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hiiii everypony!!!! ^.^ long time no post (again) ahahaha ;;

i hope you’ve all been well! we’re um…! survivinggg yk…. ^^ gracie is w/ us now, she’s been *such* a sight 4 sore eyes,,, and w/ her easing sum of our troublez abel’s fiinaallyyy listening 2 me n taking a break lolz x_x

he’s so pretty. look at my sweet boy :( i love him so much ;-;,,

((dis glitchy as hell pic is the best i cld do with his phone's camera ^_^''))

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Abel, park somewhere. I think I know what's happening and I feared it would but I held out hope. Keep a look out for as long as you can, sweetheart. Don't worry, I'm coming to get you. I have a safe place. Please trust me. Park and wait, I'll be there soon, I...care about you, all of you. Grace. @playboybabyxx

yeah... i think a break will do good. sera has been begging me to park somewhere and have some rest. i dont have much to say, but thank you. im sorry, i dont want to make anyone worry about me. I'll be okay... we'll be okay.

#((ooc reblog :3))

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we've been about roughly 2 days on the road, i stopped by a gas station beforehand so i could get them something to snack on, but i really didn't think it would take this long to find somewhere to stay at.

i haven't slept either, i know something is going to happen to them if i fall asleep. we're far from the town, but the woods are still dangerous.

fuck... i really didn't think this through, did i? the cops are still gonna be on my ass even if i leave town. i should have talked with landry beforehand, but i really didn't want anybody else knowin i was gonna leave town

im just gonna focus on driving us away from this fucking town, then I'll think about the rest...

#((ooc reblog :3))

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yeah your laptop is probs bugged too </3 ur best bet is getting a usb or a hard drive and transferring all of your important shit onto that n then dumping your laptop :( ik it sucks to do but if you're serious about being safe (which i assume you most definitely are) you can't afford to take any risks (no matter how big or small) especially with someone as dedicated as kylar :/

hard drive! right!! thank you!!! jfc i can’t believe i almost didn’t think of that b4. tysm. ya i don’t want 2 take any chances. i make the worst decisions n 4 once in my life i don’t want 2 fuck this up i’ll do anythin x_x,,,,,

#fifi answerz #anon #kylar

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are you worried about kylar finding out? there's a possibility he's bugged your phone so it's best you gtfo of town asap. wishing you all the best <3

yes obv im worried abt kylar finding out???

ghhhh fuck.,,, ur right. he had my phone 4 ages idk what he cld have done 2 it… i’ll throw it away. or give it 2 landry or mickey. or the police idfk.

….not the police.they wldnt care abt any evidence lol why wld they arrest him 4 kidnapping or anything??? ppl do that shit all the time here lolzzz :/

do you think my laptop is fine ??? could he bug & track that??? fuck. i don’t want to lose everything i have on it. my phone, idrc i don’t have much but . shit.

it’s. fine. i don’t ,,,, need any photos or music or anything i’ve saved or taken i guess. it can be a “fresh start”,,, aha. most of it isposted on the internet already i guess. fuck.

#mickey could clear all the files n landry could resell them #idk #fifi answerz #anon #kylar

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((My favourite RP Account yet I've never had the chance to do any 3rd person scenes on it... HEHEHEH. For @xxbl33d-m3-dryxx <3 Take your time replying, I got a bit carried away ;w; No pressure to match the length or anything!!!))

Seraphina stared at the stupid fucking piece of plastic junk in her hands. The one that signified the end of the rest of her life-- at least as she knew it. Her heart was thundering in her chest, so intensely she could feel the pressure in her head. She was trembling. Involuntary sobs escaped her lips, as she tore her eyes away from the two lines. It was so over. Everything was.

...It wasn't like she was surprised. Disappointed and devastated? Yes. But with Kylar fucking and claiming her the way he did for weeks, spouting his baby-fever-fueled fantasies, the test was only confirmation of what she'd been fretting over. (Practically their whole relationship, but especially recently.) She'd delayed taking the test for so long, hoping that by some miracle things would work out for her. For once in her life. That'd be rich.

Through her tears, she snapped a picture of the test on her phone. She posted it onto Tumblr without a second thought, snapping her phone shut afterwards. She didn't want to see the flood of worried messages and pity-filled comments. Or any "I-told-you-so's'".

For the next few minutes, she did the only thing her body would let her. Sit on the lid of the toilet and cry. Every time she tried to catch her breath and calm down, she burst out into another fit of tears. Calming down was pointless. She had to tell Abel before he came knocking.

