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This game had me in tears, fucking hell.
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adhd-fanficwriter · 2 days
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Loves,
My personal life is a little bit of a rollercoaster right now, hence why I haven’t uploaded ‘Another Chance’.
I do want to say that Requests are open. Nothing is too crazy for me. You can put your request in as anon, I really don’t mind. I can do Daryl Dixon, Sam Porter Bridges, even Loki.
Again, I’m sorry for the delay, I will try and upload next week (upcoming week)!!
Lots of Love
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A Low Roar Concert
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Universe: Death Stranding
Pairing: Sam Porter Bridges x Fem Reader
Warnings: Tiny bit of gore, if you find the BT’s gorey and scary. Hints of ‘aphenphosmphobia’. Fluff.
Summary: You were on your way to a concert when it started raining Time Fall.
A Low Roar Concert
It was dark, no lanterns to be found as I made my way over to the Port Knot underground city. Wind was blowing and I could see a few black strands coming from the sky. I knew I had to come with my trike. I pulled up my hood, staying safe from the Time Fall rain. I had once been careless and now I have one wrinkled hand. My phone buzzed, letting me know that BT’s were close. I don't have Dooms, so I can't see them.
I feel the goosebumps rising and the hairs in my neck stand up straight. They are close. Way to close. I hold my breath and try to walk in another direction. Rain is pouring down and I pray to god that my hood stays up. I’m still a good 1,5km away from the underground city. This won’t be the day that one of those Beached Things drags me under. I won’t allow it. I look around and sure enough see the orange handprints on the ground. Once again I hold my breath and run away. The handprints follow me quickly and I can already feel the ground beneath me change into black tar.
It’s getting harder to run, the tar being too thick, it’s almost like quicksand. ‘’No!’’ I yell out as I see a figure emerge from the tar, clawing at my legs. Another one pops up and another one, leaving me with three tar figures weighing me down. ‘’Get off me!’’ I yell and kick, flailing my arms for balance.
My pulse is heavy as they slowly drag me under. I punch around me, trying to get rid of the BT’s.
‘’Help!’’ I yell out once more, hoping someone would hear me. There must be some mistake, how can this happen? My screams become muffled as their hands reach my face, pulling me backwards into the tar. My words turn to ash as I try to scream. I’m a long way from home.
I fill my lungs with air and scream one last time before they drag me under.
My hand is still sticking out of the tar as I feel something warm. Orange light comes out of nowhere and I feel like I’m being blasted away. I open my eyes, looking up at the rain. The little droplets leave little burn marks in my face, turning the skin older as it touches. I’m buying pulled out. I fly through the air as the person holds my hand, making me sit behind them on the trike. ‘’Hold tight!’’ he grumbles and speeds away. I can feel my consciousness slipping away and I fall asleep against his back. I can barely feel him putting a rope around us, to prevent me from falling when everything turns black.
‘’She wasn’t pulled through completely.’’ The same gruffy voice, ‘’You did good Sam.’’ another male. I flutter my eyes open, being met with two icy blue eyes. ‘’She’s awake, what do I do?’’’ He asks, his bracelet lighting up with some sort of hologram. ‘’Make sure she showered, she needs to wash the handprints off.’’ The guy nods, the hologram disappearing.
‘’What happened?’’ I ask, trying to sit up. ‘’Where am I?’’ I prop myself up on my elbows. ‘’We’re in Port Knot underground city.’’ He says, sitting on the table next to the bed. ‘’Sam.’’ He nods.
‘’You were being sucked in by BT’s, I was on my way here for a delivery, and heard you scream. Was just in time to pull you out.’’ He looks down, shuffling his feet. ‘’Thank you.’’ I breathe out, laying back down. ‘’You should-’’ ‘’Take a shower?’’ I finished for him. He doesn't say anything. I look over to the shower pod. ‘’Can you maybe turn around?’’ I ask as I stand up, walking over to the shower. I peek over my shoulder but he’s already moved to the other side of the table, facing the door.
