avensthetic

[avensthetic]

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𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

foreword: wil contain spoilers, aventurine's real name, pet names (doll, etc), bittersweet romance, his past and more. this is written in a letter style + a small scenario and this masterlist helps in keeping track of each letter.

aventurine x reader!

❛ WORDS I CAN'T SAY, I WRITE TO YOU ❜ aventurine had always been a charmer, his words captivating, deceptive, tempting. but when it comes to you, all of it crumbles, and the words of love so unfamiliar to his tongue, he writes to you instead.

to you,

━━ ╸this is the second spring since we’ve last seen each other. the words i cannot express, i’m writing to you.

love, kakavasha

╾ 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙢𝙤𝙤𝙣

╾ 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙚𝙪𝙥𝙝𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙖

╾ 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙜𝙚𝙪𝙨𝙚

╾ 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙧

╾ 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚

╾ 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙜𝙚𝙝𝙚𝙣𝙣𝙖

╾ 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙠𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙪𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙖

to the one who holds my heart,

━━ ╸i dream of lazy mornings and evenings filled with your teasing. i miss your stupid grin and the way you toss your hair out of your eyes when you're thinking. come home soon, kakavasha.

love, y/n

╾ 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙜𝙖𝙯𝙚𝙧

╾ 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙖𝙞 𝙠𝙤𝙩𝙤𝙗𝙖

╾ 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙬/𝙭/𝙮

╾ 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙤𝙯

╾ 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩'𝙨 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙩

╾ 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙚𝙢

╾ 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪

╾ 𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙍𝙎 𝙏𝙍𝙐𝙇𝙔

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hoyoverse // aventurine

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐏𝐈𝐃 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 (max feat. huh yun-jin of le sserafim)

let's get married in vegas we don't need guest list i don't wanna think too much let's get matching tattoos i don't wanna think it through baby, I'm so stupid in love book a flight to paris only one way what'd you think about sharing our last name? let's get straight to "i do" i don't wanna think it through baby, I'm so stupid in love

𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙍𝙎 𝙏𝙍𝙐𝙇𝙔

aventurine stood at the doorway, the gloom that hung over him highlighted by the moonlight. his eyes, usually sparkling with mischief, were clouded with exhaustion, his body slumped with a weariness that went beyond the physical.

the moment he staggered through the familiar doorway, every fiber of your being screamed his name. but the words died in your throat, replaced by a gasp as he collapsed into your arms. his grip was so tight, almost frantic, like a drowning man clinging to a lifeline. for one terrifying moment, you feared you held nothing more than the ghost of the man you loved.

"aventurine," you finally choked out, your voice shaky, "are you okay?"

he made a choked sound that might have been a laugh, but his eyes - usually bright with mischief - held only shadows. "depends. are you going to yell at me?"

anger sparked, bright and hot, but blanked just as quickly under a surge of worry. "are you injured? can i get you something?" you rattled off, tracing the wrinkle of his furrowed brow, the way his shoulders sagged with exhaustion.

he shook his head, burying his face in the crook of your neck. his next words were barely a whisper, laced with a familiar vulnerability. "just... hold me for a little while."

you did, sinking to the floor with him, wrapping yourself around his trembling frame. his familiar scent, mixed with sweat and blood, was a harsh reminder of the ordeal he'd endured. he had always shielded you from his true battles, from the real risks he took. now, those risks were undeniable, bleeding out of his usual bravado.

minutes stretched into eternity. you didn't speak, simply held him. gradually, the tension in his body began to ease, replaced by an exhaustion that made him lean all his weight on you. it was then you noticed the subtle tremble in his breathing, the way he kept one hand tucked deliberately behind his back. he always did this when putting up a front, in front of his opponents, sat in front of mountains of chips, cards stacked high, risks in every bet.

high risk, high return. all in. the phrases he always mutter under his breath once irked you. with no regards to his life, it made you fear that he'd one day leave you, that he'd just vanish. masking his fears with his left hand clutched tightly behind his back, aventurine lived life on the edge, unable to put his trust in his luck, much less believe in himself.

"aventurine," you murmured, gently pulling back, "your other hand..."

he stiffened, the usual cockiness abruptly gone. before he could evade your gaze, you captured his wrist, tugging his hand into view. his fingers were clenched - tightly, painfully so. you carefully pried them open, gasping softly at the sight of the simple silver ring nestled in his palm.

"what...?" your voice faltered, a mixture of confusion, joy, and a flicker of hurt. you'd waited so long, endured so much uncertainty, radio silence broken only by his haunting absence.

"marry me," he blurted out, the words raw and unfamiliar. clutched tight within his fist was the simple ring, simple and lacking the usual shallow glamor of diamonds, a silent offering of everything he couldn't yet put into words. "it's another gamble at life, i know," he added, the cocky smirk returning, a fragile shield against the vulnerability he'd just revealed. "but the odds of you saying yes seem pretty damn good..."

