling the sleepiness weigh you down. “Like always…” an exhausted sigh leaves your lips.
“Why?” he asks, headphones still in his possession.
Jungkook's questions make you rub your temples. “I’m exhausted and later today I’m gonna be busy. I have to attend the sports event. You know where all athletes are required to go?”
“I’m familiar.” Jungkook places the headphones around his neck. “They announced the dumb thing yesterday.”
“It’s not dumb, Jungkook,” you declare, folding your arms, giving him a deadpan. “It's an important and great opportunity for all college athletes. It only happens once a year.”
The sports event in the evening that you are attending is an event for all athletes. It allows students to meet other teams including school teams, professional teams and club teams.
It’s a chance to ask professional coaches and players for advice for future reference. Sometimes, people who are that good get recruited to play on a team outside of school with the professionals.
That happens to maybe a couple of students out of the multitude of schools put together. Being chosen is such an amazing opportunity, you get to be on national television, by any chance make history, and get paid tons and other good things, but you weren’t banking on it this year.  The odds of you getting scouted out were more than average, however, there are still things you’re insecure about when it comes to playing.
If anything, you need to secure those first before putting yourself out there, on national television.
“Beasty…” he says as if he had a question.
“Yes...?” you lazily nod slowly, watching his tongue glide over his teeth while smirking. 
He better not ask to be my additional person
Was he going to ask you if he could be your extra guest this evening? You’re currently figuring out who’s that going to be, but it damn sure wasn’t going to him.
“Will-”
You squint your eyes, hoping this isn’t leading to a proposal. “Wait… you aren’t suggesting that I should take you-”
 “No, I’m already going,” he claims, shaking his head. “And I have my date for this evening. I was just wondering about yours.”
Date, hm?
“So, who is it?” he asks, intrigued. 
It's purely silent for a moment, but you think of something quickly to save yourself from the embarrassment-
You quickly speak up. "I have a date,” you throw in proudly, ignoring how big of a lie that is. 
All you care about is covering your ass at the moment, not the backlash.
you’re such a fucking liar.
"Right, so who is it?"
You dodge his question. “Who's your date, Jungkook?” you ponder, pretending that your curiosity isn’t bouncing off the walls. You could feel it in your bones.
Jungkook isn't an athlete for the school, so that means the person he will be attending the event with is someone who goes to this school or someone else.
His face twitches with amusement. Seeing you in his business is a sight for him. “A very good friend of mine…”
“Is she on my team?” 
“I can assure you she isn’t.” Jungkook cackles before confirming, “Volleyball players aren’t my type.”
Then what is?
•that’s a relief
“She goes to another school anyway. I can guarantee that you don’t know her.” Jungkook watches your eyes drop from his face to his neck, then grips the headphones firmly.
“Enough about mine,” he says as he changes the subject unexpectedly. “Who’s your…” A smile plastered on his face. “Date. And don't answer my question with another question."
Hm, who is your date??
"It's a secret," you whisper, motioning sealed lips. "I'll reveal mine once I see yours.”
He gives a subtle shrug. "Fair enough," Jungkook says, nodding his head, acknowledging your agreement.
*Bell rings!* 
“Oh, won’t you look at that?” Placing your hands on your hips, you point out, “It's time to go class…so-” you stare at the headphones again. “Are you going to hand them over or what?” 
Jungkook looks down at your hand and laughs when you extend it out. “Should I?” He calmly asks, pushing your buttons. You start to tap your foot impatiently, exaggerating your irritation.
He thinks to himself for a moment, before his eyes drop to the beats around his neck, then shortly locks eyes with your frustrated ones. “Actually… I want to hang onto these for a little while. These will come in handy during my workout.”
“Fine! Keep them,” you express with a dramatic slap to the side of your thighs. “But don’t think that I won’t get them back.”
As the warning bell rings, you shoot him a withering glare and without wasting a single second, you storm off to class with only one particular thing on your mind… and it wasn’t the headphones…
Who is Jungkook's date?
To be continued…
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cherrygukkie · 8 months
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This cliffhanger has me inching🧏🏽‍♀️🧏🏽‍♀️🧏🏽‍♀️
I hope jk is clean because he hopes round his many partners. Not judging him like yn is also with Yoongi and it was her who suggested everything
let’s see what jk has to say
warnings: just know that i warned you. :)
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his heavy breath tickles your neck
and you both lie there for a little while
after a few more moments jungkook rolls off of you
you don’t know why
but it’s so hard to face him
“you should go shower,” you mumble as you take the box of tissues from your nightstand
he blinks at you a few times like you said the most absurd shit ever
you don’t pay him any mind, not even looking his way and clearly not changing your mind
he scratches the back of his head and gets up, walking up to the same drawer from last time for another set of taehyung’s clothes
he wordlessly heads into the bathroom and leaves the door ajar
once the water starts hitting the tiles, the room around you starts spinning
you don’t want to feel this way
you don’t
you really don’t
but your heart is beating so fucking fast
and you know how bad it is
because you want to do it again
and again
and again
because it felt so fucking good
how did you ever end up
wanting the fuckboy of all fuckboys
to stay with you and fuck you raw
you need help
like some serious help
like really? jungkook?
you want jungkook?
you have a perfectly normal man at your disposal
with a normal life
a good degree
a good job
is the nicest person on earth
and you want this guy?
you must’ve been so lost in thought
cause you’re ripped from your thoughts when the water stops running
you use tissues to clean yourself up and it looks like you made a mess against the sheets but thankfully not on your mattress
he walks out of the bathroom and glances at you. “bathroom’s all yours. do you uh,” he pauses as he awkwardly looks around. “do you need help?”
“no.” you get up, taking the dirty sheets with you to cover yourself as you make your way into the bathroom
wobbling because you’re still filled w cum
you throw the sheets into the hamper and get into the shower
and wash yourself
10 mins..
20..
30…
you decide that’s enough and get out, drying yourself
he must be asleep by now
you slide on an underwear set before wrapping a bathrobe around your frame
you head back into your bedroom and jungkook’s sitting on your bed with new sheets
you blink at him like he’s grown a second head. “you’re still here?”
he frowns. “what do you mean? why wouldn’t i be?”
“i figured you’d have run off or gone to sleep.” you make your way to your bed
he stares at you in disbelief
“you took a long shower in hopes of not facing me, don’t put this on me.”
you glare at him. who does he think he is?
you toll your eyes. “i’m tired. i wanna sleep.”
he chuckles but there’s no real humor behind it. “you’re the one that’s running away now.”
your face turns into a scowl. “excuse me?”
“sit down, y/n. we need to talk.”
you roll your eyes once again as you take a seat. “not listening to you. just wanted to sit,” you mumble
he quietly sighs. “y/n,” he starts
you get under the covers and hug yourself.
“do you regret what just happened?”
you stare at him wide-eyed after hearing his question
does he regret it?
you blink at him but his expression is neutral.
he says, “i don’t regret it if that’s what you’re thinking. on the contrary, actually.”
ugh how can he be so blunt and honest
you lick your lips in anxiety and think about his question in silence
fuck it
there’s no point in lying
you shake your head.
he slowly nods his head.
several moments of silence pass, you’re staring at the ceiling and he’s staring at you
“how do you feel about me?” he asks out of nowhere
???
uhhh
what???
“what?”
he repeats, “how do you feel about me? it’s not going to change the way i feel about you but i’d like to know.”
you stare at him like he’s crazy
“jungkook,” you start, “i don’t think you’re in love with me.”
at this, he frowns. “what?”
you shake your head and shrug your shoulders. “it hasn’t been that long. you really believe you’re in love? it doesn’t make sense to me.”
“so then how would you describe not being able to get you out of my fucking head?” his eyes stare you down intently. “wanting to be around you so much it disgusts even me. i want to constantly hold you and kiss you. i want to do things for you that i can’t even do like cooking. i don’t even want to go home. would you describe that as me just being platonic?”
damn
well
he’s not pulling any punches clearly
you sigh, “jungkoo–”
“no, y/n. i don’t like how you tell me what i can and can’t feel.”
damn
alright then…
you suppose he’s kinda right?
you rub your eyes and rub your hairline in distress
“fuck that,” he starts and inches closer to you. “that wasn’t what i asked. don’t dodge the question. we weren’t talking about me. i asked how you feel about me, y/n.”
you swallow
your feet are getting cold
and your hands are getting sweaty
“i don’t know.”
really, bitch? you don’t know?
he chuckles softly, “at least we’re making progress.”
you turn your head to finally look at him. “what do you mean?”
“4 months ago you would’ve said i gross you the fuck out. now you’re not sure,” he teases, poking your ribcage
big tapioca pearls staring at you with a wiggle in his brows and a playful grin on his lips
you slap his hand away and stifle a smile. “you still gross me out.”
he chuckles, “is that so?”
“hmm,” you hum, playing with the strings of your robe. “i mean, you let me spit in your dirty mouth.”
he looks at you for a few moments
then he lets a smirk crawl onto his lips. “well, you let me cum in your unprotected pussy.”
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CAUSE LITERALLY WHY WOULD HE SAY IT LIKE THATDJSKXJSKXJSKXJJS
for fucks sake😭😭😭
you slap his shoulder and scrunch your nose up. “i hate you so much,” you groan, leaning back against the headboard
“that’s okay, you can hate me but i know you loved it.”
you roll your eyes, cheeks heating up in embarrassment
“don’t be embarrassed. i loved it too,” he mutters as he scratches the back of his head. “it was my first time cumming inside of someone.”
oh?
you raise your brows. “really?”
he snorts. “what? surprised?”
“kinda.”
he shakes his head. “but no, it really was my first time. gonna be hard to go back to condoms,” he jokes, playing with the strings of your robe
you shrug your shoulders. “if you only have sex with me you wouldn’t have to.”
it’s quiet for a few moments.
hahas
so fun🤪
you avoid his gaze
cause clearly you’re telling him you want him all to yourself
and you’re a selfish prick
“fine by me.”
huh
did he really just?
did he accept that?
the jeon jungkook?
there’s gonna be a camera somewhere pranking you
you scrunch your nose up and try to change the subject. “you came quite a lot.”
he tilts his head to the side. “this was my first time in a few weeks.”
“you’re a filthy liar.”
he rolls his eyes. “why is that so hard to believe?”
“because you’re a sex addict, jeon.”
he scoffs, “says you.”
you scoff back, “what’s that supposed to mean?”
he crawls over to you, wedging himself in between your thighs and placing his cheek on your chest, arms wrapped around your waist
he mumbles, “i might enjoy sex but lately i only want you.”
you glance down at him and how he’s holding onto you
you bring your hand down to his head and play with his damp hair
it’s quiet for a few moments
real quiet
and you don’t know what possesses you when you say the next few things
“i still don’t believe you’re in love with me but i think there are feelings there.”
he stays quiet, simply just inhaling your scent and staying in your embrace
you finish, “and i think they’re reciprocated.”
he instantly lifts his head off your chest to look at you, like a puppy and you can almost swear you see a tail waggling behind him. “really?”
his eyes sparkle like he’s holding the entire galaxy in his eyes
you look at him with your lip trapped between your teeth, your finger tracing the side of his face down to his jaw
he simply smiles and leans his chin on your chest, just staring at you and taking your beauty in
“we should probably sleep,” you say as you gently run your fingers through his hair
“what are you running away from?” he teases you
you flick his forehead and hear him hiss in pain. “let me sleep. you already exhausted me tonight.”
he chuckles, nods and pushes himself off of you before getting under the covers with you
you turn your back to him once again but this time he wraps his arm around your waist, turns you to face him and pulls you close to him
he buries your face in his chest and holds you tightly, almost suffocating him
you hum, “shouldn’t you ask?”
he chuckles, “can i hold you?”
you try not to smile. “no.”
he laughs and squeezes your waist, pressing a kiss to your hairline. “shut up, you know you want this.”
well
at least he’s still the cocky little shit you know him as
because you do want this
you pinch his hip until he quietly screeches in pain. you grumble, “i’m still your senior.”
“yeah, yeah.” he closes his eyes. “my senior.”
oh
:(
you smile to yourself and close your eyes
his soft breaths drape over your forehead
his strong arms are tightly wrapped around you
and you hate to admit it but
you’re genuinely
really happy
jungkook wakes up the next morning
hugging a pillow
damn
did he really ? dream all of that up?
he groans loudly and turns onto his back, staring at the ceiling
but then he recognizes his surroundings
and it’s not his room
it’s yours
it must’ve been real
he excitedly gets up and freshens up in your bathroom before heading into the living room and kitchen
there you are
in…
a sheer tank top
and… silk… booty shorts…
and your asscheeks are basically out
jungkook can barely swallow enough times with the way his mouth salivates
be normal!! that’s a human being. not some object
he walks up to you, leaning against the counter
you glance up at him as you take bread out of the toaster. “goodmorning, sleepy.”
he smiles groggily. “goodmorning, pretty.”
you continue making breakfast for him
“those look…” he glances at your shorts. “comfortable.”
you chuckle and nod as you pour orange juice into a glass. “they’re very comfortable. the material is nice too. wanna feel?” you innocently ask, continuing with breakfast like you didn’t just ask him if he wants to lose his fucking mind
he slowly nods his head
“go ahead.”
the green light is all he needs
his hand slowly moves down to stroke over your asscheek and he can’t help himself as he gently squeezes the soft skin under his palm
you merely hum in response as he rubs all around your booty, all his attention on that
“are you,” he pauses, “are you not wearing any underwear?”
you shrug your shoulders. “why would i? it only causes panty lines and it’s less laundry.” you turn around which automatically makes him let go of your ass
you place the plates on the counter and turn back around to grab the glasses, placing them on the counter too
he scratches the back of his head and groans in exasperation. “you have to do this to me even in the morning?”
you laugh, “i’m not doing anything.” you sit down and dig in without waiting for him
he sits down and joins you too
you have breakfast with him and talk about how the local news has mentioned that the storm would be finally letting up tonight
“is this your way of telling me to leave?” he takes a sip of his orange juice
you shake your head. “of course not. just that there’s a chance that tae might come by because i haven’t seen him since that party.”
he nods his head in understanding and gets up to clean the dishes
you get up as well and decide to dry the dishes jungkook is washing
you think about your deal
about teaching him how to cook
“what do you wanna eat today?” you ask
“you.”
MAN
why does he always
FUCK
you hit his shoulder with your towel. “i’m serious.”
“i am too.” he turns to you. “but my second option would be something with meat because i gotta get my protein in.”
you roll your eyes. you don’t understand how he can be so fit yet eat the way he does it’s insane
“we could make chicken quesadillas. rather simple.”
he nods and you tell him to get the chicken out the freezer, which he does
when you drape the damp towel over the handle of a cupboard, you screech when you’re suddenly lifted onto the counter next to the stove
you hit his shoulder. “don’t just pick me up without warning.”
he chuckles and gives a worthless apology about how he won’t do it again
he pulls you to the edge of the surface by your thighs, holding you close by your waist as he nudges your nose with his. “i’ve been thinking about kissing you for weeks. yesterday wasn’t enough.”
you turn your face to the side. “i’m sure you think it wasn’t.”
you literally agree.
he nudges the shell of your ear with his nose. “so… can i kiss you?”
you try to stifle a smile but you ultimately fail. “i’m sure you can.”
he whines like a little kid. “may i kiss you?”
you turn to face him. “yes, you may.”
he wastes no time cupping your face and pressing his lips against yours
you sigh in content, bringing your hands up to his shoulders and resting them there
he slides his tongue into your mouth and you welcome him, wrapping your legs around his waist to trap him
it’s not like he wants to be anywhere but here anyway
you make out with him for quite a while, innocent touches here and there
until your phone buzzes
incoming call
from: yoongi
“fuck,” you whisper as you pick up the phone
jungkook simply continues to kiss down your neck, licking at your collarbones
“hey, you.”
“hey, yoongi.”
“what’s up?”
“nothing much,” you lie, “you?”
“same. school was cancelled because of the storm so i’ve been home. how come i haven’t heard back from you?”
“ah, sorry yoongi i–”
jungkook suddenly nibbles on your earlobe and kisses that sweetspot behind your ear that makes your brain malfunction
you hit his shoulder before focusing on the task at hand
“you?”
“i think i came down with a cold because of the storm, i’ve been in bed for days.”
“oh, no. are you okay?”
“i’m fine, don’t worry about me.”
“okay. when will i see you again?”
you softly whimper when jungkook nips at your collarbones again
“what was that? are you okay?”
FUCK
fuck FUCK
you quickly conceal your whimper with the next few words, “nothing. this weekend? i’ll hit you up.”
he’s quiet for a few moments
“okay. take care, princess.”
you smile. “i will. thank you, yoongi.”
you hang up and toss your phone aside
“you asshole!”
jungkook simply laughs before reconnecting your lips
and you both make out for what seem like hours
by the time you’re making dinner
jungkook has fucked you raw on the counter in the kitchen, in your bed and against the front door
you two need to chill out😭😭😭
in your bathrobe, you’re cooking up the chicken while jungkook cuts the vegetables
jungkook points out, “did you take out the trash? you shouldn’t forget.”
“oh, i’m cooking the chicken. could you do it, please?”
he simply nods and takes out your trash
and this all
feels so
domestic.
once he returns, he washes his hands and continues cutting the vegetables
when you’re done cooking, you let him watch as you fill up the wrap and let him fill some up tooo
“smells so fucking good,” he moans as he wraps his arms around you from the back, pressing soft kisses to your neck in the mean time
you whine at the ticklish feeling but continue nonetheless
you put the pan down and turn to him, wrapping your arms around his neck and he automatically connects your lips with his again
but
what was that?
your brain processes it a second too late
and you’ll never forget
the utter fear
that traveled up your vertrebrae
when you hear an all too familiar from the doorway of your kitchen
“what the fuck are you two doing?”
