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this felt way too personal

Being a girl is: wanting to go to bed early but deciding to just get on tumblr/wattpad/Ao3 for a little bit and then end up finding a fic series that you really like and read until well past your usual bedtime then keeping on because it’s already past your bedtime. Then being mad when you wake up in the morning because you overslept your timer.

#I have done this the past three nights #Then I got tired from getting two hours of sleep on Thursday #Just let Vi be Vi

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A small (not small) part of me feels a bit prideful when someone says that something I wrote made them sad. Like I giggle at it.

#Writing #angst #i I know I am not the best writer but I love the praise of knowing I made someone sad with my words #I’m a people pleaser so it’s just from my writing not irl

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I drop to my knees and cry every time good characterization is ignored due to a character being “hot”. Like did you not realize how cool they are? No. Okay I’m just gonna scream into my pillow in frustration then.

#treech tbosas #daryl dixon #coriolanus snow #five hargreeves #Out of these four I only find Treech to be attractive but I feel like they all fit the characterization being ignored description #Also I don’t actually cry I’m just bitter #Also please don’t hate me for saying this #finnick odair

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Funny lil story

I have a cousin who is obsessed with Sn*w (eww) and she knows that I am obsessed with Treech. Since we live hours away we made matching bracelets. Mine is brown and says “Treech for life” and hers is blue and says “snow for life”. So if you ever see a girl with a brown bracelet that says Treech for life then it’s me. I go out in public wearing it. I feel no shame or embarassment. But only because no one knows what it means. Am I weird for that? I don’t actually wear often. It’s just a little comfort bracelet :)

#treech tbosas #Coriolanus snow #tbosas #im hella weird

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Anybody want to rot in a forest with me and let nature reclaim our bodies?

#Forest #Rotting #im very lonely right now #I’m serious I need a rotting buddy asap #Solitude but with a buddy #Never trust a thought past 9 pm

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I suck at tag games and forget so yeah

@moreespressoformydepresso

The last line I wrote was

“As I start to scrub my skin I go over it again and again until it starts feel raw. Even then I don’t stop I just keep scrubbing. I wish to rid of every layer I have until I am just muscles and bones. I want to rid the world of the horrors this skin has caused. I would skin myself if I could. Then all the blood would be gone. Blood of children who just wished they could go home. Blood of the innocent. I only stop when I feel my hands sting and I relish in the pain. A pain I deserve for my horrid actions. Maybe this will teach me a lesson. Teach me to know there are consequences to everything. Even if you don’t expect them to be this bad.”

This is unedited and is odd out of context, but my apologies for always forgetting to respond to your tags. Thanks for tagging me dear

#Writing #Tag game #fanfiction

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I wonder what would have happened if Sn*w told Lucy that his third (second) kill was Jessup. I mean he did tell Lysistrata to send water, which finished Jessup off. I feel like she would’ve have been startled by that, but he could have said he just wanted her safe (bitch ass liar). Or he could’ve just said he felt guilty about Sejanus. Am I the only one who thinks he could have said Jessup? This might sound weird.

#jessup diggs #tbosas #coriolanus snow #lucy gray baird #Snows an idiot boy #Snow hate club

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I’m ready to upload my subconscious into the crunchino verse

#crunchino verse #Kid vampire #Tina #Crunchino coins #I’m so done right now #I just want to be a little green dot for the rest of my life #Mummy joe

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Coral. I feel like it is self explanatory, but this is Coral and y'all can’t change my mind.

#Coral tbosas #she definitely would rather punch a bitch than forgive one #maybe a little Coriolanus too

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Tbosas head cannons I started making and then realized they are all kinda sad

All of the kids in district 4 look up to Coral. She is an inspiration to all of them, and they just adore her. They will wait until she is off of work, so they can greet her when she is done. She is well loved, and so many kids mourned her loss when she never came back home like she promised them.

Lamina has cats back home in district 7. Two to be exact. They are her best friends and she loves them to death (literally). I think Laminas mom is dead, so after Lamina died her dad took care of them. And he loves those cats so much it’s insane. They make him feel connected to his lost daughter. 

Tanner hated killing cows in the slaughterhouse. He could handle everything else, but not cows. He probably had a cow or two and loves them. So when he works he makes sure he doesn’t have to handle cows. He also will cuddle cows the night before they are slaughtered so they feel loved.

