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i wish we had no financial problems and for him to text me soon.

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11.11 i wish for things that makes me happy, and i wish others can experience my joy as well.

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11:11 i wish we make up. may our bond be stronger than ever. please.

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"live beautifully, and watch them suffocate." -mother

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"live beautifully, and watch them suffocate." -mother

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"im scared of love it seems. terrified perhaps, of the rain and tears that come down to it. is love supposed to hurt? i've never had that word in my language before.

i thought i knew it all, until now where your gaze pangs harshly to my chest. am i supposed to feel like this? it feels so wrong, so out of place... why do i crave this feeling so much then? why is it that my heart beats for your eyes, and your smile?

oh dear how i feel so livid, mad at the angels up above, why? i didn't know i'd fear rejection this much, he matters too much.. you matter too much, they matter too much. if i reject, it'd be so lonely... like a void, a blackhole, so endless.

i don't feel as careless as i was before. is this what walking on porcelain feels like? delicate shards scarring me for life. a punishment, it seems."

-first love, kriya.

#rambles #confused #writing #writer things #letters

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11:11 i wish to be happy with my family

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11:11 i wish i had someone like in my dreams.

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4:44 wish it rained

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11:11 i wish for us to feel safe.

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11:11 i wish i wasn’t so against the world.

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it can be really tough when you are progressing through a difficult lesson in your life and you might already know that you need to accept a certain hard pill logically but there's a little child inside that screams "this is so unfair! everything is unfair!! i hate this i hate this i don't want to go through all this please just make this stop!" that makes it unbearable to move through. it is exhausting my love, and i hope you give grace and warmth to all the parts of you which is fighting for your survival through this difficulty. every emotion, feeling and frustration is here to make you a better person—maybe that's the last thing you want to hear right now when the weight of everything seems unbearable. seek out comfort—both from your support system and within yourself. rock the little upset child to sleep slowly, everything will be alright. the sun is so bright on the other side my love. i hope you choose to keep going ♡

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11:11 i wish for nothing

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11:11 i wish people would understand.

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11:11 i wish to be fine.

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11:11 i wish for love.

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so FUCKING PRETTY AUDHOSWKP

KID FOR MOVIE 27!!!!