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"best wing woman" - kim chaewon x fem!reader in life, maybe all you needed was an american wing woman.
genre : fluff words : 1.3k notes : so someone wanted to see chaewon's pov of my first ever fic so here it is!! part one here btw :)
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"earth to chaewon?"
yunjin's calls have been falling on deaf ears as chaewon stared outside the window. chaewon and yunjin have decided to meet up to work on a study, but the short haired girl hasn't been paying much attention at all. the american tried to win her attention by waving her hands in front of chaewon's face, but alas, it didn't work.
it was like her eyes were completely glued outside the window, until you, the consistent costumer that has been ordering vanilla latte for 3 days straight, went in the shop. chaewon's eyes followed your figure as you quickly walked over to your usual spot.
yunjin noticed chaewon and glanced over to you, then to chaewon. the look on the american's friend's eyes gave it all away, and she quickly got the message. "that's my classmate. do you like her?" she started, quickly gaining the attention of the older girl. "i don't? i just think she's... pretty. that's all." chaewon took a sip of her drink, her eyebrows furrowing as yunjin's smug expression never left.
after the '01 liner pointed out her very clear attraction to her batchmate, chaewon has been very careful about fixing her gaze on you. every time she happened to even look at you for a few seconds, she would always quickly look away, trying to find something else to focus on. the sight made the american laugh every time she did it, but no other words were spoken.
a few hours later, the two girls were almost done with their study. yunjin got up from her seat to go to the bathroom, leaving chaewon alone. the empty seat in front of her gave her a good view of you, who was sitting across. the warm light above you made your features shine perfectly, not to mention how cute you looked while focusing on something.
the girl sighed dreamily, not even noticing how much she's been staring at you. she was completely relaxed, until your gaze fixed on her. the two of you made eye contact, and chaewon felt like her heart skipped a beat. the sight of you looking directly at her with soft eyes made the short haired girl melt. her cheeks were burning up, and a frown painted her face when you quickly averted your gaze.
chaewon watched as you hurriedly packed your things. 'oh no, did i make her feel uncomfortable?' she thought, clearing her throat at the unpleasant thought. you lazily placed your bag over your shoulders and took your half-finished drink, dashing out the café. the short haired girl's eyes never left you as you walked further and further away from the shop.
a few more minutes later, yunjin finally came back from the bathroom, stretching a bit before sitting back down. the american noticed her friend's slight frown as she continued typing, "what's wrong?"
the girl hummed, her eyes not leaving the laptop in front of her. the younger girl tried to muster up a response, looking around the café to spot anything that might've made chaewon uncomfortable. as she looked behind her, she got her answer. yunjin's slightly annoyed expression became much more of a sly one, wiggling her eyebrows as she made eye contact with chaewon.
"what?"
"you're sad that 'pretty girl' is gone."
the short haired girl looked at the american in disbelief, not even caring about denying it—because she wouldn't be bothered about some lie, of course. it's not true. yunjin continued to wear the sly expression throughout their case study.
after a few more hours of working on the case study, the two girls were finally done. the café surely did earn a lot after yunjin buying so many drinks. they walked their separate paths after saying their farewells, leaving chaewon alone with her earphones on playing music.
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"chaewon unnie, i swear. if you don't talk to her then i might just explode." the american exaggerated, using dramatic hand gestures that slightly embarrassed her best friend. she sighed, placing down her drink and glancing at you, who was with some girl she didn't know.
chaewon would be lying if she said that she wasn't jealous of that girl. i mean, anyone would. you two seemed pretty close as well, which irritated the short haired girl even more. she calmed herself down and replied to yunjin, "she's with someone. i can't just approach her so suddenly."
the american blew a raspberry, taking off her black glasses to scratch the tired in her eyes. it was pretty early in the morning for her standards. "so? what if she's with someone? you never know their situation."
"which makes it all the more worst, yunjin..." the older girl sighed heavily at the american's statement. she shifted her focus on the paper in front of her, trying to remember what the answer to the question she was on.
yunjin had nothing to do and only went with chaewon for coffee, so she really did nothing other than take trips to the bathroom or to find a way to annoy her friend. then, she had an idea. the american looked over to your table, subtly staring at your company. she would notice the small glances you'd take on chaewon, and she knew that she needed to do something to let set you two up.
the day had gone pretty fast, and the american told her friend that she'd be staying for a bit more. although suspicious, chaewon let her and left. the younger girl smirked as she watched the older girl leave, instantly heading back inside the café to execute her plan.
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the '00 liner stared at yunjin's text message that read "sorry unnie! i'm out with someone rn, so i can't hangout with u today :(( have fun! remember to talk". the older girl sighed and dryly replied with a thumbs up emoji. she placed her phone on the table and began studying for her examinations.
actually, screw the "studying for her examinations". she can't even read a single sentence without getting distracted by a certain someone just inches away from her. you were dressed so handsomely yet so prettily at the same time, which chaewon thought wasn't even possible. the café was quiet, which made the short haired girl hear your giggles and mumbles more clearly. it all sounded like honey to her, and she just couldn't stand not saying anything to you.
she unconsciously stood up and made her way to you, and with a deep sigh, she finally said something to you.
"um, y/n, right?"
the said girl looked up at her, with a faint blush and slightly wide eyes. chaewon cooed, thinking how cute the girl is. but, that quickly died down as she remembered that she had no idea what to say next.
luckily, you replied. "yeah, that's me. can i help you with anything... miss?" the short haired girl chuckled, but felt herself growing hotter and hotter by how intensely you're staring at her. "are you huh yunjin's classmate?" chaewon asked, and she felt getting more and more comfortable.
and the rest was history.
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chaewon kicked her feet and uncontrollably rolled on her bed. she was just so flustered with everything; you walked her home, and she gave you a kiss on the cheek. what more could she have asked for?
suddenly, her thoughts were cut off by a text notification. she picked up her phone from the bed and read the text from yunjin.
: soooo, how was ur date with y/n?
the '00 liner furrowed her eyebrows. how the hell did yunjin know that she was with you? it's not like she said anything yet, and the american wasn't even present when everything happened. chaewon started to type,
: how the hell did you know i was with y/n????
: why do u think i'm not with u rn.
the short haired girl was certainly confused. she leaned on her stack of pillows before replying,
: cuz u were with someone?????
: yeah, and who do u think i'm with?
: idk yunjin im not akinator
: why do you think y/n's friend wasn't with her? : yeah, you're welcome ;)
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xcviiq · 1 year
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winter my love ☹️☹️
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YOU GOT ME SLIPPIN' -> for someone named winter, you would think she knows how to skate at least. [ request: Winter x reader fluff where it's xmas day and reader teaches Winter how to ice skate (shows off some of readers mad ice skating skills), and then they go back home and open presents by the fire/heater while drinking hot coco ]
winter x reader super fluffy! word count: 1.3k warnings: none
a/n: hello hello! i'm just digging out some old requests that i never got to last year hehe and i think this is appropriate since it's the start of december! i did this really quickly instead of studying for exams, but nonetheless i hope you all enjoy this! (also, this is definitely not proofread so sorry for the errors hehe)
it is indeed the most beautiful time of the year as you watch the tiny white snowflakes fly around the sky and eventually make their way down to the ground. your breath is visible as you deeply exhale somewhat in frustration because your girlfriend was running a bit late. but before you could pull out your phone to message her, you nearly fall to the ground when someone suddenly jumps onto your back while yelling a loud “boo!”
“took you long enough, love”
“aww, missed me that much? i was only late by a few minutes,” she playfully smiles. you couldn’t stay mad at her for too long and leaned in to plant a soft kiss on her forehead. even after months of dating, winter couldn’t hide the soft pink tint that painted her face whenever you did small gestures like that. and as per usual, it always made you giggle to see her reactions.
“i already rented the skates. size 2 right?”
“very funny y/n, we get it okay? everyone in the world knows i’m tiny”
“i know, i just like hearing you admit it,” you gloat as you handed her the other pair of skates in your hand. she rolls her eyes as she takes them from you and starts putting them on, and you begin to tie your own pair of skates as well.
