zerojisung

[zerojisung]

went thru my profile and realised again that i rly met so many great people here.... sadly most of them hv deactivated :(

#my worst mistake is probs not asking them for their socials on other platforms #now i hv no way to find most of them agn #when i put it like that it sounds rly sad #but so glad i only met good ppl on here :( i hv no bad memories of this forsaken app #wish i could get in touch w my moots agn :((( #annabel.txt #kinda love how i come on here once in a blue moon to share sth no one cares about then dip again /s

[zerojisung]

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#actually crying when will tumblr fix their tagging system 😭😭😭 #do i rly have to rb 100 posts agn 😭😭😭😭 #i hate this sm #wtv idc anymore #annabel.txt #edit: i wanted to post something but maybe i shouldn't smh

[zerojisung]

the way i forgot tumblr existed

#istg if i have to rb 100 posts agn just for my post to be shown on tags i will flip #but anw hello to anyone who sees this #annabel.txt

[zerojisung]

HI ANNABEL 希望你現在還好的！！ 中學真的是太累人的🥱 + 我好想你 ❤️ have a great day whenever u read this heheh

HEY LAURA !!!!! 我過得很好~ 希望你也是！！別提起關於學校的事，想到就頭痛🤦‍♀️ #schooldisbandment 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ 我也很想你💖 sry i haven't been active 💔 have a great day too bub 💗💞💞💗💖💕💞💗

#laura ❣️ #annabel x moots #annabel.asks #💌

[zerojisung]

annabel I love you.so much.

im so happy we met each other!

alesha i love you so much more !!!!!! im rly happy we got to know eo too 🥺🥺💕💞💓💞💖

#alesha ❣️ #annabel x moots #annabel.asks #💌

[zerojisung]

hi everyone. you lovely humans. i really suck at writing messages like this but for the love i have for this blog and the people that support it, i shall continue on. god knows if i said ‘i’m bad with words,’ i’d be lying, but some words i’m better at saying than others. so, here it goes.

thank you. i just want to say something as simple as thank you because it goes a long way, especially considering corona took everyone’s lives and twisted it in the most unpredictable way. thank you for supporting me on this blog, it means a lot. i’m on here, spending my time to write for this platform just because i enjoy doing so, and i’m glad to share it with people who are so enthusiastic to receive content. without you guys, without my followers, i wouldn’t feel that sense of accomplishment after writing. because as much as i’d like to say i don’t care about interactions, i do, just like any other writer. it means a lot for you to say something as simple as ‘i enjoy reading your work’ because it makes me feel like i’ve managed to make someone’s day better through my writing, and that’s always what i’m going for.

to put it plainly, 2020 was a shitshow. as much as i’m an introvert, there’s only a certain point till which we all crave human interaction. and just like everyone else, i missed it, i still do. i miss it. but as much as i’d like to lock up the year in a box and forget about it for the rest of my life, i can’t deny that i’ve changed a lot. it sounds cliche, and yes, i physically aged, but i grew. i know people say ‘get rid of toxic people in your life’ and i always thought i should, but 2020 was the year that i did that. i’ve managed to see the world in different perspectives that i hadn’t thought about before, even if i was boarded up in my house most of the time. but regardless, i don’t want to go through the same emotions i felt in 2020, so i’m hoping that 2021 makes me smile more than cry.

anyway, i want to end this off by reminding everyone what i usually say to myself on the first day of every new year. it’s not something i say very often, though i swear, you all definetely say it to others than you do yourself, right? you never really think that it’s important to give yourself that feeling of satisfaction. but you accomplished something. you got through it. you did well, even if you think you didn’t. tell yourself: i did well, and i love you.

here’s to my mutuals that deserve all the appreciation in the world (even if i suck ass at interacting): @moonbeamsung @hhjs @jaemallow @danishmiilk @prettyjaems @neoskidz @feel199x @mithaai @astroboy-lele @meraki-mark @donkey-hyuck @zerojisung @heartyyjeno @orange-nimon-cross @rouiyan @sunhyuck @loonacitys @blueprint-han @riothae + any moots i missed (i cannot think right now, my apologies, but i still love you)

happy 2021 loves <3

#vee :((( we may not have interacted a lot (which will change right after i rb this bcs im gonna slide into ur dms :D) but tysm for this 🥺 #ik 2020 has rly affected sm ppl in different ways but im glad that you got to grow thru this otherwise unpleasant experience :( #tysm for this msg aaaa im rly 🥺🥺🥺 #ilysm !!!!! 💞💞💞💞 #vee ❣️ #annabel x moots #💌 #tags

[zerojisung]

hi everyone, wow, what a year this has been. 

i cannot believe that i’ve been writing on tumblr since early august, time just flies so quickly and i’ve been able to meet so many wonderful people through this site :”) 

i’d like to wrap up this wild ride of a year with a letter of appreciation to many of my mutuals, both recent ones (i’m talking literal hours LMAO) and ones i’ve had even before i officially began to publish here. thank you to all my readers, even if i don’t directly address you here, because i am still so ever grateful for your support on this very small account ^^ buckle in, because this is going to be a long one, sorry in advance 🙈