"idiot," you said softly, tracing the outline of his trembling fist, "would it kill you to ask me normally?"

mistaking your words for anger and rejection, aventurine flinched. he had pondered over it for a long time, thought of you when he watched you sleep peacefully, and even when he was out facing death. and he realized then while in penacony, that if there was something he can't leave nor let go, it's you. "i...i mean it. marry me, i swear i'm serious. don't let me go, don't leave, i swear i'll-"

"silly," you hushed, a finger on his lips. "don't hide your hand. this isn't one of your big bets, not one where you'd lose, because my answer to you will always be yes."

relief washed over his face, so intense it made your heart ache. his eyes, when he met yours, brimmed with unspoken emotion. he leaned forward, burying his face in your hair.

"i went somewhere so far, somewhere so dark... i nearly didn't make it back," he confessed, voice rough with emotion. you shivered at his tone, the bleak despair etched into his words.

"you came back," you whispered, cupping his face and tilting his chin up. "that's all that matters."

he kissed you then, with a desperation that stole your breath away. it wasn't the soft, playful kisses you were used to. this was raw, desperate, filled with a hunger that took your breath away. his hands sought purchase in your hair, against your skin, as if seeking reassurance you were real, that this wasn't some dream conjured by a lonely, weary mind.

you responded with the same pent-up intensity, fingers tightening in his shirt, needing that tangible proof he was back, he was safe. there'd be time for questions later. for now, just the heady scent of him, the rasp of his breath against your skin, it was enough.

breaking away, he leaned his forehead against yours. "penacony was...." he faltered, the usual confidence in his voice cracking. "you, this..." his gaze swept over you, over the safe haven of his penthouse that you made a home for him to return to, "you kept me going. the thought of you, i held onto it like a lifeline."

tears welled up in your eyes. so many nights spent staring at your ceiling, the deafening silence with his absence driving you insane. you brushed his unruly hair away from his brow, his warmth a reassuring presence.

"i love you kakavasha," you said, the words thick with emotion, "and i'm so, so glad you're home."

he closed his eyes, a kiss pressed to each tear that fell down your face. "you deserve better than this," he murmured, voice barely a whisper.

"i deserve you." you were firm, leaving no room for argument. aventurine...kakavasha — your kakavasha, was many things - reckless, calculating, infuriatingly difficult at times. but he was yours. he's here, he's alive, and he had chosen you. right now, with a ring he slipped into your finger, this was more than enough.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐄𝐍𝐃

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐘𝐎𝐔 (jungkook of bts)

when will it be? if i see you again i will look into your eyes and say, "i missed you"

𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪

━━ ╸i know you're working hard in penacony, that everything rides on this daring gamble of yours. did it work? did you win? or are you still playing that dangerous high-stakes game? my worry grows with each passing day. i can't pretend it's easy, waiting without a hint of when this will end. so, if you find a moment to breathe, just send me a quick text. let me know you're alright. hurry home soon, won't you? i have so much to tell you, but it will sound sweeter with you here, beside me, and your hand entwined in mine.

love, y/n

the phone screen dimmed, the call going unanswered again. straight to voicemail. three missed calls in the last hour, texts were left unread. this was the norm for the past few weeks now, and worry gnawed at your gut, intensifying at each unanswered call.

aventurine always found a way to reply, even with just a quick emoji or a rushed message. this silence felt wrong, alien. yet there was nothing to do but wait.

his eyes meet yours, the usual cocky smirk plastered on his lips as he promised, "i'll win this, and i'll come back. and i’ll ask you something important, but until then, wait for me." you had seen the slight tremble in his left hand, clenched out of sight behind his back. he tried to play it cool, but you knew. you always knew when the bravado masked a flicker of uncertainty.

something to ask? he seemed nervous, but you didn’t have time to ask then as he swooped you in by the waist, lips meeting yours for a kiss, bearing an intensity that bordered on desperation, devouring your questions...acting as if this was the last.

"liar," you whispered into the empty room. he always promised. yet, here you were, waiting for an echo in the silence, hoping this time wouldn't be different, that this was not a gamble he'd lost. the thought made your throat tighten. even so, you'd wait. because as infuriating and reckless as aventurine could be, you knew he always found his way back to you.

but you wake up to another morning, bed empty and cold.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐌 (iu)

i'll be there, behind you who walks alone singing till the end, this song will be endless take a big breath for you who forgot how to cry aloud... i'll sing

𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙚𝙢

━━ ╸there are nights when i see it in your eyes – that flicker of darkness, when you revisit those old wounds. it breaks my heart to see you doubting yourself, picking apart the scars that are a part of you. know this, aventurine – when you hurt, i hurt too. but i won’t turn away. in this tangled mess, i’ll be with you, choose you over someone easy to love, every single time.

love, y/n

aventurine jolted awake, another nightmare clinging to his senses like a shroud. the sheets felt damp with cold sweat, the familiar tremble in his hands a stark reminder of the horrors his mind relived each night.