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from yesterdays poll i see that readers have no patience 😋
clearly😭😭😭 well, they ask and they shall receive but
i still like being evil. sorry ! this was written so fast it’s so BAD i promise i write better than this i swear check my masterlist <3
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WHAT SHOULD YOU DO?
STAY AND RISK GETTING CAUGHT 53,5%
LEAVE AND CONTINUE BUILDING TENSION 46,5%
325 votes
you chose:
STAY AND RISK GETTING CAUGHT
His anxious eyes continue to search for an answer in yours but your mind is blank. If you get caught, this could get really fucking messy. But if you don’t get caught… it’d still get really fucking messy, literally. In this tent, at least.
You contemplate the situation, numerous possible situations and outcomes flashing through your mind at a headache-inducing speed, making you more anxious by the second.
How the hell did you ever get yourself in this situation?
“Tell you what,” Jungkook says as he breaks the silence, tongue swiping along his swollen bottom lip as he thinks about what he wants to say. “Let me just make you feel good.”
You innocently blink a few times at him, irises drowning in anticipation and worry. Your pretty lashes flutter quickly, kissing your furrowed brows every time you blink and the silence is so loud that you’re convinced you can hear the sound of your eyelids coming together. His own eyes are flickering with the hope of permission, patiently waiting for confirmation.
Your teeth sink into your bottom lip and you squeeze your eyes shut at the thought. Should you really? Is this really a good idea?
Your mind is still trying to reason with you but the clench in your thighs and the goosebumps on your skin will not allow you to think straight, not even for a moment.
You’re already grinding into each other anyway. “Fuck, yes, okay,” you quietly say, your chest dramatically deflating when you let a shaky breath push past your lips.
He wastes absolutely no time rolling off of you and pulling you back up by your biceps, making you sit up straight. A soft gasp leaves your lips at the sudden strength he uses to pull you up, fingers tightly wrapping around your arms. Fuck, he’s hot.
You lean back on your hands and watch him intently, committing it all to memory – because who knows how long it’s going to take for Jungkook to fuck up – the way his toned body moves, the way his pretty lips twitch, the way his onyx eyes flicker with pure and utter lust.
He settles on his knees next to you, pushing you further back by your shoulders. Your hands continue to support your weight from behind your body as you lean further back, his firm yet gentle touch sends a jolt of electricity up your vertebrae and he’s not going any easier on you when he slowly starts spreading your thighs apart with his hand.
Your teeth start picking at the loose flesh on your bottom lip as he leans into your neck, lips softly grazing the sensitive skin. The world around you stops spinning when his hand slowly and gently starts moving down to your sex.
He places his hand flat over your clothed pussy, making a quiet gasp escape your lips at the sensation. He smiles against your neck, clearly satisfied with the reaction he’s getting out of you when he’s barely even touched you.
The tips of his middle and ring finger start rubbing circles directly onto your sex through your leggings whilst his lips leave a wet trail of sloppy kisses down your neck.
The breath of the cocky chuckles that he lets out every time you jerk your hips hit your sensitive neck and it’s driving you up the fucking wall.
“Stop teasing me,” you breathe out, reminding him of the time you don’t have, nodding at the blue tent surrounding him.
His chest rumbles against your shoulder as a low chuckle leaves his mouth but he wastes no time further when he brings his hand up to his mouth, placing his fingers onto his tongue and coating them in his saliva. He removes his fingers from his mouth with a pop and then tucks that hand under the hem of your leggings, fingertips grazing your pelvis.
Your legs slightly jerk once he finally reaches your clit. “Hm. No panties?” he mumbles against your neck, digits slowly diving in between your folds and spreading them slightly.
You merely grunt in response, eyes shutting on their own when he starts rubbing a specific pattern directly on your clit, a pattern that you seem to really like.
How is he so fucking good at this?
He has barely touched you but you’re ready to melt into those claws of him that Taehyung mentioned.
You continue to bite down on your lip to keep yourself quiet, eyes shut tightly as his wet fingers continue to rub and spread your folds apart, smearing your sticky arousal all over your sex.
“Damn. I wish I could see this pussy,” he says as he kisses back up your neck, lips softly grazing your earlobe. “It has to be the prettiest fucking thing on Earth.”
You mewl with your mouth closed, your hips jerking up into his hand. It makes him chuckle like the arrogant asshole he is but he doesn’t hesitate any further when he plunges his two fingers into you. Your eyes shoot open in surprise and your mouth falls agape at the intrusion.
He lifts his head off your neck to finally face you, black eyes staring you down as he starts fucking his fingers into you.
His palm slams down on your clit whilst his fingers ram into your pussy over and over again at a sickening pace, making your legs tremble beneath him and your throat dry with the way you’re constantly trying to swallow your moans down.
He continues to watch your face, committing every feature and expression to memory. The way your brows are scrunched together in pleasure, the way you struggle to keep your eyes open because of the sensitivity, the way your mouth is agape in disbelief at how quickly he’s got you putty in his hands.
His own brows scrunch together as he stares at you, eyes scanning your entire face. “Don’t look at me like that,” he quietly whispers, tongue playing with his lip rings after the words leave his mouth.
Quiet moans leave your lips as his hand never falter in speed and precision, continuously abusing your sex. “Like what?” you manage to say without sounding overly fucking pathetic.
“Like you want me to fuck the shit out of you.”
His words make another moan leave your lips but it might’ve been too loud, apparent by how quickly Jungkook has pressed his lips against yours to keep you quiet.
Because, yeah. You do want that.
You try to focus on kissing him back but with the way both your clit and walls are being stimulated by his slender fingers right now, your orgasm is inevitably approaching you rapidly and it’s taking over your every nook and cranny of your messy mind.
“Fuck,” you mumble against his lips, eyes shut tightly as tears well up in them at the amount of pleasure that’s flowing through your body.
Your heart rate picks up, the blood in your veins pumping so fast that you’re convinced your blood has turned into lava.
His tongue forces its way into your mouth, another attempt at keeping you quiet. Another whimper leaves you as his tongue rubs against yours, salty tears rolling down your hot cheeks.
“Dinner’s ready!”
Jungkook’s hand comes to an abrupt halt, fingers still inside of you and you both pull away from each other’s lips once Isabella’s voice reaches both your ears. Fuck.
He stares into your wide eyes as the crunching of the branches becomes louder, indicating that she’s getting closer.
“Jungkook?” she calls out, seemingly making her way to his/your tent.
You drape your hand over your mouth to keep yourself from even breathing too loud.
“Yeah, I’m just quickly changing clothes. I’ll be right out,” Jungkook replies, loud enough for her to hear before he starts pumping his fingers back into you.
Bastard.
You keep your hand on top of your mouth, blocking whatever sound that may escape without your permission.
It doesn’t really serve any purpose because the squelching sound of your wet pussy being abused by his fingers are nearly just as loud as your moans.
“What happened to your clothes?” she giggles, so very unaware of what’s going on in the tent that’s right in front of her.
His black eyes stare into your own, glimmering with something you can’t even put your finger on as he quietly fucks his fingers into you. “Some mud,” he replies, a smirk tugging at the corners of his lips as he watches how you struggle to keep quiet.
She giggles again and God, you really have nothing against her but in this moment you wish she would fuck off.
“You’re so stupid,” she pokes the tent with her finger and you jerk under Jungkook as your orgasm starts approaching you again.
He gently kisses your tears away before he responds with, “Trust me, I know. I’ll be out in a bit.”
“Well, don’t make me wait too long!” And with that, you finally hear the scrunching of branches and whatnot as she retreats.
You can’t focus anymore when he picks up the pace of his hand without a warning, slamming his fingers into you and curling them inside of you at incomprehensible speed and precision.
“You’re always so fucking pretty but seeing you like this, it’s driving me crazy. Fuck,” he whispers as his eyes continue to drink in your facial expressions, his own bottom lip trapped between his teeth as he watches you break underneath him.
Fuck, the things he’s saying are pushing you even closer to that mindblowing orgasm you’re about to experience.
“That’s it, cum for me on my fingers, Y/N.”
Butterflies in your gut eat your stomach from the inside out, your thighs are clenching on their own and before you know it, your orgasm drops onto you like a pile of fucking bricks.
All your nerve endings are set alight, a jolt of electricity traveling down every single one, to the very tips of your fingers and toes.
He dives back into the crook of your neck, soft lips leaving paralyzing kisses all over the sensitive skin of your throat.
On the back of your eyelids, you see every celestial body in the universe that you know of and your body heats up like it’s been lathered in magma.
You cry into your hand, your other hand moving up to squeeze his shoulder as you clench around his wet fingers. You cum so hard that your body falls limp but his hold on you is solid, fingers still pumping into you to let you ride out your high.
Once your orgasm washes away, your hand lazily pushes against Jungkook’s shoulder to get him to stop and he gets the memo immediately. He slowly pulls his fingers out of you and glances down at his hand once he’s successfully pulled it out of your leggings without accidentally smearing it against your clothes.
He brings his sticky hand up and glances at you before placing his wet fingers onto his tongue and wrapping his lips close around them, sucking all of your arousal off his digits and cursing at the taste that hits his tongue. “You taste un-fucking-believable.”
The emphasis he places on the swear word has your body heating up like you’ve been lathered in oil under the scorching hot Sahara sun. Your pussy clenches around nothing at the sight in front of you, your eyes staring at him with desperation twinkling in them. Fuck, you really need him.
“Let’s go back,” he whispers as he reaches for the zipper of the tent and before you can even gather enough energy to stop him, he suddenly turns back to you.
You furrow your brows as he faces you again but he doesn’t let you think too much about it when he presses his lips to yours in a quick kiss.
And you absolutely hate that it makes your stomach clench that way.
You blink at him when he pulls away. “What was that for?”
He shrugs his shoulders nonchalantly before turning back and reaching for the zipper again. “An apology in advance for what I’m gonna do to you tonight.”
And with that, he exits the tent.
To be continued.
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cherrygukkie · 9 months
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reminder | jjk (m) pt. 3
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⇝ pairing: jungkook x fem!reader
⇝ summary: Whenever he flies back into town, your doorbell is the first he rings. When he has to fly out again, your bed is the last he lies in. However, you’re not stupid. You know your ex-boyfriend, that also happens to be an up-and-coming professional boxer, Jeon Jungkook, doesn’t come to you only. Unfortunately, you have no right to be jealous, not when you’re the one that ended the relationship.
⇝ genre: angst ; smut ; bit of fluff ; exes with benefits
⇝ warnings: explicit sexual content, lots of arguing, angst so much angst, toxicity, strong language, jealous!jk, possessive!jk, reader gets a taste of her own medicine, slightly aggressive jk (not @ reader dw), cockblocker!yoongi, hater!yoongi, mean!yoongi, yoongi just cares about jungkook okay, another bts member cameo and he’s the only normal person in this frfr, a bit of jungkook pov, quick forgiveness bc they love each other so much guys like theyre such losers omg, mentions of.. THE NECKLACE… sorry in advance, oral sex (m. rec), unprotected sex (dont be dumb), rough love making, make-up sex, shirtless ck jk because why not…, kinda subby!jk for a moment… :D, creampie, mentions of edging, mentions of overstimulation, teasing, imo both reader and jk are extremely dumb in this tbh, minors DNI
⇝ category: three-shot
⇝ wordcount: 12.5k
a/n: ah. its the final part. i wanna take the time to thank you guys for loving this three-shot! the love reminder has received really did have me considering making it into a series (i really did) but honestly i think it’s best to keep it a three-shot. HOWEVER: i wanna write a lot of drabbles for it so request!!! i’d love to write some of your ideas for this pairing they’re honestly one of my faves! you can request in my asks. enjoy and let me know your thoughts!!<333
a/n 2: ignore any mistakes u see or you are cloverphobic. not betaread.
— m.list & concept video
<- part two ; part three ↓
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The distant thud of a car door slamming shut makes Jungkook jerk awake in his car. With a hiss, he slurps up the drool that had trickled down his chin from being knocked out and he shoots upright in his seat. He’s jetlagged as hell after flying out from Australia but he still insisted on seeing you first.
Unfortunately, when he knocked at your front door around 12AM, you weren’t home. Being his stubborn self, he decided to wait for your arrival in his car. He dropped Yoongi off at home and returned, parked in front of your door and waited.
But the sound of that car door slamming shut has pulled him out of his slumber. He looks out of the car window on his side, and there you are in the distance, dolled up and searching for your house keys in your clutch as you make your way to the front door.
Wearing a tight dress, hair did exactly the way you know Jungkook likes and from this angle he can’t see your face but without a doubt, he knows you’re absolutely gorgeous.
He takes his phone out of his pocket to check the time and the numbers on his lockscreen – which is a picture of his hand holding yours – tell him it’s 4:08AM. He’d been here for hours but all of it felt like minutes when he finally set his eyes on you again.
Right as he’s about to get out of his car, the figure of another person walks around the car you had just gotten out of. With a squint in his eyes, Jungkook tries to figure out who’s walking up to you right now.
A man, not much older than himself, holds you by your arm as he leads you to your front door. A frown creeps onto his brows when you don’t seem to have a reaction to this man touching you.
Jungkook watches as you keep digging into your purse, seemingly searching for your keys but that doesn’t matter to him anymore.
With a scowl on his pretty face, he silently gets out of his car and sneaks up on the both of you. He makes sure not to make any noise as he stands directly behind the unfamiliar man. Jungkook tilts his head to the side as he says, “She can handle the rest from here.”
He watches with a stern look in his eyes as you and the man slightly jump from the sudden interruption. Your head snaps in his direction and so does the man’s head next to you.
Jungkook can see the horror in your eyes as you come to the realization that it’s none other than Jeon Jungkook standing right next to you.
You’re staring at him like he’s grown a second head, Jungkook’s eyes trail your face and scan your features, committing it all to memory. Pupils dilated, a thin layer of sweat coating your forehead, lips swollen, remnants of lipstick smudged across your chin.
“Who’s this?” the unknown man asks you after the deafening silence that had settled around the three of you, a raise to his eyebrow as he turns his head to look at you.
You quickly compose yourself and clear your throat to speak but before you can answer, Jungkook butts in. “I’m Jungkook,” he says, cockily.
The man slowly nods to Jungkook’s introduction and opens his mouth to respond with his own name as he says, “Hoseok.”
Jungkook nods again after puffing out his chest with an air of arrogance and replying, “Nice to meet you, Hoseok. It’s awfully late, though. You should go home.”
Hoseok turns to look at you with a confused yet concerned look in his eyes, checking with you to see if it’s okay to leave you with this man named Jungkook.
You let a soft sigh push past your lips and give him a nod of reassurance. You place your hand on Hoseok’s bicep to wordlessly tell him it’s okay but he doesn’t look convinced. That’s when you say, “It’s fine, Hobi. Thank you for helping me get home. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
Jungkook’s eye twitches at not only the nickname but at the fact that you’ve seemingly agreed to meet up with this man tomorrow. His gaze drops to your hand on Hoseok’s bicep and he rolls his eyes, fighting the urge to flex his own arms but quickly realizing how stupid he’s being.
Hoseok nods once he sees the sincere look in your eyes and slowly starts walking backwards whilst staring Jungkook down. Jungkook isn’t backing down, though, staring back head-on. Hoseok clicks his tongue and finally spins on his heels, making his way back to his car. He looks back one more time.
Jungkook hasn’t budged from where he was staring Hoseok down and Hoseok glances at you one last time before getting into his car and driving off.
Jungkook glares at the retreating vehicle until it has literally disappeared down the street.
With a frown on his face he turns to you but you avoid his gaze as you turn your keys in the keyhole, unlocking the door to your home. You don’t even hold the door open for Jungkook as you walk in, heels clicking against the tiles as you kick them off and make your way to your living room.
You toss your purse at the couch, watching as it tumbles to the ground with a loud clatter, spilling all its contents but you don’t seem to care as you turn to look at him once he closes the door behind him, in the midst of kicking his own shoes off.
“Why the hell are you here, Jungkook?”
His brows pinch together at your words, the urge to nibble on his bottom lip starting to creep up his spine. “What do you mean, why am I here?”
You stare at him for a moment longer with frustrated eyes and your lips pressed into a thin line, watching his every move but he isn’t budging an inch.
You shake your head as you start walking away from him but he quickly stops you, hand wrapping around your bicep as he tugs you back. “Y/N, speak.”
You glance down at his inked hand wrapped around your bicep and try to wiggle it out of his grasp but he doesn’t let you.
You scoff, “Seriously? I don’t fucking hear from you the entire two months you were in Australia and you have the nerve to come back and act like nothing has happened?”
Record scratch.
Jungkook can hear the cry threatening to spill from your throat and it stings him as bad as when he was punched in the mouth a week ago during a sparring match.
He’s usually gone for a week or two, never longer than that. Not only has he been gone for two months, he didn’t contact you at all while he was away.
He shakes his head, tugging you even closer to him. “You never hear from me when I’m gone, I always come back like nothing has happened! Why are you suddenly acting like it’s a big deal? We’ve been doing this for two years.”
You press your hands into his chest in an attempt to push him off but there’s no real strength behind it. “Because this time, it’s not the same!”
He quickly takes notice to your quickened breathing and the hurt in your eyes but he doesn’t comment on them and decides to stand his ground and defend his actions. “How is it not the same?”
The look of disbelief you give him has his heartbeat stuttering in its rhythm and his throat tightening as it starts drying out.
“Don’t act dumb, Jungkook,” you say, adding more strength behind your push against his chest.
He doesn’t budge nor respond, instead, he continues to stare you down with eyes that flicker with uncertainty and desperation.