Seraphina stood up on tingling legs, clutching the pregnancy test in her hand as she opened the door of the bathroom. Abel's head perked up from the couch when he heard it open, spinning around to look at her. She held her breath as she approached, hoping to conceal her hyperventilating. Apprehensively, she held out the test for him to see, hoping that she wasn't shaking too much that he couldn't read it. She eyed the spot on the couch next to him, yearning to curl up at his side. But she stood-- as still as she could. 'Please please don't be mad. Please don't leave me.' She thought, her mind plagued with worry thoughts.

#((Seraphina IRL (3rd person scenes))) #abel

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……… fuck.

#i’m trembling this isnotn #ficking happening #my pix #selfiez <3 #RP Blog

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abel's getting antsy soooo i'm going to take the test(s) in a few mins. i'll post the results here,,,, pray 4 me lollllzzzz xdddd

#im. so. nervous. :) #fifi ramblez #RP Blog

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fifi, darling, please get checked out ASAP. i'm sorry you're dealing with this. please don't think this is the thing that ruins you.

if you are in fact pregnant, there are ways to discard the pregnancy. please be as safe as possible doing so. i know that's easier said then done in this god forsaken town, but you have people in your corner.

you'll get through this. you'll have the support of abel and robin. they love you. they want you safe and happy. you will be safe and happy, eventually. you are not your mother, your story is and will be continue to be different than hers.

your fans and followers love you and wish only the best for you.

p.s. ...please don't interact with kylar anymore after this is said and done. i know you have a big heart, but kylar just isn't worth letting in. not when he hurts you like this.

i'm not going 2 make an appt w/ dr. harper.

abel got me a few home tests in case there's any mixed results & i. haven't taken them. theyre on teh counter. im goign to,,, but i've just been soooo busy packing yk!!!! ^.^ it hink that's more umm. time sensitive aha

i don't. think we'll b staying in town anymore,,, not after this lolzzz. abel and i've blocked kylar, so it's like. idk. only a matter of time until he starts to worry or like find out what we're doing x_x i said i was going out & i'd b back but im. not. (sooner or later he'll try to check my acc and see its unavailable & he has alt accs n shit so nothing i post is safe (★‿★))

tysm for ur support it means the world <3 i've been an unstable mess all day and reading "you will be safe and happy" and "you are not your mother" kind of made me start sobbing lolz fuuuuckkkk.

if im pregnant i literally wont evr b able to look at kylar ever again im so fucking serious u dont evn have 2 worry abt that

#fifi answerz #anon #abel #robin #kylar #my mum

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you don't like kylar anymore?? i'm glad you've come back to your senses! 🩷🩷

????? this is so . tone deaf. liek idk i;m not good w/ reading rooms but ohh "you're back to your senses <33" thatsso fkn demeaning

it's not as simple as me "not liking him anymore"

life is more complicated than that :/

#fifi answerz #anon #kylar

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ur right, ur always right ;; Iknow that the drs aren’t good that’s why iwas just going to buy a home test if i told dr. harper is ws fukcing pregnant idk. things wld not. be good. taking it in ur flat while u pack sounds perf i love you somuch

plz do not do anything rash rn i am fine,,, u don't need to come to kylar's house im oku dont need 2 hurt him,,,, im so sorry to stress u out so much u know i nvr want 2 b tha reason u feel bad ಥ_ಥ

i,m not ready to go home yet i just need a little more time i jsut need to figure smth out first,,. i promise i wwill tell u when im ready 2 leave i jistneed to. rest. i dont want to go back to the orphanage rn i wont be able to sleep w/ bailey on my ass

i love u so much<333 plz wait 4 me to be ready i jsst cant rn. im okay ^^

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sera, honey. you are not okay, you are not safe there. you're staying in the house of the guy who had you tied up in his bedroom and raped you for weeks. twice. i don't know what you may be figuring out right now, but you can do it safely with me. please, just get out of there.

he doesn't care about you seraphina, he just wants to make you his sex toy. he doesn't deserve you, you don't deserve to be treated so badly by him. just because he apologizes doesn't mean he is a good person that treats you well. the way he treats you is not normal. no sane person would kidnap and abuse their partner just because they have friends that are flirty with them. i keep trying to warn you but you

just.

don't.

listen.

i know im pretty shitty too, but id never ever ever think of hurting you to prove our "love". Kylar doesn't love you seraphina, robin and i do. we want to see you happy, safe, and we want to take care of you. please, just let me help you. we are worried about you, both of us. i already spoke to him about what has been happening, ive been paying his debt and yours in the meantime. i found him in the docks, he's a little beat up but not as bad as i left the other guys there. i love both of you, and i would do anything for you both to be happy.

im sorry, but i cant promise you he'll be safe after all he's put you through. he needs to learn to respect you, one way or the other.