the bedside lamp cast a warm glow onto the remnants of his untouched glass of wine. the sight of the deep red liquid sent a wave of nausea through him. too similar, too much of a reminder of another shade of red, the one that had stained the sand, the one he could taste at the back of his throat, even years later.

he stumbled toward the bathroom, desperate to rid himself of the phantom taste. in the mirror, his eyes met the reflection of the commodity code on his neck. a permanent brand of his past as a slave. a reminder of a time when he was merely worth 60 tanba, and aventurine believes that didn’t change. despite all the luxury, he was still bought by a few, measly coins.

he sank to the floor, breath rasping in his chest. doubt gnawed at his resolve. how could he deserve someone like you? you, who woke night after night to his restless stirrings, who held him without question, who saw past the facade he so carefully maintained. your patience, your warmth, was something aventurine thought he would never feel again the moment his remaining family died.

he wasn't enough. how could he be, when his past clung to him like a stain, his nights—and sometimes, even days—a torment he dragged you into? he should be protecting you, not becoming a burden you bore without complaint.

a sluggish arm wrapped around his shoulders, pulling him into a loose embrace. you mumbled sleepily, voice thick with concern, "it’s okay, don’t hide. with me, you’re a blessing, not a burden.”

he could only nod, burying his face in the crook of your neck. you were always like this, you didn't pry, didn't demand a story he didn’t want to relive, didn’t grow tired of him. slumped together on the cold bathroom floor, you held him, a silent pillar of strength. your quiet understanding was something he didn’t know he needed, when all he received was judgement and contempt.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓'𝐒 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐓 (deco*27)

coming back to the love we share the heart’s homing Instinct being hurt, hurting you, it’s still fine when i say “i’ve come home” i want to hear you say “welcome back”

𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩'𝙨 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙩

━━ ╸i can't help but smile when i think about that day you told me about your favorite part of the day. that moment when you walk through the door, kicking off your shoes, and yell, "i'm home!" and i, without a second thought, reply, "welcome home." it's a simple exchange, but it holds so much meaning. it's a reminder that no matter where life takes us, no matter the challenges we face, we always have a place to return to.

so, kakavasha, whenever you're feeling lost or alone, just remember that you have a place to call home. a place where you're always welcome. i'll always be here to greet you, "welcome home."

love, y/n

you heard the familiar click of the lock even before he flung the door open. seconds later, a whirlwind of expensive fabric and barely contained energy barreled into the apartment. shoes were kicked off haphazardly, his designer hat left abandoned on the floor. aventurine stumbled into your waiting arms, his usually neat suit rumpled, buttons half-undone.  

he buried his face into the crook of your neck, muttering a muffled, "'m home." 

with his usual precision replaced by a hurried exhaustion, he waited for your reply as if it were the most important thing in the world. you grinned mischievously, tilting your head with a simple nod.

a low whine escaped him, and he twisted into an impossible position to pout at you. "c'mon now, don't tease," his voice took on a childish lilt, so at odds with the ruthless image he cultivated with the IPC.  

you laughed, finally relenting, "welcome home, aventurine." 

relief instantly washed over his face, a tension you hadn't even noticed easing from his shoulders. in this moment, stripped of his charisma and calculated lies, there was just a man seeking a haven, finding solace in a simple, familiar ritual. and just like always, you provided that soft place for him to land. but a faint grumble rumbled in his chest once he realized what you just called him.

"that's it?" he mumbled, a playful glint in his eyes despite the weariness. "no kakavasha today?"

kakavasha. the name aventurine loathed from anyone else's lips, a harsh reminder of a past he'd rather leave buried. but from you, it alway rolled off so sweetly, containing a bond shared only between you two.

a smile curved your lips. "alright, alright, you big cat," you conceded, leaning in to brush your lips against his ear. "welcome home, kakavasha."

the playful glint in his eyes softened, a flicker of raw vulnerability that sent a warm rush through you. in that unguarded moment, you saw not the interastral peace corporation's fake, charming agent, but the man you knew and loved.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐎𝐙 (yama)

if you are weak, i’ll show you my weakness if you’re pretending to be strong, i’ll gently embrace your weakness don’t leave me all alone i won’t leave you all alone

𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙤𝙯

━━ ╸i know there are days when the mask seems suffocating, and the smile you wear too brittle. i see it crack, so don't hide it from me. let me share the weight, even if it's just for a little while. you don't have to be strong all the time. let yourself be vulnerable, let those walls down – just with me. and I'm not going anywhere.

the scars, the past that’s smeared with blood... they're a part of you, the part of you that i also love. so let yourself fall apart for a little while. i'll be here, ready to catch you.

love, y/n

the smell of stale liquor clung to the air, blending with the familiar musk of aventurine's scent. he lay sprawled on the sofa, a half-empty bottle beside him, his usually composed features twisted in sleep. you knew these nights. the ones where the ghosts of his past caught up with him, dragging him back and not letting him go.