You shake your head in disbelief again at his lack of response. “Last time was different. You know it was.”
Again, he has no rebuttal because he knows. He knows it was.
But Jungkook was scared. Terrified, even.
Before he reminds himself of how he’s felt the past two months, he changes the topic. “Who was that?” is all he asks.
Your brows pinch together as your eyes scan his face, dropping to his lips and catching the way he wets them with his tongue, a substitute for chewing on them. “What?” you ask him in confusion.
“Hoseok,” he pauses. “Who is he?” he asks, the face of the unfamiliar man flashing in his mind makes his blood boil all over again, fingers adjusting around your bicep to make sure you don’t slip from his grasp.
You can’t believe he’s deterring the conversation to this, apparent by the raise in your brows and the change in your pitch. “Are you serious?”
“Answer the fucking question, Y/N.” He closes the distance between you two, menacingly towering over you as he stares you down with his onyx eyes.
You huff in frustration and with a shake of your head, you reply, “He’s my friend.”
Jungkook nods to your words in mockery and then reaches up with his other hand, wetting his thumb with his tongue to wipe your chin clean of the makeup. “Friends follow you to your front door at 4AM with the same lipstick on their face that’s smudged across your chin?”
“Oh,” you begin with your eyes narrowed, “don’t you fucking start.” You wiggle your arm out of his grasp and this time he lets you, allowing you to make your way towards your bedroom. His presence is in your wake, following close behind you.
He ignores your words and as soon as the both of you enter your once-shared bedroom, he asks, “Did you fuck him?”
You groan, “No, Jungkook. I didn’t fuck him.” You start taking your jewelry off as you continue, “But friends do share New Year’s kisses.” You fully turn your back to him, tucking away your jewelry in their rightful place. “You didn’t even fucking wish me happy holidays.”
He sighs in exasperation, staring at the ceiling. He knows the fact that it’s New Years is why you’re dolled up, why you’re dressed like this, why you came home this late.
But that doesn’t make him hate it any less.
With a shake of his head, he says, “You know how busy I am, Y/N. There’s nothing more I would’ve wanted than to be here with you, you know that.” His tone has softened and he’s closing the gap between you two but he stops dead in his tracks when your head snaps in his direction.
“I’m not asking you to be here while you can’t. I know you can’t. I’m asking for at least a phone call.” You reach for the zipper on your dress right under your armpit, tugging it down to your hip. “Not even a text, are you fucking kidding me?”
He loudly exhales again, shaking his head as he throws it back and his gaze shifts up to the ceiling, his Adam’s apple bobbing up and down as he swallows down what he really wants to say.
You bitterly chuckle as you eye the short distance between the two of you – he’s standing about two meters away. “Bet you had enough time for other people.”
Your accusating words make his eyebrows twitch and so, his response is immediate. “I didn’t fuck anyone.”
“Aht,” you say as you hold your hand up. “Don’t you fucking bullshit me,” you add, pointing an accusatory finger at him.
He shakes his head in disbelief, face turning to the side as his eyes shift to the wall on his left. He glares at the wall for a while, his hands on his hips and his bottom lip trapped between his teeth.
Then, he says, “Is he the one?”
Jungkook can tell by the way you sigh in exasperation that you’re fighting the urge to start yanking on your own hair.
“The one what?” you groan in annoyance as you start tugging your dress down your body, exposing your body in a matching underwear set and letting the dress pool at your feet before reaching for your bathrobe.
He rubs his face harshly as he adds, “The one you fucked.”
He’s still not looking at you but by your tone and heavened breathing, he knows you probably look like you want to bend over and scream until your vocal chords burst.
“I told you, I didn’t fuck–”
He immediately cuts you off. “I’m not talking about today. I’m talking about what you told me in the shower before I left for Australia,” he says. Then he repeats, “Did you fuck him?”
At that, you go quiet.
He closes his eyes at the silence, jaw clenching as you fidget with the ropes of your bathrobe and his own throat tightens at how you go speechless. You glance up at him with big eyes and a tremble in your chin.
At your lack of response, Jungkook finally looks at you, eyes dropping to your mouth, not missing the quiver in your pretty lips. “It’s him, isn’t it?”
You shrug your shoulders and finally find your voice after what seems like ages. “Does it matter?”
“Yes, it matters.” He stomps the rest of the way over to you, menacingly towering over you. He adds, “I’m not buddy-buddy with the people I fuck.”
You tilt your chin to look up at him, brows knitted together and a scowl forming on your face. “Drop it, Jungkook,” you mumble, tying the bathrobe around your waist.
He closes whatever small distance is still in between you, his body pressed up against your arm before he leans down to directly say the next words into your ear, “Was he good? Did he fuck you good? Did he do the thing you like?”
You move your arm up, pressing your elbow against his chest in an attempt to push him off but he doesn’t budge an inch. “Stop it,” you warn.
He clicks his tongue and kisses his teeth with a loud smack, still not backing away from you. “Not so fun to be on the receiving end of that, is it?”
He’s right. You’ve been pestering him like that for years, always bringing up his sex life with other people to provoke him, to annoy him, out of your own selfishness. Why can’t he return the energy? Put you in that situation? Give you a taste of your own medicine?
You click your tongue in annoyance not only with him but yourself. Teasing him all those times has come back to directly bite you in the ass.
“Shut up, seriously.” You bump your shoulder into his as you make your way to the bathroom but he doesn’t let you get away that easily.
“Were you together? Or was it casual?” He follows close behind you as he continues to pester you.
“Jungkook.”
He doesn’t care about the warning tone in your voice or the scowl on your face. “I just wanna know. I wanna know if he knows I fucked you all those times too.”
You don’t even respond as you start taking your makeup off, ignoring Jungkook’s gaze through the reflection. He’s leaning against the doorframe, cockily staring at you through the mirror and you do your best to ignore him.
When it’s been quiet too long for his liking, he says, “Does he know you’ll always let me do whatever I want to you?” He begins to walk closer, closing the distance between you two until his chest is pressed up against your back and continues to menacingly stare at you through the mirror. “That you’ll never forget about me?”
You slam your makeup wipes down onto the sink with a loud thud, turning to face him. He’s completely pressed up against you at this point, caging you in between the sink and his own body.
You don’t even know what to say because that’s exactly how you’d talk to him ever since the break-up. You tilt your chin to look up at him. “Stop.”
He scoffs as he stares you down with intense eyes. He kisses his teeth with a loud smack and says, “Yeah, not so fun, is it?”
You ignore his provocations like he did yours all those times and move your elbows up to his chest, pushing past him to walk back into your room. Jungkook is aware that you’re constantly creating extra space between the two of you because his proximity will have you bending to his will.
He stays back this time, just quietly watching as you get ready for bed. He can’t ignore the sinking heart in his chest as your bottom lip quivers and your breath has gotten shaky, he can never be mean to you for long and he knows that.
He deeply sighs and shakes his head at his own antics. “Come here,” he mumbles as he makes his way to you.
You don’t respond, you just keep your back turned to him as you prepare your pillows and sheets.
He quietly sighs to himself as he wraps his arms around you from the back, halting you in your movements.
He turns your body to make you face him, his big hands firmly on your hips. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said those things.” He leans into the crook of your neck and nudges your ear with the tip of his nose. “You drive me crazy and it’s making me act a fool.”
Your arms stay limp by your side, your way of telling him you’re still mad at him but you turn your face slightly to give him more access to your neck like you’ll always do.
“I fucking hate how much I love you,” he whispers into the crook of your neck, pressing a soft kiss to your collarbones, fingers digging through the fabric of your bathrobe to grip your hips tightly.
You sigh softly at the sensation of his lips on your skin again, your hands coming up to squeeze his biceps. “You’re an asshole.”
“I know, baby.” His voice is muffled by your neck but you feel the smile on his lips against your skin. “Didn’t like the taste of your own medicine?”
You grunt in response, pinching his biceps which makes him hiss and chuckle before pulling away from your neck to glance down at you.
“Will you let me kiss you?” he asks you, thumbs rubbing circles into your hipbones as his pretty black eyes roam your features.
“No,” you reply, moving your hands up to his chest and rubbing circles through his shirt.
His lips pucker up in a childish pout but he doesn’t push it any further, your proximity is enough for him.
“What’s the magic word?” you say.
His chest puffs as he chuckles, shaking his head. “Will you let me kiss you, please?”
You huff like a little kid that’s just finished throwing a tantrum but you nod your head to his question nonetheless, hands moving up to cup his cheeks.
His face closes in on yours and he presses his lips to your attention-seeking ones. He melts into your kiss, hands traveling up your sides to hold your waist tightly.
It’s been too long since he last saw you, so kissing you feels like a thousand years ago. He makes the most of it as he tightly holds onto your waist as if you don’t have breakable bones, as if you’ll slip through his fingers, as if you’ll disappear into thin air.
He slowly pulls back from your kiss. “I have something to show you,” he says as he reaches for something in his pocket. His phone seems to be in the way so he takes it out of his pocket and hands it to you so you can hold it while he searches for what he so desperately wants to show you.
You glance down at the screen as it automatically lights up and your eyes mindlessly drop down to the 3 hours old notifications.
[1:02AM]
René (AUS)
Are you still at the same hotel? Want me to come over?
[1:04AM]
René (AUS)
Missed call (1)
He watches your face twist into confusion and pain as his own eyes drop to where you’re looking at, the realization dawning on him like he got hit by a fucking train.
Jungkook’s body tenses up under your touch. His other hand drops from your hip and your eyes slowly trail to look up at him.
In a panic, he quickly says, “I swear, it’s not what you think. I swea–”
You don’t let him finish as you slam his phone into his chest and directly stare into his concerned eyes. “Fuck you.”
The way you say it with so much venom in your voice knocks the air directly out of Jungkook’s lungs.
He can hear an imaginary record scratch when you point toward your door and say, “Get out.”
Jungkook is stunned.
You have never made him leave.
You have never told him to just get out.
And for some reason, the ‘get out’ hurts even more than the vicious ‘fuck you’.
“Y/N–”
“Out.”
Jungkook shakes his head, running a hand through his disheveled hair. “Don’t make me leave. Please.”
You immediately reply, “I want you to leave. Right now.”
He stares at the wall for a few moments as he gathers his thoughts. You stare at his side profile for a few seconds before you spin on your heels and head towards your bed.
As you plop down on your bed, you’re just in time to watch Jungkook dig in the pocket of his sweatpants and roughly throw something across the room, aimed right at the wall to your right.
You flinch at the clatter of a small box being smashed against the wall and turn to look at him with a frown etched onto your features.
He has never shown you any aggressiveness ever so you’re shocked at the sudden switch. “What the hell, Jungkook?”
He tugs on his long black locks before he quietly curses and turns, loudly stomping out of your room. The shuffling of him putting his shoes on reaches your ears and before you know it, the front door has been slammed shut.
Your hand sits on your chest, right over where your pounding heart is. You’re not scared of Jungkook and never will be but there’s a reason you don’t go to his matches. You don’t like seeing the boy with the entire galaxy in his eyes be aggressive, be angry, be consumed by hate.
When you’ve finally composed yourself, you take a few breaths to steady your ragged breathing. You deeply exhale and get up from your bed, walking over to the mini box and its spilled contents.
The small blue box is on its side, wide open and something shiny is sprawled out next to it.
Small tear shaped sapphire earrings that would fit perfectly with your estranged necklace.
The words – which you recognize as Jungkook’s handwriting – on the neon pink post-it that’s stuck to the inside of the lid shatters your heart into a million pieces.
‘Be my girlfriend (again)? :)’
•••
[6:30PM]
Hobi
I’m outside ^_^
You smile at your phone and apply your lip gloss as your finishing touch. With a final glance in the mirror, you give yourself a smile and a nod before heading into the hall and sliding your feet into your pumps.
You leave your home after locking up and quickly make your way down to the vehicle in front of your home before hoping into Hobi’s car, leaning over to give him a greeting hug.
“Hey, you okay?” he asks as he leans back and starts accelerating after you’ve closed the car door.
“Yeah. You?” you say as you buckle your seatbelt and open up the interior mirror above your head to check your makeup again.
“I’m fine.” He slows down in front of a red light and glances over at you. “What was all that about?”
“What?” you ask, already knowing what he’s talking about as you continue to check your teeth and waterline, ignoring the persistent lump that’s forming in your throat.
“Yesterday.” He returns his gaze to the road in front of him. “Well, more like this morning.”
You sigh and close the mirror, slouching in your seat as you glance over at him. “I’m sorry about that, Hoseok.”
Even if Hoseok was just helping you get inside, you feel bad about sending him away like that.
A chuckle leaves his mouth. “I know you are, I just thought I was seconds away from being decked in the mouth.”
You look out the window, pressing your lips together in an attempt at blending your gloss with your peachy nude lip combo.
“I know. Jungkook is just,” you pause, rubbing the scrunch between your brows.
He accelerates once the light jumps to green. “Is he the boxer?”
You merely hum in response, picking at the loose flesh around your manicured nails.
“You love him, right?” Hoseok’s question knocks the air right out of your lungs, the lump that had started forming in your throat has lodged down your esophagus and has unleashed a stream of lava that causes your heart to burn.
Your lack of response makes him nod his head, his hand coming to his jaw and rubbing his freshly shaven chin.
“And he certainly didn’t seem happy to see me,” he chuckles as he recalls the events of this morning.
“Yeah, well.” You nonchalantly shrug your shoulders. “He can’t just show up at my front door after two months of not talking to me.”
“Two months?” he repeats, leaning his left elbow against the window next to him and rubbing his chin with his hand whilst his other hand manages the gear shift and steering wheel.
You nod and cross your arms over your shoulders, adjusting the belt that’s digging into your neck.
He asks, “What was he doing for two months?”
You explain the events that happened two months ago, from Jungkook showing up to you telling him for the first time (again) that you love him. You explain the entire history between you and Jungkook, all the problems, all the love, all the pain, everything.
Hoseok knew you were still head over heels in love with an ex-boyfriend that also happened to be a professional boxer but he never pried. However, as he witnessed that embarrassing moment firsthand, you’re of the opinion that you owe him an explanation.
“Hm.” He thinks about what you just told him for a few moments, seemingly in deep thought. Unfortunately, you know Hoseok well enough to know when he wants to say something.
You turn your head to look at him, chest already tightening at the thought of him not agreeing with you. “You’ve got something to say.”
He looks at you for a moment before glancing back at the road. “I’m not sure you want to hear it.”
The raise to your brows indicated intrigue and surprise at his words. “Well, now you have to say it.”
He chuckles at the switch in your tone and parks in the theater’s parking lot before turning to look at you again. “To me, it just seems like he didn’t want to suffocate you again.”
“Suffocate me? He’s not going to suffocate me by texting me once in two months, Hobi.”
“No, I get that, and he is incredibly stupid for that but it seems to me like he’s so scared of losing you again that he didn’t want to ruin anything?” he explains, his point of view being a reminder that not everything may be what it initially seems to you.
You furrow your brows and part your lips to argue but Hoseok cuts you off before you can.
“What did he say after I left? Did he seem different?”
You think about it for a while. Yes, he did seem different, now that you think about it.
And then you’re reminded of Jungkook’s gift and his question. And at that, a surge of guilt spreads through your chest and starts bubbling up your throat.
“He, uh,” you start as you clear your throat, “he just asked who you were. The usual ex-boyfriend stuff. But he did kind of ask me to be his girlfriend again.”
He unbuckles his seatbelt and then turns to you. “So, I take it y’all made up, then.”
You shake your head, avoiding his gaze as you open up the mirror again to check if there’s anything in between your teeth to pretend you don’t care. “I told him to leave.”
“Why?” His brows are pinched together in confusion and you can see him aiming his frown at you in your peripheral vision.
You shrug your shoulders nonchalantly again, hoping to appear unbothered. “I saw his phone, one of his groupies texted him. Just wasn’t in the mood.”
“Did he text them or did they text him?”
You slowly turn to look at him as a frown climbs its way onto your brows. “What?”
Hoseok stares at your for a few moments in silence before repeating his question, “Did he text them?”
You idly blink at him, the image of Jungkook’s face when he swore it wasn’t what it looked like flashing in your mind. Fuck.
You quickly compose yourself and say, “I don’t know.”
Hoseok blinks at you for a few times with a slight pinch in his brows before slowly nodding. “Okay.”
“You want to say something again,” you groan loudly, rubbing the scrunch on your forehead to prepare yourself for what he has to say now.
Surprisingly, he chooses not to. “I’m not going to this time.” A chuckle leaves his mouth after he says that, shaking his head in the process. “Let’s go, the movie is about to start.”
•••
Australia, 1 week ago
With a big gulp, Jungkook slams his glass down onto the wooden surface of the bar he’s sitting at. He winces at the burning liquid sliding down his esophagus, bringing his hand up to wipe his mouth with the back of his wrist as he pulls his phone out of his pocket.
He stares at his lockscreen, a smile creeping on his lips at the picture. His eyes trail your fingers and your hand, how well they fit in his.
With a tilt of his phone, he unlocks it using Face ID and opens the message app. He scrolls until he sees your name, it’s been over a year since either of you last texted each other. Like mentioned before, he always comes back unannounced and you always act like nothing has happened.
It’s how it’s been for two damn years.
His fingers slowly start hovering over your contact name. Should he text you? Should he not?
He shouldn’t. You told him the two of you would talk about it when he’s back. Maybe he’d scare you off if he were to text you right now.
Besides, he'd be back in town in five days anyways.
Right as he locks his phone again, he’s dragged out of his thoughts when a hand squeezes his bicep.
He snaps his head in the person’s direction.
“You gonna keep acting like you don’t see me?” Ashley – an ‘acquaintance’ of Jungkook’s – says as she tucks a lock of her hair behind her ear.