I step in the shower, the hot streams washing away the black tar that’s stuck on me. I look down at my legs, the handprints now leave a small scar like mark. I can’t wash them away. I sigh, closing my eyes and putting my face in the warm stream. Taking a step forward it now hits my neck and I relax.
After the shower turns off, I am blow dried from head to toe, leaving me dry, as if I never took a shower. I put on my clothes. They are clean. ‘’Did you wash my clothes?’’ I ask Sam. He looks over his shoulder and nods. I smile, ‘’thank you.’’ I walk over to Sam, standing in front of him. I hold out my hand, wanting to thank him. He leans back on the table, his upper body leaning away. ‘’I ehm, just want to thank you.’’ He looks away, ‘’S’fine.’’ My hand falls back beside my body.
‘’Where were you going anyway? ‘S stupid of you to go outside with the rain going on.’’ Sam gruffs, his voice hoarse. ‘’Going to a concert, Low Roar is playing here in the city.’’ I smile, picking up my phone from the table. ‘’My friend couldn’t come so I am alone. You could join me? See it as a thank you.’’ I smile, waiting for his reply. ‘’Nah.’’ He waves me off. His bracelet makes a sound and the same man from before pops up as a hologram. ‘’Take a break Sam, you deserve it. Make some fun.’’ The man says and I can see Sam rolling his eyes. ‘’You heard the man.’’ I smile, grabbing his arm. He pulls away harshly, his eyes big as he looks at his arm, then at me. ‘’Don’t you ever touch me again.’’ he growls. ‘’Sam doesn't like being… touched.’’ the hologram man says. ‘’Sorry.’’ My voice is soft. ‘’But Sam, just go have some fun, go to the concert with her.’’ Sam shakes his head, ‘’Only if you stop eavesdropping.’’ The hologram man laughs and disappears again. ‘’Guess you’re stuck with me for the night.’’ I smile.
We step into the underground cave and walk towards the concert. The music is already loud and I can feel the beat in my heart. I look to my side, Sam is in his normal attire. He hung his blue delivery suit in his room. We stepped inside the room and Low Roar just came on the stage. ‘’I’m getting a beer, you want some?’’ Sam hovers next to my ear, sending chills down my spine. I nod, ‘’A beer is fine.’’ and he’s gone to the bar. Moments later he returns, handing me the bottle, our fingers brushing against each other and Sam retracts his hand quickly.
I look to the stage as the play Waiting. I slow dance to the song, my hands up high and my hips swaying. I close my eyes letting myself go. Feel Like Dying comes next. I drink my beer and before I know it, the bottle is empty. Sam asks me something and I can’t hear him due to the loud music. ‘’What?’’ I ask, stepping closer. ‘’Another beer?’’ He asks, our chests are close as he leans over my shoulder, being close to my ear so I can hear him. ‘’Yeah! Thanks!’’ I laugh and avert my attention back to the stage.
After a few more songs, and a few more beers, Sam and I are tipsy. I spot him leaning against the wall and walk over, standing in front of him. He smirks, sipping his beer. ‘’Come dance?’’ I ask. ‘’Nah, I’m good watching.’’ He says, taking another swig. I’m Leaving starts to play, a more upbeat song of them. ‘’Please? This song is so good!’’ I smile sweetly, holding out my hand. I could see the conflict in his eyes but he eventually grabbed my hand. I giggle and pull him to the floor. I let go of his hand and turn around, facing him as I let myself go on the music. Arms in the air, beer in one hand, hips swaying from side to side. ‘’Grab somebody close and dance together!’’ the singer asks the crowd and everyone does so.
I look Sam in his eyes, blue as the ocean, troubled at the edges. He stares back, his gears spinning. I could see the fear but he’s trying. In one quick movement he pulls me against him, hands on my hips as we both sway to the beat of the song. I laugh and place one hand on his shoulder, the other in the air, trying not to spill my beer. I throw my head back, smiling and close my eyes, enjoying the music as Sam holds me in place.
