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finally wrote something after more than a year 🙇‍♀️ hope it was ok! part 2 of 1001 doubts currently cooking 😋

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1001 doubts - cyno x reader (nsfw)

synopsis: being in a fwb setup with cyno makes you think things deeply, and you don’t want to believe that it’s just pure lust for him.

warnings: not proofread, angsty smut, making out, cyno marking you, fingering, praising, raw sex, a bit of aftercare (lmk if i missed anything!)

i’m coming over.

sorry, cyno. i’m busy today.

i wasn’t asking for permission.

you sigh in annoyance as you stare blankly at this exchange of messages that you had with cyno, to which you wouldn’t bother to reply.

okay, take care.

other than that, you are a living contradiction— your mind and body detached and independent of each other. your mind tells you to stop this self-sabotaging relationship you had with cyno, but your body says otherwise. having sex, not making love—

after all, it can’t be called ‘making love’ if the other party doesn’t love the other, right?

—with someone who isn’t aware of your true feelings for them is just pure torture. you bury yourself under the covers and just close your eyes for a few minutes until cyno arrives at your apartment. you act like this yet your body couldn’t calm down from the thought of what’s about to happen. sweaty palms, erratic heartbeat, shallow breathing.

calm down, y/n. you mentally scold yourself. the thought of you getting excited over something that will be done over lust disgusts you.

at least he finds you attractive.

you were a living contradiction.

“hey, baby.” a familiar voice greets you from above the covers. “i brought you gummy bears.”

i hate that i love how he remembers the small details.

“thank you.” you murmured. cyno puts down the convenience store’s plastic bag on your desk and saunters his way towards you. he carefully removes the covers from you and starts trailing kisses down your neck. “did my beautiful girl miss me? thought you were busy?”

stop calling me that.

“m-mmm…” you hum in approval, your thoughts and your slowly heating body distracting you from being able to respond properly. you dig your nails into his scalp and he groans on your neck, making you shiver.

“you like it when i mark you, hmm? be a good girl and stay still f’ me.” his words make your thighs clench, a pathetic attempt to stop your pussy from drooling. cyno notices this and smirks, still attacking your neck with kisses. his hands travel downwards without wasting any time, and his fingers come into contact with your damp panties.

“spread your legs, baby. don’t want to neglect this needy hole, so fucking wet already.”

you do as you were told and cyno pushes the pad of his finger against your slit. “c-cyno… please put it in…”

“you’re gonna have to be more specific than that, dollface.” cyno enjoys teasing you and he continues to rub your slit and circle your clit over your panties.

“please put your fingers… i-inside me…”

“you’re so good for me, baby.”

cyno pushes his middle finger inside your sopping cunt, pumping in and out until the room was filled with your sloppy noises and moans. after making sure that your pussy can handle another finger, he inserts another one to stretch and scissor you to get you ready for his cock. you couldn’t help but rock your hips towards his fingers in an attempt to feel more of him. cyno loves seeing how desperate you are for his touch, how much of a slut you are for his attention.

“f-feels s’ good—!” you couldn’t speak properly, he fingers you so good. you reach for your perked up nipples and play with yourself, an attempt to chase your orgasm much faster. cyno groans at the sight of you— rubbing and pinching your nipples, pussy dripping around his fingers, and half-lidded eyes seducing cyno to do more.

“fuck y/n, cum on my fingers.” cyno muttered. on his command, you let your body bask in waves of pleasure, your legs shaking with how good he made you feel and your mouth moaning his name like a prayer. “h-haah… cyno…”

“ready for my cock, pretty girl?” cyno removes his shirt, and you always found it so hot that despite his small stature, his body was well-defined— muscles and all. you’re definitely enjoying the view, and cyno knows you do, making him smirk. he removes the rest of his clothes and pumps his already hard dick at the sight of you.

“i want you inside me, cyno.” you plead.

“fuck, you’re going to be the death of me.”

cyno doesn’t let you reply and fills your pussy with his aching cock, desperate to feel your warmth. he grabs your shoulders and mercilessly pounds you and watches your face contort in pleasure, tongue lolling out and panting in unison with every thrust.

“s-so good, cyno! m-more, please! hnnn—!” cyno kisses you sloppily, attempting to hush your moans. your tongues swirl against each other and a thin line of saliva connects you both when cyno breaks the kiss.

“you feel so good for me, y/n… tell me who fucks you like this— haah— hmm?”