(Read: acquaintance meaning a person he’d usually fuck if he was back in their country.)
“Oh,” he mumbles, his arm tensing up under her touch. Not to flex his arm but because he doesn’t want her touching him. “Ashley, right?”
“Hm,” she hums as she drops her hand from his arm, swiveling in her stool to face him, her knees pressed into the side of his thigh. “Doing anything tonight?”
He shakes his head as he continues to stare at the ice ball in his glass, his fingers fidgeting with the rim.
“Wanna do me?” she suggests, her feet making their way to rub up and down his calves in a teasing way.
He instantly regrets all the times he had her bent over his hotel couch, pounding into her from behind and kept his eyes shut to imagine he was fucking you.
He quietly exhales and rubs his eyes with the back of the knuckle of his index fingers as he looks for an excuse to reject her. “I don’t have any protection on me,” he mumbles, hoping she’ll get the hint.
Jungkook is responsible when it comes to his sex life. He’s quite literally always carrying protection. The only person he had ever fucked raw and would continue to do so are you.
So, these past two months he’d been walking around with nothing because he didn’t feel the need to. Now that there was that chance that he’d get back together with you, he’d wait for you.
He doesn’t want anyone else moaning his name, he doesn’t want to hold onto anyone else’s hips while pounding into them, he doesn’t want anyone but you.
“We could pass a nightshop on the way to my apartment,” she offers, her hand coming back to his bicep and sliding up his shoulder to his neck, the tips of her fingers playing with the ends of his hair.
The thought of anyone else touching him right now has goosebumps popping out of the upper layer of his skin and not in a good way.
“Let me use the restroom first,” he replies as he gets up from his stool, subtly shrugging her hand off his neck in the meantime.
He looks her way for the first time since acknowledging her at the start and gives her the fakest smile he can muster. He walks around her and disappears in the sea of bodies that had started growing behind them.
He quietly makes his exit through a backdoor, standing in front of the building with his back to the door he just walked out of as it shuts loudly behind him. He tilts his head back and allows the infinite soft rain droplets to gently kiss his face and neck.
After a few more moments of enjoying the rain and distant booming music, he whistles at a taxi that he sees passing by and jogs toward it, hopping in the back before anyone else catches him.
•••
present
Damn Hoseok.
It just seems like he didn’t want to suffocate you again.
He’s so scared of losing you again that he didn’t want to ruin anything.
Did he text them?
Should you have heard him out?
You couldn’t even focus on that damn movie. Hoseok’s words and input kept clouding your mind, kept reminding you of maybe – just maybe – you were being unreasonable.
No, you’re not at fault for being upset that he didn’t say a word for two months.
You still think he’s an idiot for that.
Even if it’s been like that for the past two years. This time it was different and you’re not going to let anyone gaslight you into thinking it wasn’t.
But with how well you know his heart, his love, his passion for you, you should’ve known better. You don’t even know how long he’d been waiting in front of your door on New Years.
And there you were during New Years, opening up your front door with a man in your wake that had been in your (once Jungkook’s) bed.
You and Hoseok met at a party of a mutual friend one night and immediately hit it off. For the first time since Jungkook (about a year and a half after the break-up), you finally allowed yourself to let loose and do the thing Jungkook did to get his mind off of you.
You ended up having casual hook-ups with Hoseok, and goodness, was he amazing.
He fucked you good, touched you in the right places, said the right things, did everything right.
But he wasn’t him.
So, after about four months, you’d called it quits. Hoseok, being the amazing person he is, didn’t pry but insisted on staying friends and being there for you.
And that brings you back to the conversation you had with him in the car on your way to the movies.
He didn’t excuse Jungkook’s behavior but he made some good points, and damn him for that. Because now you can’t stop thinking about it. All of it. The worst being that Jungkook had planned to ask you to be his girlfriend again on New Years.
And thanks to all of that thinking, you find yourself in front of Min Yoongi’s front door a few days later.
Since you broke up with Jungkook, he never bothered to find a new place since he’s gone a lot. So, you assume he must be crashing at Yoongi’s when he’s not crashing at yours.
You raise your shaky fist and knock on the door.
A few seconds later, the sound of shuffling and keys jingling reach your ears and instantly sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. The door swings open and you make eye contact with his manager, his intense eyes make your heart almost implode within your ribs.
His frown at your presence almost stings. “What are you doing here?”
You look to the side as you swallow, hoping it helps you gather your courage. “Is Jungkook here?”
He scoffs, clearly unimpressed. “Why?”
“I need to talk to him.” You turn your head to look at him again, hoping you look as determined as you feel.
He dryly chuckles and shakes his head in disbelief. “So, you can kick him out at 4AM without hearing him out but he needs to hear you out because you’re the one that needs to talk now?”
You cross your arms over your chest to keep yourself from fidgeting and glance at the floor. “I want to apologize to him for that.”
“You want me to believe that?” He glances at his watch as if he’s unimpressed with your reasoning.
Gosh, why is he so stubborn?
Before you can even reply, he bitterly adds, “You need to quit playing with that boy’s feelings, Y/N.”
You finally look up at the older man, a quiver in your bottom lip and an imaginary bag of sand unleashing in your throat as your mouth dries out at his accusation. “I’m not playing with his feelings, Min,” you pause as you look away. “Please, just let me talk to him.”
“You can’t expect me to believe you came all the way out here just so you can apologize to him.” He slides his feet into his shoes, running a hand through his freshly cut hair.
He looks so nonchalant, as if what you’re saying serves absolutely no significance to him. The tightening in your chest tells you that you’re starting to lose your patience. “And why the fuck not?”
Yoongi’s eyebrows twitch as he takes a step closer to you, menacingly looming over you. You now know where Jungkook gets that from. “You could’ve texted him and he would come over in a heartbeat, you know that.”
“Let me stop you right there,” you say as you raise your hand, holding it up in front of his chest. “He’s not a fucking dog. I’m not going to text him so he can jump at every command. I know he would, which is why I took it upon myself to come here and personally apologize to him.”
Yoongi tilts his head to the side as he listens to your ramble, his arms crossed over his chest. You see the glimmer of something in his eyes but you can’t tell what it is, he’s always been too hard to read.
You drop your hand, wrapping it around the straps of the purse you’re holding in your sweaty palms to tug it over your shoulder. “So, will you let me?” you add after a few seconds of silence from Yoongi.
He narrows his eyes at you, still trying to read you and your intentions. But your sincerity is clear, evident by the fire in your eyes, your balled fists at your sides and the pinch in between your brows.
He takes a deep breath and steps aside to let you in. “Do what you want. I was about to leave anyway,” he mumbles as he slides his coat on and walks around you, heading out the front door.
He abruptly stops and turns to look at you one last time. “Don’t make him do anything stupid, Y/N. Or so, help me God.”
He stares you down as if he wants to obliterate you with a single blink of his eyes and with that, he leaves.
Jesus. What is his deal?
You clear your throat and compose yourself. You quietly close the door after he’s left, kicking your shoes off and make your way down the corridor, peeking into rooms until you find a door that’s shut. You try to open it but it’s locked so you quietly sigh before bringing your fist up and knocking softly on it.
“Can it wait ‘till tomorrow, hyung?” Jungkook’s groggy voice is muffled from behind the door.
Your chest tightens at his voice.
You shakily exhale as you drop your hand, your other hand still sitting on the door handle. “It’s me. Can we talk?”
Instant shuffling behind the closed door has butterflies eating your stomach inside out, your fingers tightly wrapped around the straps of your purse as you swallow the bubble of panic that’s threatening to rush up your throat.
The door swings open and you’re met with bed hair, shirtless, sleepy Jungkook.
Your eyes drop down his figure but you quickly return them to his eyes, your lips pressed into a thin line.
His eyeballs are practically bulging out of his eye sockets at the sight of you here and his brows are dramatically pinched together but he quickly composes himself and shoves his hands into his pockets. “Why are you here?”
It stings, it does. You realize that asking him yesterday what he was doing at your place must’ve hurt this way. Burned this way. Stung this way.
“Jungkook,” you breathe out, your hands in front of your thighs with your fingers wrapped tightly around the straps of your purse as you swing it back and forth to distract yourself from the nerves creeping up on you.
He tilts his head to the side, parting his lips to answer your call but he closes his lips right away. The fact he’s not replying is enough to have your heart stuttering in its rhythm, veins pulsating with fear. What if he tells you to get out like you did?
His silence makes you speak up, “I’m sorry.”
His expression doesn’t change but there’s a glint of surprise in his eyes. “For?”
“Everything.” Your reply is immediate.
He slowly crosses his arms over his chest. “You’re going to need to be more specific than that, Y/N,” he says with a stern tone in his voice that has your stomach twisting into a wringed out shirt.
You sigh as you watch him step backwards into the room again, leaving the door open for you, a wordless invitation.
He doesn’t even turn the light on, just goes back to sit on the bed but he reaches over to turn the flashlight of his phone on and turns his phone face down on the bed so it lights up some of the room.
You walk in and close the door behind you, looking around the room. You haven’t been here in a long time but not much has changed.
Your feet bring you to the foot of his bed, his eyes staring you down the entire time. “I’m sorry for sending you away and not hearing you out. I shouldn’t have done that.” You place your purse on his bed but stand in front of it still, anxiously fidgeting with the strap.
He continues to quietly stare at you which makes you continue, “I was,” you pause to sigh deeply, “I was upset because you didn’t talk to me.”
He exhales deeply and looks to the side, your eyes watching as his Adam’s apple bobs up and down. “You told me we’d talk about it when I was back.”
“I know I did but I thought I’d at least hear from you if it was going to last that long. I was waiting,” you explain, not missing the way Jungkook has nervously started nibbling on his bottom lip.
“I just thought that last time…” You shake your head as you continue, “I thought last time was different.”
He slowly nods as he returns the eye contact finally. “You’re right, it was,” he quietly says. “I’m sorry. I should have reached out. I was just scared you’d push me away again if I reached out to you just because you said–” he pauses as he glances at you and then turns his head to look away again, “those words. That you’d think I was too excited or something.”
Hoseok read Jungkook better than you. You should be fucking ashamed.
You gently rub your eyes to not mess up your eye makeup and then walk around the bed, moving to stand in front of him. He refuses to look at you, though, staring at his lap as if it’s playing a movie to him.
“Jungkook,” you start, “look at me.”
He slowly turns his head and tilts his chin to look up at you. If he notices the way your hand slightly hesitates before reaching out to him, he doesn’t show nor comment on it.
Your fingers delicately tuck his long black hair behind his ear, mindlessly playing with the shell of his ear.
“Will you hear me out this time?” he asks you, eyes twinkling with hope.
You shake your head. You don’t want to hear him out because he doesn’t owe you an explanation. “You don’t owe me anything, Jungkook. You don’t have to explain yourself to me.”
He wraps his fingers around your wrist as your own fingers play with his locks. “I want to. Will you let me?”
Your chest deflates as you deeply exhale at his stubbornness. “Okay.”
He reaches for his phone that he left face turned down on his nightstand and hands it to you. He’s telling you to check his phone to prove his innocence.
You shake your head as you push his phone away, you’re not that kind of person. You’re aware you and Jungkook don’t have the healthiest relationship but snooping in each other’s phones is something neither of you ever felt the need to do.
However, Jungkook is determined. “Just look at it,” he pleads.
Your eyes shift downwards as you curiously glance at the screen. It’s a text conversation between him and someone.
René.
You realize he’s showing you the full text conversation that you read last time and there are no replies from Jungkook at all.
[1:04AM]
René (AUS)
Why didn’t you tell me you were back in Australia? We could’ve gotten together and hung out!! Let me know when you’re back x
[1:06AM]
René (AUS)
Missed call (2)
You rub the scrunch between your brows and take a deep breath as the reality of the situation dawns on you. His words play on a continuous loop in your head.
I didn’t fuck anyone.
Jungkook had never denied it before. He would usually be quiet if you'd imply he’d been with someone. And if you think about it, that wasn’t even the part that made you upset. It was not hearing from him at all.
You push his phone back toward his chest when the text messages have mockingly stared at you long enough. “I’m sorry, Kook. I was such an ass.”
You continue, “This doesn’t change anything, I’m still a prick for not considering your feelings.”
He looks up at you through his pretty lashes, teeth chewing on his bottom lip which has reddened from all that nibbling.
You mindlessly press your thumb into his chin to make him release his bottom lip as you conclude, “Even if you did do whatever I thought it was you were doing, you have every right to. You don’t owe me a goddamn thing.”
“Just stop.” He shakes his head. “Don’t say that.”
You sigh as he dismisses your statements, he’s going to keep dismissing them so there’s no point to keep pressing him about it. “Well, I’m sorry. Are we good?” you ask as you tuck another lock of his hair behind his ear.
A soft smile stretches onto his pretty lips, his eyes glimmering like he’s holding the entire galaxy in his gaze, which is you. “Of course we are,” he says, eyelashes fluttering at you and if it was any quieter, you could probably hear the blinking of his eyelids. “Did you come all the way out here to apologize?” he adds, his voice quiet and uncertain.
No, you didn’t.
You slowly nod, sliding your fingers to his earlobe and down his jaw, rubbing his chin with your thumb. “I did.”
He nods his head and you notice the scrunch in his nose for a split second, a habit he has when he becomes emotional. Becoming emotional is the last thing you need right now so you avert your gaze to your purse on his mattress. “When will I see you again?” he quietly asks.
“You know where I live,” you say, telling him he’s always welcome whenever he needs you. You drop your hand from his face and reach for your purse, slinging it over your shoulder as you head towards the door again. The sound of him following behind you reaches your ears, letting you know he at least wants to walk you out.
It’s a direct parallel of whenever you walk him out of your house.
However, you change your mind and decide that right now is the best time to respond to his unanswered question.
“Actually,” you say as you turn on your heels, “I came for one more thing.” You take his phone out of his hand to use his flashlight.
He halts in his steps behind you and raises his brows, eyes shifting to your hands as you pull out a box from your purse.
You hold it out to him, shaking it slightly when it takes him too long to take from your hands. A frown sits on his brows for a moment but he takes it into his hands nonetheless, opening it to look inside of it.
It’s your estranged necklace, the one he gave you three years ago.
He glances up at you, his pretty eyes once full of love and hope now full of hurt and despair. His misunderstanding squeezes your heart until you almost can’t breathe under his pained gaze.
“You’re giving this back to me?” he asks, voice so small and barely loud enough to be heard.
You shake your head. “I’m asking you to help put it on me.” You turn the flashlight around to aim it at your face, allowing him to finally see the tear-shaped sapphire earrings he got you hanging from your earlobes for the first time since you walked in.
It had been dark in the room so he never noticed you wearing them until this very moment.
His eyes jump from your right ear to your left, the reality of the situation dawning on him like a pile of bricks. The smile that suddenly stretches onto his lips singlehandedly glues all the pieces of your broken heart together again.
He can’t contain his wide smile, fingers scrambling as he takes it out of the box. He throws the unimportant box somewhere on his bed and unclasps the necklace, wrapping the chain around your neck from the front, never breaking eye contact with you as his fingers fasten the chain behind your neck. He adjusts the pretty necklace around your neck and reaches up to play with the earring in your right ear.
You can’t help but smile at his giddy reaction, your fingers coming up to fidget with the pendant.
His hand drops from your earlobe to his side, fingers pinching at the fabric of his swears. “Is this a yes?”
(Read: He’s referring to the question he wrote on the post-it note.)
You shrug your shoulders with a smug grin and add, “Clearly it’s not a no.”
A soft chuckle leaves his mouth as he shakes his head at your teasing. His hands reach out and hold your waist, pulling you closer to him and your heart jolts in between your lungs at his proximity. He nudges your nose with his and respectfully drops his hands to your hips.
“Will you let me kiss you?”
The two of you giggle when you realize you’ve both asked each other the same question in unison. You bring your hands up to cup his face and press your lips to his.
He pulls you closer, closing the distance between the two of you as he tilts his head. His hands squeeze your hips and you hum into the kiss, moving your hands behind his neck so you can wrap your arms around his neck.
You pull away slowly and move to cup his cheeks, rubbing the apple of his burning cheek with your thumb.
“Stay the night. We’ll talk some more in the morning,” he says carefully, hoping you’ll agree.
You tilt your head to the side as his offer reaches your ears, a thinking pout on your lips before you part them to say, “I don’t think Min Yoongi would appreciate me staying over. He hates my guts.”
He stares at you for a moment longer and then glances at the wall. He knows you’re right. “He doesn’t hate y–”
You cut him off. “Yes, he does.”
“He hates what I let the relationship do to me. It’s not anything against you.” He tries to reason but you can’t forget the way Yoongi looks at you like he wishes you would just disappear into thin air.
He must’ve noticed the uncertainty in your expression. “I’ll lock the door,” he adds as he nods over your shoulder at the door.
“What are we, teenagers?” you laugh, rubbing his chest to make him look at you and he does.
He kisses his teeth after being in deep thought. “Okay, then just stay for a little while.” He pulls you down onto his bed, making you let out a surprised yelp.
You fall on top of him, hands still on his chest. You glance down at him and he’s got a shit-eating grin on his lips. He whimpers when you bring your hand down to slap his chest before you roll off of him to take your jacket off.
You toss the article of clothing somewhere across the room and your attention is disrupted when he wraps his hand around your wrist to pull you down and back into his embrace.
He pulls your back flat into his chest, arm hooked around your waist and his lips pressed into the back of your neck. He inhales through his nose and presses a soft kiss to your shoulder blade.
“I missed you so much.” He leaves a trail of kisses from your shoulder to your neck, not paying any mind to the goosebumps that he’s awakening directly under the soft flesh of his lips.
