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i don't understand how i am supposed to live with this profound sadness. to be honest

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anything can be a sign or an omen if you’re paranoid enough <3

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if you went back in time ten years and told the high school versions of my brother and I, that on a Friday night I’d be cooking healthy vegetarian meals and picking up vitamins at the health store and doing yoga, and he was out bar hopping and doing jaegerbombs with a huge group of friends-

we would’ve asked if it was a freaky friday/body swap scenario.

life comes at ya fast

#my ‘fun friday’ night will be watching a sitcom with my bf at home til we pass out #wtf happened to me im only a year older #got it all out of my system young ig #personal #chris #vincenzo #27

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oh my god I am too old for social media I am going to DIE of embarrassment

I just saw a tiktok about liking a repost and went “huh?? people can see that?”. And I googled it. And yes they can, even if you don’t follow them. I wouldn’t know, I don’t post or repost ever.

This. Fucking. Guy. I used to know, had a fat crush on me for over a year and wouldn’t go away no matter how many times I rejected him, but was also so delusional and far up his own ass he genuinely believed I was into him too and told everyone we knew as much. Eventually we got into a huge argument because he accused me AGAIN of liking him and I shut him down more brutally than I had done previously. And it all ended with me blocked on everything because he was finally quitting our job and I’d never have to see him again.

I don’t follow him but his reposts show up on my FYP all the time and I like them, because truth be told, we have a similar sense of humor and he’s funny. That’s half of why we got on so well in the beginning.

He’s been able to see that this whole time? I just gave his already massive ego a huge boost. I panic blocked him but his reposts started showing up a few months ago so it’s not, like, new information. And after I finally shut him down permanently he started trying to sleep with this girl who hates me and would brag about him moving on to her (why is that a flex? I don’t know. keep his grimy ass). So he probably told her as well.

Sorry for lack of cut but I’m on mobile and I’m fighting with my best friend so I have no where else to share this mortifying tale. I’m gonna go walk into traffic now k love you all bye

#personal #it doesnt belong in my dating tab but since i used to rant abt him so often there #for the sake of thematic consistency #adventures in sarahs dating life

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- on mothers

lady bird/ @death-born-aphrodite/ everything, everywhere, all at once/ rupi kaur/ unknown/ maia baia/ your best american girl- mitski/ lady bird/ unknown/ @inkskinned

#lady bird #everything everywhere all at once #eeaao #words #mom

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“twilight vampires are so lame they sparkle in the sun🤣🤣🤣” have you considered that other vampires just burn and die

#twilight #vampires

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the neurodivergent urge to either not be able to watch more than 5 minutes of something or watch so long that you start seeing the hat man

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sorry i tried to drink your blood i think you're cute

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Do you ever just look at a guy's hand and think yes

#vincenzo #has the CUTEST little baby hands #they are so tiny and round and he still has little rounded knuckles like kids have before they grow out of the babyfat #and tiny little flat nails #idk how to describe it #even in his baby pictures his hands are way smaller and round and cute #and he talks with his hands and rubs his face when he’s sleepy so i frequently just grab his hand and start kissing it #i hope it doesnt make him self conscious #bc i’ve always had freakish little baby hands too (altho his are smaller) #and idk i just love that feature on him

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and everytime we punch i get this feeling and everytime we hit i swear i can fly. cant you feel my heart beat fast? im gonnna beat your ass. gonna end your lifeee

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I come from a long line of people with something wrong with them

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oh so it’s okay for you to kiss your friends?? but when i, judas iscariot,

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every sex scene in a movie is necessary, actually. we called for a vote on it while you were in the bathroom. yeah, even the people who were on the fence voted in favor of it because you were being a whiny child. and we don’t like you.

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I had a really bad migraine last night, but I've run out of everything except these hungarian pain killers my dad gave me 9 years ago, anyway I don't remember anything and I can't feel my tongue and the only thing in my search history is this

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#twilight