“y-you! only you m-make me feel this good!”

“yeah?” cyno quickens his pace, earning a high pitched scream from you. “i’m about to cum, baby girl. squeeze your tight pussy and i’ll give you my cum, yeah? i know this pussy wants to be filled, i-i’ll give you what you want.”

“m-mmm! w-want your cum, cyno! p-please fill me with your cum!”

it takes cyno a few more thrusts as his cock spurts out thick streams of cum inside your pussy, he groans and pumps his cock empty before he slips it out. the sight of his cum gushing out of your fucked out cunt almost makes him hard again. you both catch your breaths, eyes staring at each other conveying unknown feelings.

cyno leans down and plants kisses on your forehead. “you felt so good, baby… i didn’t hurt you anywhere, did i?” cyno coos and praises you, hands caressing your body as you calm down. you look at him tearfully, almost wanting to say yes, but the reason isn’t even connected in this recent session that you had. you shake your head and cyno cuddles you for a few more minutes, stroking your hair and whispering praises that you almost think that maybe he feels the same way as you do.

“you’re mine, y/n…” he whispers. “let’s get cleaned up so we can eat your gummy bears, hmm?”

you smiled at him. i’m yours but you’re not mine.

(anyone up for a part 2 of this? i have something in mind! c:)

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h…hello…? 😭😭 i just logged in again and i didn’t expect this much notifs HELP

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burning in water - childe x reader (nsfw)

synopsis: celebrating your fourth year anniversary with childe in the bathroom of a five-star hotel.

warnings: afab reader, bathtub / bathroom sex, degradation, nipple play, fingering

as childe's lover, you were certain that one of his love languages (if not all) is giving gifts. while you're not much of a gift person, and sometimes you'd even scold him for being extravagant in his spendings, you appreciated everything all the same.

today, the both of you celebrated your fourth anniversary. needless to say, childe planned an overnight stay at a five-star hotel. you asked him if it was really necessary to book a five-star hotel. to which he replied, "of course, you deserve only the best."

now, you're on the bathroom's half-filled bathtub decorated with a few rose petals for a romantic effect. candles surrounded the bathtub and a window overlooking the night city made the view much more beautiful. you sat at the opposite edge of the bathtub, using your senses to let your body relax. after all, that was the point of this celebration.

"enjoying so far?" childe hummed from the opposite side of the bathtub, arms resting at the edge. your lover wore a smirk on his face, and no clothes over his chest. how lucky of me, you thought, to have this view all for myself.

"you're staring."

"ah... yes, i've been enjoying," you smiled at him, "thank you for everything, childe. you honestly didn't have to go this far."

"if you're thankful, then come over here." his voice was soft yet commanding, and your body immediately waddled towards childe. he sat you between his thighs and started to caress your hair. "my beautiful girl..." he murmured.

you hummed in reply, and honestly that was the most you could do. childe has this sort of effect, that you concluded, is something only he can do to you; every small thing he does sets you on fire— ironically so, since you're technically submerged in water.

you felt his kisses on your neck, trailing down towards your shoulders. and it burned, it spread throughout your body. you could only shiver in response. he traced your back lightly with his slender fingers, admiring your soft skin and miniscule reactions.

"ajax... d-don't— ah..." you couldn't suppress yourself any longer and you knew he was enjoying this.

"don't what, princess? you're clearly enjoying this." then he leaned forward and whispered in your ear. "my little slut who gets hot and bothered from my touches."

childe's hands snaked their way towards your chest, fondling your boobs as your nipples harden from his fingers. he started to rub them, up and down, and twisting it lightly with his thumb and pointer finger making you jolt from his grasp.

"oh— n-no, 'm sensitive there— please...."

"you say 'no' and end with 'please'... your words are very contradicting, love," childe chuckled as he continued to rub your nipples. "i need you to be clear with what you want, hmm?"

"please... please touch me more—!" without warning, childe shoved his middle finger inside your dripping cunt, your pussy tightening around him as he starts to pump you. "fuck, ajax, i—i love your fingers inside me... more please, hnn—!"

"how selfish. can your slutty pussy take more?" childe has this habit of not waiting for your reply, as he inserts another finger inside your tight cunt, pumping faster and faster while not forgetting to rub and pinch your nipples. you twitched and jolted at his every touch, your moans and childe's dirty words filling the once quiet bathroom.