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#laura !!!!! im so sry i only saw this now 😭 #i didnt know i was ur first writing moot !! im glad that i am tho !!! #tysm for mentioning me here and writing a letter to me 🥺🥺 im so so grateful :((( #and yuppp let's def talk more !!!! i think instead of the problem being u its me HAHAHAHHAHA #also tysm for liking my timestamps :((( #ilysm 😭💞💞💞 #laura ❣️ #annabel x moots #💌 #tags

[zerojisung]

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘𝐘𝐉𝐄𝐍𝐎'𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑

so, i really told myself i wouldn’t do this but here i am, on the last day available and very soft for my mutuals right now. but this is also an announcement post haha (where do they end omg???)

2020 has been an eventful year, while i wish to take some things back, im also very happy to have met such wonderful people and to have a place where i can write and be myself. one day, this blog will close, and i wont be here anymore. but you should never forget how much i love you. forget my name, my blog name, just never forget how much i treasure each and every single one of you.

𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨 - 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐲 𝐧𝐜𝐭 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦

💌 𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 [ 𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐘'𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐈 𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐓 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ] 💌

this…is really not supposed to be a sad post. please don’t think of this as a sad post. i’m announcing that heartyyjeno will close. i’m just….not happy anymore. not happy with blog and it just makes me really sad. so, i’m archiving this blog soon. i appreciate messages and asks, but when this blog closes, it’ll be hard to keep up with all of them. i’ll still run my collabs, finish my series and wips but thats all i’ll be active on here for to be honest. so not only is this a follow forever post but it’s the last grateful post i’ll be making.

read under the cut for my letters to you <3 warning: there’s so many of you lot omds

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#oh god i just saw this im so sorry #first of all tysm for mentioning me here !!! my heart is very warm rn 🥺 #its rly sad to know that you'll be leaving :(((( but if that's what'll make u happier then i won't be that sad </3 #im rly happy that you're my moot <3 im sry for not talking much w you but pls know that ily a lot !!!! #ty for everything <33 ilyssm and i hope we can meet agn somewhere else :') #alesha ❣️ #annabel x moots #tags #💌

[zerojisung]

YOU'RE ADORABLE

BUT THANK YOU BBY 🥺🥺💕💕💞💞

[8:27pm] taeyong x reader, fluff, 0.4k

you glanced at the customers occupying the seats around the cafe as you absentmindedly wiped a table. a bitter expression involuntarily rested on your face when you realised that the people at the tables were all couples, couples, and more couples.

you held back a sigh, moving to the next table to wipe it. when the bells hung on the door jingled, you instinctively looked up with your customer service smile and greeted the newcomer enthusiastically, though it was cut short when you realised who it was.

"welcome to a cup of co— taeyong?" you raised your eyebrows at him, but your smile didn't falter. instead, it turned into a friendly and genuine one.

the said boy returned the smile shyly and slowly walked towards you. "when does your shift end?" he asked, leaning against the table you were wiping.

you looked down to your watch and looked back to him again, "in... around thirty minutes, why?"

he grinned, "then, can i take you out for dinner? as your christmas date?"

you blinked, slowly registering his words in your head and felt heat rushing to your face as soon as you did. though, you might've taken a bit too long to answer as taeyong's smile dropped and he quickly backtracked on his request.

"i–it's okay if you don't want to. i'm sorry for asking you something like that when we barely know each other and it's totally understandable if you—"

"wait!" you exclaimed, putting your hands in front of you as a sign for him to stop, which he did. "dinner.... dinner sounds nice." you smiled.

his shoulders relaxed immediately as a bright smile replaced his previously tense expression. "i'll wait for you to finish work."

you nodded, the smile still plastered on your face, before walking towards the counter and exchanging places with your co-worker. as more customers entered and you took down their orders, you couldn't help but glance at the man sitting directly across from you, staring at you with a soft smile.

you thought you would spend this year's christmas alone as well, but fate was a funny thing, after all.

#maya ❣️ #annabel x moots #💌

[zerojisung]

[8:27pm] taeyong x reader, fluff, 0.4k

you glanced at the customers occupying the seats around the cafe as you absentmindedly wiped a table. a bitter expression involuntarily rested on your face when you realised that the people at the tables were all couples, couples, and more couples.

you held back a sigh, moving to the next table to wipe it. when the bells hung on the door jingled, you instinctively looked up with your customer service smile and greeted the newcomer enthusiastically, though it was cut short when you realised who it was.

"welcome to a cup of co— taeyong?" you raised your eyebrows at him, but your smile didn't falter. instead, it turned into a friendly and genuine one.

the said boy returned the smile shyly and slowly walked towards you. "when does your shift end?" he asked, leaning against the table you were wiping.

you looked down to your watch and looked back to him again, "in... around thirty minutes, why?"

he grinned, "then, can i take you out for dinner? as your christmas date?"

you blinked, slowly registering his words in your head and felt heat rushing to your face as soon as you did. though, you might've taken a bit too long to answer as taeyong's smile dropped and he quickly backtracked on his request.