a whimper cut through the silence, so soft you might've missed it. aventurine's brows furrowed, his hands clenched into fists. you knelt beside him, the urge to reach out, to soothe, almost overwhelming. he was so good at burying it all beneath a mask of composed indifference, but in sleep, it all faded away, bearing his real fears.

his eyes shot open, the familiar panic flaring before he recognized you. a forced smile stretched across his face, a brittle mask replacing the brief vulnerability. "long night?" he rasped out, the casual tone, an attempt to brush everything he deemed as unsightly—his fears, his weaknesses, his insecurities.

you frowned, unable to mirror his false cheer. "kakavasha..." your voice was soft, though scolding, as you call his name. his real name. a name others tried to bury, and with it his origins as an avgin. "don't pretend with me. you don’t have to talk, just let me hold you. i’m here, always." 

you wouldn't force him to speak, wouldn't demand he reopen old wounds that even now seemed to persist. but your hand found his, a silent promise. that you were there, a steady anchor to the raging storm in his mind. and if he ever chose to stop running, if he decided to turn and face those ghosts, you'd face them with him.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐖/𝐗/𝐘 (tani yuuki)

misunderstandings and mistakes are common an approach that failed to go as planned, even sadness let's split them into two hoping it's not an ending

𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙬/𝙭/𝙮

━━ ╸you know those quiet mornings? the ones where the world seems to sleep in, birds barely chirping, and the sunlight seeps in gently. it's days like these, wrapped in your sweatshirt, coffee mug in hand, that make the whole world fade away. it's not about anything fancy or grand, just the softness of your messy hair, the way you grumble softly in your sleep, the promise of another day together. every day with you, even the ones filled with worries and whispered threats, feels worth going for. you're my quiet harbor, my safe space in the storm. and...maybe it's just a wishful thinking of mine, but let's keep at it, until we're old and grey.

love, y/n

aventurine groaned as the loud ringtone of his phone shattered the peace of the bedroom. annoyance flickered in his eyes before hardening into his usual detached mask. you watched as he negotiated, voice sharp and persuasive. a few minutes later, he tossed the phone aside, an unexpected smile playing on his lips.

"apparently, i'm off duty for a few hours," he announced, surprise lacing his voice. it wasn't everyday a stoneheart isn't needed, aventurine can't help but think of his worth once again. on the bright side, more time with you.

uncertainty flickered in his eyes. this unplanned pause, an unscheduled time filled with nothing, seemed to disorient him. "so...fancy brunch date?" he offered tentatively, a hint of his usual charm returning.

but something about his stiff posture, the hesitation in his voice, made you laugh. instead of reaching for your clothes, you flopped back onto the bed, beckoning him to join you. "let's just stay here," you said, tracing lazy circles on his bare shoulder.

the tension left his body, replaced by surprise, then a slow grin. aventurine settled beside you, a low rumble of contentment replacing his usual guardedness. the birds chirping outside seemed to grow louder, the dappled sunlight on his face a simple, perfect picture. his hand found yours, fingers intertwining.

his hair was still a mess from sleep, eyes hooded. and as your fingers trailed through the soft strands, he let out a sigh that was almost a purr. you paused, and he whined, a low, playful sound that made you grin. this sleepy, unguarded version of aventurine was rare and precious.

"maybe...maybe we don't need fancy things all the time," he murmured, voice barely above a whisper. you nodded, warmth blooming in your chest at the shared realization. somehow, this lazy morning felt more meaningful than any extravagant date to fancy restaurants.

a sudden thought of the future flashed in your mind-of mornings like this, simple and stolen. no missions, no threats, just the two of you existing with nothing but time on your hands. it was a future far removed from the dangerous life he led, but for the first time, you and aventurine entertained the thought.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐀𝐈 𝐊𝐎𝐓𝐎𝐁𝐀 (deco*27)

i said i liked you, but i lied i love you, i didn't want to hurt you but i love you, so love me all day long i want to look back together and laugh about this song

𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙖𝙞 𝙠𝙤𝙩𝙤𝙗𝙖

━━ ╸you always talk about the dark parts, the scars, the past... but never about the way you make me laugh, or how you listen when i talk about my day, how you look at me as if i am everything to you. i know the world hasn't been kind to you. i know it's hard to believe that anyone could love all that you are, the scars and the secrets. but i do. thank you for sharing even a tiny piece of your guarded heart with me. and even when you're so broken, you love me wholly, and for that, thank you.

love, y/n

your head pounded in time with the obnoxious ticking of the bedside clock. you've been downed by a flu, turning your body into one giant ache. through feverish eyes, you saw aventurine hovering, concern etched into the lines of his normally unreadable face. even exhausted from another grueling day at the IPC, he patiently changed the compress on your forehead and helped you force down another dose of bitter medicine.

a wave of tenderness flooded through you, washing away some of the misery. vulnerability doesn't always come easy, but with his hand gently smoothing back your hair, the words were already on your lips.

