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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

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i did it

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ok it's starting to get hard to keep this up, i keep thinking ab it mostly b/c of the head ache and the black dots but im only at 165lbs

#f4st!ng #3dtumblr #3ating d1sorder #⭐️vation goals #low cal restriction #tw 3d vent #@na motivation

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Its finally Tuesday I can fast all day and thinking ab doing tomorrow for that 48 hr challenge

#f4st!ng #3dtumblr #3ating d1sorder #@na motivation #⭐️vation goals #low cal restriction #tw 3d vent

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My brain is so dumb

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How it feels to binge

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bro being fat and having an ed is awful cause yea i lost weight by ⭐ving but its not enough anyways, weight check lmao

HW: 225lbs

SW: 215lbs

CW: 167lbs

my goal is to lose teen pounds and go from there, my overall goal being 95-107 lbs 😂

#ed behaviour tw #pro a4a #ana friend #@na motivation #⭐️vation goals #tw 3d vent #3ating d1sorder #low cal restriction #starv1ng #an0r3c1a

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same😭☠️

I've lost a bit of control and gained 3 lbs :(

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REMINDER: The food is not gonna run away. You can have it at any other time, so there's no need to eat now.

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• Reasons to not b1nge :

🌸 eating only ever makes you feel worse

🌸 bloatings gonna hit like a b1tch tomorrow

🌸 the cravings WILL go away

🌸 you dont deserve it, you need to study more

🌸 youre going to regret it one bite in

🌸 you've been so good dont let this set you back

🌸 one binge could lead to a series of binges

🌸 wait for a meta day

🌸 YOU decide what goes in ur body

🌸 the numbers on the scale aren't an accident

🌸 an empty stomach feels better than regret

🌸 you're serious about this right? act serious

🌸 dont lose control.

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(this is totally directed at myself im writing this to take up time,,, my period started mid fast and im wearing this cute tight affliction shirt tomorrow but i get bloated so easily. also, how do yall sleep i love the feeling of an empty stomach but god forbid i sleep on it..)

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I've lost a bit of control and gained 3 lbs :(

#ed behaviour tw #pro a4a #starv1ng #an0r3c1a #pro bullemia

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i;m so proud of myself i just proved to myself that i can lose 10lbs in one month

#ed behaviour tw #ed not ed sheeran #pro a4a #tw restrictive ed

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We're Ana, of course we're wanting to be as skinny as it possible

We're Ana, of course we're weight ourselves every morning

We're Ana, of course we're stressed every time when sb wants to hang out

We're Ana, of course we're lying about our eating habits

We're Ana, of course we're thinking we're to fat

We're Ana, of course we always feel not sick enough to be sick

We're Ana, of course we're comparing ourselves to others

We're Ana, of course if we eat less we feel better

We're Ana, of course happy after fasting

We're Ana, of course we don't want to be healthy, we want to be skinny

We're Ana, of course we usually feel we don't deserve to eat

We're Ana, of course every time we're binging we're feeling unvalid

We're Ana, of course we're counting calories

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same

I'm so jealous of people my age who are naturally skinny. Everyone I know is smaller than me and they can eat whatever they want and don't have to worn about gaining and they don't dislike their bodies. Meanwhile I gain 5 pounds after smelling chocolate.

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having a boyfriend that's skinnier than you is literally so embarrassing... like wym come sit in my lap, babe noooo

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only thing ive eaten since the last two days are tomatoes and carrots i feel so euphoric.

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... All I wanna do now it to rip off my skin, claw out all the organs and fat suffocating my skeleton and burn it on a bonfire then sew back my skin on my now free bones and dance joyously till I drop dead ...