"i–it's okay if you don't want to. i'm sorry for asking you something like that when we barely know each other and it's totally understandable if you—"

"wait!" you exclaimed, putting your hands in front of you as a sign for him to stop, which he did. "dinner.... dinner sounds nice." you smiled.

his shoulders relaxed immediately as a bright smile replaced his previously tense expression. "i'll wait for you to finish work."

you nodded, the smile still plastered on your face, before walking towards the counter and exchanging places with your co-worker. as more customers entered and you took down their orders, you couldn't help but glance at the man sitting directly across from you, staring at you with a soft smile.

you thought you would spend this year's christmas alone as well, but fate had always been a funny thing, after all.

#nct-writers #nctcreations #kafenetwork #neowritingsnet #kwritersworldnet #neothestars #kpopscape #nct #nct 127 #nct dream #wayv #taeyong #lee taeyong #taeyong fluff #fluff #nct blurbs #nct drabbles #nct scenarios #nct imagines #taeyong imagines #i tried my best to finish this before xmas ended (in my country) but i failed 💔 #take this poorly written taeyong blurb posted on the TWENTY SIXTH #and yes the cafes name is a cup of coffee #alsoo i chose taeyong as the member to write for bcs 💔 yes

[zerojisung]

The one — Lee Donghyuck.

A Christmas Special Present to all my followers and moots.

Lee Donghyuck × female! reader.

Details: Fluff, University au, angst, slice of life, smut. [YOU HAVE THE OPTION OF READING COMPLETELY SFW! JUST READ TILL THE PARTS MARKED '✷✷']

Warnings: cursing, smut (but can be read sfw).

Word Count: 4.5k

Now Playing ♪ : 'The One' by Kodaline.

a/n: Not proofread, very impulsive. Dedicated to some special people on here. I'm very sorry to those who weren't mentioned because I can't make a follow forever, because I'm trying to be fair to all my moots and I have MANY. But I'm thankful to the love I've received from all of you, and I hope I can give back an equal amount, and more to all of you. Feedback will be oh-so-very-welcome.

Written after reading 'Salt and Ice' by @/angelicmark, which made me cry all of a sudden. It's amazing. I have no words to describe my feelings after I read it honestly.

Tell me

Tell me that you want me

And I'll be yours completely

For better or for worse

"Knock it off." You scowl at your boyfriend as you try to focus on the words on your laptop.

Donghyuck giggles, an unapologetic 'sorry' slipping past his pink lips. He goes back to tickling your feet that was laid on his lap within a second though.

You laugh out loud, "Oh my God, knock it off, will you?" You try to pull your legs away from his wandering hands, your laptop jostling in your lap.

He laughs along with you, as fingers keep gliding across your feet, one hand keeping you in place as you try to escape his stronghold.

"Let me work you idiot!" Your screams turn into laughs as he continues torturing you.

"Nope," he pops the 'p', his eyes shining with mirth at your dilemma.

Your breathing gets shallower and shallower as you continue laughing, and he finally lets go when he decides he's had enough.

You roll your eyes at him, gasping for air. He takes in your form, lying on the couch in your pyajamas, your feet on his lap as you desperately try to get back into the groove of your work. He watches you struggle for a minute before you flip the laptop shut, making a face at him.

"If I get scolded by Professor Kim on Monday," you move your feet from his lap, keeping the laptop on the table, "—I'm totally pinning the blame on you."

Donghyuck chuckles at you, as you move closer to him, your knees resting on the soft couch below, your hands on his shoulder. "I hate you," you breathe out at him.

He laughs loudly in response, "I love you too," before closing the infinitesimally small gap between you. He smiles into the kiss, and you smile back at him, both of your eyes shining.

I know

We'll have our disagreements

Be fighting for no reason

I wouldn't change it for the world.

"I don't understand why you would do that!" You scream at Donghyuck, running a hand through your hair.

He keeps quiet, opting to sit down calmly.

"Why would you just humiliate me in front of them?" You scream again, your eyes shining with unfallen tears.

"I did not humiliate you," Donghyuck says calmly. "I was the one who defended you."

His calmness irks you even more as you feel your heart constricting, more tears threatning to fall.

"Why would you go and defend me? It was all under control! I had it under control!"

"Because!" Donghyuck finally snaps, the chair scraping back as he gets up, his hair dishevelled. You take a step back, your eyes widening.

"Because you are too blind to see that they're not your friends! They humiliate you wherever you go! Open your eyes Y/N!" He breathes, his voice cracking with the effort of not raising his voice when he desperately wants to.

A sob breaks through you, as his eyes widen. "I—," he says, as you turn, sobs wracking up your chest, running through the open front door.

He stands there frozen for a minute, his mind processing his mistakes, and yours. He runs out the door after you, tears of his own sliding down his cheeks.

Donghyuck has never been good with his words, but his gestures make up for the lack of verbal affirmation. He knows the importance of communication, but he has you to remind him in case he forgets.