“y/n,” winter softly calls out, and you nearly miss it. you turn your head to look at her sitting on the bench with untied skates, and your heart swells at how cute she looked with a pout on her face.
“can you tie my skates please..” she asks, gaze fixated on her fingers while trying to avoid yours.
“love, it’s exactly like tying a shoe and i know you know how to do that”
“well yeah, but i heard that skates have to be tied tightly so could you please help me tighten them?”
as you finish tying your own skates, you get up and waddle over to your girlfriend who lifted her foot to anchor in between your legs to help you tie them.
“don’t kick me,” you joke. you then take each lace and pull them as hard as you could, making sure you weren’t hurting her at the same time. once you tied both skates, you pulled her up to stand and she nearly topples over but luckily, you catch her and you two get caught in each other’s gazes.
“never do that again, that was like those cringey hallmark movies” winter says as she pushes your chest away. you just laugh it off and finally lead your girlfriend to the rink.
“come on winter, you’ve been standing by the entrance for 5 minutes now. are you gonna skate or what?” you yell from the middle of the rink. to be clear, this was all winter’s idea to go skating so naturally you think she knew how to skate in the first place, but now you were starting to think otherwise.
“i’m coming you big cry baby, gosh you miss me all the time. just give me a sec” she yells back, gripping the side of the rink walls so tight could see her knuckles turn white from where you were. slowly, she places one foot on the ice before very slowly bringing her next one in. winter shuffles her feet as slowly as possible while maintaining her grip on the wall. to make it easier for her, you skate to her side.
“winter, my love that i love and adore so much, you do know how to skate right?” your girlfriend glares at you but it quickly falters once she finds herself slipping and grabbed onto the wall even harder.
“yes i do know how to skate! it’s just been a while, that’s all”
“take my hand, i’ll guide you”
winter playfully scoffs, “i don’t trust you and i can do it myself, watch me!” and you back away with your arms up.
“alright, come skate to me”
just like before, winter slowly moves her hands off the wall and starts to shuffle her feet towards you. when she thought she got the hang of it, she slips and falls right on her bum and you immediately skate towards her.
“hey, you alright? does it hurt?”
“i’m fine, just let me sit here for a bit”
as your girlfriend remains seated on the cold ice, you decide to skate around for a bit. you’ve occasionally skated since you were in elementary school, but you were no figure skater. you simply found joy in gliding around the ice and doing laps around the rink. it was honestly nothing amazing, but winter thought otherwise. while sitting on the ice and letting her butt freeze and get soaked, she watched as you made your way around the rink. she was amazed at how easily you were able to control your movements on the ice, gliding beautifully as though watching an actual figure skater. as you make your way back to her, her heart skips beats and winter finds herself falling in love all over again. something as simple as this moment made her realize how much she adores you.
“hello, earth to winter. you wanna try again now?” you say, waving your hand in front of a dozed off winter.
“teach me how to skate please”
“oh so you trust me now?” you tease, and winter giggles as she nods her head. you smile and grab her hands to pull her up.
“okay, we’ll start very slow. don’t be afraid to fall, i’ll be here to catch you”
“i know, love”
it took almost 45 minutes for you two to finish one lap around the rink, but you did tell her you’d go slow. once she felt that she built the confidence, you slowly let her go but still remain close to her in case she falls.
“you’re doing it love, you’re skating!”
like a parent watching their child walk for the first time, you were so proud of her. you slowly try to increase the distance between you two and winter successfully makes it to you without slipping or falling. you grab her by the waist and pick her up to spin her around in glee and then finally placing her back on the ice.
“i’m proud of you babe”
“what did i say about cheesy hallmark moments?!” you don’t say anything and just give her a kiss on the lips. “sorry, i forgot” you giggle.
winter decided to call it quits for the day when she felt her butt was sore from the first few falls. you helped her remove her skates, and when she asked for a piggyback ride on the way home, you gladly complied.
“as a thank you for today, why don’t i make us some hot chocolate and then we can open our presents by the fire?”
“sounds like a typical hallmark movie to me, you hypocrite” you snort but once she falls silent, you knew she had a pout on her face even if you couldn’t see it.
“but i’d love that, winter. let’s go home, hm?”
winter says nothing and snuggles herself into the crook of your neck.
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xcviiq · 1 year
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oh my goodness 😭😭
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eavesdrop.
kim chaewon x fem!soloist!reader
you were badmouthing chaewon and unbeknownst to you, the kim chaewon heard what you said. now, you are baffled as to why chaewon seem to hate you when you literally just met.
! : swearing, angst, chaewon wtf
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The hall was filled with people hurrying, trying to do their jobs, making sure that they would be able to do so without any delays. Panic was evident in some of their eyes while the others seem like they are used to this kind of day.
Kim Chaewon loses her balance for a bit as she was accidentally bumped by one of the stylists of a boy group that was about to go into their dressing room. Her eyes enlarged as she saw who she bumped into and Chaewon felt uneasy with it, "It's really not that big of a deal," she thought.
"Don't worry, I'm okay," Chaewon said with a smile that was professionally plastered on her face. The stylist nodded and uttered another apology before hurrying into the group's room.
Chaewon just finished performing on stage with Le Sserafim and was roaming to see if she would see any of her friends that were also promoting.
"She's so annoying, I swear to god," Chaewon heard a familiar voice as she was about to pass by a room with a door that was partly open. "Like that face that she makes? Chaewon seriously gets on my nerves every single time."
She froze on the spot. First of all, she found it absurd that an idol would shamelessly talk crap about her where she could easily get caught. Secondly, she couldn't fathom how a sweet and charming idol like you could do that when you don't even know each other.
Chaewon didn't want to accuse you of badmouthing her, so she decided to sneak a little peak just to be sure and there you were talking to The Boyz's Kim Sunwoo, a frown was very evident on your sickeningly beautiful face.
With her fists clenched, she went back to her dressing room, and when she arrived, her members were simply concerned why their leader seemed to be in such a foul mood.
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You woke up to your phone ringing beside you. The obnoxiously loud volume of your ringtone pissed you off in the early hours of the day, so you immediately picked up the phone and answered the call from your manager. 
"Y/N, are you up?" She asked, knowing that she most likely woke you up. Stretching your limbs out and groaning at the sensation, you answered, "Yeah, I'm up now."
"Okay, good. I've got some news for you."
Chaewon's eyes faltered as her manager relayed the news to her. She refused to believe that it was real.
"Are you sure that it has to be me?" Chaewon clarified, "I mean, Kkura unnie is funny and great with variety shows, she's also the best at cooking among us, I think she would be a better fit for the show," she tried to negotiate.
"Chaewon," their manager started, maintaining eye contact with her, "You know that Sakura already has other schedules with Fearless Kkura."
The leader had no choice but to nod in agreement. Although she wanted to say that Yunjin would be a good candidate because the girl is absolutely hilarious, she decided to go with it. Deep down, she was also intrigued and curious about what could possibly happen while working with you.
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You couldn't help but feel excited and panicked at the same time. The fact that you were about to work with Le Sserafim's Kim Chaewon still hasn't sunk in with you yet. You closely followed IZ*ONE when they were still active as a group, and you were a hundred percent aware that Kim Chaewon is an intimidating individual who seems to get upset easily and would sometimes bless her fansites with death glares. There's literally nothing to be afraid of.
Checking yourself out in the mirror for the last time, you tried to calm your nerves and took a sip from your cup of iced tea with a shot of espresso before releasing a huge sigh, "Sooyoung unnie seriously have a weird taste," you thought looking at the drink your friend ordered for you.
You put the cup down and left the dressing room, making your way to the studio. On your way there, you could feel your heart pounding, and you had no idea if it was because of the espresso or because you were finally about to meet Kim Chaewon.
When you entered the studio, you noticed that she wasn't there yet so you let out a breath you didn't know you were holding. Smiling at all the staff that were present, you greeted them one by one.
