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“What are you excessively curious about — curious to a degree that would bore most other people? That's what you're looking for.”

#passion #tim ferriss #paul graham

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Every time I’ll meet someone new, I’ll imagine them as a blank canvas, and if I like them and we hit it off, I’ll invite them too slowly paint their true canvas and introduce me to their masterpiece.

#social anxiety #meeting new people

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“There are such things as ghosts. People everywhere have always known that. And we believe in them every bit as much as Homer did. Only now, we call them by different names. Memory. The unconscious.”

#the secret history

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“I hope we are all ready to leave the phenomenal world and enter into the sublime?”

#the secret history

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how do you wanna remember 2022 twenty years from now?

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honest, quick-witted, happy, companionable, well-read, original, efficient, resourceful, sensible, productive, active, confident

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🥺 they put sheep on the field in front of my house

#sob #they’re singing #wtf is the verb for sheep? #beee?

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November 7th 2021

Carpe diem? How can I seize the day? Live everyday to the fullest? How can everyday be purposeful? Memorable? I don’t want to endure days that I could have easily skipped. I don’t need a day wasted. I want to feel a day lived! A day alive! A day worth it! Worth all my time!

I confess I watched Dead Poets Society today, and perhaps this is one of those really inspirational moments I get after watching a movie and feeling reborn, ready to revolutionise my life. Guilty. Nevertheless, I love those moments. It’s a tiny bit of light !! between the darker moments. And I do feel refreshed, reborn, ready to finally seize the day. Even if it is just this day I will seize. Only today. I will do it and I will love it. And then I’ll share it now. Never will this moment be forgotten because I’m documenting it right now. I want to write. I want to drown in literature. Read novels. Write poems. Write shit like this on here 😎

The importance of inspiration is to taste the possible euphoria of said idea. So I’m slurping. I’m ready for my oyster. Why the fuck do they say that?

This is such a mess, I apologise for all the two readers that will somehow come across this post. Stay tuned !1!!!1!!;(

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!!

i use ‘!!’ a lot, but it’s honestly like a quiet ‘!!’

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April 6th 2021

It might be the fear being forgotten one day. Nevertheless, it’s a comforting idea to treasure one’s own thoughts. Perhaps someone may find one’s hidden treasures and enjoy a nostalgic trip to one’s past.

It’s a funny idea to imagine the future. 2021 seems so futuristic already, so modern and so advanced, yet so much closer to the finish line. Not to be dramatic, but it feels like doomsday keeps approaching. Though I believe that mankind will not be leaving the show so soon. It’s highly possible that no living soul will ever read my shit. But sometimes random moments make me feel so inspired to share my thoughts. History’s biggest influencers all seem to have saved their ideas through writing. But I don’t have any revolutionary opinion pieces yet. And even-though a diary in the cutest little notebook would be much more romantic, a blog is more pleasantly accessible anywhere I am, because sadly I always have my phone nearby. And I don’t wish to spend mOney on my own blog, so web host it is. Who needs a pretty domain name anyway *sob*

I’ve had this devil’s app much longer though and I’ll continue reblogging dumb posts that make my heart tickle. But now my words are being documented in the tumblr cloud and will never be forgotten evil laugh !! I don’t want to be a pathetic teen that is having an early midlifecrisis about success. Maybe I am oops but that’s not the point of this ironically phenomenal poem.

If you are a visitor from the future, or a time traveler perhaps, welcome to the exhibition of my imagination. On this note ‘t has been a fine evening, good night !!

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Welcome to the local marketplace of inspiration

Dreams for sale !!

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Le chevalier aux fleurs, 1894, Georges Rochegrosse

Parsifal and the flower maidens in the enchanted garden of Klingsor’s castle.

#art #symbolism #painting #19th century

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crying

we’reくコ:彡 entering squid territory

 くコ:彡                                                                       くコ:彡                              くコ:彡  くコ:彡                                                        くコ:彡                           くコ:彡 くコ:彡

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it’s a bunad shoe, lol 

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no one on omegle understands

soft asks to get to know people

what song makes you feel better?

what’s your feel-good movie?

what’s your favorite candle scent?

what flower would you like to be given?

who do you feel most you around?

say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical).

what color brings you peace?

tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good. 

what calms you down?

what’s something you’re excited for?

what’s your ideal date?

how are you?

what’s your comfort food?

favorite feel-good show?

for every emoji you get, tag someone and describe them in one word.

compliment the person who sent you this number.

fairy lights or LED lights?

do you still love stuffed animals?

most important thing in your life?

what do you want most in the world right now?

if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be?

what would you say to your future self?

favorite piece of clothing?

what’s something you do to de-stress?

what’s the best personal gift someone could give you (playlist, homemade card, etc.)

what movie would you want to live in?

which character would you want to be?

hugs or hand-holding?

morning, afternoon or night?

what reminds you of home (doesn’t have to mean house… just things that remind you of the feeling of home)?

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Скучаю

Russian twilight.

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If you’re reading this could you pls message me a really good song you like thankyou <3

#hunting for gems #music genres #diversity #music #great tunes