Donghyuck knows where you are, running up the stairs towards the terrace, your sobs getting louder with each step he takes.

As soon as he enters the terrace, he's greeted by the pink sky, — and your heartbroken face. His heart shatters as you turn away from him as soon as he enters.

"I'm sorry," Donghyuck breathes out, opening his arms as a silent invitation. You turn, sniffling, looking at his beautifully sunny face twist into one of a sincere apology.

A sob makes it's way out of you as you walk towards him, because you know that his arms are your only source of comfort, even when you know that you're disappointed in him.

He starts walking too, pulling you into his arms as you reach him, your tears seemingly neverending, soaking his shirt as soon as your come to rest in his arms.

"I'm sorry," he says, his voice cracking, unspoken words of comfort and apology being conveyed through his arms. "I'm sorry too," you sob, hitting him slightly as Donghyuck chuckles a little, a tear rolling down his cheek.

'Cause I knew

The first day that I met you

I was never gonna let you

Let you slip away

Donghyuck still remembers the first time he saw you. It wasn't perfect. One would imagine that the first time you had laid your eyes on each other would be akin to something like a movie— in slow motion as the cherry blossoms fall around you, coating you in a pink haze of love.

Instead, he first saw you when you were too busy laughing. You had started laughing as soon as you had fallen flat on your butt, your books scattering out of your open bag. It wasn't his fault, it was nobody's but yours, and he wasn't even near you when you fell. But Donghyuck fell for your laugh.

Your carefree laughter still rings in his ears, as he watches you struggle with your laces, your clumsiness having never waned over the years. He sighs as he bends down to tie your shoelaces, just as he had sighed back then, while helping you pick your books up.

"I can do it by myself," you scowl at him now, just as you had done then.

"Okay then, have it your way," he rolls his eyes now, just as he had done then.

You had let Donghyuck walk away then, scowling behind his back, but now— now, you pull him down beside you.

"How the fuck do you tie your own shoelaces?" You ask him as you put his hand over your laces, gesturing for him to tie them for you.

"Just like how everyone else does," he rolls his eyes at you, earning a smack on his head from you.

And I

Still remember feeling nervous

Trying to find the words to

Get you here today

You still remember the way the butterflies in your stomach had died mysteriously on the day you had thought of confessing, instead being replaced with an intense anxious feeling.

You remember the way Donghyuck had pushed the whole bread into his mouth, after you had dared him to, making you laugh at his silly face, momentarily distracted by the task at hand.

"So why did you call me here?" He asks you, his mouth full of bread.

"I—uh, I guess I just wanted to you know, uh—," you try to speak.

"Shtop rwambling," he says, before gulping down his bread.

"You mean, stop rambling?" You make a disgusted face at him. He nods, grabbing the glass of water nearest to him.

"Okay, so I like you."

You hadn't expected the need to kill Donghyuck to arise right after you had confessed your romantic feelings for him, but life is unpredictable most of the time.

He had choked on his water as soon as he had heard your words, spraying you with water instead of a response.

"Dude, what the fuck is wrong with you?" You say to him as you grab a napkin.

"Y-You like me?" Donghyuck splutters.

"No, I like your mother—," your face twists. "Of course I like you, you dumbass."

"As in, romantic feelings? For me? Your enemy? The only expression I've seen you wear on your face around me is a scowl—," Donghyuck seems to be in a daze.

"Oi, snap out of it!" The horrible empty feeling in your stomach returns again.

He blinks, "Oh yeah. Uh...I guess, I like you too?"

"What do you mean you 'guess'?" Your voice wobbles.

"I mean I like you! Oh my God," he breathes. "I love you."

Your eyes widen. "L-love?"

"Uh… I have an explanation—",

"—So, my mother huh?" Donghyuck's voice is laced with a teasing lilt, as he leaves the cafe with you.

You roll your eyes. "Shut up, loverboy."

You've never felt as self satisfied with yourself as you did when you saw the light splattering of pink on his cheeks.

You make my heart feel like it's summer

When the rain is pouring down

You make my whole world feel so right when it's wrong

That's how I know you are the one

That's why I know you are the one

You notice something off with him as soon as he ambles into your bedroom with his bag. His eyes look swollen, his nose red. "Hyuck," you call him from your place on the bed. "What's wrong?"

He shakes his head. "Nothing's wrong." His voice sounds odd, his nose stuffy. He knows he's busted as soon as you shoot your patented glare at him.

"I just—," he flops down on the bed. "I had a bad day."

"I figured that," you tell him, reaching over to pat his back.

"Professor Suh yelled at me," he sniffs.

"Oh no…," you pull him into your arms, placing your book away. "But he loves you though!"

"He does, I just...I messed up, but I hadn't expected him to shout at me."

"What do you want to do?" Donghyuck sighs at your question. "Maybe…," he answers in a small voice, "— cuddle?"

You smile, pulling him closer. He slips into the blanket with you, a small smile on his features. You draw small circles on his back as he sighs, closing his eyes.