"fuck baby, cum for me, yeah? show me how much i mess you up, dirty girl." upon childe's command, you let the wave of pleasure take over your body, your pussy clamping around childe's fingers as you ride out your high. childe reduced you into nothing but a panting mess, but he wasn't satisfied yet— you haven't satisfied him.

"wipe yourself, y/n. i want you sprawled over the bed in ten minutes."

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"i don't think we can understand each other."

your body temperature dropped at xiao's words. hands cold with sweat, mouth dry, and thoughts trying to find where it went wrong. was it something you said? something you did? you thought everything was going well— progressing, even. this was too much of a surprise to you.

"why?" was the only word you could muster.

"i can't keep humoring you while i'm too preoccupied with protecting liyue." humoring me? but i am his lover, aren't the things that he's been doing supposed to be out of love?

"you don't... you don't need to do the things i like, xiao." your already soft voice was drained by the pouring rain falling from the skies of guyun stone forest.

xiao scoffed. "and see your pained expression every time i see you? y/n, i've been seeing that expression for millenia."

"what can i do to make you stay?" for some reason, you liked the rain today. at least xiao wouldn't be able to distinguish your tears from the raindrops.

"i don't think it's a good idea for me to stay."

then you remember that one sunny afternoon where it all started.

"xiao? why are we here?" you asked the adeptus, walking straight ahead with his back in front of you.

"why are you following me?"

" well... i like spending time with you."

"then from now on, always be within my sight."

it's funny how the things you never expected to happen are now currently unfolding in front of your eyes. the string of words that were once promised, connecting the both of you, is being threatened to snap. but how can it maintain its form if the other one has already chosen to let go?

"please be happy without me." and it was the last you saw of him.

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hello hello! here's the continuation to my previous post :) thank u for your interest in my angsty contemplations <33

"am i really just no more than a duty?"

your words came off harsh, as if you were demanding for something much more— that you wouldn't accept "yes" for an answer. but you didn't mean for your question to come across like this, you wanted xiao's honest answer. after all, it's what matters— not your feelings, but his.

you should probably calm down. it's not part of your demeanor to get worked up like this. you didn't notice your knuckles turning white, as well as the erratic pace of your heartbeat. if you wanted to atleast get your feelings across, maybe now's the time for it. forget about perfect timing, you'll just exhaust your time in this world trying to wait for it.

xiao was just staring at you, you couldn't figure out the expression in his downcasted eyes— whether he was in pain, sadness, or maybe something else.

"i'm sorry. i didn't mean to sound harsh or anything. it's probably my lack of rest, i didn't think my words through." you turned around, facing the staircase which led to the lower floor. "...you know, i'm actually grateful for all the times you've come to my rescue. i thought... if i was in trouble, i'd get to see you, you know?" ah. now you're tearing up? maybe you should ask verr goldet to hire another chef.

"it's frustrating." xiao said, you don't dare face him.

"the first time i came to your aid, i saw the terror in your eyes when the mitachurl headed towards you— everyone i saved looked just the same." there he goes again, emphasizing your similarities with the common townsfolk.

"but you're different. while i deal with the monsters, they would take the chance to run away. at the end of the day, i would be surrounded by nothing more than the corpses of those i defeated. i don't understand it, but... it felt hollow."

"you always stood hiding in some rock or tree, or just watch the battle unfold." he chuckled. "then you'd come running with a smile on your face and say thank you. the words i needed the most. after that, i became selfish. i wanted you to need me, wanted you to be in trouble just so i could see your smile and hear your voice." you turned around and met xiao's eyes— now you were certain that he was in pain, he also didn't know how to get his words across.

"so... don't ever think that way again. it's frustrating."

"...then, will you come see me even if i'm not in danger?"

xiao smirked. "just call my name."

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you were cursed with clumsiness— or was it unluckiness? it doesn't really matter, as you were always met with trouble. however, it didn't bother you. it's quite embarrassing to admit, but your clumsiness (or unluckiness) wasn't much of a hurdle to your daily living, as xiao always shows up before trouble comes knocking at your door. whether a whopperflower suddenly spurts from the ground after you've picked up some mints, or following a trail of sunsettias only to find out that they were leading to a hillichurl camp— xiao always kept you away from harm.

"tch, always a magnet for trouble." xiao says, after slaying the abyss mage you attracted while strolling through the sandy yaoguang shoal.

