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last poll for now! i just wanna draw... i havent drawn cats since i was little, so ill need to look at a lot of references

#warriors #warrior cats

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uhh i think there was five clans but i forgot one...

#warriors

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next warrior cats poll- i think it'd be kind of cool if i did a sort of choose ur own adventure story on here? but i also wanna write something myself? so idk i'll decide that later? but either way i need a warriors oc.

#warrior cats #warriors #GAH i hope im tagging the right things...

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im trying to make my first warriors oc but its so hardddd... maybe ill just make polls n let other people decide for me? im new to this and idk what im doing 🤠

i just picked a bunch of words from the warriors wiki plus a couple i thought would work- if i accidentally picked something that isn't a valid warriors name please let me knoww

#warrior cats #idk #what are the tags in this fandom #im not Caught Up

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When the anti "LGBT propaganda" law passed in Russia, all of you were going insane and cared. Give Georgia the same energy. If you can have sympathy for our oppressors on the basis of them being queer, you should keep the same energy for us, if not more.

If this law passes, every Georgian queer person I know is so severely fucked, myself included. If you make jokes about "being illegal in several countries" you better fucking care about the countries you're apparently illegal in, or going to be illegal in.

Make sure to spread this around. This is important.

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When I was 11 years old I found out that most people don't have The Mental Peanut Gallery. Do you know how scary it is to be a little kid and find out that, according to all the kids and adults around you alike, not only is The Peanut Gallery not normal, but The Peanut Gallery is actually a sign that you're broken and crazy, and if you ever tell anyone about The Peanut Gallery then they're going to try and take them away?

It won't matter if you say that you like having The Peanut Gallery. It won't matter if you say that your best friends are in The Peanut Gallery. It won't matter if you say that sometimes you switch places with someone in The Peanut Gallery and if you didn't have them then you'd be so alone. It doesn't matter that if there's no Peanut Gallery then you won't know who you are. According to the people around you, different = crazy, and crazy = needs fixing, and that means your self needs gutting and redoing until it's "right."

But here's a tricky thing about The Peanut Gallery-- they don't shut up. In fact, they resent being told to shut up. They're people too, you know. They have feelings. Thoughts. Opinions. Personalities. Worldviews. Identities. Why should they shut up? They thought everyone was equal and being yourself was OK. Didn't that include them, too?

The answer was no. No, not when you're 11 years old and not ever, said society to The Peanut Gallery. No, when we say it's OK for you to be yourself, we didn't mean you, said the classmate to The Peanut Gallery. No, you're faking, said the social media stranger to The Peanut Gallery. No, you're a disease that needs curing, said the doctor to The Peanut Gallery. No, you're not people, said society to The Peanut Gallery. Shut up and stop existing, said society to The Peanut Gallery.

What happened to The Peanut Gallery? Well, many things. Some of them started to block out their feelings until they could pass for a normal, likable, strong little kid. Some of them were filled with an anger so bright and powerful that it consumed them. Some of them retreated into themselves. Some found solace in helping others, or in escapism. Some of them became anxious wrecks. And still others believed they were monsters and grew bitter. But none of them went away.

Do you know why I say that "the future is plural"?

I say that "the future is plural" because I don't want there ever again to be a scared 11-year-old who wants to die because in their brain lives The Peanut Gallery. I don't want there to be a plural child who cries themselves to sleep because no-one loves them, all of them, ever again. I don't want there to be a plural system that bounces through incorrect diagnoses for 10 years ever again. I don't want a member of a Peanut Gallery to feel guilty for existing ever again.

The future is plural because it must be plural. It needs a place in the future. It needs a place in the future for the 11-year-old that still lives in me and for every other plural out there. Otherwise, what the fuck is the point?

And as for The Peanut Gallery... we're still here, of course. :)

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Tagging this with gay fandoms sorry

There's currently a European proposition to ban conversion practice in Europe

If you're European please sigh it

If you're not please reblog

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idk who moonpaw is or what this is but its cute!! (has only just started reading wc)

not active in the wc fandom here but sometimes they say cool shit

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🪽 huh

Your fifth most recent emoji is what your soulmate thinks about you

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i feel it in my bones, i’m on F I R E

FUCK

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When the anti "LGBT propaganda" law passed in Russia, all of you were going insane and cared. Give Georgia the same energy. If you can have sympathy for our oppressors on the basis of them being queer, you should keep the same energy for us, if not more.