Chaewon arrived at the scene and saw you laughing with the staffs. The sight was truly adorable but it made her seethe with anger, remembering what you said. However, before anyone could notice, she immediately changed her demeanor, and started greeting the staff as well.
After hearing some commotion behind you, you felt yourself momentarily freeze on the spot before hearing a sweet voice call for you. "Y/N?"
Turning to face the owner of the voice, you were met with a beautiful idol with a smile on her face, "Hi, I'm looking forward to working with you," Chaewon said before bowing.
You mirrored her actions and looked into her eyes. She seemed so lovely but there was definitely something off about her but you couldn't point your finger on it. Deciding to ignore it, you smiled at her and said, "It's a pleasure to finally meet you, Chaewon sunbaenim."
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The both of you were getting ready to shoot a short show where you have to bake some pastries and sell it in a local cafe. In all honesty, you were confident in baking; it was your forte. What you're not confident with is baking with Chaewon. 
Although being the same age as her, there's no denying that she's got more experience than you. You also noticed how stiff she was when she's around you; you were worried that you wouldn't vibe with each other and the viewers might notice it as well. 
Trying to diminish the doubts that were currently clouding your head, you tried taking a deep breath before stealing a glance at Chaewon, only to see her already looking at you. 
To be more accurate, you saw her glaring at you. The sight was a total shock. "Is there something wrong?" You thought to yourself. Not long after, a production crew member approached the both of you and Chaewon immediately averted her eyes and smiled at the staff.
"We will be starting in 5, make sure that everything is good to go, and if you have any concerns, don't hesitate to call us," he said before approaching the camera. 
You faced your coworker for the day, "Good luck to us," you muttered unsurely, forcing up a smile despite the nerves eating you up. 
Chaewon studied your features, immediately taking notice of your fake smile before crafting a professional smile as well, "Let's do well today so we could go home early."
She could see your face falter and it took everything in her not to roll her eyes and shove you. "This is work," she reminded herself, "You have to be the bigger person."
The shoot started and little by little, the tension between the both of you disappeared. Mostly because Chaewon kept struggling while baking some of the pastries.
"I should just use this mixer for the cream right?" Chaewon asked. You looked up from where you were piping the macaron batter onto the parchment paper. 
You found it absolutely adorable how Chaewon looked so clueless but obviously you wouldn't tell her that. She looked at you expectantly and you realized that you haven't answered her question. 
"Yes, just be careful with it," you said as you felt the warmth on your cheeks and immediately broke eye contact, pretending to be very focused on your task when in reality you could practically do it with your eyes closed.
Chaewon nodded, turning the hand mixer on and using it on the cream. Unfortunately for her, the cream splattered onto her and as a response, she screamed. This immediately caught your attention and rushed to her side, worried that she might've gotten hurt. "Are you okay?" you asked, holding onto her wrist that was on the mixer.
Chaewon nodded, avoiding your eyes, "Yeah, but I'm covered in cream," she said in a cute voice, knowing that the both of you are still filming a content for the fans. Yes, it was for the fans and for the fans only.
You grinned subconsciously, getting a piece of tissue to wipe off the cream on her face. You started wiping the cream on her nose as it was the most visible, and proceeded to wipe the ones that were on her forehead.
"Good thing we're wearing an apron," you joked, and Chaewon couldn't help but blush at her sudden awareness of your close distance. 
After wiping the cream off of her forehead, you took a new piece of tissue and wiped the cream off her lips. You were very focused on cleaning her up to notice the flustered state that the short-haired girl was in. That was until she reached for your wrist and you looked at her in question. Seeing her eyes so close to yours made you rapidly blink before taking a step back.
Chaewon gave a small smile of appreciation before holding onto the mixer once again. "Oh wait," you said.
She looked at you in question before you added, "Do you want to switch? I can mix the cream and you can pipe the macarons."
Nodding in agreement, she said with an awkward laugh, "Yeah, I think that would be better."
After putting the macarons inside the oven, you decided to initiate a conversation to make the atmosphere less awkward, "Have you already decided who you're giving these to?" 
Chaewon thought of an answer, "I'll most likely give it to my members," she said with a grin forming, "I think our maknae would love it."
You nodded, smiling at her answer, "Oh Manchae? You should also give her some of the cookies that we baked earlier," you looked through the small window of the kitchen to the counter that displays the pastries, "There's still a lot left from the batch that we made."
Chaewon agreed with a smile, but it slowly faltered, remembering that you aren't as kind as you act. "If she could say all those things about me, what's stopping her from bashing our maknae?" She thought, and immediately felt protective of her member.
"How about you?" You looked at her in question before she added, "Do you have anyone in mind who would be interested in receiving pastries from the most charming Y/N?"
Chaewon was being sarcastic but you were pretty oblivious and blushed at her words, "Uh, I might give them to my friend, Jung— KimLip from LOONA," you said before adding, "She celebrated her birthday recently and I could give this as a gift."
The short-haired girl nodded, not really caring about your answer. Yeah, she definitely didn't feel anything when you mentioned that you were giving your pastries to a very pretty idol. No, that would be absurd.
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After wrapping up the shoot, the both of you thanked all of the staff for their hard work and you immediately grabbed a bag of some pastries that you personally baked earlier while Chaewon was in charge of manning the counter.
You looked around to find her but she had already left the studio. You went to look for her and saw her inside her dressing room alone. "Chaewon," you said with a smile, remembering how she told you to talk to her comfortably earlier during the shoot, "Here, you should take this home for your members, I'm sure they'll like it."
The girl smiled at you and took the bag from your grasp, "Thank you," she said sweetly, but suddenly the facade wore off. Chaewon dropped her smile as well as the bag and the pastries scattered on the floor, "But no thanks."
You stood there in shock. You didn't know how to respond; her whole demeanor changed and it felt like the Chaewon you just worked with was gone. "I—"
"Y/N," Chaewon started calmly but the venom in her tone was more than evident and it made you uncomfortable, "The camera is gone, we don't have to act like we like each other anymore so I suggest you take your trash and leave."
Chaewon felt so powerful as she let those words out, she wanted to pat herself on the shoulder for telling you off which she wanted to do ever since she overheard you talking crap about her. But after seeing the look on your face, she felt a pit on her stomach and she found it weird. Shouldn't she be relieved? Why was she feeling more upset? She convinced herself that it's because you looked upset when clearly she had every right to be upset at you.
You remained unmoving as Chaewon grabbed her stuff and left. You could feel the tears welling up as you looked at the scattered pastries on the floor, including the brownies that Chaewon stepped on when she was leaving.
It was absolutely humiliating. You felt so helpless. During the shoot, you thought that the both of you vibed with each other but it turns out that you didn't. Kim Chaewon was such a fake.
You went out of the room and went into yours to grab your stuff before leaving. You took out the phone from your pocket before texting your friend.
Unnie, I have something for you :) Are you free rn?
Not a minute later, she replied.
Yeah, I'm at Heejin's apartment with Hyunjin. Come over, the girls miss you
You went straight to Heejin's apartment and as you arrived at her door, it swung open even before ringing the bell. "Y/N! You're here!" Heejin greeted you, engulfing you in a hug.
Jungeun approached the both of you and said, "You made it." You went to wrap the girl in an embrace before saying, "Happy Birthday, unnie. I got you some of your favorites."
The three of you went to the dining area where Hyunjin was waiting, "You brought food?" she asked cheekily before Jungeun answered her, "Yes but it's for me!"
"Don't worry, Hyunjin," You said with a smile, "I got you some bread that I baked." Hyunjin perked up and approached you to grab the bag from your hold. Heejin studied your face as she noticed something different.
"Did something happen?" She asked suddenly and the two LOONA members looked at her in question. "I had a schedule earlier where I had to bake some pastries."
"Yeah, but that doesn't explain your puffy eyes," Heejin replied, the girls then looked at you and that's when they realized that Heejin was right.
You were just about to reply to her when her doorbell rang again. Hyunjin looked at Heejin before asking, "Are you expecting anyone else?"