"hey, you know..." you began, a slight tremor in your voice, "i kinda like you." it was a pathetic attempt of the grand confessions you wanted to make.

aventurine's eyes flickered open, a flash of amusement replacing the weariness. "just kinda?" he teased, a wry smile playing on his lips.

the heat that flooded your cheeks had nothing to do with the fever. it was probably the cold, or the medicine you took, that was making you a tad bit too bold than usual. "okay, fine," you grumbled, turning your face into the pillow, facing away from him. "maybe i kinda...a lot...love you."

silence fell, broken only by your uneven breaths. the weight on the bed shifted as aventurine moved closer. a cool hand found yours, squeezing it lightly. when you finally mustered the courage to peek at him, his eyes held a quiet warmth you'd rarely seen, a kind of vulnerability he only shows to you.

"well," he said with a soft chuckle, "i guess that kinda... a lot... works for me too."

the awkwardness lifted, replaced by a sense of gentle relief. even fever-ridden and miserable, this moment felt perfect - a testament to the messy, beautiful thing growing between you despite all the odds stacked against it.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐆𝐀𝐙𝐄𝐑 (deco*27)

please, won't you allow me to make you even happier? i was able to see the thing you gave a shape to is your "love"

warning/s: mentions of blood

𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙫𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖, 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙜𝙖𝙯𝙚𝙧

━━ ╸contrary to your belief, its you who shaped love for me. before you, love was just a word to me.

love is the abundance of patience, the willingness to stay up late just so i can see you safe from dangerous missions, the constant worrying, the fear that it may end all too soon. love is learning to balance out our differences, alike yet different, different yet alike. love is learning to see the world through your eyes, trying to understand the complexities you carry.

you are my definition of love, aventurine. a love that's fragile and bittersweet, but a love that is worth a dime. it isn't something out of a fairy tale. but it is dazzling, raw, imperfect...much like you.

love, y/n

aventurine's laughter was brittle, echoing off the bare walls of the too-expensive penthouse. it was a practiced sound, hollow despite the expensive liquor warming his insides. the almost-fight hung heavy in the air - his careless words, your voice taut with anger, echoing in the deafening silence.

he'd come home with blood staining his shirt and a forced smile that didn't reach his eyes, brushing off his near-death as mere nothing. the tension, always simmering under the surface, had ignited into something raw and ugly. all that doubt, the ever-present belief that he was undeserving, spilled out. the barrage of self-loathing was aimed to himself, but somehow, it always ended up hurting both of you.

you watched the familiar spiral, his carefully constructed facade threatening to crumble. he knew it was a low blow, pushing your most vulnerable buttons, testing the limits of what your love could withstand. maybe it was even a twisted attempt to make you leave, to spare you from the wreckage he knew he would bring. or his desperation, of wanting to hear you say you'll stay, that you won't vanish just like those he held dear, that for all he is worth, you don't hate him - he faces enough of that everyday.

but still he believes he's ready, waiting for you to walk away. after all, who in their right mind would choose this? choose him?

your anger flared. this time, you would not back down. "no," the word shot out before you could stop it, "i am not giving this up." your voice cracked, but you pushed on. "you think because all these...these scars, these burdens, mean you don't deserve happiness? that i deserve...a what? someone better? i don't want 'better', i want you. i don't want an easy love, i want yours."

his eyes, usually guarded, flickered with surprise. you held his gaze, refusing to let him look away. this fragile, imperfect love that you'd built together, it might break at times. but you'd rebuild it a thousand times if you had to. because love wasn't just the good parts. it was also the fights, the tears, the insecurities, the burdens. and this was a love you would never trade for anything remotely better. you'll both make it better.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐊𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐔𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐀 (sasanomaly)

even though i have nothing, i yearn for something remaining with nothing, i closed off tomorrow though i have nothing, yet because i have nothing i found it here: this melody

𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙠𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙪𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙖

━━ ╸the plan... well, it worked in its own twisted way. barely, but it worked. soon. it won't be long now, i’ll see you again. i’ll claw my way out of here if i have to. luck is no longer the only thing i have. now, i have you.

love, kakavasha

aventurine stared at penacony below, a complex place making his stomach churn. this mission wasn't just risky; it was borderline insane. a calculated act of vanishing, leaving behind a trail of calculated chaos to reclaim the planet for the IPC. the plan made perfect logical sense. he'd done the risk assessment himself. but logic offered little comfort when the odds of survival felt impossibly slim.

can he make it to you as promised?

before he'd knew it, aventurine already called your number, his mind still calculating escape routes and contingency plans. your voice, a familiar warmth, cut through the static buzz in his ear.  

"hey," he managed, trying to sound casual. 

"working late?" the soft background noise hinted at a cozy evening in, the direct opposite of the chaos about to unfold on his side. a familiar pang of longing twisted in his gut. 