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okay,,, okay. please if i come over can u take me to thehospital i know you ssaid u don’t want me to take the tests here but i need to know. i won’t. be able 2 do anything if i keep panicking about it,,, irsnot a waste of time this rlly means a lot 2 me

plz do not do anything rash rn i am fine,,, u don't need to come to kylar's house im oku dont need 2 hurt him,,,, im so sorry to stress u out so much u know i nvr want 2 b tha reason u feel bad ಥ_ಥ

i,m not ready to go home yet i just need a little more time i jsut need to figure smth out first,,. i promise i wwill tell u when im ready 2 leave i jistneed to. rest. i dont want to go back to the orphanage rn i wont be able to sleep w/ bailey on my ass

i love u so much<333 plz wait 4 me to be ready i jsst cant rn. im okay ^^

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sera, honey. you are not okay, you are not safe there. you're staying in the house of the guy who had you tied up in his bedroom and raped you for weeks. twice. i don't know what you may be figuring out right now, but you can do it safely with me. please, just get out of there.

he doesn't care about you seraphina, he just wants to make you his sex toy. he doesn't deserve you, you don't deserve to be treated so badly by him. just because he apologizes doesn't mean he is a good person that treats you well. the way he treats you is not normal. no sane person would kidnap and abuse their partner just because they have friends that are flirty with them. i keep trying to warn you but you

just.

don't.

listen.

i know im pretty shitty too, but id never ever ever think of hurting you to prove our "love". Kylar doesn't love you seraphina, robin and i do. we want to see you happy, safe, and we want to take care of you. please, just let me help you. we are worried about you, both of us. i already spoke to him about what has been happening, ive been paying his debt and yours in the meantime. i found him in the docks, he's a little beat up but not as bad as i left the other guys there. i love both of you, and i would do anything for you both to be happy.

im sorry, but i cant promise you he'll be safe after all he's put you through. he needs to learn to respect you, one way or the other.

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Sera, sweetie I know it's not my place to pry but I implore you to really think things through. I sabotaged myself because I thought it's what I deserved and I feel like you're doing the same. From the minimal interactions we've had and what I've seen of you, you're a sweet gentle kind girl love, and I would hate to see you take the same path I did. Please think about Abel's words. He's tired and I'm sure you are and if anyone deserves to get out of the rapeshit hellhole of a town it's you, Robin, and him. Think about it, please. Grace ❤️

ofcourse i’m thinkign abt his words :((( getting out of this fucking town w him & robin has been what i’ve wanted 4 evr and i’mfre a k i ng out that he wants to go by himself

i don’t want him to leave me here i can’t do it icant stay in this fuckign place anymore i don’t want him 2 leave me withkylar

i mean if that’s what he wants then irs. ok i just need2 know that robin wld be safe too,,,,,

#fifi answerz #grace #abel #kylar #robin

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i have to say everything is fine bcoz if i don’t i;m going to fucking lose it. icant say that things are bad out loud evn if they r bcoz if i bring that energy it’s all i’m evr goingto get back.

do you think i can’t fukcing see how bad everything is ??? well i can.

thingz r not ok. they’re NVR fkn ok. but if i say it’s fine and convince myself & ever1 else that that they r i can live w that n turn it into the truth. i can live w what life throwz at me evn if it makes me so fucking miserable i want to die all the time

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i’ve had. so much time to think abt what i want. there’s. not a lot of things to do when ur immobile in a basement.

i’ve imagined evry scenario that any1 cld fathom.thought abt every single person i’ve goddamn evr talked to while ive been here.

4 a bit i considered what life wld b like if i broke up w u and robin. if i tried 2 b the perfect wife that kylar wants me to b. it. doesn’t. work. he will nvr be satisfied. i will never be able to be who he wants me to be and i would n e ve r be happy. HE would nvr be happy . he’ll always get jealous if i look at someone bc he knows i’m a fucking whore and i rlly don’t see what he sees in me. we are just so. different.

i don’t. want to be with him. i know he doesn’t love me,,, he loves the idea of me and heloves my attention bc no1 else gives him any. i’mnot stupid ggghhhhhh :( u know i’ve tried to break up w him, multiple times but it just. doesn’t work. i cant leave him bc he always fkn does this shit idon;t know what to do. i don’t want him2 hurt me or himself or any1 so i play along bc it keeps every1 safe.

i want ur help,,, You are the person i want. i don’t want 2 stay here,not in kylars house not in this fucking town i want to leave w you and robin. i feel so conflicted abt robin bcoz he was the only person i had 4 the longest time & i loved himso much and i do and i always will but if i had 2 choose anyone it’s u.