She shook her head, "No." Heejin stood from her seat and approached the front door. Suddenly excited screams were heard and you immediately recognized the surprise guest before she even arrived at the dining area.
"Hi everyone!" Yena said with a grin that reached her eyes. Everyone greeted her back and they all engaged in small talks. You thought that you finally escaped the previous interrogation until Jungeun brought it up.
"Now Yena is going to hear about it too," you thought. You took a deep breath before telling your side of the story.
To say that Yena was surprised was an understatement. The LOONA members weren't close with Chaewon so they didn't have a say on the issue but Yena worked closely with her; they were literally roommates back when IZ*ONE was active. Chaewon was definitely not that kind of person. She looked at you sympathetically, because she knew that you couldn't have made that story up. Yena knew Chaewon but she knows you too; you trained with her in Pledis with Heejin and Hyunjin. Yena knew that something was wrong so she decided that she will ask Chaewon about it later.
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A week later, Chaewon was practicing with her members when a sudden loud voice was heard inside the practice room, "Le Sserafim what's up?!" Yena greeted each of the members, almost tackling Sakura to the ground with a hug. Chaewon smiled at her former member and went to hug her as well.
"Unnie! What are you doing here?" Chaewon asked Yena as they separated from each other. Suddenly Yena smacked the back of the leader's head before replying, "To talk to you! I needed information from the source."
When their instructor gave them an hour break, Chaewon led Yena to the cafe in HYBE. They both took a seat and Chaewon looked at Yena expectantly, "So, what did you want to know?"
Yena took a sip from her cup before taking Chaewon off guard, "What's the problem between you and Y/N?" The short-haired girl almost choked on her drink when Yena mentioned you.
"Y/N?" Chaewon looked at Yena in surprise, "How did you know that we have a problem?"
Yena shrugged and said, "She was about to open it up to some of our LOONA friends when I arrived, so I heard about it."
"It shocked me a lot because I know you wouldn't do something like that, but I also know that Y/N wouldn't make up stories to ruin your image." Chaewon laughed sarcastically before saying, "She wouldn't make up stories to ruin my image but she'll definitely talk shit about me to her friends."
Yena was confused by what her friend said so she inquired, "Did she lie about what happened after the shoot?" Chaewon shook her head, "No, it's true. But I only did it in retaliation."
"What do you mean?" Yena was more lost than ever. Chaewon sighed before answering, "I overheard Y/N talking shit about me when I was about to pass by her dressing room in Inkigayo."
"I wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt that maybe it wasn't her but when I checked inside, she was there talking to her friend from The Boyz." Yena looked at her with creased brows, "Who? Sunwoo?" Chaewon nodded and the older girl asked, "What did she say?"
Chaewon tried to remember the things that you said, "She told him about how the face that I make annoys her." Yena facepalmed herself, "So she said that 'Chaewon is annoying' is that right?"
The younger girl nodded and Yena wanted to smack her friend so badly, "Chaewon," she started, "You do realize that you're not the only Chaewon in the world, right?"
The short-haired girl rolled her eyes before answering, "I know, but who else would she be referring to? Our group just finished performing and I was even one of the ending fairies."
"Chaewon," Yena made sure to explain this to her friend calmly because she doesn't know how she would react to it, "Y/N's best friends are TBZ's Sunwoo and LOONA's Gowon," she said, studying the girl's face, but it seems like Chaewon still didn't understand what she was implying.
"The three of them are almost always present during each other's promotions," Chaewon looked at her friend in question, "What does that have to do with anything?"
"Gowon's birth name is Chaewon."
Then everything crumbled at once. Chaewon's stomach dropped and the bad feeling she felt that never went away since she confronted you a week ago just got worse. Her thoughts were spiraling in her head.
She remembered the show you shot together, how you took care of her, how you made sure that she didn't do any of the challenging tasks, how you made sure to clean her up when she splattered the cream all over herself, how you were so close to her that it made her heart beat ten times faster, how you smiled at her when you gave her the bag of pastries that you worked hard on only for her to drop it on the floor and stepped on some of them, she remembered the look on your face when she acted like a total bitch to you, thinking that her actions were reasonable and that it was all your fault.
Yena could see the look of utter defeat on her friend's face, and she knew that she couldn't do anything at the moment to help her friend feel better. No, Chaewon will beat herself up knowing that she acted the way she did when you didn't do anything wrong.
And she's right. Chaewon felt like absolute shit because she remembered everything that you did for her and how she repaid your kindness. She fucked everything up.
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: should i write a part 2 for this?
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i finally posted a fic..... i'm sorry for the long wait to whoever waited 🤞
could do you huh yunjin x female reader based off of this?? https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMYFnfL41/ where the reader folds immediately and yunjin laughs at her and it’s kinda yunjin teasing the reader bc readers shy until yunjin kisses her one day and reader kinda just stands there not processing what happened
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"missing piece" - huh yunjin x fem!reader you were exactly the comfort the idol needed. exactly the person the idol yearned for in her entire life.
genre : fluff, maybe suggestive words : 2.7k notes : ty for the req! im so sorry this was delayed, i had exams and completely lost motivation to write... i hope this is good :) enjoy! (i also changed my format... haha)
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you and huh yunjin have been best friends ever since elementary.
she was the typical exchange student from america, and you were the typical shy girl who always topped in academics. everyone wanted to be friends with yunjin though, which made sense to your 6 year old self since, well, she's a foreigner.
you wanted nothing to do with the american. you just wanted to be left alone with your small friend group that consists of only two other "outcasted" students.
"hi!!" a cheerful voice called. as you looked up from your lunch, it was yunjin. it scared you a bit since you haven't interacted with each other ever since the grade started. "can i sit next to you? you aren't with anyone right now so."
you gulped, your eyes trailing off to find your two friends. they were supposed to be here any minute now but it seems that they were no where to be found. your gaze turned back to the american, who smiled brightly while carrying her pink, glittery lunchbox.
"...sure."
now, 15 years later, you're waiting awkwardly in the backstage of mama—the biggest award show in korea. your girlfriend, huh yunjin, had just debuted in a monster "rookie" group called le sserafim. the american managed to sneak in a free backstage pass and now you have to face the utter awkwardness.
there were so many idols—most of them you couldn't name. you recognized stray kids and txt, and you almost felt your heart beat out of your chest as you stared at (g)i-dle, who was goofing around on the opposite side of the room.
'when is 'jin coming??' you thought, awkwardly pulling on your fingers to ease the anxiety. so many things were on your mind; 1. "is my outfit alright?" 2. "oh god i might look extremely awkward right now." and 3. "where is yunjin?"
"y/nnnnn!!!"
before your brain could process anything, you felt your whole body stumble and fall as you felt heavy weight on top of you. "yunjin-ah! get back up please...." you heard an angry voice just centimeters away, and a girl with short, part-black part-blonde hair put you and yunjin back up.
the rest of the group bowed down to the many idols and staff in front of them, and you could tell how embarrassed they were at the american's sudden outburst.
"sorry y/n, you guys." yunjin whispered, chuckling nervously as she looked at the members' disappointed eyes. "i was just excited to see y/n again! it's been months!"
that was true, the american could barely save some time for you because of how packed her schedule is. your main form of communication was through texting and facetime—but facetimes only last 1 hour or so.
before you could speak, miyawaki sakura—an idol of 11 years and someone you are well-versed with—cut you off. "we'll give you both some alone time," the rest of the members nodded. "don't make a mess." she continued with a stern tone—you could tell she was the oldest.
the girl beside the oldest giggled like a child, before waving at your girlfriend a goodbye.
"tell the manager i'm doing something important!" yunjin yelled, and smiled in delight as the members nodded, slowly disappearing as they walked further and further away. when they were gone, yunjin turned her attention to you, her eyes soft and full of adoration.
"let's go somewhere else, love." she took your hand a gently lead you to a quiet and secluded room, away from the many idols and dispatch. the american peeped out the area before closing the door and smiling widely.