You hum in response and let your eyes flutter close. “I haven’t had sex in months so if you don’t stop kissing me right now, I’ll ride you for three hours.”
He chuckles and pulls away to say, “Aren’t we moving too fast?”
You roll your eyes at his stupid joke as you wiggle out of his grasp and sit up, your gaze shifting to him next to you, eyes scanning his cocky face. “You fucked me for two years, Jungkook.”
“Still.” He rolls onto his back to be able to look at you better and moves his hands up to place the back of his head on top of his palms, allowing you to look at the clear outline of his biceps and triceps. He adds, “We just started dating, you horndog.”
“Right,” you say as you mockingly nod your head and get up from his bed, starting to head out of his room. “Guess I’ll just ask Hoseok.”
By the time the ruffling of his sheets have reached your ears, you haven’t even made it halfway through the room. Jungkook drags you back by your bicep, pulling you backwards into the room. You let out a quiet shriek when he spins you in one swift motion, hooks his hands around your thighs and lifts you onto the dresser.
He wedges himself in between your thighs, pulling you to the edge of the dresser and holding you tightly by your waist, fingers draped over your ribcage. “You just love exploring my limits, don’t you?”
You chuckle and reach up to tuck his beautiful hair behind his ears with both hands. “You’re hot when you’re jealous.”
He shakes his head with a smile stretched onto lips, wrapping his arm around the perimeter of your waist to push your chest flat into his. “Yeah? I could also just text René right now,” he says as he shrugs his shoulders before adding, “ask what she’s wearing.”
Your face twists into a scowl as you press your hands into his chest in an attempt to push him off but there’s no strength behind the push because you don’t want to push him off and luckily, Jungkook is not budging.
You huff and wrap your arms around his neck, pressing your lips to his jaw and leaving a trail of soft kisses on his honey skin. “You could but you won’t.” Your breath tickles him, apparent by how quickly you can get goosebumps to pop out of his skin.
“Hm,” he hums nonchalantly and tilts his head to give you more access. He adds, “You sound awfully confident.”
“Yep,” you retort right away, dropping your arms and placing your hands on top of the dresser, leaning back on them as you look at him. “Want me to show you how confident I am?”
He cocks his eyebrows and tilts his head to the side, contemplating your words. “And how would you show me?”
You blink at him, fluttering your eyelashes innocently as you push him back and hop off the dresser. You turn him around and press his back into the dresser.
You slowly sink down, squatting in front of him and caging his calves in between your thighs in the process.
You look up at him with an innocent twinkle in your eyes as you reach for the waistband of his sweats, waiting for him to give you the green light.
“Shit,” he breathes out before eagerly nodding.
A soft giggle pushes past your lips as you start tugging his sweats down his legs and letting them pool at his ankles. You’re faced with his black Calvin Klein boxers and fuck, does he look good.
You tuck your fingers under the hem of his CK boxers and slowly tug them down his legs as well. His dick isn’t hard yet but it’s slowly growing.
You place your hands on the outer-sides of his bare thighs and move your head downwards to take the head of his dick into your mouth without using your hands, pretty eyes still staring into his.
He curses quietly and places one of his hands on your head, staring down at you to watch your every move.
You keep your eyes glued to him, lashes kissing your brows with the same innocent glimmer in your pretty eyes. You continue to move your head down his shaft, feeling it harden in your mouth and grow heavy with blood on your tongue.
His dick starts rapidly inflating in your mouth but you’ve already completely lathered it in your saliva, making it easier for you to pump his base as you continue to suck on the first few inches of his hardened dick.
You slide your tongue down his shaft, tracing one of the veins down to his balls as you gently suck on them whilst pumping his shaft, your eyes never breaking the intense lock you have his gaze in.
He winces in sensitivity and his thighs tense in pleasure as you continue to suck on his balls, your thumb gracefully rubbing over the head of his dick every time your hand makes it up his shaft.
“Quit teasing me,” he demands but it comes out in a pleading tone, his hips slightly jerking as he tries to fight the urge to thrust into your hand.
“Quit teasing me, what?” you press a kiss to the side of his shaft, eyes menacingly mocking him as you refuse to look anywhere else. You love when Jungkook submits to you because he rarely does.
He grunts in annoyance. “Quit teasing me, please.” His hand on your head gently strokes your cranium, hopeful that you’ll comply.
But you have other plans.
You haven’t taken him into your mouth since you’ve started teasing because the moment you do, he’ll make you eat your own shit by mercilessly fucking your throat. And you’re in need of teasing him some more before you let that happen.
You lick a wet stripe up the downside of his dick ‘till you make it to his tip, collecting all the precum that had started oozing out of his dick onto your tongue. You teasingly lick all around the head, the tip of your tongue sliding in between his slit which makes him hiss.
“Y/N,” he warns, trying to sound stern but his mouth betrays him when a soft, desperate moan pushes past his lips right after he says your name.
You simply hum in response. He can sound stern all he wants to but you’re the one in control, not him.
One of your hands abandons his thigh, letting the cold air hit the warm spot on his skin that your hand has left and you bring it up to massage his balls, tongue still wickedly teasing his slit.
You innocently blink up at him as you start pressing kisses to his tip, the precum sticking to your lips as you leave a sloppy trail of kisses down his shaft.
“Y/N, please,” he whimpers.
The moment his plea reaches your ears, you part your lips wide enough for him to fit through but you don’t move. It’s a wordless invitation for him to come use your mouth however he pleases.
He gets the memo right away and doesn’t waste any time to slide right into your mouth, holding your head in place as he thrusts into your mouth, groaning when the head of his dick slams into your soft palate.
You blink your tears away but it’s useless as he continues to assault the back of your throat, tears uncontrollably spilling from your eyes and rolling down your hot cheeks, ruining your makeup in the process.
You tap his thigh twice and he understands, halting his thrusts and glancing down at you to check. Once you take his dick back into your mouth and move your own head down his shaft again after catching your breath, he throws his head back and lets you suck him off to the best of your abilities.
Your makeup has undoubtedly smudged all over your face but you don’t mind, not when Jungkook loves it. You gracefully move your mouth down his dick, committing the feeling of his hardened shaft effortlessly sliding over your tongue to memory.
He moans and groans a few more times and that tells you he’s nearing his orgasm. But just as you’re about to speed up, he stops you.
“I want to cum inside of you,” he tells you before sliding out of your sloppy mouth.
You try to catch your breath and nod as you wipe your chin and mouth with the back of your hand before rising to your feet.
“I don’t like that I’m completely naked and you’re fully clothed.” He reminds you that you are – in fact – fully clothed and he is – in fact – buttnaked.
“I don’t know, seems kind of fair to me.” You shrug your shoulders once you tug your shirt off and throw it somewhere in the room. You bring your fingers up to right under your eyes to try and clean up some of the makeup stains on your hot cheeks. “‘Cause aren’t you a pervert, anyway?”
He scoffs as he crosses his arms. “I’m the pervert?”
He takes a breath to continue his argument but it’s abruptly cut off when you unclasp your bra and toss it at him, watching as it gracefully drapes over his shoulder.
His eyes drop down to your chest as if he’s forgotten you even have eyes before his hands wrap around your waist and push you toward his bed with a quickness.
You let yourself fall back against the soft mattress but you can barely enjoy the feeling before his fingers tug your pants down your legs. You prop yourself up on your elbows and watch as he mindlessly tugs your jeans off your ankles, angrily tossing it aside.
A soft giggle leaves your lips as you watch him be passive aggressive with your pants but not for long when his eyes shift to yours.
“Something funny?” he quips, eyes dropping down to the only piece of fabric that’s hindering what he wants to do to you.
You glance down at your panties before back up at him. Your hand travels down your stomach to your pelvis, slowly sliding your panties to the side, allowing him to see what a mess he’s made between your legs.
His tongue peeks out at the corner of his lips, sliding along his bottom lip as he eyes your attention-seeking sex. He hooks his fingers around your panties and slides them down your legs, tugging them off your ankles and tossing them somewhere on the floor over his shoulder.
He hunches over and positions his mouth right above your pussy before spitting on it, watching your legs jerk as he rubs it into your already soaked sex with his fingers. He knows you like it and he’s right, it drives you up the fucking wall every time he does.
He straightens his back and positions himself at your sticky sex, rubbing the head of his dick up and down your wet slit.
He wastes no time as he looks into your eyes when he pushes in, watching your face and how your eyes widen, your mouth falls open, your body jerks.
“Jungkook.” His name leaves your mouth in a desperate moan as he bottoms out, his brows furrowed and his bottom lip trapped between his teeth.
He lets out a low grunt and after a while of adjusting to the feeling of being inside of you again, he starts thrusting into you.
Your eyes shift to where you’re connected, intently watching how his dick disappears in and out of you. A pathetic moan falls from your lips, a surprised yelp following directly after when he grabs a handful of your breast, massaging it in his palm as he fucks into you.
His hips speed up in pace, the sound of his skin slamming into yours has your eyes rolling back and your arms give out, making you fall back against the mattress, sprawled out in front of him again.
He lets go of your breast and pushes one of your legs back, hooking it around his arm to keep it in place and mercilessly starts pounding into you, face hovering right over yours. “You’re so beautiful.”
Your eyes flutter open at his words, the only thing you can think about now is the stretching in your walls and his beautiful face in front of yours.
“You belong to me, don’t you?” he muses, face closing in on your neck as he presses soft kisses to your sweaty skin. The soft whines and whimpers leaving your mouth makes him fuck you harder yet gentler, full of love yet full of hate, want but also need.
You gather your breath to answer his question, in the mood to tease him now that he’s finally yours again. “No.”
Teasing each other is your love language.
His hips slow down and his face appears in front of yours again with a frown. His jet black eyes staring you down makes you want to sink into his mattress and disappear off the face of the Earth. He arrogantly clicks his tongue as he says, “Is that so?”
“Mhm,” you hum, closing your eyes as you move your hands up to the back of his neck to play with his hair, twirling his locks around your fingers.
He mockingly nods at your teasing. “You know damn well no one else fucks you like I do.” His thrusts get harsher, eyes dropping to your breasts bouncing from the momentum of his pounding.
You whimper at the switch, the rough pounding makes the wetness squelch extra loud and you’ve made a disgusting mess against his sex with your slick.
“You know, Hoseok was pretty goo–”
“But who’s the one fucking you right now?”
His rebuttal has you dead silent aside from the occasional, pathetic moans and heavy breathing. You open your eyes and the first thing you’re met with are his own, black and frustrated.
“The love of my life.”
Your reply to him has his hips stuttering in their rhythm, the corners of his lips twitching as he tries to fight the smile threatening to creep onto his lips. In order to hide his smile, he starts leaning down and presses his lips against yours in a sweet kiss, a stark contrast to the rough pounding of his hips.
Make-up sex really is the best.
You decide it’s enough teasing and wrap your legs around his waist, caging him in between your thighs as you pull him even closer. “I love you so much,” you mumble against his lips, arms wrapped around his neck to fully keep him trapped in your embrace.
He nods at the words, his pelvis still repeatedly slamming into yours. His hips slow down but the power behind them never subsides, the rough pounding has all your nerve endings set alight and your thighs jerk violently when the head of his dick barely grazes your cervix with each thrust.
“I’m gonna cum,” he mumbles against your lips, allowing you to lick into his mouth. You clench around his dick, walls wrapping tightly around him. He groans into your mouth, it’s your way of milking him of every drop and he knows it.
“Harder,” you moan once he pulls away from your lips, his brows knitting together as he complies, roughly slamming his hips into yours.
His breath is getting heavier by the second and his dick twitches in between your walls, alerting you that he’s seconds away from his climax. “I love you so much,” he mumbles as he ejaculates, painting your insides with his cum.
He keeps thrusting and lets long groans and moans leave his lips as he fucks his load into you, your soft whimpers in his ear are the cherry on top that drives him insane.
He gives you a couple more thrusts before he fully comes to a halt, face buried in the crook of your neck.
The synced heavy breathing, his proximity, the reality of the situation, it all has tears pricking in your eyes.
He slowly lifts his head off your shoulder, eyes searching yours. “You haven’t cum yet, hm?”
You shake your head in response.
“Remember when you teased me while sucking my dick 20 minutes ago?” he asks as he unhooks your legs from his waist.
Your breath hitches in your throat as you listen to him, already knowing where this is headed.
“Get ready,” is all he says.
He pulls out and drags you all the way to the edge of his bed, forcefully shoving his fingers into your mouth while the other wastes no time traveling to your sex and beginning its torturous assault on your sensitive clit.
Your throat is ruined from the screams you’ve let out when he continues to edge and overstimulate you for the next 30 minutes, watching in satisfaction as you writhe and squirm under his touch.
•••
You wrap the towel around your frame as you leave his bathroom, eyes glued to him as he’s staring at the ceiling before his eyes shift to you. He turns on his side and props his head up on one hand, a smile on his lips as he watches you dig into his dresser for something to wear.
“When do you leave again?” you ask quietly as you pull out a pair of his sweats.
He stares at your back for a moment longer before answering, “Next Thursday.”
(Read: For context, it’s Friday right now.)
Your hands find one of his bigger shirts and you pull it out, placing it next to the sweats you chose on top of the dresser.
You continue, “Where are you going?”
He thinks about his answer for a few seconds. “Brazil,” he says. This conversation happens every time and yet he answers like it’s the first time you’re asking him these questions.
You slowly nod as you consider asking him what you want to ask him.
“How long will you be staying there?” you ask as you drop your towel and slide his sweats and shirt on, ditching your bra and underwear.
He looks up at you as he says, “I’m not sure, probably a week or two.”
Your feet slowly take you to him and you take your seat on his bed right next to him.
You nod your head in understanding again before you reach out to tuck his hair behind his ear, addicted to the way his soft hair feels against your skin.
“Will you let me come with you?”
Your question has him perking up like a cartoon character, lips twitching, eyes wide, ears expanding.
Ever since you met him, you had never flown out with him anywhere. You love change but you also love the comfort of your own home.
But love is about compromise, is it not?
He instantly shoots up in his bed and lunges at you, wrapping his arms tightly around your frame, face buried in your hair. He deeply inhales, his arms almost crushing your ribs, his pounding heart beating against your chest.
His breath has gotten shaky but you can tell that he’s fighting the urge to bawl in your presence. And eventually, he finally finds the voice that abandoned him in his time of need.
“I would love that.”
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Love's Remedy, On Fire ༓ jjk (m) l ch. I
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✑ Summary: Jungkook is a romantic. He comes from a highly intelligent family who wants him to carry out the lineage. Being this way, he goes to college to be a pharmacist but his friends say college isn't just about studying! With a little persuasion, he goes to his first frat party thinking his hat will help him pick up a girl-or woman he means.
Pairing: STEM major!virgin!jungkook x STEM major!hot girl!reader
AU/genre: angst, smut, fluff, s2l, college au, mini-series
Rating: M, 18+
Word Count: 3,027
Warnings: jk is very cute and determined, jk a romantic, oc has philophobia (fear of relationships), oc is not mean here but she teases jk, feat Jackson and Jae-beom, if i missed warning lmk!
Now Playing: seven, summertime sadness, she’s kerosene, angels like you+
A/N: um ok I swear this was supposed to be a pwp crack fic about jk wanting to get laid with a hat on. This turned into a very angsty but fluffy series and I'm sorry 😬 lmk what you think and tysm for reading! 💞 I know title is sucky
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Over the entirety of his nineteen years, Jungkook was pushed to prepare for one thing—college entrance exams.
It was a huge deal and getting into one of the leading universities in South Korea was a must for him. You see, the Jeons were nobody to laugh at with the bulk of them being high-ranking medical doctors, engineers, and lawyers. Continuing this legacy, therefore, was far from a choice, Jungkook had to follow suit.
When the results of the exams came back Jungkook passed with flying colors. It wasn't a surprise though since he spent all his time studying his ass off until the dawn. Jungkook indeed got accepted into one of the most prestigious universities in Seoul and his parents, teachers, and friends were quick to give their congratulations. He felt good too...no, he felt damn good.
Now he was here he was, standing in the middle of campus with his bag slung over one shoulder and a few orientation papers in his hand. It was still the first week of classes and he desperately needed to get to the science building. (He had chosen to follow his father's footsteps and go into biochem).
"Excuse me," he asks with nervous eyes and a wobbling lip. "Do you happen to know where the science building is? I'm late for class but I can't seem to find it."
The student he walks up to for directions looks about his age. He isn't sure if she's in her first year like him but she looks competent with the way she's standing, feet spread apart and a hand on her hip. The skirt she's sporting is incredibly short but the top is full length. She's smacking on hot pink gum as well, popping bubbles every now and then.
"Keep walking straight until you see the statue of President Kim, then take a right. The science building will be right there." You hardly spare him a glance but you make the mental note that he's cute with his fluffy black hair and big lost eyes. You consider asking his name but you shrug the feeling. He was cute yes, but he was too cute which isn't your type.
Jungkook gives a small thank you and walks off. Your directions are vague, but hopefully finding the statue will help him. After a few steps, he looks over his shoulder to see you laughing with your friend.
You have a gorgeous smile.
Probably the last time he'll see you though, he thinks. Jungkook isn't sure how he'd be with a woman given the fact he's never been with one. Surely he'd do better than half the dumbasses out there but guys like him don't stand a chance with a woman like you.
You look like you go for the experienced type and that wasn't him. He goes back to what he was doing, stuffing his hands in his pockets.
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"Hey man, what's your name?" A young guy with bleached blonde hair slides into the seat next to him. Apparently, he wasn't the only one late. "I'm Jackson." The man goes in for a fist bump but stops when it's very obvious it won't be reciprocated.