"How do you make everything better?" His eyes still remain closed as he enjoys the feeling of your fingers drawing on his back.

"I don't know," you sigh.

"You're my home. You should know that," his eyes snap open.

You smile softly, closing your eyes. "You're my home as well."

Life

It's easy to be scared of

With you I am prepared for

What is yet to come

"Shit!" Donghyuck is startled out of his slumber as you curse at another rejection letter.

A tear stains the paper, 'Dear Ms. L/N; we're very sorry to inform you…'.

"What happened?" He's by your side in minutes, his sleepy eyes scanning the letter.

As he reads each word, the sleepiness in his eyes fades, leaving sadness, and a smatter of pity.

"That's it," you mutter deflated. "I'm not submitting my story anywhere else."

"No!" Donghyuck snatches the letter out of your hand. Taking your hand, he leads you towards your room, entering and closing the door behind him.

"Look around. I see only papers. Papers and ink."

"Yeah so?" You raise your eyebrows.

"Don't you understand? All this paper, all that ink, it's the proof of how hard you work."

You stay silent.

Donghyuck continues, "A few of these failures should not make you give up. Don't give up Y/N. We all know how hard you worked. How hard you work."

Tears fall with abandon, his words soothing the blow of the harsh failure. "But it's so hard," you cry, your hands seeking comfort in his.

"I know it's tough right now, don't let go of your dreams," Donghyuck sighs, taking your hands in his, squeezing as a sign of comfort.

"I'm afraid of the future. I'm afraid of what it holds for me. For us," you articulate your fears, your chest feeling lighter after telling him.

"I'm scared too. But we'll be together through it all. Always," he smiles at you.

"Always," you give him a teary smile.

As you make your way out of the room, the blow slightly lessened, Donghyuck's little shove and a "crybaby" assures you that he'll be with you through it all. Whatever happens.

'Cause our two

Hearts will make it easy

Joining up the pieces

Together making one

"Hi! I kind of love you very much!" Donghyuck's sunny tone makes you raise you eyebrows at him.

"I...kind of love you very much too?" You respond, unsure of what exactly he's trying to get at.

"I can't believe it! You really forgot?" He sticks his tongue into his cheek.

"What? What did I forget?" You panic, flailing around for your phone.

"Today is the day I vowed to have an eating contest with you, exactly one year ago."

"Oh, it is?" You're the one who's unimpressed now.

"Uh-huh," his head bobs up and down quickly. "And I think we should do it again."

"O…kay," you mutter. "Let me get takeout then—," you lean over to get your phone.

"Way ahead of you baby," he smirks. Holding up 2 large packets.

"When the fuck did you manage to get takeout without me noticing?"

"Dude, you're like— soo easy to avert," he mocks. "No but seriously, you're so oblivious, it hurts."

You roll your eyes at him. "Yeah, yeah, okay fine."

"So!" He gestures to the packets. "I will, of course, be beating you by a landslide," he puffs his chest out.

"Heh," you smirk, "we'll see."

"Show-off," he mutters, his eyes wide as you continue eating.

"Aww, is wittle Hyuckie mwad?" You mock, waving a chicken leg at him.

Safe to say he had to eat his words after eating seven containers' worth of food, while you ate all the rest with a smile on your face.

You make my heart feel like it's summer

When the rain is pouring down

You make my whole world feel so right when it's wrong

That's how I know you are the one

That's why I know you are the one

"I miss you," Donghyuck's voice filters through the phone.

"I miss you too," you breathe, "but I'll be back soon."

He nods, and then remembers that you can't see him. "Yeah."

As you listen to him talk, you notice how he recounts every little detail of his day, from how he tasted Jaemin's coffee and asked him if he's really okay with his decisions in life, starting from coffee— to how Professor Suh smiled and patted him on his back today.

You listen to him laugh, his sunny laughter ringing in your ears, making you feel like he's there with you, despite being miles apart.

"You okay?" He asks, his voice laced with concern.

"Yeah, why?"

"No, it's just...I felt like something was off. Usually I have to remind you to shut up at least five times a day, but today— you're oddly silent."

"Oh do shut up!" You admonish him, laughing.

"Yes, yes I will," he sighs, and suddenly, silence fills the air.

"So! Uh, enjoy yourself at your parents'!" He changes tack at top speed, and you raise your eyebrows.

"Yeah, uh..I will, don't worry."

"I have to go, bye!" He screams into the phone, and hangs up, as you stare in confusion at the phone in your hand.

"I miss you," Haecahn breathes into the empty house.

The phone rings again, and you quickly pick up. "He—,"

"I miss you a little too much," you sigh at Donghyuck's melancholic tone.

"I know, but I'll be back in about… one minute?"

"One minute, yeah…," he sighs. "Wait! One minute? What the fuck?" The surprise in his voice makes you laugh aloud.

"Open the door, dumbass."

He still doesn't admit having made the second call. He still doesn't admit that maybe he had shed a few years over your surprise that day.