"i missed you so, so, soooo much y/n. you have no idea!" she whispered as she planted a small kiss on the tip of your nose. "i missed you too, 'jin." you responded, taking her hand and placing a kiss on her palm.
the american smiled softly and gave you another kiss—this time on the forehead—before speaking again. "so much happened in just a few months as an idol, who knew you'd be hearing so much drama from just one building?!"
"i mean, that's to be expected. a lot happens inside the music industry." you replied, looking at your girlfriend's soft features as she continued to gossip about the many things happening inside hybe. turns out, hoshi from seventeen is dating some korean actor you weren't familiar of.
you always loved hearing yunjin talk. her gossips are always so interesting.
"oh, but enough about that," she started while changing her posture to face you. you tilted your head, signaling her to continue. "what happened to you all these months?" she asked, looking at you with curious eyes. you hummed, trying to recall the events that happened.
"well, i couldn't drop out of college, sadly. but there are some stuff that happened...."
and that was when you ranted about a lot of things. yunjin was shocked about how dramatic colleges are, especially in your course. apparently, some teacher failed half of the class including you for no reason at all?! the american certainly didn't like the sound of that.
you ranted and ranted, getting carried away by the many things that you have encountered. life was getting crazy for you. your girlfriend listened attentively, but for some reason, her focus was somewhere else.
your lips. they looked like the same soft lips she kissed a few months back. she could vividly remember it; the way her lips felt like it was made just to kiss yours; the way it felt like new years every time she kissed you. when she debuted as an idol, she didn't notice how much she missed the feeling of your kiss, but after seeing you—it's becoming quite apparent.
yunjin's mind drifted to the thought of kissing you right then and there, your words falling in deaf ears as your girlfriend's thoughts wandered. (in a non-suggestive way, smh.)
you paused as you noticed the lack of reaction coming from the american. 'oh no, did i say too much?' your head turned to look at your girlfriend, who had a very...
"yunjin, are you.. okay?" you felt yourself turning pink as the mentioned idol played with the inside of her mouth. she teasingly smiled, finding you cute. "hm? what's wrong love?" she replied, scooting closer and closer to you. she was very close, to the point that you could feel each other's breath.
"y-yunjin, what are you doing?"
"what? i can't be this close to the love of my life?" the petname rolled off her tongue perfectly, and your heart beat faster and faster. you tried to avoid making eye contact—which was impossible, since yunjin's tall body could quite literally just stretch to find your gaze again.
"you look so cute right now, y/n/n. just one ki-" before she could finish, her phone rang. it was from chaewon, and you assumed it was because their rehearsals are starting. the american sighed frustratingly, clearly annoyed by the fact she couldn't even plant one kiss on you.
"well, i have to go now," she said disappointingly, not bothering to answer her leader's call. "i'll see you in another 2 weeks or so." she continued with a frown. you composed yourself and smiled, reaching to caress your girlfriend's cheeks. "it's okay yunjin. just focus on your career, alright?"
she smiled softly, and then said her farewells.
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it had been over a week since you've seen yunjin in person. you really hoped that their manager would at least give them a break after the award show, but that sadly your wishes were left unheard of. you worried nonstop for your girlfriend, you always did. but seeing the latest video of le sserafim made those worries go away as you see the american's genuine smile.
you were just scrolling on the internet, reading the drama in twitter and occasionally giggling at some posts. that was when a notification popped up.
: "babe!!"
you unconsciously smiled as your girlfriend's message popped up. you quickly disregarded the twitter thread and immediately went to text her back.
: guess who got a whole day to themselves tomorrow?
: omg rlly?
: YEZZZZZZZ : i can finally have a peaceful day with you 😞
you felt joy wash over you as you imagined the day with yunjin. you were even starting to have some date ideas pop up in your head.
: yay!! im so happy for u jinn
: samee omg : i'll be staying at your place btw, is it okay if we just stay inside the house?? i don't want to go anywhere at the momentttt :((
you nodded, as if the girl could see you through the screen.
: ofc jin!! i have nothing to do tomorrow anyway
although you couldn't physically see your girlfriend, you knew that she was smiling widely right now. and so were you.
: 💓 : i'll be arriving at your doorstep
: creepy stalker roleplay
: at exactly 9 am tmr so be awake at that time!! : WHAT 😭
: IM KIDDING : i'll set my alarm, see you jinnie 💞
: see you, y/n/n!! : love youu
: i love you too
you sighed dreamily, placing your phone on your chest. you were just so happy that you could finally have a day with the american after all these months. even if it was just one day, one day out of months, it was special. and yunjin was thinking the same.
it was already 9:45 pm, and you had a huge day tomorrow, so you went to bed. "is 7:30 too early?" you mumbled, looking at your alarm clock and debating whether or not to set your alarm to 7:30 or 8 am. you shrugged, setting it to 7:45 am.
as you lay down on your bed, your mind couldn't stop running laps. you were very giddy to the point that you randomly start giggling and rolling around like you weren't 21 years old. if a ghost was living with you right now, it'd think that you were going crazy.
well, that thought isn't wrong. you could say that you were kind of crazy for yunjin—who wouldn't? but the thing that separated you and the millions of fearnots is that huh yunjin was actually kind of crazy for you as well.
'okay, stop y/n.' you told yourself, steadying yourself. you wanted to get a good night's sleep so when you wake up in the morning, you were in a good mood. after finally calming down, you felt your eyelids grow heavier and heavier—and before you knew it, you were asleep.
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it was around 8:15 am, and you were already finishing up the remaining dishes you were cooking. you awoke way earlier than you had planned—very excited on the fact yunjin could finally spend a day with you— so you used that time to cook a nice breakfast for when your girlfriend arrives.
the oven dinged, indicating that the food was ready. you quickly tended to it and making sure to turn off the oven—you didn't want your electricity bills to increase. you carefully plated your breakfast to make it look pleasing, and once you were satisfied, you placed it on the table.
"8:20" the clock read, and you sighed of relief. you took off your apron and put it back on its organized spot, and went upstairs to take a shower. after showering, you made sure to pick your best yet casual clothes, since you didn't want to seem like you were in a fancy dinner date when in reality you were just in your old apartment.
after picking out your clothes, you quickly rushed down the stairs and set up the remaining things. you made sure that your netflix had all her favorite movies, made sure that every single part of your house was clean, and also made sure that the food stayed warm. after confirming that everything was ready, you glanced at the clock again.
"8:45" your mouth slightly curved as your heart beat faster. it was almost 9, which meant it was almost time to see yunjin. you washed your hands, and sat down on your couch. you waited patiently for her to arrive, constantly checking your phone and the clock for the time. you took trips to the kitchen often, making sure that the food you prepared was still tasty.
your doorbell rang, and you basically flew to the door and pulled it open. and there she was; yunjin, wearing a black jacket paired with black pants and a cap. her face was covered with a mask, yet you could tell from her eyes that she was smiling.
"hi, love." she said, walking closer to you and giving you a hug. you felt so warm in her arms, so loved. you always worried that you weren't good enough for the idol, but every time yunjin would show even the slightest of affection, you knew that you were so adored by her.
"hey, 'jin." you replied whilst wrapping your arms around her torso. you felt a bit empty when the american pulled away from the hug, but that feeling quickly went away as she held your hand and lead you inside the apartment.
the idol looked around your home, humming in delight as she took off her jacket, mask, and cap. "you've been taking care of this place, y/n." she complimented, turning to look at you with adoration in her eyes. her bare face was beautiful, and you felt your heart skip a beat. "of course i have, i might go crazy if my apartment didn't look organized."
yunjin laughed at your reply before pulling you into a hug again. her head rested on the crook of your neck as both of you bask in each other's scent. even if you two literally saw each other a week ago, it still felt like it's been ages since you've been in each other's embrace.