"I'm Jungkook," he says, more concentrated on what his professor is saying than anything else. Jackson continues talking, however, despite his focused state.
"So, I'm assuming this is your first year?" Jungkook nods. "Me too. Where you from?"
"Busan."
"Cool cool, I'm from Hong Kong." Hearing this makes Jungkook shift his eyes over immediately. The last thing he expected was to meet someone from China. Was this Jackson dude just pulling his leg or was he being serious? Nevertheless, it intrigues him.
"I'm an exchange student." Jackson clarifies. "Always wanted to see what South Korea was like and I know Seoul's got a pretty thriving economy so..." He shrugs. "Figured I'd give it a go and my parents support it. As long as I stay on my doctor's track of course."
Well damn. A doctor was not what Jungkook assumed a guy like Jackson would be going for. This was a prestigious school but it's still a gen ed class they're in right now. Anyone from most majors could be taking it. If he had to guess, Jackson would be a businessman.
"Well enough about me though," Jackson quips. "What do you study?"
"Biochem. My dad works as a physician and my mom's a chemical engineer. I'm going for pharmacology."
"Shit bro," Jackson cusses freely. Jungkook doesn't mean to jump in response but he does. Being all formal talk at home, it's unventured territory. "You guys must be a family of geniuses. Wait...what's your last name?"
"Jeon?"
Jackson nearly falls back in his chair when he hears the name fall from Jungkook's lips. He covers his mouth with both hands to keep himself under wraps. "Are you serious? You're from the Jeon family? Fuck, man, I've been hearing about your family since I was a kid that's how influential your family has been in the medical industry."
Jungkook finds himself intertwining his hands. His family is well-established in what they do but it never occurred to him that they were that well-known. Sure his dad's been featured in a couple of magazines for his work and his mom's been given several awards for her research. But he didn't think they'd gone that publicly beyond their own town.
"Oh shit I'm sorry. Am I making you uncomfortable talking about this? Promise you I'm not a creep or anything!" The urgency in Jackson's tone stirs up the classroom, peers looking over at the two of them in annoyance.
"Do you mind shutting up?" A chestnut-haired boy is the first to speak up. He looks thoroughly pissed, to say the least with his cat-like eyes narrowing at the both of them. "Some of us actually want to graduate here."
"Chill out man. We're sorry." Jackson gives Jungkook a small tight-lipped smile. "We'll talk later."
"We will?"
Jackson gives him a slap on the back. "Yeah it's a given. You and I," he gestures between the two of them. "We should stick together. Being that we're both new around here and we both studying med. Also, was going to wait to tell you but I wanna go to this awesome party that goes on that kicks off the year. You'd think I'd be confident to go by myself but if you're free, I could use a buddy."
A party. Some blonde-haired boy who could very likely become the center of attention wants him, Jeon Jungkook, to go to a party? Jungkook spends most of his time playing video games, studying chem tables, and watching p—well he shouldn't say that part out loud.
"If you don't want to then I get it." Jackson scratches his head. "I don't wanna pressure you or anything. We did just meet and I just thought you looked cool so...."
"Okay." Jungkook accepts before giving it much thought. Besides studying, he was told college was a time to also let loose and have fun. Freedom and all that. That's what his friends back home told him at least. They also mentioned getting laid but...who would give him that fat chance?
If anything, maybe he'll get a friend by going to this little party. Jungkook shoots a small smile in return.
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"Okay listen," Jackson says, opening the door to his black Lexus. "I heard this party gets crazy so just be smart and don't get into too much punch."
Jungkook hops in the passenger seat. "But I love punch." He straps his seatbelt in, totally unaware of the punch Jackson"s referring to.
"It's spiked Kook. And I'm guessing your alcohol tolerance is pretty low?" Jackson twists the key and pulls out of the campus parking lot. He doesn't mean to be insulting or anything but his new buddy doesn't look like the party-hardy kinda guy.
In fact, Jungkook decided to....well, wear a hat to this gig. It's not a baseball cap, beanie, or even a greasy cowboy hat.
It's a sunhat. Black at least.
"By the way Jungkook. I don't wanna sound like a dick or anything but can you explain the thing on your head? Because the rest of you looks great, black dress shirt and jeans."
"Oh um." Jungkook rubs his hands on his thighs. He's embarrassed to tell Jackson the truth but he's his buddy now, right? Maybe this can be a bonding thing for them. "I thought it was cute? I mean I wanna...ah." Jungkook lets out a nervous chuckle.
"What is it, man? I promise I won't judge."
"I wanna," he starts again. "Uhm you see I heard that if you wear something out of the ordinary that people will like you more or something. Like they'll be interested..."
"Mhm, cute and out of the ordinary things huh? What kind of people are you trying to impress Jungkook?" Jackson gives a knowing smirk. Who knew his buddy schemes these kinds of stuff.
Jungkook speeds through the answer. "Grs."
"Say it properly and slower."
"Wanna get a girl....woman! I mean...a woman." Jungkook sheepishly grins at Jackson. Please don't laugh at me, he begs silently.
"You dog!" Jackson pushes Jungkook's shoulder. "My little buddy is a man, well well well. So are you looking for a girlfriend or something else?"
"Wife!" Jungkook bugs out his eyes, no hesitation at all. Jackson struggles not to give even the slightest snort. Didn't Jungkook know what kind of party this is?
"That's very sweet but this isn't the place you're going to find a wife, Jungkook. That's more like if we were going to a speed dating thing....this, this is a frat party, little bro."
Jackson pulls up to the front of the giant, lit-up house. They could hear electronic music blasting outside and all over the lawn were shirtless guys and scantily-dressed women. Some were off making out while others were drinking in groups.
Jungkook tenses at the sight. He used to fancy black tie parties where everyone is dressed to the hill and drinking is moderate. Jackson is right, he is not finding a wife here. Dammit. But he really doesn't want to give up his hat.
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"Yo Jackson," a guy with pitch-black hair greets the man with a fist bump. So that's how it's done, Jungkook observes. "Glad you could make it!"
"Jae-beom, what's good man?! I wouldn't miss this party for the world. I brought a friend." He ushers Jungkook to come forward. "This is Jungkook. He's in my class."
"Nice to meet you Jungkook!" Jae-beom moves in for a fist bump which ends up making contact with Jungkook's fist. It's not as sharp as with Jackson but it's a fist bump. "I used to work with Jackson over the summer. Always stealing my tips this man!"
"Hey, I did not do that!" Jackson gives a hearty laugh and shoves Jae-beom hard enough for him to lose his balance a little. "You kept leaving for a smoke. I had to wait your tables half the time!"
"I wasn't going for a smoke Jack—woah hey baby. What's your name?" The man shifts his focus to the girl walking past them. She has bright red lipstick, a black crop top, and jean shorts.
"Fuck off." She snaps before looking at Jungkook. "Cute hat by the way."
Everyone looks at Jungkook at that moment who's motionless. They hope to god he says something back but he only stares. The girl smirks at him and quirks her head to the side. "What's your name? I gotta friend who'd be all over you in a heartbeat, though she'd never admit it."
Jackson throws a mouth over his hand, eyes wide in amusement. This girl did not just propose Jungkook, his buddy who's looking for a wife, to get off with her friend.
"Um...yeah no. No, it's okay but thanks." Jungkook can barely sound the words. This girl in front of him was really, really hot but intimidating. "Yes thank you but I'm looking for a..."
"Don't-" Jackson lunges forward.
"Wife." Jungkook smiles at the girl a little too angelically. "I'm Jungkook though. What's your name?"
The girl bites her lip. "Well, it's too bad then Jungkook. Because you're so fucking cute and I know you'd like each other. Why don't you meet her? Even if it's just to say hi?"
Jungkook looks at Jackson who only shrugs. "Up to you man."
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Jungkook makes his way through the heavy crowd. He bumps into a few people on the way but thankfully he's able to still see the girl, apparently who goes by Crystal.
Jungkook isn't convinced it's her real name but if that's what she wants to be called who is he to dispute?
Once they get to the other side of the room, Jungkook spots a woman with a tight black dress on. It falls mid-thigh and has laced-up sides. When they near the woman Jungkook feels himself sweating bullets.
"__!" Crystal taps on your shoulder. "I brought you, someone, to meet. This is Jungkook!"
You turn around, drink in hand. You look fucking stunning. Jungkook can't believe it's you. He's seeing you again and he wishes he didn't wear this damn hat now! He goes to yank it off but Crystal stops him.
"Hey, the hat's cute. Keep it on!"
"I-but," he looks at you. "But it's making me hot." You're making me hot.
You give a shrug. "Do what you want Jungkook. It's your head at stake." You take a sip of your drink. You really did not expect to see the shy guy from this morning be at a frat party. "Good to see you again."
"Oh, you know each other?"
"We had a slight run in this morning. Baby had to get to the science building." You take a scan at what he's wearing. Black shirt that cuts at the elbows, denim jeans, and sneakers. Not bad compared to the sweater he was wearing this morning.
"I'm—I'm not a baby." Jungkook can't stop himself from feeling offended. Whether you meant it to be condescending or not, he doesn't want to be seen as a baby! Especially not to you. "I'm a man, okay? I go to the gym and stuff."
"Okay I'm sorry," you say. "I just call everyone baby. I didn't mean anything."
That doesn't seem to relax Jungkook. "I can lift a fuck ton of weights too." He stops once he hears himself cuss out loud. Usually, he does that in his head....goddamn it.
"Mmm," you step towards him, careful not to touch him. Usually by now you'd already be in the bathroom getting railed by some punk but not tonight. Jungkook has your attention. "Can you now? I'm not sure if I believe you. You're kind of a twig, not to be rude or anything."
Jungkook's face turns to a darker shade, eyes piercing into yours. "I can show you I'm not lying."
"Go ahead, do what you will." You fake a yawn until you find yourself suddenly in his arms. They're a lot stronger and more muscular than you thought. "Jungkook! Put me down!"
Everyone at the party starts staring over, giggling at each other. Jungkook gives a satisfied grin. "I have you in my arms, what are you gonna do now? Not believe me again?"
"I-" You're certain your face glowing with embarrassment. "Um no, I believe you Jungkook. Please, set me down."
"Not til you say it --." He challenges-brat. "Say I'm not a baby."
"Jungkook I told you I call everyone baby. It wasn't-okay you're not a baby. Obviously, you lift a lot now please put me down."
Finally, he does what you ask, a proud face on. His hat is a little crooked so you reach out and fix it. It's a reflexive response, you don't even know what you're doing let alone Jungkook.
"Oh, sorry your hat was just-"
"Please go out with me. On a date I mean?" He's so terribly timid but he can't help himself now. He had you in his arms and you're just so beautiful and charming. He needs to know more about you. It's a must.
"Well, I-" Everyone waits for your answer, very nosy clearly. You look at Jungkook with his big eyes and pouty lips. You don't wanna say no but relationships aren't your thing. And it seems that is defiantly all he's in for.
Jungkook's shoulders sulk. He isn't expecting a yes but he was hoping that maybe you'd give him a tiny chance.
"Come on __," Crystal whispers. "Look at him. Don't you think he's cute? Like really cute?"
You look at your best friend with weary eyes. He's so cute but, there's that but. That relationship but. He's going to be the type to want to do all the couple things and snuggle and everything. Jungkook needs someone who is willing to do all the stuff and you? You're not good at any of it.
"I'm sorry Jungkook," you start. "I don't know if-"
"One date __. If it's a no I won't bother you again. I just....I just think you're really gorgeous and I wanna get to know you. That's all." He takes the hat off his head, letting his fluffy hair run free. You kinda wanna touch it if it didn't makes things weird.
His words, however, make your heart thump the tiniest amount. The only time you've ever been called gorgeous is when guys try to get in your bed. It's all you've known other than maybe from a relative. Gorgeous is used pretty regularly, you know that, but this time it's used in an entirely different context.
"I'll tell you what," he says, pulling out his phone. "I'll give you my number and if you change your mind text me or call. I won't bug you and you can delete it right after this if you want, I promise."
You end up taking his number and Jungkook leaves to go back to his buddies. "You should go out with him __," Crystal says.
"I don't know." You watch him stride away. "I'll think about it."
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A/N: what am i doing? Idk im running away now bye! lmk what you think and tysm for reading! 💞
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cherrygukkie · 10 months
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reminder | jjk (m) pt. 2
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pairing: jungkook x fem!reader
summary: Whenever he flies back into town, your doorbell is the first he rings. When he has to fly out again, your bed is the last he lies in. However, you’re not stupid. You know your ex-boyfriend, that also happens to be an up-and-coming professional boxer, Jeon Jungkook, doesn’t come to you only. Unfortunately, you have no right to be jealous, not when you’re the one that ended the relationship.
genre: angst ; smut ; bit of fluff ; exes with benefits
warnings: explicit sexual content, angst i mean a lot of angst, so much pining, exes 2 lovers, exes with benefits, flashback, this part is just backstory tbh, vaginal sex, sad love making, unprotected sex (STAY SAFE), creampie, possessive!jk, obsessive!jk, boxer!jk, mentions of injury, mentions of blood, yoongi cameo, marking, bruising, overstimulation, jealous!reader, arguing, angry!jk, forceful restraining, a lot of crying, minors DNI
category: two-parter
wordcount: 8.6k
a/n: i originally wasnt planning on making this a two parter but the love yall gave pt 1 was so overwhelming esp since i just got back into writing. all the support has been so amazing and it made me wanna give u a second part. thank u sm <3
a/n 2: i might add a part 3/final part but that rlly depends on whether u guys would even want that or if you’re okay with this ending. cause i could easily make part 3 sad as hell 🤭🤭🤭
— m.list & concept video
<- part one ; part two ↓
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2 years earlier
“No.”
“Okay, then I’ll just tell Yoongi-hyung to take less matches.” His attempts at trying to reason with you shoot daggers straight into your heart. His hands are tightly gripping your waist, heavy with fear that you’ll slip through his fingers.
“Jungkook.” His name leaves your mouth in a quiet sigh, your eyes avoiding his desperate ones as you keep your gaze glued to the wall over his left shoulder. “Just stop.”
“No, I’m not going to stop,” he declares with a pinch of hopelessness in his tone, his brows scrunched together as his eyes keep desperately searching for yours. “Please, just look at me.”
You’re convinced the lump in your throat is lathered in sand paper because swallowing your anxiety is getting harder by the minute.
His hand gently cups the side of your face, the pad of his rough thumb softly rubbing the apple of your burning cheek. “Look at me, Y/N.”
Your eyes slowly trail back to his and the sight in front of you is exactly what you’d feared. His pretty brown eyes are now pools of despair and distress and it won’t take long for you to drown in them because once you do, there’ll be no turning back. You’re not strong enough to deny him.
Heavy silence settles around the two of you, the air thick with turmoil and bitterness. His proximity and his desperation breaks your resolve faster than a thin layer of ice on a rain puddle.
A deep exhale pushes past your lips, your arms still limp by your side as you let him tilt your face up to look at him properly. You finally break the silence as you speak up, “Maybe we should just–”
“No.”
His abrupt ‘no’ immediately cuts you off but you can’t say that you didn’t expect that.
“Don’t ever suggest that again,” he adds, a stern frown on his face.
Jungkook comes from a line of short relationships and situationships and when he initially started talking to you, that’s how he thought it was going to end with you. Just a few months of fun but he was proved horribly wrong and it was like a punch to the gut for him.
He never expected that the little things would ever matter to him, that he would ever pay attention to any of it. Because he never did.
You were different.
He fell in love with everything about you. 
Your eyes. Your smile. Your lips. The bridge of your nose.
The way your tongue pokes out at the corner of your mouth when you’re concentrating, the way your brows pinch together and your eyes squint when you can’t read something from a distance, the way your eyebrows raise when your name is called.
The way you’re selfless and selfish at the same time, the way you always try his shit-cooking but never discourage him, the way you subconsciously stroke his hair when he’s dozing off in your lap.
Everything about you, he finds endearing.
Not just endearing, he loves it. He loves you.
Anyone on the outside would call Jungkook’s behaviour obsessive and maybe it is but you’re just the same with him.
However, Jungkook is starting to flush his dream down the toilet for you and you don’t want that. You love him too much to allow him to let anyone else get in the way of his dream.
“Please, don’t do this to me,” he pleads with a crack to his voice, salty tears noticeably pooling in his eyes. He peels his hand off your face to run it through his short locks, tugging on them in distress before he brings his hand back to your face. “Please.”
“Jungkook,” you plead, your voice choked up and your tone desperate. “I can’t let you do this.” 
It all started a few days ago. He told you he had cancelled on partaking in a tournament that would literally set his career off, all because you had come down with a fever. You had gotten into an argument with him about it, about how you’re not a little kid, about how this is important for him, about how he shouldn’t take it so lightly, not after he wasted all his teenage years training.
He dismissed you, telling you there were always other opportunities and that you were more important.
And you feel guilty. Extremely guilty. Because you’re the one that always complains about how much you’d miss him when he’s gone, how much you’d worry that he’d get seriously hurt, which is initially why the entire argument started.
But because Jungkook has never really been by himself – always in and out of relationships – he’s very dependent on you. He’s extremely attached to you as you are to him, which is exactly why you can’t allow him to water down his dream. Not for you.
“I’ll tell Yoongi-hyung not to cancel, okay? I’ll go, just tell me you won’t–”
“Jungkook, stop.”
The silence that settles around you is more painful than the sound of sharp nails scraping down a chalkboard. You can’t stand his big brown eyes so full of hurt and distress.
“I think it’s best if you take some time for yourself,” you start, carefully choosing your words next. “Figure yourself out. What you want, what you need.”
His hands loosen their grip on your face and you internally wince, your pounding heart free falling straight to your feet. Your eyes catch his bottom lip quivering and you have to blink your own tears away as his hands drop from your face, falling limp by his side.
