xxoxolaya

[xxoxolaya]

i bet on losing dogs

[xxoxolaya]

who would want to be so sweet n send me a little money heheh ca: elliemaearmstrong3

#nod squad #m3ansp0 #noding out #black tar heroin #blue xanax #girls who blow meth #money #iv drugs #narcotics drugs #tw drugs #girls who toke #tw disordered eating

[xxoxolaya]

Growing up having no romantic interest shown in you makes you feel some type of way when you do find out there are people who admire you in that way Losing my mind

[xxoxolaya]

always 😊

Do you ever go “ wow ok” and shut down entirely

[xxoxolaya]

abandoned souls

[xxoxolaya]

baths can sooth your body, but they will never sooth your pain.

#nod squad #noding out #coked up #c0ke #c0caine #black tar heroin #iv heroin #drugs and society #tw drugs

[xxoxolaya]

[xxoxolaya]

im dead already, but no one can see. 👁️‍🗨️

#nod squad #noding out #black tar heroin #coked up #c0ke #c0caine #her0in chic #iv drugs #iv heroin #shooting meth #meth princess #girls who blow meth #girls who do dope #girls who do pills #girls who smoke weed #girls who toke #tw drugs #narcotics drugs #im snorting #snorting meth #snorting

[xxoxolaya]

its like literally everything my girlfriend does it pisses me off some how. she makes everything about herself but obviously i want her to tell me stuff but she’ll tell me things and then thats all everything is about. its always her, always. im always “babying” (yk cute shit not weird pedo shit) her, its never me! im always comforting her for hours and hours, never me! i could go on and on and i genuinely get so irritated with it, i just cry. cry and cry. not because i dont love being with her or doing these things, i just never and will never get that same treatment back.

[xxoxolaya]

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[xxoxolaya]

you know man i wish tumblr was still the place anybody could go to and just say whatever they want. everything i wanna see, wont pop up or is from 5 years ago. this place has turned to garbage honestly. regardless of your choices or lifestyle, there would always be at least that one person who would listen to you. or just like your posts and comment on them, but barely anybody posts anymore.. likes anymore. and half of the time its judgmental. wish this shit was the way it used to be , miss u old tumblr 😞.

[xxoxolaya]

can’t put up with the agony my mind creates anymore.

#noding out #nod squad #c0ke #c0caine #black tar heroin #meth princess #this is depressing #girls who do pills #girls who do dope #girls who toke #girls who smoke meth #her0in chic #xanax #blue xanax #xanax pills #pure mdma #2014 tumblr

[xxoxolaya]

cursed since birth. consequences made me a junkie. that's how life goes. and that's how i'm gonna die

[xxoxolaya]

[xxoxolaya]

fuck it... she doesn't wanna feel

[xxoxolaya]

hehe fent make brain go brrrr

[xxoxolaya]

Oh gods and goddesses of the wind and rain give me the money to afford c0c@ine <3