When we are together, you make me feel

Like my mind is free and my dreams are reachable, whoa

You know I never ever believed in love

I believed one day that you would come along

"You know I hated you before right?" You smirk at Donghyuck.

"Yeah? You kind of made it obvious," he mutters cluelessly, his eyes on your mysterious smirk.

"But you, pretty boy," you face him, turning over properly, "you, made me believe in soulmates."

"Soul— what now?" He turns over too, intrigued.

"You don't know what soulmates are?" You shriek, swatting him on his chest.

"Uh... should I know what they are?" He looks so clueless. You might have cooed over him if you hadn't been so surprised.

"I don't know. But soulmates are like...the real deal you know?" You explain seriously to him. "Like, they're supposed to be tied up by their souls. Two people. They say there's always 'The One', for everyone."

He nods. "Okay…?"

"So I didn't believe in them until I met you!" You shriek again.

"Why is that a big deal?"

"Look, I believe soulmates are made, not found. But like...I didn't actually believe in the concept of soulmates before I met you, and you—," you smack him again as he yelps, "—you don't even know what soulmates are! What in the world?"

"I just...uh, I don't know what to say, uh," he looks so confused, poor boy. "You don't have to say anything," you smile softly at him. "I guess I just wanted you to know that I think I found my soulmate. In you."

He smiles at you. "I don't know what the fuck you just said, but I'll go along with it because I feel like I'm going to get a kiss."

"Dumbass," you roll your eyes, before leaning over.

"Yeah," he laughs feebly, "your dumbass—," he presses a feather light kiss on your nose, making you close your eyes, "—soulmate?"

"Yes, my dumbass soulmate," you press a kiss to his nose too, "kiss me."

He didn't need to be told twice.

✷✷

✷✷✷✷

And free me

You make my heart feel like it's summer

When the rain is pouring down

You make my whole world feel so right when it's wrong

Donghyuck's cute giggle cuts through your drunken haze. "This is a very hot Christmas instead of a warm one, isn't it?" He giggles into your ear.

You laugh at him, smacking his face away from your own. "No, and you're very drunk."

"No I'm not," he says, getting up, as if getting ready to prove his point. He offers you his hand, and you keep your wine glass down, in favour of taking his hand.

You relish the warmth in his hand as he pulls you up, making you land on his chest with a small 'oof'.

"Hi baby," he says, his voice dipping all of a sudden. "Merry Christmas," he says, swaying to the unspoken love in the air. The air around you is warm, but it slowly inches towards hot, just as Donghyuck had said a few minutes before.

You lean closer, until your lips meet, Donghyuck slipping his hand into your waist.

You keep your eyes open, ignoring the very strong urge to snap it shut. His gaze is too strong for you to turn your eyes away from. He places a hand on your cheek and you lean in.

Despite the warmth in his touch, you shiver, momentarily stunned at how his eyes have lost the drunken haze from before.

"I love you," Donghyuck says, before leaning in again.

Your lips collide together as you feel your heart speed up, your fingers threading in his soft hair. The fairy lights twinkle behind him reflect on his eyes as your teeth clash together, the passion in the air almost crackling.

You tug on his shirt, as he taps your knee and you jump up, your arms wrapped around his neck.

"Hyuck," you moan as he leaves your lip with a 'pop,' his own pink lips now almost cherry red. He leaves a trail of kisses down your neck, sucking and biting along the way.

He suddenly plops you down on your bed and you yelp, not having noticed that he had travelled to your bedroom in the meantime.

He tugs at your pretty dress, whining for you to take it off. "Okay, okay, I'm taking it off," you slide your dress off, leaving you in a black lace set. "Fair warning, I wore this for me, not you," you laugh at him.

"I know. But that doesn't stop me from admiring my pretty angel though," Hyuck smiles, his gaze soft as he traces your body with his eyes.

Your eyes widen, not expecting the sudden compliment. You look away from his eyes, flustered.

"Ah, ah, ah—," Hyuck tuts, "—eyes up here," he gestures to his eyes.

You look back up at his eyes, "Take off your clothes too," you say shyly.

He smirks, taking off his shirt and shimming off his ripped jeans.

You gulp as you take in his form, your eyes wandering over all his body, taking in all the little perfections that he tried to hide. "You're... beautiful."

His ears turn pink embarrassingly fast and you can't help but laugh at him. You tug him closer by his hand, and he sits down on the bed with you.

"Hi baby," you giggle,"Merry Christmas to you too."

"'Tis the season of love!" He sings a random tune, and you feel like his drunkenness still hasn't faded away. "But we're having sex," he deadpans and you're completely sure that he's still drunk.

You can't help the giggle that escapes you, and his eyes widen. "I swear, I'm not drunk," he says, clapping a hand over his mouth.

"Oh yes you are," you sing-song, and the smile slides off his face. "But I am too," you giggle, and his eyes light up again.

"You're a naughty girl." He wrinkles his nose cutely.

"I have been a very naughty girl indeed," your tone turns sultry. "Care to reprimand me? Sir?"