“I’ll be here whenever you need me,” you quickly add, your own hands coming up to cup his face but his gaze shifts down, staring at the necklace around your neck that he gifted you.
He idly blinks at the pendant as if it displays your memories to him, deep in thought as he starts nibbling on his bottom lip which he does when he’s anxious. 
“Jungkook,” you quietly say, hoping to catch his attention but he closes his eyes instead, his thick brows pinched together in unwavering concentration and his teeth still chewing on the soft flesh of his lips.
You try to ignore the worry burning in your throat. He’s usually so readable, so animated but right now he’s not giving you anything. It’s almost as if you’re staring at a blank canvas. It worries you because for the first time ever, you can’t tell what he’s thinking.
You fill your lungs with a generous amount of oxygen and hold it for a moment before exhaling through your mouth. You need to give him all the time and silence he needs, so you do. You just hold him close, you don’t speak, you don’t move. You let him come to terms with it on his own.
That is, until you notice blood trickling down his chin.
Your eyes instantly shoot wide open. “Stop that, you’re bleeding!” you exclaim, using your thumb to tug his bottom lip from under his teeth and he lets you. All that chewing and nibbling on his bottom lip has seemingly opened up his old wound again, a cut on the corner of his lip that he got during a match a week prior.
Your big worried eyes are the first thing he sees when he opens his and the tears that were pooling in his eyes have started rolling down his reddened cheeks.
You drop your hands from his face and reach for his wrist, tightly wrapping your fingers around it and drag him all the way to your bathroom.
“Sit down,” you demand after shutting the lid to the toilet seat. Jungkook simply listens, lowering himself onto the seat without a word.
You swing your cupboards open, reaching for the first aid kit you keep stored away here because your boyfriend is a boxer and stuff like wounds opening again happens regularly. You turn to him again, pouring some disinfectant on a cotton pad and hunch over him, taking your time cleaning him up.
He doesn’t so much as hiss, the stinging is something he’s used to. But this atmosphere isn’t something either of you are used to. You’ve often cleaned his wounds and he would always hold you, tease you, make your job harder by trying to jumpscare you but now he’s just sitting there, blankly staring ahead.
A defeated sigh leaves your lips as you kneel down in front of him, gently rubbing his knees and thighs over the fabric of his sweatpants with your clammy hands. “Jungkook,” you whisper, “look at me.” 
There’s nothing more you want at this moment than for him to look at you. To see you. To acknowledge you.
Finally, after what seems like an eternity, his gaze slowly but surely shifts. His dark gaze drapes over your sad face, still not a single word for you on his tongue. The way he’s just blankly staring you down with blood-shot eyes is making a sob bubble up your throat but you forcefully swallow it down.
You have to be strong right now. If not for you, then for him.
Your hands firmly hold his, bringing them up to your mouth and placing gentle kisses on the cracked skin of his knuckles. You lift your ass off the back of your feet, rising up on your knees and leaning into his face as you softly press your lips to the apples of his cheeks to kiss his tears away, neglecting your own tears.
He sniffs silently, tugging one hand out of your grip as he uses the back of his hand to wipe his runny nose. He just continues to stare at you and it’s starting to take its toll on you. “Please, say something,” you plead, vulnerability clouding your tone.
“So,” he starts, “that’s it? That’s how we’re ending?”
“Jungkook,” you pause as you shake your head, hoping the right words will come to you, “You always put others first.” You wrap your arms around his neck and pull him into a tight embrace but his arms stay limp by his side, his quiet sniffles ringing in your ears. “I just want you to put yourself first, for once.”
“But I love you.” He sounds so defeated, his voice choked and barely there.
“I know you do,” you whisper as you pull back to look at him, arms still tightly wrapped around his neck and your face mere centimeters away from his. “I love you too. Which is why I can’t let you do this.” 
He finds the sincere look in your eyes and slowly begins to nod in understanding, wiping his tears with his sleeve.
You rise to your feet and wipe your own tears, holding your hand out for him to take. He doesn’t take it though, and he gets up from the toilet without looking at you.
The single action makes you want to bawl, excessively burst into tears in front of him, drop down to your knees like a robot powering off, scream into the void but you can’t. He’d never leave if he saw you like that.
The both of you silently make your way to the front door, the only sounds being heard are the sounds of your footsteps shuffling and the occasional sniffling from the both of you.
You slowly turn to look at him, but he’s still avoiding your gaze. You part your lips to say something but to your surprise, he lunges at you and wraps his arms around your frame tightly, pulling you into his heaving chest.
You bury your face in his chest, ear pressed into his hard breastbone. You inhale his scent, his faded cologne still lingering on his clothes. A hint of citrus and musk fills your nostrils, the combination of his familiar scent and his beating heart singlehandedly calming you down.
With your hands gently rubbing his back, you’re letting him know you’re still here from every direction, from every angle, from everywhere.
You stand there like that for a moment, just enjoying each other’s embrace.
He slowly pulls back to look at you as he cups your face, another sniffle leaving him. “Can I kiss you?” he quietly asks, uncertainty in his pained voice. “One last time,” he adds.
Yes. Of course. Always.
There’s nothing more you want than that but should you really? You know it won’t stop with a kiss, especially if the possibility of this being your last time clouds both of your minds.
(Read: it wasn’t your last time.)
Before you even have the time to form a coherent response, your body moves on its own as you press your lips to his in a soft kiss. His eyes flutter shut and he holds you close, hands still cradling your cheeks.
It’s selfish. You know it’s selfish.
You softly hum into the kiss, squeezing his waist with your arms. You try to be careful not to graze his wound and hurt him in the process but it’s him that doesn’t care. He tilts his head, pressing his lips firmer to yours in the meantime.
He slowly backs you against the door and you let him, still lost in a void of space that is his kiss. He drops his hand to your jaw, fingers draping over the back of your neck as he continues to kiss you, trying to pull your face even closer.
It isn’t until a droplet drops onto your face that you realize he’s crying again. You slowly pull back, a quivering pout on your lips as you peek up at him through your lashes.
He quickly wipes the corners of his eyes and the apples of his cheeks with the back of his hand. “Sorry.”
You shake your head, swallowing the pathetic cry that’s threatening to burst out of your throat.
His red eyes shift back to yours and it looks like he’s contemplating something. You let him take all the time he needs, still holding him close.
“Can I make love to you?” he asks, quietly. The quiver in his tone makes him sound uncertain but it could also be from all that crying.
Before you can reply, he adds, “One last time.”
You inhale deeply through your nose and exhale through your mouth, eyes never leaving his.
“Yes.”
•••
And that’s how you find yourself completely naked, sprawled out on your bed, with the love of your life on top of you and his hips wedged in between your thighs as he passionately thrusts into you. Break-up sex really is mind-boggling.
“Jungkook,” you cry, your nails scraping down his back and undoubtedly breaking skin.
His face is buried in the crook of your neck, the tip of his nose grazing your hairline and the consistent pace of his thrusts never faltering. The pace is soft yet hard, calm yet angry, loving yet hateful.
“I love you,” he breathlessly declares into your ear, his sweaty chest pressed into yours. “I love you so much.”
The only response you can get out are cries of pleasure and his name, your legs tightly wrapped around his waist in hopes he doesn’t go.
It’s contradictory. You know it’s contradictory.
“You need to forget about me,” you whisper in between soft moans, voice lathered in desperation and hurt.
He scoffs at that, a humorless chuckle leaving his lips as he pulls back to stare down at you, a rougher edge to his thrusting in the meantime. “I will never forget about you,” he grunts, brows scrunched together in anger. He’s staring at you like you’re crazy for even suggesting that.
You simply moan in response, eyes fluttering close as your cranium sinks further into your pillows.
Your eyes immediately shoot open again when his wet mouth latches onto your left breast, tongue circling your erect nipple.
Your hands move up to his shoulders, squeezing them tightly. “It won’t be easy to forget about you either,” you say, reminding him this is a two-way street.
His thrusting comes to a full stop. Fear bubbles in your stomach as you watch his expression shift in real time. You can’t read him.
“I will never let you forget about me.”
His face is blank but his tone is vicious, instantly knocking the air out of your lungs. You gaze up at him with big eyes, not a single rebuttal coming to mind.
He pushes himself off of you, unwrapping your legs from his waist and firmly wrapping his own hands around the back of your knees. His grip on them is almost painful but you don’t have the time to think about that when he forcefully shoves your legs against your mattress, leaving you wide open and exposed for him.
You yelp at the sudden change, ready to scold him but he slides right back into you which leaves you speechless and empty-minded.
His thrusts are still the same, not too rough and not too soft, just to let you know that he hates how much he loves you.
Your hand trails down your stomach to your own sex, reaching down and furiously rubbing your sensitive clit as your brows furrow in concentration.
The rhythmic sound of his hips slamming into your thighs has you hypnotized, the way he’s taking his time because this would be his last has you intoxicated with pure bliss and pleasure.
(Read: again; it wasn’t.)
Your orgasm soon starts approaching you and Jungkook can tell by the way your thighs tense, your walls clench, your mouth falls open and your eyes are squeezed shut, not to mention the pretty sounds falling from your lips.
He lets go of your legs and places his hands on each side of your waist, supporting your legs with his strong arms as he leans forwards and lets his tongue attack your neck. He moves one of his hands down to where you’re connected and slaps your hand away, rubbing insanity-inducing circles on your clit while his other arm keeps your leg spread wide open for him.
He viciously sucks a massive bruise onto the side of your neck and you can’t protest because you are utterly powerless under him as your orgasm drops on you like a pile of bricks, his consistent pace of thrusting into you has you floating on clouds and has your brain exploding with dopamine.
You pathetically sob at the amount of pleasure he’s giving you, your limbs falling limp next to your body as he continues to thrust into your wetness, chasing his own orgasm.
The next words out of your mouth selfishly blurt out their own. “I love you,” you whimper, earning a loud groan from him as the pace of his hips rocking into yours picks up.
“Fuck, I’m gonna cum,” he grunts quietly, returning to sucking on your neck, essentially marking you.
“Why are you–”
“It’s a reminder.” Is all he says, already knowing you were going to complain about the unmissable hickey forming on your neck. He knows you bruise easily and they tend to last obnoxiously long on your skin.
He’s making sure you’re reminded of him and all the things you’ve been through every time you look at yourself in the mirror, every time you try to take a picture of yourself, every time you so much as go out in public.
You squirm under him from the overstimulation and that’s when it dawns on him that he’s still stimulating your clit. “Think you can cum again? With me?” he grunts but answering him is useless, useless because he’s still rubbing your sensitive clit and you’re still writhing under him.
You cry his name out, hips jolting roughly but he just holds you down firmly with his own hips as he furiously rubs to get you to your climax again.
Your stomach is already starting to clench, “Please! Please,” you plead, begging for something you don’t even know. You’re not sure why you’re begging, you’re not even sure what you’re begging for or how long you’ve been begging because the pleads just spill from your lips on a continuous loop.
Jungkook seems to know, though, because he simply nods to your pathetic pleads, kissing away your tears. Even when he’s hurting, he’s taking care of you.
You don’t deserve him.
A scream rips through your throat as your second orgasm approaches you even faster than the first, hitting you like a pick-up truck coming at you full speed. Your legs violently jerk, your hands scratching Jungkook’s biceps open but that never hinders his love-making as he just keeps thrusting into you at the same pace.
You’re a crying mess, vision blurred by tears and your head almost combusting from the amount of dopamine that it’s releasing. He retreats his fingers when you’ve ridden out your high and places his hand flat against the mattress, next to your waist, bangs sticking to his sweaty forehead.
His hips begin to stutter in their rhythm and it doesn’t take long after for him to come undone inside of you, painting your walls with his cum as a chorus of moans and your name falls from his lips, head dropping into the crook of your neck.
Another sob rips through your throat as he continues to thrust his load into you, the gushing sounds of your arousal and his cum almost as loud as the sound of his hips slamming into yours.
Once his thrusts come to a full stop, heavy breaths leaving his mouth and droplets of his sweat dropping onto your skin, he collapses on top of you. You stay there, trapped under him. Unfortunately for your rational self, there’s nowhere else you’d rather be.
And that’s when the world around you blurs and fades.
The following morning, you wake up to a loud alarm coming from your phone, an empty spot in the bed where he once lied and an ugly bruise on the side of your neck with no knowledge of the small red box containing an even smaller ring that swam in the deep pockets of his sweatpants.
•••
You don’t see Jungkook the next day, or even the day after that. You don’t see him the following week and not even the following month.
No, you see him for the first time 3 months after your break-up and he has returned with the golden medal from the tournament that more or less caused your break-up in his luggage.
It all happened when you groggily awoke from your slumber, ready to kill whoever was bothering you at 11PM by knocking on your front door. You wrapped your silk bathrobe around your figure and lazily dragged your feet down your hall, peeking into the peephole once you made it to your front door. It was blackened out and it made your heart sink into your stomach.
As a woman living alone, you had to take drastic measures to stay safe, so someone blocking out your view of them through your peephole instantly sent paralyzing fear down your spine. You clutched your phone close, ready to dial emergency services if necessary and your eyes roamed your surroundings for any possible weapons to defend yourself with.
“Who’s there?” you called out from behind the closed door, ear pressed into the hard material. 
It was quiet for a few seconds before you heard a faint sigh and a familiar voice say, “Delivery.”
Your heart plummeted to the ground. You’d never, ever forget that voice. And he knows that too.
Your stomach clenched and your feet went cold. In record time, a layer of sweat formed onto your forehead.
It’s Jungkook. You know it’s Jungkook.
You shouldn’t have, you know you shouldn’t have but your hands were already moving on their own as they slowly unlocked the front door. You held your breath as you slowly pulled the door open, your eyes instantly met with big brown eyes decorated with eyebags caused by a lack of sleep.
There he was, luggage by his feet. 
His hair was a bit longer than when you last saw him and he had an ugly cut in his left brow, making you internally hope that wound wouldn’t leave a scar on his beautiful face.
You hadn’t realized how quiet it had been until he deeply inhaled, unsure of what to make of your reaction. Your eyes shifted to the space behind him, a car parked a few meters back with Min Yoongi, his manager, leaned against it and his arms crossed as he stared back at you.
Your eyes shifted back to Jungkook, his teeth once again anxiously chewing and abusing his bottom lip. You finally decided to speak up, “Why are you back?”
“Why are you beautiful?” he retorted immediately and if he noticed your resolve breaking instantaneously, he didn’t comment on it.
You were fucked up. You told him you’d be here whenever he needed you and there he was, but you didn’t expect him to take you up on the offer on a random Tuesday at 11PM.
You slowly began to shake your head in disapproval, stomach ready to churn and empty out on his sneakers. 
“I miss you, Y/N. Please, don’t make me leave.”
His gaze dropped to your throat as you gulped, lingering on the necklace he got you when you first started dating. It was a thin silver chain with a very small tear-shaped pendant centered in between your collarbones, the pendant being sapphire, his birthstone.
He had gifted you this gorgeous necklace on your 3 month anniversary and poor Jungkook – who had never bought a significant other an anniversary gift at that time – thought you didn’t like it because in the instant that he pulled it out to show you, you doubled over and threw up all over your brand new pumps.
You had to assure him for hours on end that it must’ve been that weird omelette you ate that morning and that you absolutely adored the necklace. And you did, you were absolutely obsessed with it. You immediately put it on and kept fidgeting with the pendant, every time it grazed your fingertips it made you feel like you were directly touching him.
That’s when he made you promise to never, ever take it off.
And you had no intention of breaking your promise, it seemed.
(Read: You wordlessly took it off the first time Jungkook returned from a trip with a purple hickey on his neck that you didn’t give him.)
You blurted out the next words without thinking, “I’d never make you leave.” You weren’t lying when you said that because truly, you missed him too. You barely ate, you barely slept, nothing felt the same without him.
His eyebrows shot up in surprise at your words, his teeth finally giving his bottom lip a break. “So, if I did this,” he said as he took a step forward, towering over your figure as he stood a few centimeters in your entrance and kicked his luggage toward the accent table by your front door, “you wouldn’t stop me?”
Your doe-like eyes shifted up to meet his, pretty lashes kissing your brow bone as you carefully watched him. “Jungkook,” you mumbled in a warning tone.
“And if I did this,” he continues, stepping further inside and closing the door behind him, “you wouldn’t stop me?”
You stayed silent, just hoping to your Lord that Jungkook wouldn’t touch you because the moment he would, you’d melt into his embrace and forget about all the hard work you put into yourself those past 3 months.
Almost as if he could read your mind, he continues, “And if I did this,” he added as he slowly and carefully cupped your face, his palms fitting perfectly around the curve of your cheeks as if he was made to hold you. “You still wouldn’t stop me?”
Your lips twitched in response and a scrunch settled between your brows. His familiar scent, that smell that you loved so damn much, entered your nostrils and you could inhale it for the rest of your life. You weren’t sure if you were happy or angry, or both. The word ‘both’ always seemed to describe anything ever, if it involved Jungkook.
Your stern eyes intently watched as his face closed in on yours, lips brushing yours but never actually kissing you. “Tell me to stop and I will,” he whispered, soft puffs of his warm breath draping over your lips.
Not a single word left your lips at that moment, your gaze dropping down from his eyes to his lips. They trailed his wide cupid’s bow, the fading scar from that cut months ago, the curve of his bottom lip. Fuck, you had missed him. You had missed him a lot.
“Y/N,” he mumbled, hoping to get some kind of response from you. “Say something.”
Without hesitation and with a whole lot of selfishness, you pressed your lips onto his, your hands desperately grabbing fists full of his bomber jacket. In an attempt to pull him closer, you tugged on his bomber jacket, not caring if the fabric tore from the strength you were tugging on it with.
