amorisun

[amorisun]

[amorisun]

{ Words by @fatimaamerbilal from being unwanted is a language. /Haruki Murakami from The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle }

[amorisun]

[amorisun]

KILL ME IF IT'S WORTH IT; ON FLESH.

silas denver melvin // ethel cain // george bataille // blythe baird // margaret atwood // nicole homer // emily palermo.

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on death with 1. lilies abounded, @petfurniture, twitter; 2. frances molina, “o’death”

[amorisun]

i’m a painter

i hate my canvas.

it’s rough and textured and imperfect

it’s hard to paint

and nothing works out

i get angry

i smear my art

i cut apart my canvas and cry and cry.

but this is the only canvas i have.

so i will put my canvas back together

and despite the cuts and stains,

i will continue to paint,

with my heart bleeding on the canvas,

but healing too.

#amorisun #thoughts #writing #poem #tomorrow i will paint something new #i will paint over todays painting

[amorisun]

i’m so cold without you

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I’m so tired

i don’t have a purpose

i just exist

and that’s okay sometimes

but today

today i want to be seen

why not me?

#amorisun #thoughts #writing #poem #i hope to see you in the clouds

[amorisun]

and it was all yellow

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my sun

bathe me in your rays of light

hold me in your warm embrace

and melt my cold heart

so i learn to love again

#thoughts #writing #hopecore #gentle #amorisun #poem #your embrace is warmer than any star

[amorisun]

shame consumes me

it makes me feel disgusting

my wrists are itchy

why did i ever start?

i hate that i enjoyed it

#thoughts #writing #hopecore #amorisun #i dream of the tears on my wrist

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death is upon me

it calls to me while i sleep

and haunts me in my dreams

i don’t give in

in hopes of finding hope

but how much longer do i have to search?

#thoughts #writing #amorisun #i dream of the scars on my body #diary #journal

[amorisun]

i miss you

i don’t know what i did wrong

am i overthinking?

do you need space?

am i too much?

im sorry

#thoughts #diary #journal #writing #please don’t leave me