"i missed you. after our small meetup, i couldn't stop thinking about you." the american whispered, and you felt her hold on you tighten. you chuckled, "i missed you too, 'jin. you did amazing during your mama performance!" you pulled away sightly from the hug, but still kept your arms wrapped around her torso. "i'm so proud of you."
proud. yunjin really liked that word. she was proud of many people, like her younger sister for example, but she couldn't really recall when people were proud of her. many people probably were, but no one exactly verbalized how proud they were of the american. tons of fans in the internet did say how proud they were of yunjin, and she liked it. but for some reason, it felt different when it came from you. was it because you've known each other for 15 years? is it because she was just desperate, and there really were no changes?
no.
yunjin leaned over to you, maintaining eye contact. she was extremely close to you, and soon enough, your lips connected.
it was because yunjin loved you.
the feeling of your lips against hers was so perfect. the american's lips were soft, and yours connected to hers as if your lips were made to kiss her. to cherish her. to love her.
you both lost a sense of time as you continued to give each other romantic and genuine kisses, and you were just glad that you finally got to have this moment with her after months. you were glad that your missing piece was back with you.
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as much as you both didn't want to pull away, yunjin couldn't breathe at all. yunjin stared at you with a sly smile, a laugh breaking out of her mouth as she stared at your dumbfounded expression. your cheeks were a bright red—and so were yunjin's—and you stood there stiffly.
"hello? earth to y/n?" the american said, both amused and worried at how quiet and unresponsive you were. you were just trying to process what happened, even if yunjin gave you enough time to do so during the kiss. but your mind was completely blank at that time.
"did you just..?" you mumbled, loud enough to let your girlfriend hear. she sucked her bottom lip to hold in another laugh as she nodded. she couldn't keep it in though, as you slowly nodded and gazed at the floor as you pondered.
"WHY ARE YOU SO FUNNY??" yunjin exclaimed in between laughs, still looking at your serious expression. she couldn't exactly blame you, it's been months since you've kissed each other. but.... the way you were really taking your time in processing what just happened really made her cackle.
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could do you huh yunjin x female reader based off of this?? https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMYFnfL41/ where the reader folds immediately and yunjin laughs at her and it’s kinda yunjin teasing the reader bc readers shy until yunjin kisses her one day and reader kinda just stands there not processing what happened
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"missing piece" - huh yunjin x fem!reader you were exactly the comfort the idol needed. exactly the person the idol yearned for in her entire life.
genre : fluff, maybe suggestive words : 2.7k notes : ty for the req! im so sorry this was delayed, i had exams and completely lost motivation to write... i hope this is good :) enjoy! (i also changed my format... haha)
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you and huh yunjin have been best friends ever since elementary.
she was the typical exchange student from america, and you were the typical shy girl who always topped in academics. everyone wanted to be friends with yunjin though, which made sense to your 6 year old self since, well, she's a foreigner.
you wanted nothing to do with the american. you just wanted to be left alone with your small friend group that consists of only two other "outcasted" students.
"hi!!" a cheerful voice called. as you looked up from your lunch, it was yunjin. it scared you a bit since you haven't interacted with each other ever since the grade started. "can i sit next to you? you aren't with anyone right now so."
you gulped, your eyes trailing off to find your two friends. they were supposed to be here any minute now but it seems that they were no where to be found. your gaze turned back to the american, who smiled brightly while carrying her pink, glittery lunchbox.
"...sure."
now, 15 years later, you're waiting awkwardly in the backstage of mama—the biggest award show in korea. your girlfriend, huh yunjin, had just debuted in a monster "rookie" group called le sserafim. the american managed to sneak in a free backstage pass and now you have to face the utter awkwardness.
there were so many idols—most of them you couldn't name. you recognized stray kids and txt, and you almost felt your heart beat out of your chest as you stared at (g)i-dle, who was goofing around on the opposite side of the room.
'when is 'jin coming??' you thought, awkwardly pulling on your fingers to ease the anxiety. so many things were on your mind; 1. "is my outfit alright?" 2. "oh god i might look extremely awkward right now." and 3. "where is yunjin?"
"y/nnnnn!!!"
before your brain could process anything, you felt your whole body stumble and fall as you felt heavy weight on top of you. "yunjin-ah! get back up please...." you heard an angry voice just centimeters away, and a girl with short, part-black part-blonde hair put you and yunjin back up.
the rest of the group bowed down to the many idols and staff in front of them, and you could tell how embarrassed they were at the american's sudden outburst.
"sorry y/n, you guys." yunjin whispered, chuckling nervously as she looked at the members' disappointed eyes. "i was just excited to see y/n again! it's been months!"
that was true, the american could barely save some time for you because of how packed her schedule is. your main form of communication was through texting and facetime—but facetimes only last 1 hour or so.
before you could speak, miyawaki sakura—an idol of 11 years and someone you are well-versed with—cut you off. "we'll give you both some alone time," the rest of the members nodded. "don't make a mess." she continued with a stern tone—you could tell she was the oldest.
the girl beside the oldest giggled like a child, before waving at your girlfriend a goodbye.
"tell the manager i'm doing something important!" yunjin yelled, and smiled in delight as the members nodded, slowly disappearing as they walked further and further away. when they were gone, yunjin turned her attention to you, her eyes soft and full of adoration.
"let's go somewhere else, love." she took your hand a gently lead you to a quiet and secluded room, away from the many idols and dispatch. the american peeped out the area before closing the door and smiling widely.
"i missed you so, so, soooo much y/n. you have no idea!" she whispered as she planted a small kiss on the tip of your nose. "i missed you too, 'jin." you responded, taking her hand and placing a kiss on her palm.
the american smiled softly and gave you another kiss—this time on the forehead—before speaking again. "so much happened in just a few months as an idol, who knew you'd be hearing so much drama from just one building?!"
"i mean, that's to be expected. a lot happens inside the music industry." you replied, looking at your girlfriend's soft features as she continued to gossip about the many things happening inside hybe. turns out, hoshi from seventeen is dating some korean actor you weren't familiar of.
you always loved hearing yunjin talk. her gossips are always so interesting.
"oh, but enough about that," she started while changing her posture to face you. you tilted your head, signaling her to continue. "what happened to you all these months?" she asked, looking at you with curious eyes. you hummed, trying to recall the events that happened.
"well, i couldn't drop out of college, sadly. but there are some stuff that happened...."
and that was when you ranted about a lot of things. yunjin was shocked about how dramatic colleges are, especially in your course. apparently, some teacher failed half of the class including you for no reason at all?! the american certainly didn't like the sound of that.
you ranted and ranted, getting carried away by the many things that you have encountered. life was getting crazy for you. your girlfriend listened attentively, but for some reason, her focus was somewhere else.
your lips. they looked like the same soft lips she kissed a few months back. she could vividly remember it; the way her lips felt like it was made just to kiss yours; the way it felt like new years every time she kissed you. when she debuted as an idol, she didn't notice how much she missed the feeling of your kiss, but after seeing you—it's becoming quite apparent.
yunjin's mind drifted to the thought of kissing you right then and there, your words falling in deaf ears as your girlfriend's thoughts wandered. (in a non-suggestive way, smh.)
you paused as you noticed the lack of reaction coming from the american. 'oh no, did i say too much?' your head turned to look at your girlfriend, who had a very...
"yunjin, are you.. okay?" you felt yourself turning pink as the mentioned idol played with the inside of her mouth. she teasingly smiled, finding you cute. "hm? what's wrong love?" she replied, scooting closer and closer to you. she was very close, to the point that you could feel each other's breath.
"y-yunjin, what are you doing?"
"what? i can't be this close to the love of my life?" the petname rolled off her tongue perfectly, and your heart beat faster and faster. you tried to avoid making eye contact—which was impossible, since yunjin's tall body could quite literally just stretch to find your gaze again.
"you look so cute right now, y/n/n. just one ki-" before she could finish, her phone rang. it was from chaewon, and you assumed it was because their rehearsals are starting. the american sighed frustratingly, clearly annoyed by the fact she couldn't even plant one kiss on you.
"well, i have to go now," she said disappointingly, not bothering to answer her leader's call. "i'll see you in another 2 weeks or so." she continued with a frown. you composed yourself and smiled, reaching to caress your girlfriend's cheeks. "it's okay yunjin. just focus on your career, alright?"
she smiled softly, and then said her farewells.