The song ends and Bones start to play. I step out of Sam’s grip but he holds me close. ‘’I don’t normally do this.’’ He whispers in my ear, giving me chills as his breath tickles my ear. ‘’So you better enjoy it while it lasts.’’ His grip in my hips tightens as he gently squeezes them. I nod and place my hands on his shoulder. We slow dance to the song. I look up in his eyes, hair falling in his face. I reach up and he flinches. ‘’I’m not going to hurt you.’’ I whisper, slowly reaching up further to swipe away the hair. There’s a faint blush on his cheeks and he lets his head fall against mine.
As we slow dance to the song, the whole room disappears, it’s only us now. We enjoy eachothers company. ‘’I wanted to thank you, if it weren't for you, I’be dead.’’ I kiss his cheek. He gently parts and looks down at me, the blush now noticeable on his cheeks. I smile up at him and close my eyes, hugging him and I rest my head on his shoulder. My hands find their way in his hair, his hands slide down to the small of my back.
We dance the night away. This night could have ended much more differently if it weren’t for Sam and I am grateful.
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adhd-fanficwriter · 7 days
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Do you guys want a Sam porter Bridges one shot? If so, tell me what you want it to be about!
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Just posted the short fic!
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adhd-fanficwriter · 9 days
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I literally dropped all my cargo and jump up this rock to make a ‘cool’ picture.
So, enjoy it.
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Oopsie, got someone drunk today 😏🤗
Don’t threaten me with a good time Sam, I see you there 😏🫣
Bonus:
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adhd-fanficwriter · 10 days
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NORMAN, killing ovaries, REEDUS
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I never saw this gem so I’m sharing it with you guys.
Imagine Daryl finding a suit on a run and surprising you while he’s wearing it 😭
Also imagine you taking it off, pulling him down by his scarf.
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For real tho. 😫😫
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𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
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to have a domestic life with him
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adhd-fanficwriter · 11 days
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Ik this isn’t like a question but one piece of feedback I could give that’s helped my writing is to maybe break up your big paragraphs and speaking between characters. I’m very excited to see where this is going!!🤝🤝
Thank you so much! I will definitely keep this in mind!
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Loves
I always see people commenting on other peoples stories. But no one does that to me.
Are you guys able to comment or do I need to do something in the settings? Because I am happy to get feedback!
Please let me know ❤️
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ANOTHER CHANCE - Chapter 3
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ꕤ PAIRING ꕤ Daryl Dixon x Fem Reader
ꕤ RATING ꕤ Typical TWD stuff, so always 16+ I will let you know when it’s 18+
!! WARNING !! Sexual Abuse near the end.
ꕤ DISCLAIMER ꕤ I do not own any of the TWD characters. This story takes place in the TWD universe. I use the character and I might not follow the tv series. We’ve all seen the serie, you know the gore that it brings, the kills, the walkers. This al will be coming back in this series. So be warned.
ꕤ A/N ꕤ Please let me know what you think of the series! Tell me what you liked most of this chapter. ALSO if you’d like to know what Bailey and Lizy look like, let me know. I’ll post some pictures.
ꕤ Song Used ꕤ For this chapter I used a Walking Dead playlist.