Hyuck was actually contemplating going off to sleep, but the 'Sir,' in your sentence sent all the blood rushing south at the speed of light almost, and his sleepy eyes snapped open.

"I will, Ma'am," he says, and you would have felt like the title you added had had no effect on him, if you hadn't noticed his ears turning red. What you fail to notice however, was that his cock was now standing erect, begging for attention.

All of a sudden, you're lying on the plush covers of the bed, with Hyuck on top of you. You cross your arms around his neck, as he places a line of kissses down your throat. Hyuck can't help but feel like the luckiest man on Christmas, as he watches you writhe underneath him.

"This is pretty," He tugs at your black bra, "but it has to come off." You lean forward and unhook your hands from around his neck to unclasp your bra, taking it off with a giggle.

"My pretty girl," Hyuck breathes, before leaning down to take a nipple into his mouth. Your back arches off from the bed, as you moan with abandon. Donghyuck relishes the sounds from you, as he sucks on your nipple, his hand travelling down, towards the place where you need him the most.

He runs his middle finger down your slit over your panties, and you moan again, your core clenching. He smirks devilishly. "What do you want from me angel?" He asks you pressing a kiss to your nipple before letting it go, his spit making a lewd sound as he lets go of it.

"Your fingers, your tongue, anything!" You breathe out, desperate to feel him, anywhere, in any way.

"Where?" He probes on, and you whine at him in annoyance. He chuckles at you, but takes mercy, swiftly making you switch your position. You had your back to him now, you pussy fully on display for him. He stuck a finger in, his eyes widening at how wet you were.

"You are so wet," he says, before sticking another one in, as you scream out, not expecting another finger to enter you so soon. He moves his hand and you grind down on her fingers, as lewd sounds of your wet cavern sliding down on his fingers fill the room.

He pulls at your hair, and you scream out, you back arching into his chest. A mix of curses and screams of his name leave your lips as suckles a hickey onto your shoulder, his fingers still working away at you.

He hits that one spot repeatedly, you can't help but come on his fingers, your eyes seeing white for a minute. "Hyuck!" You scream out, and his fingers still inside you. He closes his eyes, his hard-on straining inside his underwear.

He flips you over again, as you come down from your high, and removes his fingers from inside of you, your core clenching around nothing once again. You sag down on the pillows, your eyes closed as your breasts heave up and down.

Donghyuck watches you for a second, before opening his mouth. His next words heighten the tension in the air, and your eyes snap open. "I'm not done with you yet," he says, before leaning over the bed and getting a condom from the drawer.

He takes off his underwear and slides on the condom as you watch, mesmerised. You can't believe that someone like him is standing in front of you, someone like him, is spending his Christmas with you, when he could be out doing whatever he wanted.

"Pretty girl, I only want to be with you." Hyuck says, his eyes shining. You realise that you had voiced your fears aloud, and you gasp a little. He chuckles, finding your little gasp endearing, before his eyes turn dark again, and he pushes inside you with one fluid move. You scream out again, your back arching off your back as your hands claw at his back.

Donghyuck sets a brutal pace, and you get whiplash from how fast he changes tack. It's baffling really, but you have no time to think about it as he rearranges your guts. Your eyes roll back, and your hands trickle up as they tangle them with his brown locks. You tug, and he rewards you with a deep groan, which makes the hair on your neck stand up.

Donghyuck moves in and out, different sounds filling the room. The sound of skin on skin, your joint moans and groans, your chants of each other's name like prayer. One thing is silent though, that hangs over your heads. It makes no noise, but you both know it's there.

Your love for each other.

As he comes with a cry of your name, pulling you in too, you feel ecstatic. Because he has always been there for you through thick and thin, through everything.

Your one and only, your Hyuck.

That's how I know you are the one.

©prettyjaems, 2020, all rights reserved.

#OMG !!!!!! #im so lucky to receive so many presents on the best day of the year 🥺 #AND THEYRE ALL FROM MY FAV PPL ON HERE #ANW THANK U SM !!!! I'LL READ THIS WHEN IT ISNT 4 IN THE MORNING #mona ❣️ #annabel x moots #tags #💌

[zerojisung]

This is the Love SLAP Raid Chain, send this to all of your favorite blogs that you think deserve to hear these encouraging words. In return we ask that those blogs send it to their favorite blogs as well. It's December, everybody deserves to hear a few words of encouragement no matter if you're a small or big account. So let's all fill your dash with positivity these last few weeks of 2020. You are amazing. You matter. You are loved. You deserve to have an amazing month.

omg 🥺 !!! thank you bby 🥺🥺💕💕💕

#laura ❣️ #annabel x moots #annabel.asks #💌

[zerojisung]

This is a Tumblr hug! 🥰 Pass it on to ten of your favorite followers and don’t break the chain! <3

thank you lauraaaaaa 🥺💞 !!!!

#laura ❣️ #annabel x moots #annabel.asks #💌

[zerojisung]

merry christmas loves !!

#annabel.txt #spend the day happily w all ur loved ones <3 #and if u have no one to spend it with #come find me :D !!