His lips instantly worked back against yours, rough hands still cradling your face gently. He tilted his head to the side, a low grunt leaving his throat. “Fuck, I’ve missed you so much.” He didn’t stop kissing you to let you know that, the words just tickling your mouth as he took another step forward, wanting to trap you in his embrace.
You let him, though, wanting nothing more than to be pinned against the wall as he passionately kissed you, kissed you like he had 3 months to catch up on or kissed you like you two had never been apart.
You missed his hands and how they slowly trailed from your face down to your waist, to your hips and then to the back of your thighs. All those years of him training his arms and lifting ridiculous amounts of weights come in handy, because without any question you let him lift you off the floor and keep you pinned against the wall, his strong arms securely holding you.
You never had to worry about your weight with Jungkook because his massive arms would never let you down.
With your arms wrapped tightly around his neck, you hummed in satisfaction against his lips. You were going to regret letting him in the next day but right in that moment, you couldn’t bring yourself to give a single fuck. All you craved, all you wanted, all you needed was him. And you’d be damned if you let him walk away that night.
Because one more time wouldn’t hurt anyone, right?
(Read: that also wasn’t the last time.)
It wasn’t ever the last time. Every time you tried to forget about him, he was right there to remind you again.
Because after he fucked you into your once-shared bed that night, he was back a week later. And the week after that. And after that. And after that too.
And you never once made him leave.
•••
Jungkook had been gone for 2 and a half weeks this time, the first time he had been away for that long aside from the 3 months directly after your break-up. At this point, it had been 7 months since you ended your relationship but 4 months of regularly sleeping with him.
It’s wrong. You know it’s wrong.
But it feels right. So damn right.
And you don’t understand it, because he single handedly dissolves your need for change, your need for new things, your need for a breath of fresh air.
You peek into the peephole at 12:03AM after hearing his rhythmic knocking, once again covered by his thumb. You fight the smile that’s threatening to creep up your lips as you swing your front door open.
“You’re back,” you huff, a mischievous smirk on your lips as you eye his wavy hair, just long enough to be tucked behind his ears.
“You’re beautiful,” he replies right away, throwing his luggage by your accent table before lunging straight at you and wrapping his arms around you.
He says it every single time and it doesn’t fail to leave you breathless all over again. You wrap your arms around his waist and inhale his scent again, nose buried in his black shirt.
“Are you hungry?” you ask him as you pull back to glance up at him, doe-eyes drinking him in.
“No, I ate with hyung.” He shakes his head, tongue swiping along his bottom lip as he smoothes out the scrunch between your brows with the pad of his thumb.
You take note that there are no new cuts or bruises on his face, he must be getting really good. You’re proud. You really hate when you have to think about him being in physical pain. Or any kind of pain, for that matter.
“So, what do you want to do?” you ask with a faint grin on your lips, already knowing the answer to your own question.
“I want to kiss you,” he pauses as he tilts his head to the side, “will you let me?”
Your eyes soften at his words, he’ll always ask if he can kiss you before he does anything else. It’s endearing. He’s endearing.
You slightly nod your head to his question, your eyes fluttering close in anticipation. His lips softly brush against yours, never actually kissing you. You can tell he’s smirking against your lips and you immaturely whine his name.
He chuckles before finally pressing his lips against yours and you instantly allow yourself to melt in his hold. His fingers gently cup your face, his tongue licking at your lips. You grant him access by parting your lips, allowing him to lick into your mouth as you moan at the taste of him.
“I want to fuck you,” he says breathlessly when he pulls away, “please, let me.”
You kiss your teeth with a loud smack as you wordlessly tug him toward your bedroom, giggling as you hear him ditch his shirt on your way there.
You flick on your night lamp before turning to him but the sight in front of you instantly knocks the air out of your lungs.
You halt in your movements, the lungs in your chest burning with something you can’t describe. Your eyes slowly drape over his neck, the fresh bruise mockingly staring back at you.
He notices you staring and his hand instantly flies up to his neck, right over the hickey as if he’d forgotten he had it, his eyes wide like a dog that’s been caught ripping apart his owner’s favorite shirt.
The necklace he gifted you that’s prettily sitting on your collar bones suddenly feels like it’s tightening around the perimeter of your neck, strangling you and squeezing out every bit of oxygen that’s left in your lungs.
“Don’t,” he pauses as he tries to think of a way to say what he wants to say without worsening the situation, “don’t look at me like that,” he finishes, rubbing the hickey as if it would disappear.
You shake your head and press your lips into a thin line. You take a moment to collect your thoughts before speaking, “I’m not looking at you like anything.” If you could shoot yourself in the mouth for sounding so pathetic and bitter, you would.
“Yes, you are,” he mumbles, hand still awkwardly rubbing over his bruised skin. “You’re the one that walked out on me, you–”
“Will you stop? I didn’t even fucking say anything.” You roll your eyes as you turn your back to him, letting your feet carry you to your bed and plop down. You have to sit down because your legs are starting to feel like they’re made of jelly and you do not want to look that pathetic in front of him.
“You’re mad,” he mutters as he walks up to you, slowly dropping his hand and finally exposing his bruised skin to you.
“I’m not mad.” Your reply is immediate, your tone twisted and your words calculated. “I bet you loved fucking someone else, though.”
“Y/N,” he warns, his voice coming out stern and angry as he walks closer, menacingly looming over your body which makes you look up at him from where you’re seated.
“How was she? Was she good? Did you cum inside her pussy? Did she suck you off?” Your attempts at seeming unbothered and casual about it horribly fail, the jabs coming out bitter and hateful.
“Stop,” he warns again, anxiously running his hand through his black hair as he glares down at you.
“Yeah, I bet it felt good,” you pause, “or was it so shit that you came here? Pump your load into me and leave me again?”
“I said stop!” he exclaims, lunging at you by gripping your shoulders and pushing your back flat against the bed as he hovers over you, trying to keep you from writhing and squirming under him.
He continues before you can say anything else, “You don’t get to fucking guilt trip me after walking out on me, Y/N. That’s not how this fucking works.”
His words are like a shot to the heart and if words could kill, your heart would be bleeding out right this instant.
He’s right. You know he’s right.
You have no fucking right to act this way.
You stop squirming once you come to your senses, big eyes staring up at him and you swallow down whatever cry or insult that’s ready to burst out of your throat.
His angry gaze makes you feel naked, his silver chain dangling in your face and the thought of someone else being in the position you’re in right now makes you sick to your stomach.
“You’re right,” you finally say, eyes still fixed on his face and he visibly relaxes at how you’ve calmed.
“I should also feel free to get fucked by whoever I please. You’re right. Thanks for reminding me,” you continue, not understanding why your mind isn’t listening to your heart.
He shakes his head and begins, “Just stop. I didn’t rub it in your face, you don’t have to rub it in mine.” His words are angry and painful but you know that if you don’t provoke him, you’ll start bursting into tears.
If you agree, if you communicate your thoughts, if you just stay quiet, you’ll cry. You’ll pathetically sob right here, right under him and you can’t blame anyone but yourself. It’s your own damn fault.
“Just shut the fuck up and fuck me like you came here to do, Jungkook,” you mumble as you push against his shoulders but he doesn’t budge an inch.
“Don’t fucking say it like that.” His furious eyes stare into your own and his face is still so damn close to yours, eyes burning with fury and lips quivering with words they want to throw at you. “You know you mean so much more to me than just a fuck, you fucking know that.”
Of course you know that.
You don’t say anything else. You just stare at him, eyes trailing the contours and veins decorating his face, the scrunch on his brows looking like it’ll awake a headache any second.
You turn your head to the side, looking away from his penetrating gaze and finally swallowing down the stinging lump that had started forming in your throat. “Of course I know that.”
“Then stop saying shit like that, you’re pissing me the fuck off.”
You bring your hand up to hide your eyes from him, inhaling deeply through your nose and exhaling through your mouth to prevent yourself from bursting into tears.
The embarrassment from your attitude switch rises to your cheeks, your ears. It bubbles up the back of your throat and it unleashes a bitter taste onto your tongue when Jungkook starts climbing off of you.
Your hands grab at his shoulders, stopping him from leaving. “Don’t go.” Your voice sounds so fucking pathetic, trembling like you’ve been standing in ice cold weather for 48 hours. “I’m sorry.”
He shuts his eyes and deeply inhales and you can visibly see him trying to calm himself down before he cracks his eyes open again and stares down at you. “I’ll never leave if you don’t want me to,” he says quietly, head dropping into the crook of your neck as he deeply inhales your scent.
“Fuck me, please. Make me forget about everything,” you plead, fingernails digging into his ribs which makes him hiss.
“I’ll make you forget about everything,” he says as he lifts himself up, hovering over your face with that same unreadable look in his eyes. “But I will never let you forget about me.”
You attempt to stimulate your saliva glands to gulp, in hopes to relieve your dry throat.
And so, he does.
He carefully undresses you like you’re fragile. He angrily spits on your bare cunt like you’re a slut. He slowly guides his dick into your wet pussy like it belongs there. He roughly fucks you into your mattress like you deserve it. He arrogantly makes you ride his dick so you can feel in control before he restrains your arms and roughly thrusts into you. He finally cums inside of you like that’s all he cares about. He does it all to remind you of who he is.
But what he doesn’t do is comment on the way his gifted necklace isn’t around your neck the next time he knocks at your front door.
•••
present
You stir, eyes fluttering open as you take a few moments to gather your thoughts and recognize your surroundings. The incessant knocking on your front door doesn’t stop, making you loudly groan into your pillow.
You reach over for your phone to check the time, the light almost blinding you. 2:41AM. Who in the hell would be at your front door this late?
(Read: you’re stupid.)
With another groan you swing your legs off the edge of your bed and slowly get up, reaching for your bathrobe and wrapping it around your body. You make your way to your front door, leaning in to peek through the peephole.
It’s black. You can’t see anything.
Reality dawns on you like a pile of bricks when you realize who it is.
In your defense, he has never arrived this late and you expected him to come way earlier. When he wasn’t here by 12am, you decided to just go to sleep.
Just like clockwork, it’s been 5 days since you’ve last seen him. He’s leaving to go to Australia today and he’ll most likely crash the night here before he goes, like he has for the past 2 years. Not that you mind. You’d never mind his presence.
You begin to unlock the front door without hesitation, yawning obnoxiously as you swing it open. 
There he is, a sheepish smile on his face and his long wavy hair perfectly messy, kissing the outline of his shoulders.
“It’s almost 3 in the fucking morning, Jungkook,” you grunt as you turn, heading down the hall toward your bedroom again but leaving the front door open for him, a wordless invitation.
Once your head hits your pillows again, you hear him lock your front door and kick his shoes off before the shuffling of his feet becomes louder and louder, telling you he’s getting closer and closer. After a few more moments of shuffling and the ruffling of clothes hitting your floor, the mattress beside you dips.
He scoots closer to you, wrapping his arm around your waist and strongly pulling your back flat into his bare chest, lips pressed against the back of your neck.
You don’t say anything else. He doesn’t say anything else.
The world around you fades but the tingle of fulfilment and happiness in your stomach never does.
•••
“Y/N.”
You grunt in response.
“Y/N.”
This time, your body is being shaken by rough hands around your biceps.
“Y/N!” he whisper-shouts, making you loudly groan as you open your eyes.
You snap your head over your shoulder to look at him with a scowl on your face. “What the fuck, Jungkook?” you childishly whine, turning your head again and closing your eyes as you chase that lovely dream you were having. You don’t remember what it was about but you know Jungkook was in it.
“You have to lock your front door behind me, I’m leaving.” He strokes your hair gently, pressing his lips to your temple in a soft kiss.
You crack your sleepy eyes open as you yawn loudly and stretch your arms out over your head. “What time is it?” you ask as you yawn once again, tears pricking in the corners of your eyes.
“6AM.”
A frown settles on your brows as you turn to look at him, finally able to make out that he is, in fact, fully dressed now. That’s when his words finally process in your brain. “You’re already leaving?” The words blurt out before you can stop them, a tinge of disappointment coating your tone.
“I have to catch that flight. Australia, remember?” He taps the tip of your nose with his index finger before pushing himself up from your bed.
“You,” you pause as you rub your eyes, confusion present in your voice as you continue, “you came here just to sleep next to me for 3 hours?”
“Yeah.”
Your frown deepens as you prop yourself up on your elbows, you can’t see much in this darkness but you clearly see his figure at the foot of your bed, staring down at you.
You shake your head in confusion, lifting your upper body as you sit straight up in your bed. “Why?”
“Because I love you.” 
His confession knocks the air right out of your body, your heart imploding in between your lungs. He has said it a few times since the break-up but because you never replied, he had assumed it made you uncomfortable so he stopped.
However, today, you asked. You asked why he would feel the need to simply sleep next to you and leave without anything more. No kiss, no sex, no conversation.
He just wants to be with you. It doesn’t matter why or how long or where, he just wants to be with you.
You idly blink at him, the lump covered in sand paper returning to your throat at full speed as you try to swallow down your original response.
(Read: You almost told him that you love him too.)
You stare at him for a few quiet moments before averting your gaze and rubbing your hairline, an attempt at gathering your thoughts.
Your feet hit the floor as you swing your legs off the side of your bed. You bring your hands up to your eyes, gently rubbing them with your palms in hopes it’d wake you up. Damn him, waking you up twice in a single night for his tomfoolery.
The both of you quietly make your way down your quiet hall and you silently watch as Jungkook slides his feet into his shoes.
As you repeat the same old cycle, unlocking your front door to let him out, your mind is still clouded with him and his words.
You slowly open the front door, the clinking of the keys banging against the door making it sound like bells, something he always claimed he wanted to hear when being with his soulmate.
You watch as he steps out, hands buried in the pocket of his hoodie but he stops dead in his tracks, coming to an abrupt halt. He turns to look at you, a slight raise on his eyebrows.
It’s only now that you realize that you subconsciously called out his name.
Your feet take you to him by themselves, your body inexplicably magnetizing toward him. Your hands move up to his face as if they were moving on their own, cupping his soft skin, thumb grazing over the wound on his right cheekbone that is now a soft yellow with a brown scab on top.
“Can I kiss you?” you ask, softly. You know he’ll never decline but you still make it a thing to ask, because he’s not yours.
He is but he isn’t.
He would tell you he is but you both know he isn’t.
He tilts his head to the side, a look of confusion etched onto his features. He’s usually the one asking you, it’s never you asking him. So, you can tell he’s surprised by the sudden switch but he doesn’t comment on it.
“Of course.”
You waste no time as you pull his face toward yours and press your lips against his in a soft, tender kiss. His hands make their way to your waist, tattooed fingers draping over your ribcage.
The kiss feels natural, like your lips were made for each other. It sends electricity down all your veins, setting every single one of your nerve endings on fire and if he wasn’t holding you so tightly, you’d collapse to the floor like a sack of potatoes.
It’s not rough, it’s not needy, it’s not sexual.
It’s love. You know it’s love.
Jungkook chases your lips for a second when you pull away, his hands squeezing your waist when he opens his eyes to steal a glance at you.
It’s been 2 years since you asked Jungkook to figure himself out and you’re finally convinced that he has. He loves what he does, he finds ways to squeeze you into his life without putting you before his own needs and he still comes back to you every chance he gets.
You look up at him with big eyes, the eyes that he loves so much, your pretty lashes kissing your eyebrows and your lips quivering with the foreign yet familiar words they want to blurt out.
And they do.
“I love you too.” 
His face doesn’t change when he hears your words but his eyes visibly soften. You haven’t said this since the day of your break-up, because you never took those words lightly. Not that Jungkook did, he truly does love you with every fibre of his being.
His hands tense on your body and they try to grab at you when you start to peel his hands off your waist.
“We’ll talk about it when you’re back, okay?” you tell him, your voice soft and vulnerable.
He can’t help but smile, a singular dimple appearing on his left cheek, right under a faded scar that he got as a kid from fighting with his older brother over some stupid video game.
“Okay.” He doesn’t push, he doesn’t pry, he doesn’t say anything else. But the look on his face melts your heart like butter in a hot pan, because he’s so happy. So damn happy. You haven’t seen him this happy in so long.
And so are you.
“Have a safe flight,” you add as he takes a few steps backwards, a toothy grin still on his face. He nods to your words and turns around as he gets into Yoongi’s car that probably contains his luggage and who he must’ve contacted when you were still sleeping, eyes stealing a glance at you as you’re intently watching him leave. 
He waves at you as the car accelerates, your own hand coming up to wave back at him, a small smile tugging on the corners of your lips.
And something in your gut tells you that during his time in Australia, he doesn’t so much as look at another woman.
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cherrygukkie · 10 months
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➵ summary : what exactly happens when you and your friends have to pile into one car for the ride home after an insane halloween party, and you find yourself sitting in park jimin’s lap? especially when he’s dressed as an angel, and you’re in the sluttiest devil costume ever?
↳  part of the jimin spooktober collab!
➵ pairing: fuckboy!jimin x f. reader
➵ genre : college!au, smut, pwp
➵ rating : 18+
➵ word count : 7k
➵ warnings : swearing, vaping, sexual tension, dirty talk, pussy fondling, marking, unprotected sex (be smart y’all), riding, car sex, mutual orgasm, creampie
➵ a/n : here’s my jimin halloween fic that i know is oh-so late but at least it’s here! don’t think this is my best work at all but I did want to write something for out precious it-boys birth month 🥺 thank you so much to my lovely beta naia @opaljm​​ for editing this like a champ!! as always, your feedback means the world to me <3
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Lipstick? Check. 
Phone? Check.
Five shots of vodka in? Check. 
Sitting in Park Jimin’s lap. What the fuck?
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