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< Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 > Chapter 3 I sat on the porch, tea in hand, enjoying the sun that was setting. Lizy was already asleep, she had a busy day. And with that I mean she had a full day of playing with the pigs and with Sam. Those two were inseparable. ‘’Hey’’ Jessie walked onto my porch. I nod my head at her. ‘’Sam's out cold too?’’ I chuckled. She laughed softly, ‘’Yeah, he fell asleep during dinner.’’ ‘’Lizy too.’’ I laughed. Jessie and I became good friends, mainly because our kids, I mean her kid and Lizy, play together all the time. We ate dinner together a lot, mostly when Pete was out in the infirmary, taking care of the people. I once noticed how she would flinch when he was nearby, and I asked about it, but she said it was nothing. I kept a close eye on her. ‘’You want one?’’ I ask her, holding out a cigarette. A bat habit I picked up, but I only smoke in the evening, when Lizy’s already in bed. Birds flew by, chirping at one another before settling in a tree to sleep. Jessie took a cigarette, holding it against mine to light it. ‘’We should stop this.’’ she smirked. ‘’When this all ends, I will consider it.’’ I smirked back and we chuckled again. We silently smoked it, enjoying the calmness of the evening. In the distance I saw Pete coming towards us and we quickly hid our cigarettes. No one knows we do this, so it better stays between us. ‘’Jessie. Come home. Now.’’ he demanded. I raised my eyebrow, ‘’Hello my sweet wife, are you ready to come home?’’ I mocked him, earning a side eye from Jessie. ‘’What? It sounds a lot nicer.’’ I shrugged. ‘’Shut your damn mouth. You don’t got to speak until you find yourself a man.’’ Pete eyed me up and down. I rolled my eyes, I have no energy dealing with him. ‘’I’ll see you tomorrow,’’ I hugged Jessie ‘’Be careful.’’ I whispered. She nodded and walked off, towards her home. Pete shot me one glance over his shoulder, but it didn’t phase me.  I closed the door behind me and walked upstairs. I had already taken a shower, so I just brushed my teeth and went to bed. I heard a faint sniffle coming from Lizy’s room. I sighed, walking over to her room, opening the door softly. ‘’Sweetheart?’’ I nudged her shoulder a little. She rolled on her back, ‘’what’s wrong?’’ I whispered, wiping the tears off her cheek. ‘’I.. .I miss mommy..’’ My heart swelled. It has been 6 months since we’ve been living here. She still has nightmares. They were rare now but in the first few weeks, she had them every night. She didn’t dare sleep alone and was always by my side. I scooped her up and brought her to my room. I was thinking of going with the scavenger group for a while, hoping to find a stuffed animal of some sort to give to her. She really needs something to hold while she sleeps, to calm her down. ‘’I’m right here love, nothing can hurt you.’’ I told her. I placed her in my bed and I crawled in from the other side, being a big spoon. She curled into me and hugged me. ‘’Mommy Bailey?’’ she sniffled, ‘’’hmm?’’ ‘’we are safe here right?’’ ‘’Yes love, we are.’’ I whispered, pushing a strand of hair from her face and kissing her forehead. ‘’Nothing to be scared off. Remember, our mommy’s send us to each other, so we are not alone.’’ She nodded, squeezing her head in the crook of my neck. I rubbed her back till I heard her breathing slow down and she eventually fell asleep.
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I was out with Aiden and Heath, searching for medicine and other supplies. Normally Jessie and I stay in the pantry and I feed the animals too. This time I went out scavenging. I was tired, but I wanted to find that stuffed animal for Lizy, so she could cuddle up with it at night. The leaves crunched under our feet as we made our way over to the big shopping mall. Looking around us, the trees were still green. The sun was still high and warm, it must still be summer. I shift my cap so the sun is not in my face. ‘’Aiden, to your left.’’ I whisper. He nods and looks left, a walker coming towards us. He lets the walker walk in his direction, but doesn’t kill it. ‘’What are you doing?’’ I grit my teeth, ‘’kill it!’’. The walker now has both hands on Aidens shoulders, trying to bite him. Heath just laughs and my anger starts to boil. ‘’What the fuck are you doing?!’’ I now speak up louder, walking towards Aiden and shoving my dagger in the skull of the walker. ‘’I'm just playing around Bails, don’t worry.’’ He chuckled. ‘’You think this is funny?’’ I ball my fists, ‘’I lost my mom to one of those. You either stay away from them or you kill them.’’ I jab my finger in his chest. He slowly grabs my finger, and then my hand. ‘’I’m still alive, don’t worry.’’ He says softly, squeezing my hand. I look down at our hands and back up in his eyes and they soften. ‘’Don’t do it again.’’ I drop my hand out of his. We continue walking and we enter the shopping mall. ‘’There’s a kid store on the first floor.’’ Heath tells me with a smile and I nod, searching for a way up. I find the escalators, it’s broken but I can still walk the steps. Why was Aiden so soft? I mean he’s a nice, good looking guy. You don’t see that anymore these days. I sigh and enter the kid store. My eyes catch a glimpse of fluff and I walk around the isles. A big teddy bear sits there, and looks pretty clean too. I chuckle to myself, Lizy is going to love this. I pull out some rope from my bag and strap the bear to my bag. I walk back down again, looking for Heath and Aiden. ‘’Guys?’’ I whisper. No sound. Where are they? ‘’Heath? Aiden?’’ I try again, a little louder. I hear laughter coming from the dvd store and walk towards it. ‘’There you guys ar- seriously?’’  I cock my eyebrow as I see what they’re looking at. ‘’I thought you both were adults? You look like 16 year old boys, seeing boobs for the first time.’’ I chuckle as I see them watching the covers of some porn dvds.They both turn around, their faces red. I roll my eyes, ‘’Found the medicine?’’ They nod and keep quiet. ‘’Let’s go then?’’ I ask and start to walk away. Once outside the building I take in the fresh air. It smelled like mold and death in there. I wait and wait and they finally come out. Well, Aiden comes out. ‘’Heath?’’ ‘’He wanted to go back home alone.’’ Aiden shrugs his shoulders. I furrow my eyebrows. Why would he want that? ‘’Are you sure?’’ ‘’Yeah, don’t worry about him.’’ He smiles, slinging his arm over my shoulder and we start to walk.
I keep quiet the whole time, not knowing what to say. I look over my shoulder, his hand lazily hanging there. ‘’Aiden, your arm is kinda heavy.’’ I chuckle nervously and grab his hand, trying to get his arm off my shoulders. ‘’Nonsense.’’ He puts his arm back and tucks me in his side. I dare to look at him from the side and he smirks back. ‘’Seriously tho, that bear is weighing me down, I don’t need your arm either.’’ It comes out with no emotion. He looks down at me, smiles and grabs my backpack, slinging it over his shoulder. ‘’Better now?’’ he asks, placing his arm back over my shoulder. I sigh and grab his hand again, pulling it away. I can see him rolling his eyes and he stops. ‘’Why are you being like this?’’ He asks, annoyed. ‘’Like what?’’ ‘’Like you don’t want me.’’ He smirks, setting the backpack on the ground and walks slowly towards me. ‘’Stop.’’ I say, placing my hand on his chest. He grabs both my hands and pins me against a tree, my hands above my head. ‘’It’ll only take a few minutes.’’ Aiden smirks and chuckles deeply, his eyes darkening. He starts to kiss my cheek, leaving wet stains on my skin. ‘’S-stops, please’’ I cry out. ‘’You saw me back there, watching those women on the dvds. I am a man and a man has needs, darling. You won’t leave me hanging, do you?’’ He whispers in my ear and kisses the shell, sucking on my earlobe. He presses his crotch against mine and I can already feel how much he wants me. ‘’Aiden, stop!’’ I yell, trying to get out of his grasp. He only chuckles and loosens his belt with one hand, the other still holding my hands above my head. I try to escape his grip but he only tightens it around my wrists. ‘’Aiden, please.’’ I whimper as he pushes my shirt up, revealing my bra. His eyes are full of lust. ‘’Let me show you that I have seen boobs.’’ He licks his lips. My eyes start to water and my vision becomes blurry. ‘’Stop!’’ I yell, hoping there’s someone near. ‘’Stop talking!’’ He smacks my face. I let out a cry of pain, feeling my cheek burning. Is this really happening? I try to kick but he has me all pinned down against the tree. He unclips my belt and opens my jeans. ‘’HELP!’’ I yell out, but all I get is another smack. I whimper and my vision is getting more blurred and black. I shake and I feel his hand slipping in my jeans. ‘’No… ‘’ I whisper, my lip quivers. I close my eyes, waiting for it to be over, but it never comes.
