i cant wait for this summer to come and go to a pool party and be the skinniest one. i want everyone to be so amazed at how i look and how tiny i am. and how shorts look on my skinny legs and how tank tops show of my tiny arms. i want crop tops to show off my small waist and abs and my ribs. and my hip bones will pop out of my swimsuit bottoms. and my collarbones can hold stuff in them because they are so deep. i am going to be confident this summer.
Oh dear, we both knew this was going to happen, we both knew they would leave you all alone, but whose fault is that hmm? It’s yours, I told you not to eat but you did, now your fat and unlovable, your going to end up lonely, and rolling your fat body to the market to buy some more food to stuff your pig face. Unless you listen to me, and just stop eating, maybe then you’ll find someone who loves you.
Don’t eat, you’re fat, you’re ugly, he/she never love you if you weigh this much, if you don’t eat this maybe she/he can pick you up soon, you control your body so just don’t eat, eat less, your thighs should not touch, drink water, look at what your about to eat, do you really need that, you not that hungry, you can go without it, think how pretty you will be if you keep this up, you can do it, put the food down you want to stop hating your body, right? Do it for every time you’ve cried over yourself, you hate what you see in the mirror, you can change it, lose the weight, you’ll be able to fit into anything you want, you want to be perfect right? Soon you can see your hip bones, and ribs, you will be happy soon as long as you don’t eat, so don’t eat…