"i didn't even get close to it..." you mumbled, pouting at xiao's reprimands. you faced him and gave a smile. "but thanks as always, xiao. i know i shouldn't be troubling you this much, but thank you for always responding to my call."

xiao crossed his arms and averted his gaze from you. "...for your safety." and he disappeared.

days turned to weeks turned to months. you were too busy to go out on solo dates, tending to the demands of wangshu inn since it was undergoing peak season. as one of the chefs, it was expected that you worked from sun up until sun down, with your 7 hour sleep being the only rest you had. you missed xiao dearly— you would only see each other when you were on the brink of danger.

you climbed to the top of wangshu inn, where xiao resides— at least, that's what verr goldet told you. you were not surprised to see that no one was there. walking towards the wooden railings, you whispered "xiao, are you there?" then you heard a flash behind you.

"you called?" xiao looked from left to right, detecting if there were any monsters nearby. he gave you a questioning look. "there are no monsters nearby."

"i didn't think you'd come."

"i thought you had any need for me. is that selfish?"

"i just wanted you to see me being less pathetic, you know?"

"is there any need for this? my only duty is to protect liyue, for the safety of its people." it felt hollow, empty, as if he was referring to you merely as his duty. you thought that he might be somewhat concerned about you for you—but you were just a citizen of liyue in his eyes.

maybe it was the burnout from work, merely doing it out of routine. or maybe the bitter nights you spent alone thinking about your sweet memories with xiao. atleast, you thought they were sweet. you felt your eyes starting to gloss, you were stressed, frustrated, and the one you wanted to see the most probably haven't even thought of you the way you did for them.

"am i really just no more than a duty?"

let me know if y'all want a part 2, maybe?

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special order - xiao x reader (nsfw)

reposting this for better formatting ^^ synopsis: as xiao's personal chef, he seemed to dislike you taking orders from someone other than him. warnings: fem!chef!reader, jealous!xiao, degradation, use of slut and whore, fingering, blowjob, unprotected wall sex, aftercare

"hey, girlie! over here!" childe waved at you as you step out of wangshu inn, holding a container filled with zhongli's favorite slow-cooked bamboo shoot soup wrapped in a square cloth. it irritated you that childe rushed you on this order, but it didn't really matter when he offered twice the mora as payment. business was business after all. you reluctantly eye him and squinted threateningly, as if it had any effect on the harbinger.

"i only transact on a payment first basis." you said, to which childe did not suppress his laughter.

"okay, okay. someone has trust issues, hmm?" childe fishes out a bag of mora, which you presume to contain the right amount you charged him with — maybe even more because the bag felt very much weighty on your palm.

"alright, have fun on your date with zhongli, or whatever it is that you two are up to." you teased, giving him a light smile.

childe rolled his eyes at you then ruffled your hair, causing it to become disheveled. you lightly slap his hand away and off he went.

"thanks, chef y/n!" childe exclaimed, his back against you and with a wave of his hand.

you return to your room — shared room — on top of wangshu inn. you closed the door with a sigh and shook your head, smiling slightly from childe's loony antics. as you enter the room, you see xiao standing with his arms crossed in front of his chest. you were surprised to see him albeit startled at the cold gaze from his eyes.

"i didn't know you started to accept special orders except for mine." his voice was cold, threatening even. your pulse quickened, he misunderstood.

"no, it's not—" you start to explain, but within two flashes of black and green, xiao suddenly appeared in front of you, his toned arms caging you against the wall. he was somewhat shorter than you - you'd say around just an inch. but his aura was definitely much more dominant than yours, and he never failed to exhibit this demeanor - especially in situations such as this.

"shut up." xiao stares at you intimidatingly then his eyes somewhat softens - even looking as much as being hurt. he kissed you in a way to break off your incessant ramblings, his lips seemed to be hungry for something — possibly for your taste.

you took in his fervent movements, reciprocating the same need you had for him as you deepened the kiss. xiao moaned into your mouth and his calloused hands started roaming your body, leaving you no time to react to his touches. finally, he slipped his hands inside your shorts, lightly rubbing your dripping cunt through your soaked panties.

"xiao— nnh... there— ah...!" you broke off from the kiss and looked at him with half-lidded eyes.

"i told you to shut up. say one more word and i won't continue this." xiao commanded. your shorts were already on the floor, along with the bag of mora from childe which you probably dropped minutes ago. your thighs were exposed and your cunt was aching for contact. you try as much as to bite down your moans.