‘’Fuck!’’ I hear Aiden yell out and I open my eyes. There’s an arrow sticking out of his leg. What is going on? I look around but see no one until I hear some leaves rustling to my right. I quickly look over but all I see is a pair of narrowed blue eyes. We lock eyes but before I can say or do anything, they’re gone. I look down, Aiden is on the ground. I quickly ran away, leaving my backpack and the bear behind, hoping to find Heath or Alexandria. I don’t know who that was, but they saved me. I hope to see them again, to thank them. As the twigs and sticks crush underneath my feet, I try to recall the path we took. Left, right, turn at this tree? Tears well up in my eyes again, he almost raped me. I won’t let this happen again. I need to get stronger, I need to train more. The path clears up and I see the walls of Alexandria. ‘’Thank god..’’ I catch my breath and walk up to the gates. I spot Heath when I walk inside and walk up to him. ‘’Did you know?!’’ I ask, grabbing his arm. He looks at me, ‘’Did I know what?’’ ‘’That he was about to…’’ I can’t say it. ‘’What did he do?’’ Heath asks softly, grabbing my arms to steady me. ‘’He asked me to leave the two of you alone because he wanted to talk to you. What did he do Bailey?’’ I shake my head, tears falling down my cheeks. ‘’He… He tried to..’’ I can’t get it out of my mouth but Heath is catching on and I can see the anger boiling in his eyes. ‘’He’s mine when he comes back, if he dares to come back.’’ He grits his teeth. ‘’I’m so sorry Bailey, if I knew this, I wouldn't have left you alone with him.’’ He puts his arm around me guiding me towards my house. Once at my door I nod, and walk in, collapsing against the door. I pull up my knees and hug myself. ‘’Mommy Bailey?’’ A soft voice snapped me out of it. ‘’Yes, love?’’ I sniffed, looking up at her. ‘’Are you okay?’’ She wrapped her little arms around my neck and I engulfed her into my arms. ‘’I’m fine sweetheart, just a long day.’’ I kissed her cheek. ‘’Did you play with Sam today?’’ I tried changing my mood. ‘’Yes! And I made you this!’’ She ran away, coming back with a piece of paper. ‘’It’s us!’’ I looked at the drawing and she made us. ‘’Wow Lizy! This is so good! Did you draw this all by yourself?’’ She nods, and then I see someone else there too. ‘’Who’s this?’’ I point to the other figure. ‘’Your boyfriend!’’ She giggles. ‘’Boyfriend!?’’ I tickle her and she laughs more. ‘’Do you think I need one?’’ She nods, ‘’So we can be one happy family!’’ she throws her hands in the air. I chuckle, ‘’We’ll see.’’ I look back at the figure on the paper and notice the blue eyes it has. I think back to the pair I saw in the woods and smile. ‘’You are a natural.’’ I say, standing up and hanging the drawing on the fridge. ‘’You hungry?’’ She nods and I start to make dinner, those two ocean eyes never leaving my thoughts.
< Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 >
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adhd-fanficwriter · 12 days
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I’ll be uploading chapter 3 tomorrow!!
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adhd-fanficwriter · 13 days
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As y’all can see my adhd is fixated on Death Stranding. I am writing during work so please bare with me!
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Had a little boat trip. Lake Knot City.. what do you have in store for us?
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adhd-fanficwriter · 14 days
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Enjoy some screenshots I took from Death Stranding 🤗
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adhd-fanficwriter · 22 days
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Is this about Daryl?
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Jodi Picoult, My Sister's Keeper
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adhd-fanficwriter · 22 days
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Loves!
I stumbled on this great video of our man Daryl on YouTube and I couldn’t hold it for myself.
Kekker is an amazing editor and makes amazing edit’s of the The Walking Dead series.
Enjoy!
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