If this law passes, every Georgian queer person I know is so severely fucked, myself included. If you make jokes about "being illegal in several countries" you better fucking care about the countries you're apparently illegal in, or going to be illegal in.

Make sure to spread this around. This is important.

[zoeynovie]

So in one corner we've got someone claiming that emotional abuse is not enough to cause DID, and thus all the research-happy blogs coming out with all the sources that show otherwise and the other blogs making sure to spread validation and positivity to those who may be struggling after seeing that post.

In another corner we've got the drama where a major anti-endo syscourser has dropped the label, creating a lot of backlash and getting harassment to the point of being doxxed.

In yet another corner there's a handful of blogs in late-stage DID recovery sharing their experiences with each other as they finally have even a small community of people where they can feel safe and understood to talk about these things without fear of harassment.

And in the fourth corner are the people who follow a tiktok influencer spreading hate and harassment into any tags even marginally related to endogenic plurality.

It's been a bit of a week huh?

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BAHAGSGDGDHS- LOSING IT...

My cat, #pro endo, is petitioning for a name change with the local government.

#syscourse #because yall deserve some sillies #(im pro endo this is a joke shh) #its funny even as a pro endo

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type prevs url with your eyes closed in the tags

#skrimbliest #OH #AHA #I DID IT #yaaayy muscle memory

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@decreeofthedeeps just in case

Ok y’all, I need you to drop links for free binder services. It’s November which means that parents won’t think it’s odd for their children to request that they not inspect packages. They’ll simply assume it’s a present for whatever holiday they observe. So please do your part by dropping links in the reblogs and trying to get this seen by those who need it

edit: k, so I mean this in nicest way possible. Liking isn’t going to help anyone. This isn’t just for me, other people need these links. If you if you can’t/don’t have the energy to find and post links to ACTIVE donations. Please at least reblog so someone who follows you can. Please and thank you <3

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so my friends trying to get me into warrior cats and idk what to do ... i dont rly understand it at all can someone help me make an oc?

they gave me this thingy i can use-

#warrior cats #idk what the tags are in this fandom

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ouuuh we formed at bad time

sorry for typings weird, in odd headspace rn, may sound strange!

people arguing whether emotional abuse can make system? what are we chopped liver? like hi!!! we exist!!! in fact we just formed a new introj! are we system enough??

you have no idea what we have gone through to be this way!!

gets more venty and rambly under cut! yous been warned! sorrys

we've been physically abused too. but that had not nearly as much of an impact on us as the emotional abuse! make us want to die so much, like we worrh nothing, like we making everything up! and worrstpart no one BELIEVES emotional abuse, no one tells cps, no one CARES! as a kid we tried to get HELP AND NO ONE LISTENED-

fuckyou for thinking its not ENOUGH WE ARE ENOUGH!!!! WE ARE FUCKED UP ENOUGH!!!! WE ARE SYSTEM ENOUGH!!!!!

HATE YOU HATE YOU!

already had enough dismissal, cruelty. called a faker, attention seeker, discharged from psych ward while actively suicidal still!!

had people tell us we're lucky cause parents love us, parents buy us things- all we ever wanted was be LISTENED TO! be treated like OWN PERSON not CLAY TO BE MOLDED TO AN OOAK DOLL!

you playing into abuser hands. making it easier for them to abuse, hide it, by saying this abuse isnt bad enough. be ashamed. be bettsr. grow and learn and change for your own sake!! please!!!!

#syscourse #tw caps #tw sui #tw abuse #vent post #vent #tagging syscourse because YOU DESERVE TO SEE THIS IF UR SAYING THIS #YOU DESERVE TO KNOW WHAT WE WENT THROUGH #YOUSHOULD BE ASHAMED!!!! #sorryif tmakes no sense #so mad #rocking and cant think