─── ∙ ~εïз~ ∙ ───
it had been over a week since you've seen yunjin in person. you really hoped that their manager would at least give them a break after the award show, but that sadly your wishes were left unheard of. you worried nonstop for your girlfriend, you always did. but seeing the latest video of le sserafim made those worries go away as you see the american's genuine smile.
you were just scrolling on the internet, reading the drama in twitter and occasionally giggling at some posts. that was when a notification popped up.
: "babe!!"
you unconsciously smiled as your girlfriend's message popped up. you quickly disregarded the twitter thread and immediately went to text her back.
: guess who got a whole day to themselves tomorrow?
: omg rlly?
: YEZZZZZZZ : i can finally have a peaceful day with you 😞
you felt joy wash over you as you imagined the day with yunjin. you were even starting to have some date ideas pop up in your head.
: yay!! im so happy for u jinn
: samee omg : i'll be staying at your place btw, is it okay if we just stay inside the house?? i don't want to go anywhere at the momentttt :((
you nodded, as if the girl could see you through the screen.
: ofc jin!! i have nothing to do tomorrow anyway
although you couldn't physically see your girlfriend, you knew that she was smiling widely right now. and so were you.
: 💓 : i'll be arriving at your doorstep
: creepy stalker roleplay
: at exactly 9 am tmr so be awake at that time!! : WHAT 😭
: IM KIDDING : i'll set my alarm, see you jinnie 💞
: see you, y/n/n!! : love youu
: i love you too
you sighed dreamily, placing your phone on your chest. you were just so happy that you could finally have a day with the american after all these months. even if it was just one day, one day out of months, it was special. and yunjin was thinking the same.
it was already 9:45 pm, and you had a huge day tomorrow, so you went to bed. "is 7:30 too early?" you mumbled, looking at your alarm clock and debating whether or not to set your alarm to 7:30 or 8 am. you shrugged, setting it to 7:45 am.
as you lay down on your bed, your mind couldn't stop running laps. you were very giddy to the point that you randomly start giggling and rolling around like you weren't 21 years old. if a ghost was living with you right now, it'd think that you were going crazy.
well, that thought isn't wrong. you could say that you were kind of crazy for yunjin—who wouldn't? but the thing that separated you and the millions of fearnots is that huh yunjin was actually kind of crazy for you as well.
'okay, stop y/n.' you told yourself, steadying yourself. you wanted to get a good night's sleep so when you wake up in the morning, you were in a good mood. after finally calming down, you felt your eyelids grow heavier and heavier—and before you knew it, you were asleep.
─── ∙ ~εïз~ ∙ ───
it was around 8:15 am, and you were already finishing up the remaining dishes you were cooking. you awoke way earlier than you had planned—very excited on the fact yunjin could finally spend a day with you— so you used that time to cook a nice breakfast for when your girlfriend arrives.
the oven dinged, indicating that the food was ready. you quickly tended to it and making sure to turn off the oven—you didn't want your electricity bills to increase. you carefully plated your breakfast to make it look pleasing, and once you were satisfied, you placed it on the table.
"8:20" the clock read, and you sighed of relief. you took off your apron and put it back on its organized spot, and went upstairs to take a shower. after showering, you made sure to pick your best yet casual clothes, since you didn't want to seem like you were in a fancy dinner date when in reality you were just in your old apartment.
after picking out your clothes, you quickly rushed down the stairs and set up the remaining things. you made sure that your netflix had all her favorite movies, made sure that every single part of your house was clean, and also made sure that the food stayed warm. after confirming that everything was ready, you glanced at the clock again.
"8:45" your mouth slightly curved as your heart beat faster. it was almost 9, which meant it was almost time to see yunjin. you washed your hands, and sat down on your couch. you waited patiently for her to arrive, constantly checking your phone and the clock for the time. you took trips to the kitchen often, making sure that the food you prepared was still tasty.
your doorbell rang, and you basically flew to the door and pulled it open. and there she was; yunjin, wearing a black jacket paired with black pants and a cap. her face was covered with a mask, yet you could tell from her eyes that she was smiling.
"hi, love." she said, walking closer to you and giving you a hug. you felt so warm in her arms, so loved. you always worried that you weren't good enough for the idol, but every time yunjin would show even the slightest of affection, you knew that you were so adored by her.
"hey, 'jin." you replied whilst wrapping your arms around her torso. you felt a bit empty when the american pulled away from the hug, but that feeling quickly went away as she held your hand and lead you inside the apartment.
the idol looked around your home, humming in delight as she took off her jacket, mask, and cap. "you've been taking care of this place, y/n." she complimented, turning to look at you with adoration in her eyes. her bare face was beautiful, and you felt your heart skip a beat. "of course i have, i might go crazy if my apartment didn't look organized."
yunjin laughed at your reply before pulling you into a hug again. her head rested on the crook of your neck as both of you bask in each other's scent. even if you two literally saw each other a week ago, it still felt like it's been ages since you've been in each other's embrace.
"i missed you. after our small meetup, i couldn't stop thinking about you." the american whispered, and you felt her hold on you tighten. you chuckled, "i missed you too, 'jin. you did amazing during your mama performance!" you pulled away sightly from the hug, but still kept your arms wrapped around her torso. "i'm so proud of you."
proud. yunjin really liked that word. she was proud of many people, like her younger sister for example, but she couldn't really recall when people were proud of her. many people probably were, but no one exactly verbalized how proud they were of the american. tons of fans in the internet did say how proud they were of yunjin, and she liked it. but for some reason, it felt different when it came from you. was it because you've known each other for 15 years? is it because she was just desperate, and there really were no changes?
no.
yunjin leaned over to you, maintaining eye contact. she was extremely close to you, and soon enough, your lips connected.
it was because yunjin loved you.
the feeling of your lips against hers was so perfect. the american's lips were soft, and yours connected to hers as if your lips were made to kiss her. to cherish her. to love her.
you both lost a sense of time as you continued to give each other romantic and genuine kisses, and you were just glad that you finally got to have this moment with her after months. you were glad that your missing piece was back with you.
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as much as you both didn't want to pull away, yunjin couldn't breathe at all. yunjin stared at you with a sly smile, a laugh breaking out of her mouth as she stared at your dumbfounded expression. your cheeks were a bright red—and so were yunjin's—and you stood there stiffly.
"hello? earth to y/n?" the american said, both amused and worried at how quiet and unresponsive you were. you were just trying to process what happened, even if yunjin gave you enough time to do so during the kiss. but your mind was completely blank at that time.
"did you just..?" you mumbled, loud enough to let your girlfriend hear. she sucked her bottom lip to hold in another laugh as she nodded. she couldn't keep it in though, as you slowly nodded and gazed at the floor as you pondered.
"WHY ARE YOU SO FUNNY??" yunjin exclaimed in between laughs, still looking at your serious expression. she couldn't exactly blame you, it's been months since you've kissed each other. but.... the way you were really taking your time in processing what just happened really made her cackle.
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xcviiq · 1 year
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shld i try to write for male reader after these two fics in my drafts????????????????????????
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The mina one is so good but the ending was so sad 😭
i'm glad you liked that fic pls i thought it was so rushed-
also i'm sorry if the ending was so sad but michaeng>>>> 😞😞😞
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im back everyone ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
there's already two fics in my drafts thatll be posted soon so stay tuned
exams still suck but i survived
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goodluck on ur exams!!! 🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀
TY !! <33
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HELLO, grey !! i love ur works so much esp yunjin's .. and sorry but i saw ur likes and it was so wholesome 😭 anyways, that was all hihi xoxo looking forward to more of ur great works!! have a great day/night 🧍‍♀️🫶
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NOOOOOO I FORGOT PEOPLE COULD SEE MY LIKES 😭😭 im so sorry it's full of sea otters 😓 + my friend's goofy ahh post ☠️☠️
also omg im so glad you like my works!! i just started writing for fun so im so happy <33
have a great day/night too!!