"just tying up some loose ends," he replied, the lie slipping out with practiced ease.

each casual question, each shared laugh, felt like stealing moments he might not get back to.  he answered in clipped sentences. he just needed to hear your voice, a lifeline against the doubts making his heart hammer.

then there was the dreaded stillness on the line that usually meant you were losing patience with his curt answers. he can't help it. but wouldn't it be so easy to just… not come back? he has suffered enough, hasn't he? and hasn't he burdened you enough already?

"no matter what," your voice was soft, insistent, "come back to me."

it wasn't a plea, but a promise, a simple demand. the weight in his chest eased a fraction. he hadn't realized he'd been holding his breath.

he had nothing, closed off all tomorrows long ago as a survival tactic, lived on the edge everyday as if it were his last. but, because he had nothing, he found you, a light he calls hope.

"hey doll?" he hears you hum. "i really wanna kiss you." and he will, soon.

aventurine finally found his answer. he didn't want to let this world go yet. he wanted a tomorrow with sunlight glinting off your favorite mug, your scent on clean sheets, the feel of your fingers running carelessly through his hair. a tomorrow with you.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐆𝐄𝐇𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐀 (wotaku)

i'm sorry i deceived you i'm sorry i couldn't tell you and this is so sad but suffering is our only bond

𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙜𝙚𝙝𝙚𝙣𝙣𝙖

━━ ╸between wanting to live or die, i didn’t know which side to pick. death…i've come close to it plenty of times, closer than I'd like to admit.

“welcome home."

so simple, yet somehow, it makes me want to see another day. i'll crawl back from death’s grasp, just to hear you say it again, just to know you'll never stop waiting for me. so keep waiting…

i’ll come back to you, always.

love, kakavasha

the stench of antiseptic clung to aventurine's skin, a jarring mix with the lingering scent of blood — someone else's this time. another close call, another deal gone sideways, another life thrown to death’s doors. the same damn routine with a different front. another enemy. another target. 

he tossed his jacket over the back of the sofa, the weight of its designer label a bitter joke reminder to how, no matter how much luxury he's covered in, his market value will always be worth 60 tanba. this penthouse, the suits, the smiles – all part of the intricate dance he played, one where a misstep usually meant a bullet in his head.

every step towards the liquor cabinet felt like agony. his injured leg throbbed with a dull, insistent ache. he swore under his breath, downing a shot with a wince. the burn was a welcome distraction, numbing the not only the physical wounds.

a soft gasp made him turn. you were there, silhouetted against the kitchen doorway, eyes wide and filled with a familiar blend of fear and worry.

"shouldn't you be in bed?" aventurine tried for a smirk, but it came out as a ragged grimace. 

he saw the flash of hurt in your eyes before you moved forward, quick and quiet. you didn't lecture, didn't demand answers. instead, your hands were gentle as you helped him towards a chair, fetching first aid. wordlessly, you cleaned and dressed the gash on his thigh.

he watched you, memorizing the way your lips frowned and your brows knitted together. it was always you, waiting in the dark stillness after the adrenaline faded. a constant amidst the chaos. his throat tightened. if he had a shred of self-preservation, he'd walk away and cut his losses, just to spare you this worry, this fear.

“aventurine," your voice was soft, breaking his spiral of grim thoughts, "thank you for coming back to me."

the simple words hung in the air, heavy with unspoken emotions. a flicker of disbelief softened aventurine's expression. the exhaustion etched on his face, the physical wounds he carried – they were a constant reminder of the life he chose, a life he can’t easily abandon. but with you here, the carefully constructed facade crumbled a little. he stole a glance at your face, the worry etched there a stark contrast to your usual smile.

mother goddess knows aventurine would crawl back to you if he has to, every single time. you were his reason, the rekindling of a thirst to live, crawl, survive. "doll, if you keep waiting for me like this so earnestly, i'm afraid i'm left with no other choice but to come back."

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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[avensthetic]

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So good, in fact, that I hope you have a WONDERFUL NIGHT, A WONDERFUL SLEEP, AND A WONDERFUL MORNING. At that point? For all of those fics? HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR 👏👏👏

And I hope you're doing well because THOSE LETTERS MADE ME WELL 💪 have a GREAT REST OF YOUR 2024!!!

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄 (40mp, deco*27)

to you who sobbed as you looked at me who was troubled yet smiling, i say: "welcome home!" because yesterday and tomorrow as well, there is a place here for you to come and say "i've come home!" tw: brief mentions of abuse, slavery, blood, and a pet name. nothing graphic.

𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚

━━ ╸i almost left. almost did plenty of times if i’m honest. it's stupid, i know. running's always been my solution, my way of gambling with the inevitable disaster that follows me around. i’m selfish aren’t i? i didn’t even think how destroyed you would be. but i thought it was better than dragging you down with me.

i’m a fool. me, a man who's gambled everything and walked away from worse, nearly bailing on the one good thing i've got in my damn life. i know i don't deserve you. every day i wake up expecting my luck to run out, expecting it all to go up in flames, you getting sick of me and leaving.

but everytime i come home, sometimes late, sometimes smelling like the deals i had to make, blood and all that, and you're there, waiting patiently, eyes lighting up in relief and delight seeing me unharmed. you smile, and that simple "welcome home" ... damn, doll, it's like finding an oasis in my damn desert of a life.

i’ll be here…if you’ll still have me.

love, kakavasha

deep down, aventurine was still the terrified boy sold at the slave market, his worth measured in a handful of copper coins. all the credits in the world, all the influence he'd acquired, couldn't erase that brand imprinted on his soul.

his gaze drifted to you, sleeping soundly. a pang of guilt and love twisted in his gut. you were the one good thing in his life, a beacon of warmth contrasting the memory of the cold shackles that once coiled around his neck and wrists. the way you smiled at him, the unconditional acceptance in your eyes... it was everything he'd ever longed for, and yet, it felt unbearably fragile.

aventurine always believed he didn't deserve this happiness, this soft illusion of home that your presence created. his hands, stained with blood from past betrayals and gambles gone wrong, felt contaminated. every day with you was a borrowed luxury, a ticking clock until his rotten luck inevitably turned, and he destroyed this haven as he'd destroyed everything else he touched.

a bitter laugh threatened to escape his lips. ending it... maybe that was the kindest thing he could do. spare you the pain of his inevitable downfall, let you find someone worthy, someone who wasn't cursed like him.

he tiptoed closer, unable to resist tracing a finger along your cheek. aventurine had already been through a lot—beaten, starved, used. but the thought of never feeling your touch again, never hearing your voice, was the one pain he wasn’t sure he could handle.

you stirred slightly, mumbling a soft greeting even in sleep, “kakavasha? welcome home.” his heart constricted. that simple welcome, offered so freely, had been his lifeline through countless dark nights.

your promise echoed, “when you say i’m back, i will always be there to greet you with a welcome home.” who was he kidding? he can fool others, but not himself. and aventurine finds himself holding onto your hand tightly rather than let go.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 (dreamcatcher)

the first time i told you i love you it felt so hard for me to say it now when i tell you i love you i can't put all my heart to it it feels small

𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙧

━━ ╸you know those nights, the ones where everything feels off? the words they throw at me, the glances i catch – it's stupid, but they still sting. it makes me think all the money and power in the world won't change a damn thing. the whispers get louder, the smiles get faker, and it feels like i'm drowning. i've gotten good at hiding it, like my trembling fist underneath the table. would you be repulsed if i tell you plenty of times i almost broke?

don't leave me, or i'll really do...

love, kakavasha aventurine

the whispers echoed louder tonight. avgin opportunist. corporate leech. the usual noise, but grating, annoying, pissing him off. he rose to the top so no one can order him around, but look where it still ended him.

a sigh escaped aventurine. exhaustion wasn't just physical, it ate at his very soul. even here, in the muted luxury of his apartment, the whispers seemed to seep through the walls. yet, there you were, a quiet presence on the couch, a book open but forgotten in your lap.

"another fun day?" you asked, voice laced with a playful sarcasm he knew was meant to lighten the mood.

aventurine forced a smile, the one that usually disarmed and deceived. it felt brittle in the face of your quiet concern. "just the usual," he murmured, shrugging it off. and you know very well what composed of the usual.

crossing the room, you took a seat beside him. "if you want to talk..." 

aventurine shrugged, not trusting his voice. he was used to faking it, to wearing indifference like it were his skin. you settled beside him on the couch, close but not suffocating. the silence stretched but was oddly comforting. maybe it was the exhaustion, aventurine sometimes wondered if the hateful whispers finally wore him down.

and then, like a beacon cutting through his murky thoughts, you cup his face so gently. there was no judgment nor pity, just an open, earnest gaze that made him feel seen, a feeling he thought he'd forgotten long ago, when he's taken and shackled, freedom stolen. boundless patience, unconditional affection. all of these seemed so easy to you, given freely to the likes of him without asking for anything in return.

"i love you," he blurted out. the confession hung in the air, the first time since your relationship began, both of you wide-eyed. to aventurine, it felt like free-falling, both terrifying and exhilarating.

then you smiled, cheeks adorably warm. aventurine found himself finally letting go of the tension. the shadows didn't vanish, the weight didn't disappear, but they seemed a little less daunting. 

he leaned in, and the whisper of "i love you too" against his lips tasted like a promise. he'd always thought love was transactional, built on favors and exchanged benefits. but your love was this unconditional acceptance, the way you simply held him, patient and never asking much from him.

the next time he'd say it, he thought, it might be a little easier.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐆𝐄𝐔𝐒𝐄 (yuuri)

as i stared up at something in the sky you told me they were stars just like us, they nestle close at times crying, laughing, and connecting

𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙜𝙚𝙪𝙨𝙚

━━ ╸sometimes, even when i think i've tricked everyone, even myself, the weight of it all feels like it'll drown me. i've wanted to give up more times than i'd admit, felt the pull of just sinking into the arms of death and letting it all go. there are nights i think i would have, if not for the promise i made under a sky i can barely remember.

i still have you.

the way you smile, how your eyes catch the light like those damn stars in the sky. you make me think maybe, just maybe, there's more to this life than the shadows that chase me. you're my betelgeuse, guiding me when i'm lost, reminding me there's still a reason to keep going.

love, kakavasha aventurine

aventurine leaned against the railing of his ludicrously expensive penthouse balcony. the city lights twinkled below, a mockery of the stars above. even this high up, he could never escape the whispers. avgin. murderer. loser. slave. they'd followed him from the streets to the boardrooms, even here in his private space, a relentless chorus in his head. 

a soft sound made him turn. you were there, sleep-tousled and wrapped in a blanket, starlight glinting in your eyes. a smile, the kind meant only for him, softened your face.

“couldn't sleep?" you asked, voice barely above a whisper. he'd always loved that about you, the gentleness that saw through his practiced veneer.

“the usual," aventurine shrugged, the lie slipping easily from his tongue. 

your hand found his, small and warm and somehow infinitely precious. “do you... want to talk about it? or..." you tilted your head upwards, "want to watch the stars for a while?"

the familiar ache blossomed in his chest. the stars pulsed in the night sky, and for a moment, he allowed himself to imagine. a different life, maybe. one where the weight of his past didn't threaten to crush every tender thing he dared to want. one where he could look at you with nothing but love, no shadows hanging over his heart.

but the world wasn't made of dreams and wishing on stars. “just for a little while," he said, squeezing your hand. the warmth of you beside him was unbearably sweet, and for tonight, he would let himself hold on to it. 

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐄𝐔𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐀 (jungkook of bts)

take my hands now, you are the cause of my euphoria

𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙚𝙪𝙥𝙝𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙖

━━ ╸born as an avgin, plenty wishes for my eyes to close, never to open again.  hated for something i can’t control, even more so now when i too, am in the clutches of the interastral peace corporation. yet you… when you told me without hesitation that my eyes were pretty — no jewels could compare, i thought i had totally lost it. the heart that i thought i abandoned years ago began racing, and i feared you’d hear it pounding, yearning for you. how can you love all that i am?

love, aventurine

he remembered the first time, under the garish lights of his hotel room in penacony. the hatred he'd grown accustomed to, the whispers and stares aimed at his avgin birth… those were bearable. so when he gave you a clear view of his eyes, aventurine thought he was ready to be scorned once again. he'd expected another flinch, another recoil. instead, you focused on every detail of face as if he were art, tilting your head with a soft gasp.

"your eyes...don’t cover them, they're so pretty," you breathed out, in awe. "they're like jewels." then you shake your head before correcting yourself, “no, no jewel could ever compare to them.”

aventurine's smile had frozen. years of practiced indifference crumbled against that one simple statement. he'd been braced for pity, for revulsion—not this warm, honest admiration. his heart, the damn traitor, thundered against his ribs as if trying to break free.

he swore he breathed out a sigh of relief. how can you not hate it? is this how euphoria feels like? 

yet, he knows, he always did. only in dreams does aventurine dare to feel freely, because here, in a cruel reality, his past will always be in his shadow.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕 - 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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[avensthetic]

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐌𝐄, 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐍 (jin of bts)

you are my earth, to you i’m just a moon

𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙢𝙤𝙤𝙣

━━ ╸can someone like me really stay by your side? my love following you across galaxies. you’ve always said i am beautiful, the prettiest you've ever seen, when i have hands stained with blood. all these wounds, and you still chose someone like me. therefore, you are not allowed to leave me, okay? because i can’t let you go…because i can’t have others stealing you, i'm sorry i'm selfish. i will become better, until then, i hope you can be patient with someone like me…

love, aventurine

you’ve always been so tolerant of him, his darkest sides illuminated by you. aventurine wistfully gazes at you from where he sat on the couch beside you, enamored by the way your eyes lit up whenever your eyes meet. is he deserving of such happiness, with how he had lived his life up until now?

“aventurine? is something on my face?” you wave a hand in front of him, trying hard not to become flustered with how softly he’s gazing at you, his eyes so pretty that you can’t believe they’re only looking at you as if you were his whole world. and you were, to kakavasha who was buried.

“no, nothing. you’re just so…so beautiful,” he murmurs and sighs so softly. “say, if like a moon, i had many sides — sides that are ugly and dark, would you still allow me to love you?”

the answer came quickly for you, and you offer him a smile, hands intertwining with his. “silly, isn’t the moon one of the reasons why a planet is liveable? then if that were the case, i wouldn’t be able to live without you, aven…”

he didn’t deserve you. aventurine swore he melted there and then, and he gathered you in his arms, heart accelerating. he didn’t deserve you, but he didn’t want to let go. so aventurine decides he’ll make himself worthy of you.

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐓

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