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is Drain secretly the most fcking depressed character

lmao

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Growing.

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Blooming Forest by Night Driver

#nature #phot

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dunken.mp4

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What is platonic attraction? Read to find out more!

This is part 5 of a multiple parts series where we are exploring a multitude of different types of attractions! I hope you’ll enjoy ☺️

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#ive experienced a squish one (1) time for someone i did not know literally anything about and it lasted like five-six years #the one time I had a chance to actually befriend the guy i totally blew it bc i was too insecure LOL #it's a very distinct feeling though. hard to explain #asexual #aromantic #aspec

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I would LOVE to make a fan blog dedicated to Far-fetched seeing as it's been quietly consuming my thoughts and my life for the past few years. Even if nobody sees it I gotta vent the love somewhere you know??? What use is love if it's just shut up inside??? But then I remember, OH YEAH! I straight up can NOT draw these character designs and what would I even post about if not fan art???? the ultimate expression of my love and joy???? Help me out here?????

#farfetched #farfetchedshow #believe me its not for lack of trying. i have STRESSED #im not even kidding i attempt a quinn EVERY time i learn ANYTHING new about art and every time i fail. WHY #i have a few colored sketches that look... fine? but they're always missing his ESSENCE #griff is my favorite and he's definitely easier but his proportions mess me up #all /lighthearted. i have faith i'll figure it out. Or die trying!

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Forever remembering the time one of my friends asked to measure my wrist in middle school and then jolted away with an "EW!" when she saw my arm hair. Girl tell me was it that serious

#she apologized right after but genuinely she did not need to cause it was the funniest shit ever. cartoon in real life moment #I'm lucky my processing speed was/is so slow tho cuz otherwise I probably would have been mortified at the time haha #but nah my arm hair has always been one of the few things i've consistently liked about the way I look #and I don't even have that much of it which makes the whole thing even funnier #same girl later wrote “destiel is canon” in my yearbook. hope she's well

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It’s interesting how diseases rip through schools at incredible speeds despite being in an arguably modern, clean(ish) environment. I wonder if it has something to do with the whole “you need a doctor’s note to excuse your absence of even one day” combined with the average price of going to a doctor, the lack of education on things like “you’re still contagious even after the fever goes away”, and the overwhelming message of “if you don’t struggle through it, you’re a failure!”

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by t*tomorrow

#laying down here would save me #nature

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When you see it, REBLOG IT.

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the other thing you all need to internalize about mallgoth clothing both vintage and new (Killstar et al) is that poor quality fabric and construction that these things are made of will fall apart in two or three wearings and look bad the whole time they are doing so. bad clothes look bad on people, and a lot of these brands have identical construction quality as Party City. this is a big big big reason for folks to get comfortable thrifting and doing DIY stuff.

you can really do a lot with bad/cheap clothes and some very basic tailoring/repair skills is what I'm trying to say.

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abney park cemetery 🪦 💌

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#yeah

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SESAMOID HAVE RISEN FROM THE GRAVE TO BRING YOU THEIR NEW ORIGINAL SONG "CREATURE FEATURE"! COMING APRIL 26TH! 🪦💀

PRESAVE BELOW! 👇

#OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #AAHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE #AND OTHER EXCITED GHOST NOISES #farfetched #farfetched show