"you slut. kept quiet because she wanted more." xiao removed your panties and tossed them to the floor. "spread your legs."

you do as he commands, thighs already shaking. he ghosts lightly along your slit and you prayed to the archons above to help you in suppressing your moans. xiao inserts his middle finger easily inside of you and starts to pump in and out. your eyes naturally rolled itself due to the immense pleasure. "who are you wet for?"

you don't answer xiao in fear of him ending this.

"answer me."

you follow and choke a reply. "y—you... i'm hnn— i'm wet only for you."

xiao grunts at your words and his cock hardens, unbeknownst to you. he inserts another finger inside you and you can feel your climax coming to a close. "you're such a whore. all smiley over someone else when she's already got me. do you like attention that much? you like what i'm doing right now? fuck, you're so tight." xiao pumps faster and faster and you can only babble incoherently in reply.

"yes! o —only want your attention xiao— please, please i'm gonna—" you climax on xiao's fingers not having any more strength to suppress your moans as your legs give in and you drop to the floor shaking and panting as you ride out your climax.

you see xiao looming above you, his eyes now filled with lust and you can feel your cunt throbbing again just from the way he looks at you.

"suck."

you waste no time in pulling down his pants, revealing his already hard cock. you wrap your hands around his length and started to take him in with your mouth. his cock was big and you needed some time to fully envelop him from tip to base. you swirled your tongue and tasted the salty precum leaking from the tip causing xiao to moan and throw more degrading phrases at you. "ah, fuck. filthy slut. so good at sucking me off— nngh..."

his words go straight to your cunt and you quickened your pace, head bobbing up and down xiao's cock as your eyes meet him — only yours is quite teary from choking on his length. seeing you like this, xiao was very much close to his release.

"keep going, y/n... god— fuck, so good..." he grabbed your hair and started to guide your head in a much faster pace. you start to lightly touch yourself, heating up when he called your name.

"i'm gonna come— ah— take it all, you whore— hah..." xiao pants as he forces your head down to the base of his cock and you felt his semen release inside of your mouth. it tasted bitter but you would gladly swallow for him. your knees were sore and you stood up before xiao commanded you to.

you placed your hands on the wall, your ass facing xiao. "you finally know what to do, huh?"

"fuck me, xiao. please."

"i don't take orders from any slut." and with that, xiao pushes himself inside of you with no intention of starting off slow. he pounded your cunt relentlessly and his hands snaked its way towards your chest, cupping your bobbing tits. his fingers pinched and twisted your nipples which added more to your arousal.

"xiao! ah— ! n—not there— too sensitive!"

xiao ignores your words and moans as he himself is drowning in pleasure. your tight cunt is squeezing around his cock and he can't help but think that you're his and his alone. "say that you're mine, y/n."

"nngh... i—i'm only yours xiao— !"

xiao gritted his teeth. "fuck— i'm gonna come again, i'm gonna come inside you— take it all— ah...!"

xiao's pace quickens and releases another load inside you making you come on his cock as well, every bit of strength leaving your body as you feel yourself falling again. xiao catches you and lays you down on your bed, planting soft kisses along your face and body.

"...i'm sorry, y/n. was i too rough?" xiao caressed your forehead, his eyes looking at you with concern.

"nnnn... no, you weren't." you smiled. "but i really didn't mean to not let you know about childe's special order... it just so happened that i thought we could use some extra mora for the upcoming lantern rite festival." you pouted.

xiao sighed in disappointment, most probably to himself. "...i apologize."

"don't worry about it." you take his hand and smile up at him. "should i whip up a dish of almond tofu for us?"

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"xiao." you whispered your lover's name quietly, the gentle night wind carrying your voice over to his ears. xiao was sitting next to you, with you on your bed. your eyes were fighting against their desire to shut, but your desire to exchange words with xiao was stronger. you lightly wrap your hand on his arms and his gaze shifts to you, his eyes expressionless.

"what is it, love?" how could warm words sound so cold? it was as if he only says them out of habit.

you smile at him. "please stay?" the heavy feeling inside you hollows out even more, words should have a limit to being said - especially when it stops reaching the other person.

xiao smiles back at you in return. "i'll be here." lies.

your eyes finally give in to their desires.

again, you wonder how the warm things that the universe has to offer always seemed to have some coldness behind them - xiao's empty promises, and the warm morning sunlight; signifying his absence.

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