plz do not do anything rash rn i am fine,,, u don't need to come to kylar's house im oku dont need 2 hurt him,,,, im so sorry to stress u out so much u know i nvr want 2 b tha reason u feel bad ಥ_ಥ

i,m not ready to go home yet i just need a little more time i jsut need to figure smth out first,,. i promise i wwill tell u when im ready 2 leave i jistneed to. rest. i dont want to go back to the orphanage rn i wont be able to sleep w/ bailey on my ass

i love u so much<333 plz wait 4 me to be ready i jsst cant rn. im okay ^^

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sera, honey. you are not okay, you are not safe there. you're staying in the house of the guy who had you tied up in his bedroom and raped you for weeks. twice. i don't know what you may be figuring out right now, but you can do it safely with me. please, just get out of there.

he doesn't care about you seraphina, he just wants to make you his sex toy. he doesn't deserve you, you don't deserve to be treated so badly by him. just because he apologizes doesn't mean he is a good person that treats you well. the way he treats you is not normal. no sane person would kidnap and abuse their partner just because they have friends that are flirty with them. i keep trying to warn you but you

just.

don't.

listen.

i know im pretty shitty too, but id never ever ever think of hurting you to prove our "love". Kylar doesn't love you seraphina, robin and i do. we want to see you happy, safe, and we want to take care of you. please, just let me help you. we are worried about you, both of us. i already spoke to him about what has been happening, ive been paying his debt and yours in the meantime. i found him in the docks, he's a little beat up but not as bad as i left the other guys there. i love both of you, and i would do anything for you both to be happy.

im sorry, but i cant promise you he'll be safe after all he's put you through. he needs to learn to respect you, one way or the other.

#i want 2 be better than my mum #ilove you so much :( #please don’t leave me i need u #abel #kylar #robin #my mum

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wwhhhaaat are you evn talking about,,, :(((( ur “pretty shitty too”??? abel, u are the least shitty person iknow. literally u said u’ve been PAYING MY debt ???robins too??? that’s not ur fucking job. but u didd it anywya bc i cnt get my fkn head out of my ass n let kylar getin my head. oh mygo d . i;’m sorry i shoukdve been there i. left him. and u found him. beat up at the docks??i;m literally goign to be sick.

ims o fucking selfish why didn’t i evn consider what bailey wld do to him i’m sorry and i’m sorry to robin im liiterally the worst gf evr & i don’t blame u if u two want 2 break up w me but PLLEASE DONT i rlly fuckign need u rn. u said kylar doesn’t love me & that u and robin love me and i love you so much and i just needed u to wait ONE night

U SAID. That u don’t know wat i’m figuring out rn and that i should do it safely w u but i cnt fukcing do that if u LEAVE TOWN???? on some motorcycle ??? i toldy ou i jst needed 2 sleep & i did (not well but i slept) and i’m leaving today like i said i wld. i’m goign to the hospital and then i

Need you

and then everyything will be fine

it has 2 be

otherwise i cant take it anymore hhghgggjjjh but atleast u won’t have 2 deal w my bs anymore so,, win-win !!! then u can fucking leave town or whateevr without me and robin too!!!! <3

plz do not do anything rash rn i am fine,,, u don't need to come to kylar's house im oku dont need 2 hurt him,,,, im so sorry to stress u out so much u know i nvr want 2 b tha reason u feel bad ಥ_ಥ

i,m not ready to go home yet i just need a little more time i jsut need to figure smth out first,,. i promise i wwill tell u when im ready 2 leave i jistneed to. rest. i dont want to go back to the orphanage rn i wont be able to sleep w/ bailey on my ass

i love u so much<333 plz wait 4 me to be ready i jsst cant rn. im okay ^^

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sera, honey. you are not okay, you are not safe there. you're staying in the house of the guy who had you tied up in his bedroom and raped you for weeks. twice. i don't know what you may be figuring out right now, but you can do it safely with me. please, just get out of there.

he doesn't care about you seraphina, he just wants to make you his sex toy. he doesn't deserve you, you don't deserve to be treated so badly by him. just because he apologizes doesn't mean he is a good person that treats you well. the way he treats you is not normal. no sane person would kidnap and abuse their partner just because they have friends that are flirty with them. i keep trying to warn you but you

just.

don't.

listen.

i know im pretty shitty too, but id never ever ever think of hurting you to prove our "love". Kylar doesn't love you seraphina, robin and i do. we want to see you happy, safe, and we want to take care of you. please, just let me help you. we are worried about you, both of us. i already spoke to him about what has been happening, ive been paying his debt and yours in the meantime. i found him in the docks, he's a little beat up but not as bad as i left the other guys there. i love both of you, and i would do anything for you both to be happy.

im sorry, but i cant promise you he'll be safe after all he's put you through. he needs to learn to respect you, one way or the other.

#🩸 #abel #robin

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just jerked off and killed myself but im feeling better now can we still go on a walk tonight

#🩸

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but i stay silly!!! ( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧

#i l ove. pinterest #iijm trying to do anything other than reply 2 abel rn im so . #awful;; #fifi ramblez