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Did a run-through of a Burlesque routine...

proceeded to forget most of it, get toe cramp midway through, and fall to the floor in pain the moment it was done.

I hate to say the words 'sexy family guy moment' but

#i joke #we looked like we were in a budget asterion cosplay #primark leggings included #it was not sexy and we had zero energy and no walking cane was going to prevent that downfall #🍰 atticus #system log

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Come to the batb discord

There's a batb discord? 👀

We might not be very active, but if anyone has a link we'll at least join.

#batb 1991 #beauty and the beast

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An antique store owning Cogsworth from @ticenchantedtoc's reincarnation AU. Because AUs are the lifeblood of fandom and I will never get enough of alternative designs. ✨

#Had to change him up a bit for our style #but im really happy with how thos came out. #🍰 atticus #cogsworth #lumiere #lumiworth #batb 1991 #beauty and the beast #illustration #fanart

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Chat requested Lumiworth during the birthday stream, and I felt like a proud father.

Snippet of the full poster.

#they have good taste #unfortunately for the world it was during a shitpost stream so you get this instead #the link is timestamped to Atticus going off about how they're gay #cogsworth #Lumiere #beauty and the beast #batb 1991 #lumiworth #illustration

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Chat wanted a poster/print of whatever the hell our birthday stream spawned. 32 sketches in 3.2 hours, everything requested by chat... I am both so proud of them, and so, so disappointed.

#They made us draw Mr. Blobby. Minus points. #They made us draw Lumiworth. Bonus points. #Some of these are going up in their own posts #🖤 miss kensington #Furby #Pikachu #Charlie and the Chocolate Factory #Mr Blobby #Owl House #Bomberman #spyro the dragon #crash bandicoot #sonadow #Lumiworth #Twitch #shitpost

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It's another work-day, and we've got a lot to do! So why don't you work alongside us?~ It's a body-doubling stream here up next here on the BRB!

#We're testing the new poster print today #as well as packing some orders and stream overlay design #adhd #body double #co working #twitch

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Fighting off the urge to broadcast earlier because we can.

but also, why shouldn't we?

check, self. make your move.

#stating Check at yourself when you're a DID system is a dangerous move because sometimes someone takes that as a challenge. #eleanor #system log

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Kinda nonhuman because mental illness, kinda nonhuman because not being properly socialized as a kid, kinda nonhuman because queer, kinda nonhuman because angry at humanity, kinda nonhuman because longing for the unconditional love of a pet and it’s master, and kinda nonhuman because secret sixth thing.

#is it the DID? Is it the autism? #trick question it's both and also more #i am a human choux pastry angel eldritch clusterfuck my mentor is an eldritch ice cream man and two of my closest are living marionettes #we are all the same person but also we are not #our not the same person fiancée is a rabbit #it's a very good life #- atticus #reblog #system log

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We are 32 now. We are aging. We are transitioning. We are realising.

We're not quite there yet. But I think we're doing fine. We still don't feel grounded in it though. I'm not sure if we ever will.

#let's see if next year is different #VERY glad to be back on an even number though #odd numbers are wrong in a deeply unsettling way i cannot explain #we don't like them #it has to be in twos. #five gets a pass. #💚 eleanor #🍰 atticus #system log #trans #autism #dissociative identity disorder

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Taking our hoard of old clothes to a trans clothes swap tomorrow. Give new life to our old wears, because some of this is The Good Shit.

but also testosterone has done a number on us and now nothing fits. rip.

#and also that shift inner world meant i embraced that i am cute chubby so i stopped watching what i ate #we look cute #but there were sacrifices #🍰 atticus

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A Taste of Joy

Joy got their own merch range, and it's such a tasty aesthetic to design for. Joy's store lore is more metaphysical-DID-introject, but it's all just a fun excuse to design unhinged merch of our OCs & alters really.~

[ commissions & shop ]

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Some BS2 sketchbook stuff from the other week. Because stylising characters is hard. ✨

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'the Personifications' Concepts ▸ the Cherubim & the Coalesced

don't you just hate it when you lose your life to a literal god and then they strip you of your identity and raise your kids? smh.

#s: the personifications #one day maybe we'll finish the carousel residents #even if we never did anything further with the entirety of the personifications #i think the Carousel Casino is the one we'd be able to do the most with #although James & Richard's God Therapy is a good second #oc: the collection #oc: the cherubim #concept art #character design

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Self-portraits from a DID System ▸ Rupert Rogers (they/them, human)

Social alter, hyperactive darling, proud user of xD.

Part of the 'We Will Be Perceived' zine.

#s: system self portraits #😸 rupert #doesn't front the most but goddamn if they aren't a breath of fresh air when they do #we've learnt a lot about living your best life and not caring about how others view us from Rupert #dissociative identity disorder #introject #system art #illustration

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O' Fortuna, who art in Vegas,

free us of our choices poor.

Our infants now are to adopt you,

'til they resemble us no more.

#s: the personifications #an old thumbnail that ended up being nice enough on its own #and us being too adhd to finish it #oc: fortuna // luck #oc: psyche // mind #oc: the collection #oc: the cherubim #original character #concept art #character design #god oc #Fortuna #Psyche

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Tomorrow we call upon Chronos, God of the Printer & Cutter, of whom will guide our sample packs into reality.

Or Dorothy & Delilah, said printer & cutter, will make our day a living hell.

I will attempt to be positive and believe the former but I'm posting this to look at in hindsight.

#The fact that Chronos of all of our system has ended up being The Overseer of Sticker Manufacturing baffles me #it's because it loves helping bring everyone's creations into a physical reality #i do not understand how i share a brain with someone as lovely as it #but it always makes me want to be a better person #gods i hope it's calm tomorrow though i dont think our body can handle a hyper episode right now #🍰 atticus #system log #delete later

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DID introjects, not fanart ▸ reblogs are fine

A slow-dance to Sinatra, drawn by our system's Sinclair a long time ago. Appreciation to his 'Tiny Wife', and a caption written by Alma herself.

#slowly uploading older sketches that still hold up #The inner world can be rough #but it's full of loving moments too #no one else experiences the inner world but the system at hand #and with amnesia a part of DID i think it's important to capture those moments and share them with the world sometimes #like grafitti on a wall that yells “I was here” #we alters strive to be perceived #I'm really glad he drew this. #especially because he loathes digital art lmao im surprised he did it #- atticus #🍸 alma #🛎️ sinclair #dissociative identity disorder #introject #bioshock #queen's gambit