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anorexicastudent · 3 years
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going from a binge episode to a hard restriction episode in less than two days
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anorexicastudent · 3 years
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I would love being thin so boys will like me but what if the body will be the only reason they like me?
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anorexicastudent · 3 years
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yo update I'm 2 pounds thicker lol
OH MY FUCK1NG GOOD.
So I genuinely planned my weight loss. I am losing 6 pounds per week, so that means that THIS friday I could be 108 pound/49kg. At the end of the month I SHOULD be, after some calculus, 101 pounds/ 46 kg.
WHEN DID I ARRIVED HERE SO FAST? oh my god. I am so happy.
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anorexicastudent · 3 years
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Is there someone who is between ✨starving✨ and ✨eating at least 600-800 calories so my metabolism won't become slower✨ or is just me 👱🏻‍♀️
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anorexicastudent · 3 years
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What are y'all going to do after achieving your ugw? Like after doing some calculus I'm going to achieve my ugw in a month. I don't wanna be a skeleton, yk? I just wanna be thin, small, beautiful. I don't wanna be disgusting. But how do I stop my ed after achieving my ugw? This is literally the only reason that I'm still alive. Before having an ed I was depressed, I didn't find a reason to live. But after I got an ed (my first ed was binge eating) I became so happy. I found a hobby. I found a reason to wake up the next morning. "Everything that kills me makes me feel alive", yk? My ed saved me from death but gives me a slower one.
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anorexicastudent · 3 years
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I lost 11 pounds/ 5kg in 6 months and now nobody can stop me to go down bye
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anorexicastudent · 3 years
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OH MY FUCK1NG GOOD.
So I genuinely planned my weight loss. I am losing 6 pounds per week, so that means that THIS friday I could be 108 pound/49kg. At the end of the month I SHOULD be, after some calculus, 101 pounds/ 46 kg.
WHEN DID I ARRIVED HERE SO FAST? oh my god. I am so happy.
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anorexicastudent · 3 years
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I started to see the die in diet and the ill in i'll
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anorexicastudent · 3 years
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fuck a breakup, I peed before weighting.
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anorexicastudent · 3 years
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bye-
Do you have a hobby?
self destruction 
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anorexicastudent · 3 years
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sorry i told u abt my eating disorder do u still think i’m hot
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anorexicastudent · 3 years
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My goals for this summer:
— 109 pounds/45 kg
— Learning the subjects of the next year grade
— Focus on my IQ
— Focus on my book idea
— Learning how to not emotionally get attached by people
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