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food doesn't help me, it hurts me

food doesn't help me, it hurts me

food doesn't help me, it hurts me

food doesn't help me, it hurts me

food doesn't help me, it hurts me

food doesn't help me, it hurts me

food doesn't help me, it hurts me

food doesn't help me, it hurts me

food doesn't help me, it hurts me

food doesn't help me, it hurts me

#ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #tw ana rant #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #ed disorder #ed not ed sheeran #th1n$po #thinspø #starv1ng #an0r3c1a #deathsp0 #d3athsp0 #im not hungry #i hate calories #i wanna be sick #i wanna be weightless

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lately

me to myself after i eat

#i wanna be tiny #disordered eating thoughts #ed not ed sheeran #ana bllog #an0rec1a #tw disordered eating

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ok so itzy's coming to sydney next month and i'm going to the concert with my friend so i've come crawling back here after three months of consistent binging to see if i can make myself look halfway decent so HEY EVERYONE :D

#ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #tw ana rant #tw ana diary #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #ed disorder #ed not ed sheeran #i hate my body #i hate calories #i wanna be sick #i wanna be weightless

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i'm on a school trip rn and i was doing so well restricting at the start of it (less than 100 cals per day) and i was getting so skinny but then my teacher noticed and she's making me eat so much at every meal and i feel so fat and yucky

i know she means well and wants me to be healthy but it's destroying me to have to fill myself up with all these foods i don't even want. it's hard to enjoy the trip when i'm actively making myself feel like shit every few hours

if anyone has any tips they'd be greatly appreciated

#ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ana rant #tw ana trigger #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #ed disorder #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #ana trigger #tw eating issues #i hate calories #i want to ⭐️ve #im not hungry

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what i ate today

breakfast: small apple, coffee with like 5 packets of splenda

lunch: 6 altoid mints, diet coke

in between: gum

dinner: half a plate steamed vegetables, bit more diet coke

kinda feel bad about the dinner tho, could have eaten less :/

#ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #tw ana rant #tw ana diary #4n0r3xia #tw ed diet #4norexi4 #ed disorder #tw ana diet #ana dinner #mealsp0 #m3alspo #i hate calories

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what i ate yesterday

a scoop of lettuce, a scoop of mixed vegetables (i picked them out of foods i had to put on the plate), diet dr pepper, a cup of ice, and a piece of gum.

proper restriction feels so good <3

#ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #ed disorder #tw ana diary #tw ana trigger #tw ana rant #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #ed not ed sheeran #tw eating issues #tw ana fast #mealsp0 #m3alspo #m3alsp0

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getting called a twig by two separate people in one day>>>

#ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #ed disorder #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #tw eating issues #tw ed descussion #skinnni #tw ana shit #i hate calories #i hate my body #i will be thinner

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extra fries? i thought you said exercise!

#ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #ed disorder #anamemes #ana jokes #ed jokes #ed journey #ed humour #ed humor #ana humor

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i get so hungry but the slightest bit of food makes me feel full and gross, i feel bad whatever i do :D

#ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #tw ana diary #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #ed not ed sheeran #ed disorder #tw ana rant

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i always feel so bad bc i see everyone fearing pasta, and then there's me whose mother cooks pasta for dinner EVERY NIGHT, it's like she doesn't know any dinner foods that don't involve ridiculous amounts of carbs :( can't wait to be old enough to never eat this junk again

#ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #tw ana rant #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #ed not ed sheeran #ed disorder #im not hungry #i hate calories #cal0ries

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label says xs, mirror says xl

#ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #tw ana rant #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #ed disorder #im not hungry #i wanna be perfect #i hate calories #i hate my body #anamemes #ana trigger #tw eating issues

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more th!nspo art bc the only thing i draw is pretty skinny girls

btw i have an art acc on ig it's pulsar.parasite if u like this :)

i wanna look like them so bad

#ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #tw ana rant #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #ed disorder #ed not ed sheeran #th1n$po #th1n$pø #thinspø #th1nspo art #ed art #i hate calories #im not hungry

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when i'm old enough to have full control over my meals the only things entering my body will be celery and diet coke istg

#ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #tw ana rant #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #ed not ed sheeran #ed disorder #tw eating issues #i hate calories #im not hungry

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I need edblr mutuals!!!

-My name is Opal and im 16

-Ive had an ed for 5 years

-Im a dancer

-Not new to tumblr, just took a break because i kept getting banned, so i just moved to twitter for a while

I rlly wanna make friends so dont be shy to just dm me

Reblog+🤍 for mutuals!!

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today i went to the kitchen and opened the fridge and when i did A SHELF BROKE AND FELL OUT so if that wasn't a sign to starve then idk what is

#ed not sheeren #tw ana shit #ed bllog #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #i will be thinner #tw ana rant #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #anamemes #ana moots #ana c0ach

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fear food: cake

safe food: icing

#tw ana shit #ed not sheeren #ed bllog #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #i will be thinner #tw ana rant #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #4n0r3xia