yourmomismymom-twed

[yourmomismymom-twed]

God i weigh more than my mom

#i legit know that im still thinner than my mom in other metrics bc when i weighed what she said her max was i was a size s/m and she was an #xl #like shits not adding up #like ig i could have that much more muscle mass idk #but what

[yourmomismymom-twed]

God i weigh more than my mom

#she said that she weighs sm around 65 to 70 kg and i weigh fucking 77 #like ugh ive gotta do smth istg #im skipping dinner on exams i must like i cant eat this rn #like ive got to finish some food bc expiry date and others bc i promised i would but also imma just do some stuff thats not great for myself #lol #ares.alt

[yourmomismymom-twed]

W

A

[yourmomismymom-twed]

E

A

[yourmomismymom-twed]

Relapsing and then promptly getting sick a few days later is so fun bc now u practically have to eat normally for a bit and watch the fucking numbers climb up fright back to ur starting point and ur helpless but only to an extent.

Logically, I know that I shouldn’t feel bad about literally not being physically well and then eating to feel better but I can’t fucking help feeling like secretly, I wanted this. I wanted a guilt free way to let myself eat normally. I wanted an excuse, but I don’t deserve it.

Same applies for eating in my room. If I’m in my room alone, eating food, even if it’s on a weekend which I’ve deemed “unavoidable”it is fucking avoidable. I’m just too fucking stupid to treat it as is

#lmao I weighed myself in the morning and I lost a literal pound despite low key binging and I weighed myself not #and I’m literally 2 pounds heavier from fucking eating #god #I know it’s because I drank 2 cups of tea today and my calories are still only like 700ish but still #like yesterday I ate abt 1400 and I still lost a lb so idk #I’m fudging praying I don’t gain today- #ares.alt

[yourmomismymom-twed]

lmao relapsed

#ares.alt

[yourmomismymom-twed]

The urge to just look unwell. Shadows under the eyes looking exhausted. Looking malnourished af. I want people to ask me if I’m okay and constantly expect me to pass out. But then I start breakdancing and they know I’m fine and just clinically insane.

[yourmomismymom-twed]

The urge to just look unwell. Shadows under the eyes looking exhausted. Looking malnourished af. I want people to ask me if I’m okay and constantly expect me to pass out. But then I start breakdancing and they know I’m fine and just clinically insane.

[yourmomismymom-twed]

The urge to just look unwell. Shadows under the eyes looking exhausted. Looking malnourished af. I want people to ask me if I’m okay and constantly expect me to pass out. But then I start breakdancing and they know I’m fine and just clinically insane.

[yourmomismymom-twed]

The urge to just look unwell. Shadows under the eyes looking exhausted. Looking malnourished af. I want people to ask me if I’m okay and constantly expect me to pass out. But then I start breakdancing and they know I’m fine and just clinically insane.

[yourmomismymom-twed]

The urge to just look unwell. Shadows under the eyes looking exhausted. Looking malnourished af. I want people to ask me if I’m okay and constantly expect me to pass out. But then I start breakdancing and they know I’m fine and just clinically insane.

[yourmomismymom-twed]

The urge to just look unwell. Shadows under the eyes looking exhausted. Looking malnourished af. I want people to ask me if I’m okay and constantly expect me to pass out. But then I start breakdancing and they know I’m fine and just clinically insane.

[yourmomismymom-twed]

The urge to just look unwell. Shadows under the eyes looking exhausted. Looking malnourished af. I want people to ask me if I’m okay and constantly expect me to pass out. But then I start breakdancing and they know I’m fine and just clinically insane.

[yourmomismymom-twed]

The urge to just look unwell. Shadows under the eyes looking exhausted. Looking malnourished af. I want people to ask me if I’m okay and constantly expect me to pass out. But then I start breakdancing and they know I’m fine and just clinically insane.

[yourmomismymom-twed]

The urge to just look unwell. Shadows under the eyes looking exhausted. Looking malnourished af. I want people to ask me if I’m okay and constantly expect me to pass out. But then I start breakdancing and they know I’m fine and just clinically insane.

[yourmomismymom-twed]

The urge to just look unwell. Shadows under the eyes looking exhausted. Looking malnourished af. I want people to ask me if I’m okay and constantly expect me to pass out. But then I start breakdancing and they know I’m fine and just clinically insane.

[yourmomismymom-twed]

don’t ever feel bad for asking me to tag a trigger

i do not care what the trigger is

i will tag it for you

you have legitimate reasons to be triggered by it

and i am not one to question those reasons

so just send me an ask

anonymous if you’re scared

and i will tag it all the time in future

your wellbeing is worth twenty extra seconds of my time at least