Treech picks flowers for his mother. He goes out into the forest whenever he notices that they are dying and picks fresh ones for her. He has a specific pot or container he sets them in so she can look at them. It’s his way of showing his appreciation for her. After the 10th hunger games concluded, when the knowledge that he was never coming home set in for his mom is when she noticed that the last pot of flowers were dead.

Mizzen loved starfish more than anything. It was his passion. He would collect them from the beach and study the unique patterns and differences. In his house he had part of his collection on display as a decoration, and everyone who saw it loved it. He even had a starfish plush he couldn’t sleep without. So in the arena he got no sleep, and now his mama can’t sleep without the starfish plushie now that he is gone.

#treech tbosas #lamina tbosas #mizzen tbosas #coral tbosas #tanner tbosas #these are just sad little headcannons I made earlier today and forgot to post #I just felt like sharing my sad mood with tumblr #Also Treech and Mizzen are mamas boys and it’s cannon #the ballad of songbirds and snakes

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How am I supposed to appear at any social function knowing that I just read a detailed character analysis of Treech before arriving and would rather be at home reading more? I shouldn’t be expected to try and talk to people when Treech is on the brain. He’s more important.

#treech tbosas #treech #tbosas #character analysis #i don’t go to social functions if we are honest #I have no friends and I only talk to people more than half my age #My closest friend has children that are older than me

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I am the only person here obsessed with the titanic being switched conspiracy theory? A brief summary is there is a theory that the titanic didn’t actually sink and it was the Olympic (one of the titanic sister ships) that actually sunk. Because the Olympic hit a British war ship, and it sunk leaving behind a hole in the Olympic. They then owed money to the owner of the war ship, leaving them in debt. So it is said that they sneakily switch the titanic and the Olympic for money reasons. Know that the Olympic had a big hole in the side, and wouldn’t last a long journey. So when it sunk they could claim the insurance money to pay off the debt. There are also a couple other small theory’s that go along with it, like having certain people they wanted to be unalived on the ship, but I won’t go into depth on that.

So am I the only one who because obsessed with it?

#I am crazy for being really interested in this #I always was intrigued by the history aspect of the titanic so when I stumble across this theory last year I was hooked #I also just love hearing about the history of horrific disasters #My favorite being the bubonic/black plague

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Yes I know I have weird opinions

I am weird for not shipping Katniss with Peeta or Gale?

Here me out. The way I perceived her in the books she didn't seem to be close with either of them enough for romance. She always seemed too focused on the games, and the rebellion. I think it was unfair to try to place her in any romantic relationship when much more pressing things were going on.

At least Peeta was respectful about it, so I'm glad she ended up with him. But when I read the books I thought that part was out of character. I mean she didn't have to worry about the capitol or the hunger games anymore, so she might have just changed her view on having kids. But again she did say she had to be convinced.

Also I might just be saying all of this from the point of view of someone who doesn't pay much attention to romantic subplots. I was too focused on what was going on with the plot to even care about the romance. And were the books about Katniss being a badass, or about romance? I'm sorry I know I am weird, but I am just curious if I am the only one.

With all this being said I 100% respect and understand people who do like the romance, and who like Peeta and Katniss together. They are very sweet, so I hope I didn't come off as rude. This is just my opinion.

#thehungergames #katniss #peeta #gale #I have weird opinions #I do ship Haymitch and Effie

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this is so awesome I love it!!!

Based off of a modern treech emo au thingy I thought of (not an original thought as always), but I do give credits to the lovely person that made me think of the brilliant idea ofc @blackoutdays13 !! Though I was thinking 9000s emo treech

Sorry for my horrid edit skills!

#GO LIKE THE EDIT #Emo Treech has my heart <3 #As someone who used to be emo (low key still is) emo Treech is the best

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I swing both ways

violently. With an axe. Come get some mother fuckers

-Treech at some point in time

#treech tbosas #treech #tbosas #treech thg #I got this idea from Pinterest but they said bat instead of axe

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I feel this way about all of the Treech fans on tumblr/wattpad. I love how one random tribute in tbosas has a cult following. We are just a sweet little community full of slightly crazy people <3

when the fandom is so small that everybody knows everybody

#Treech nation #Treech fans are the best #not counting the people who sexualize him #those people can leave #treech tbosas