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Clouds in my head // I’m so dizzy // I can not help but love it

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“You’re beautiful” But I’m not so

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Wrists like a sickly angel

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Is it too much to ask for or too much to work for? Ask yourself that question darling.

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Sweater / Weather / Looks / Better / On / Skinny

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Pretty (and skinny) in pink

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Waiting is getting too hard. What will weight mean to me when I die tonight?

#suicde

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A girl today thought I was staring at her phone, so she picked it up and moved.

Little does she know I was staring at her salad because I haven’t eaten in 19 hours.

#anna #bulimiia #miia #anoreixa #anamia #ana #mia

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I ate trail mix this morning and I think I’m going to throw up

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I ate for the first time in four days yesterday and had a panic attack.

I don’t think I can do this.

On a side note, my hair is pink now.

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#ana #anna #anoreixa #anamia #annamiia #mia #miia #bulimiia

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Pretty (and skinny) in pink

#anamia #annamiia #anna #ana #anoreixa #mia #miia #bulimiia

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Eating is much easier knowing I can stick a finger in my throat

#anna #bulimiia #miia #anoreixa #anamia #ana #mia

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#anamia #annamiia #anna #ana #bulimiia #anoreixa #miia #mia

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Two pounds lighter than this morning.

#anna #bulimiia #miia #anoreixa #anamia #ana #mia

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I woke up with a new lowest weight.

It’s a good day already.

#anna #bulimiia #miia #anoreixa #anamia #ana #mia

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So I’m not perfect yet. But I’ve gotten to a point where I told myself I can do it.

I made the appointment for three days from now.

Day 16:

I’ve created a goal for myself;

I leave for college in four months.

If I can lose 30 pounds by then, I’ll be at my ultimate goal.

Then, I can dye my hair like I’ve wanted to for years.

I’ll save up the money,

Drive into the city,

Get it done professionally.

But only if I can pull it off.

I know that right now,

My neck is too wide for that color

My shoulders aren’t delicate enough

My stomach grabs too much attention

My thighs are too distracting.

So once I deem myself pretty enough for pink,

I’ll allow myself to dye.

And if I don’t,

Maybe I’ll allow myself to

(Die)

#anna #anoreixa #bulimiia #miia #pink #goal #work #college #soon #bruises #broken #bruised #pink hair #ed #disordered