[zerojisung]

HELLO MY FRIEND AND WELCOME TO MY YEAR END POST!

I. A SHORT MESSAGE (SPOILER: I’M SO BAD AT THIS)

First of all, merry Christmas to everyone who celebrates! Okay, let’s keep this short and sweet (unless…haha) because I’m really so bad at expressing myself with words

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#kei 😭😭😭😭 #im rly rly thankful for you too 😭 #thank you for being my friend and for being so incredibly nice to me everytime #and i think that even w/o me you would've eventually done *that* thing #but im glad i pushed u to do it earlier bcs u should get rid of unnecessary things in ur life as quick as possible right? #(i sound so shady why am i like this 💀) #anw !!!! thank you for being my tea provider and helping me realise that tumblr is just as bad as other socmed </3 #ALSO YESSSS MORE RUSTY PICS LESGOOOOO #i hope he recovers quickly 🥺 #OKAY ANW THANK YOU SM FOR THIS CUTE LETTER 🥺 know that u can always come to me when u need someone to talk to okay? #i love you bub 🥺🥺 #MUAH #💞💞💞💞💞 #kei ❣️ #annabel x moots #💌 #tags

[zerojisung]

Hand-Made | p.js

Hand-Made | Winter Wonderland Gift Drabble

Pairing: Park Jisung x Reader

AU: Nonspecified

Rating: pg13

Genre: Fluff, fluff, and more fluff

Warnings: none

WC: 0.3k (it’s still over the limit, but they are getting shorter, so I’ll get there eventually)

Synopsis: Jisung is on a difficult quest to make a special gift for you.

Gifted To: Annabel @zerojisung​ (I still don’t think you know how much I love you…)

A/N: I don’t think this one is too bad, actually. Writing such a large concept in such a limited space is still hella difficult tho.

You stared incredulously at Jisungs hands as he handed you the heart shaped gift with a haphazard wrap-job. His normally untouched skin was marbled- red’s, blues, purples, and pinks swirled in an indecipherable pattern. 

“Park Jisung,” you began, watching as Jisungs features contorted, twisting into an ugly grimace at your suspicious tone of voice, “after making a mess of my kitchen, apparently dying your skin, and two near card-board decapitations, are you finally ready to give me my gift?” The boy’s slight nod was your queue to reach out for the ugly -yet entirely charming- gift. 

The present itself was light weight, resting gently in your palm while you took the end of the gold ribbon between your fingertips. The ribbon, along with the rest of the wrapping, came undone at the light tug, fluttering to the floor to reveal a small card-board box that was carved into the shape of a heart. A small paper snowflake sat innocently in the center, hot-glued on top of the cover. 

You set the box down on the dining table, removing the cover and gently placing it on the table top. Inside sat three vanilla sugar cookies, each clumsily cut into the shape of a tree, a star, and a heart respectively. They were frosted as well as they were cut- seemingly with little care, though you knew it was quite the opposite. 

Your lips quirked up as you noticed the small frosting detail on each of the cookies. “Jisung,” you ask and listen for his quiet sound of affirmation, “I love you, too.”

A blush forced its way onto his cheeks, dusting his skin with light rosy tones. He was still looking at the ground as you continued to watch him, but you were still able to notice the way a smile fought its way onto his face- happiness radiated from him in bright waves; it all felt very warm. 

You looked back down at the cookies, wondering how you could bring yourself to eat the sweet treat when Jisungs love confession was written across them in black frosted letters: I LOVE YOU.

Who needs store bought gifts when hand-made ones are so much more special?

#HELLO #THIS IS SO CUTE??????? #NOOOO THIS IS RLY CUTE IM 😭 #the fact that this is 100% what jisung would do made it so much better 😭 #and 🥺🥺🥺🥺 the cookies 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #im Soft™ #aaaaaa thank you so much for this 😭 #my heart is so warm rn #ugh i love you 😭 #ana ❣️ #annabel x moots #💌 #tags

[zerojisung]

Winter Wonderland | Gifts to Mutuals

Walking In A Winter Wonderland! | A Collection of Written Gifts

Dear friends and passing readers,

It’s the holiday season! And guess what? That means it’s time for me to give gifts to the people who have made a difference in my life during 2020. Every single mutual I have on this site has had and continues to have a big impact on me. 

If it were up to me, each of my mutuals would be receiving a full fic dedicated to them. However, because there are only a few days until Christmas, I’ve decided that three mutuals will receive full written works and the rest will receive drabbles with scenarios tailored to what I know about them and their lovely personalities. The three receiving full fics have been chosen by Google, because I couldn’t choose. 

These will be posted over the next three days (23.12.2020 - 25.12.2020) running on CST. The person it is written for will be tagged in it.

Below, you will find the title of each work, as well as the pairing and date the work will be posted. 

Love, Ana.

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#wait wait #wait hold up #i will ???? cry ???? #thank you so much for dedicating a fic to me omg this is one of the best things anyone's ever done for me #thank you 🥺 #ilysm 🥺💚 #ana ❣️ #annabel x moots #💌 #tags