zushimart

[zushimart]

ok. so…im opening gi diary on @gibertz since i want 2 go bakc to talking and tlaking and talking and talking and talking but if i like… post WRITING it’ll probably b like frls poems/short stories/oc stuff/occasional fan work.. & ill keep @gi-zmo as my silly library. so.. follow @gibertz if u’d like.

#so excited 2 decorate that thang

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tbh i went into my asks just to look around and they r legiterally filled to the brim with the filthiest nsfw prompts u can imagine

#u guys make me laufh #the ghosts of u anyway

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i think his biggest fear is either throwing up or failing, especially academically. he threw up in his mouth once and was just frozen in place for fear of actually being sick . i was gonna say something about the failing but i forgot what i was thinking of

emetophobic scara is such a niche but real headcanon. like the precision with which u nailed this fear down & yet it makes perfect sense. especially if u couple it with a nausea-inducing case of general anxiety and meds tht r hard on the stomach … hmn. vomiting makes him so anxious he wants to vomit… ouroboros loop of turmoil.

#i think failing yeah but i hc that in any academic setting he has failed horribly before #like absolute stellar star performance but one year sometbing went horribly wrong w his mental & he like almost flunked out type failed #but then later re enrolled aftr stumbling into a support system #(nahida…) #(amongsttt others) #thought #scaramouche x reader #emeto

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miss u guys

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lowk miss ur twisted mind and strange ways

miss u guys too tbh might reopen shop as a diary

#as if it wasnt a diary before #i think ill make a new blog like i said but its so hard 2 like . find a url like #happy tag

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zushimart save me.... save me zushimart....

save u??! save ME!! we are BOTH drowning

#hi

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He would not fucking say that but let's indulge

#tbh this entire blog

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i wish i had at least finished my FREAKING SPIDEY SERIESSS

#acting like i csnt still do thst

[zushimart]

Hi

🦭

HIII!!!!!!!!!

#sordy #sorry #me when im never around #i got a job n im doing a thesis this semester so basically im not a person anymore #zushi 🦭

[zushimart]

Beating you with a broomstick out of this house so you can move faster

u want me to stay sooo bad ong .. ❤️

[zushimart]

my dnd char tana racha ft. his boss luci adorno

#i think ive posted some of these b4 #art

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Get outta here already 💢💢 move into a new house and live far away from me

ong… ur still around… ❤️my heart pounds faster..

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guys tbh i love scara but ive said my piece i think. like ive wrung the cum out of him truly what else is there to say.

#im kind of so empty cuz im not obsessed with anything #if anything i cant stop thinking ab my ocs unfort

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ummm

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hi

#busy semester #last sem of uni actually

[zushimart]

I don’t think Nahida would have to reprimand Wanderer as much as people would expect because I think you have to Really fuck up big time for Nahida to actively chew you out instead of just politely chiding you/being a little firm, and as previously established Wanderer actively tries to cooperate with Nahida because he genuinely respects her, so I doubt he’d go out of his way to be difficult to the point Nahida would have to get his ass for it

Ergo my vision is 9 times out of 10 all Nahida needs to do is give Wanderer a vaguely disappointed look and go “Wanderer :( please don’t be mean” and Wanderer is always immediately like “ughhh. Yes Devi Kusanali sorry Devi Kusanali :/“ to the surprise of everyone around them

#i think ppl just have a fundamental misunderstanding of scara's personality #like he's never angry for no reason #and if he was then nahida wld never have believed him redeemable to begin w #he's really just a girl with a mood disorder #that doesnt make him fucking insane and he doesnt need 2 b yelled at like an incorrigible dog #the thing ab scara is that he knows he's undyingly loyal n loving n everything he thinks is really weak and pathetic #thats y he was so afraid of doing it 4 so long after what happened the first couple of times #but he's doing it again and he's really good at it #and why would he trouble the one person he trusts since #anyway agreed #i think its fun to play up his mood swings from time to time #but like this portrayal of him being like fucking crazy gets really annoying sometimes #like he's quite normal #his motivations n emotional responses n such #and he's in a healthy place too #finally #meta

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#me over here #but imiss #i miss it