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xcviiq · 1 year
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exams suck
so i'll not be writing bc i have exams 💪💪
I APOLOGIZE TO THOSE WHO REQUESTED BUT I'LL MAKE SURE THAT I'LL WRITE THEM AFTER THE EXAMS 😭😭😭😭 PROMISE
also so many of my fav writers noticed my work and 😭😭 im throwing up out of happiness. tysm to everyone who liked my stuff !!!
anyway.... ba bye :(( putanginang exams ksi eh
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omg i hate this fic i made sm 😭😭 i hate angst 💔💔💔
sorry yall, i promise ill do my girl justice 🙏🙏
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caress your cheek | mmn x fem!reader | angst | 986
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your girlfriend loved caressing your cheek.
it started when you and mina started dating long before mina debuted. you both were so inclined to music; always going on karaoke dates, sometimes even visiting music shops even when you both know you'll never be able to afford those instruments.
the japanese girl promised you that you two would be there for each other forever, and that she'll never leave you no matter the circumstance. and you believed her.
mina had just debuted in twice, and you were so proud of her. you two talked nonstop after she debuted, the japanese girl telling you every single detail of her experiences. you knew that she was the quiet type, so you cherished the way she ranted because of her happiness.
"oh, sorry y/n. was i annoying?"
"no, of course not my love. keep on talking, i love the sound of your voice."
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"y/n! i'm so happy you're here." your girlfriend exclaimed, fighting back the urge to rub your cheek oh so gently. she couldn't just show her affection to a "fan," not when millions of other fans were waiting to meet her.
"you did amazing mina, seriously! how is it even possible to be that gorgeous?" you ranted, playing with the paper on your hand since you couldn't exactly hold the idol's hands. mina giggled and smiled because of your compliments, admiring every single feature you had.
you two talked and talked, making sure to keep an unusual distance since you both were on public. you didn't want your girlfriend's reputation to be ruined because of a dating scandal, so you were extra careful to just act like a "fan".
and before you knew it, your one minute of talking time was over. mina signed the paper you gave her, and gave you one last soft glance before turning to the next fan.
─── ∙ ~εïз~ ∙ ───
'oh god.'
you thought, looking at the post in twitter. dispatch had recently just made a tweet talking about mina and an "unknown woman" fighting in public. that unknown was you. and you two weren't fighting. you were just having fun in public! mina was completely covered from head to toe, so how did dispatch even catch you two?
"love, what'll we do?" you asked the japanese idol, worry washing over your face. mina sighed and caressed your cheek lovingly, and her eyes tell you that it's gonna be okay. "it's fine y/n. i'm just gonna ask the manager to send an announcement that we're friends." she assured, and your shoulders relaxed.
you leaned over and lay your head on her shoulder. mina wrapped her arms around you gently, rubbing your back. the motion put you in peace, your eyes closing as you slept in your girlfriend's arms.
─── ∙ ~εïз~ ∙ ───
it's been over a week since your girlfriend had been ignoring you. you understood that she was busy since twice had been gaining popularity, but it's not so easy to not get worried. you constantly check your phone, hoping that a text from her would pop out. you tried to text her yourself but you'd just be left on 'read' or delivered.
you sigh, putting down your phone and your shoulders falling. mina knew that you hated being left on read, so you were confused as to why she would do that.
"no," you mumbled, standing up and heading to the kitchen. 'she's just busy. she's popular now y/n.' you grabbed a glass and poured cold water in it, drinking from the glass after it reached a certain amount. "she'll reply sooner or later."
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"why are you ignoring me?!"
you yell, staring at the stoic mina in front of you. it's almost been 2 months of mina avoiding you. and even if she did save time for you, your girlfriend felt like a stranger that was just impersonating the japanese girl.
mina stayed silent. you watched as she walked to the kitchen, acting like it was just a normal day. like you weren't there.
"i don't have time for this y/n," she started, her tone being as cold as ice. "i'm busy."
"you don't have time for this or you don't have time for me?" you replied, tears fighting to fall from your eyes. your girlfriend didn't even glance at you before turning away and shutting the door behind you, leaving you and your thoughts alone.
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"y/n. we have to break up."
you stared at the japanese girl in disbelief, the tea that you were preparing for the two of you was forgotten. mina avoided your gaze, like she'd die if she ever met your eyes.
"it's the company. they don't want me to date anyone." she explained, walking over to you and grabbing your cheeks. it's been a while since you've felt her touch. you melted on her, too tired to say anything. i mean, she's been acting cold towards you ever since, it was expected.
still, you just hoped that she would stay for a little longer.
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"mina and chaeyoung have confirmed dating rumors! michaeng shippers, your ship has sailed!"
you stared at dispatch's tweet, completely silent. only the faint sounds of the fan and the loud honks of the cars outside were filling the room.
you sighed, turning off your phone and resting your head on the pillow. you looked up at the ceiling above you, your eyebags apparent from the lack of sleep you were getting for the past 2 weeks.
you should've expected it.
you weren't good enough for her; that was already a given when she debuted.
you always noticed how clingy and close mina was with chaeyoung. you knew that mina broke up with you not because of the company, but because she has found another.
now, only your tears were there to caress your cheeks.
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caress your cheek | mmn x fem!reader | angst | 986
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your girlfriend loved caressing your cheek.
it started when you and mina started dating long before mina debuted. you both were so inclined to music; always going on karaoke dates, sometimes even visiting music shops even when you both know you'll never be able to afford those instruments.
the japanese girl promised you that you two would be there for each other forever, and that she'll never leave you no matter the circumstance. and you believed her.
mina had just debuted in twice, and you were so proud of her. you two talked nonstop after she debuted, the japanese girl telling you every single detail of her experiences. you knew that she was the quiet type, so you cherished the way she ranted because of her happiness.
"oh, sorry y/n. was i annoying?"
"no, of course not my love. keep on talking, i love the sound of your voice."
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"y/n! i'm so happy you're here." your girlfriend exclaimed, fighting back the urge to rub your cheek oh so gently. she couldn't just show her affection to a "fan," not when millions of other fans were waiting to meet her.
"you did amazing mina, seriously! how is it even possible to be that gorgeous?" you ranted, playing with the paper on your hand since you couldn't exactly hold the idol's hands. mina giggled and smiled because of your compliments, admiring every single feature you had.
you two talked and talked, making sure to keep an unusual distance since you both were on public. you didn't want your girlfriend's reputation to be ruined because of a dating scandal, so you were extra careful to just act like a "fan".
and before you knew it, your one minute of talking time was over. mina signed the paper you gave her, and gave you one last soft glance before turning to the next fan.
─── ∙ ~εïз~ ∙ ───
'oh god.'
you thought, looking at the post in twitter. dispatch had recently just made a tweet talking about mina and an "unknown woman" fighting in public. that unknown was you. and you two weren't fighting. you were just having fun in public! mina was completely covered from head to toe, so how did dispatch even catch you two?
"love, what'll we do?" you asked the japanese idol, worry washing over your face. mina sighed and caressed your cheek lovingly, and her eyes tell you that it's gonna be okay. "it's fine y/n. i'm just gonna ask the manager to send an announcement that we're friends." she assured, and your shoulders relaxed.
you leaned over and lay your head on her shoulder. mina wrapped her arms around you gently, rubbing your back. the motion put you in peace, your eyes closing as you slept in your girlfriend's arms.
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it's been over a week since your girlfriend had been ignoring you. you understood that she was busy since twice had been gaining popularity, but it's not so easy to not get worried. you constantly check your phone, hoping that a text from her would pop out. you tried to text her yourself but you'd just be left on 'read' or delivered.
you sigh, putting down your phone and your shoulders falling. mina knew that you hated being left on read, so you were confused as to why she would do that.
"no," you mumbled, standing up and heading to the kitchen. 'she's just busy. she's popular now y/n.' you grabbed a glass and poured cold water in it, drinking from the glass after it reached a certain amount. "she'll reply sooner or later."
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"why are you ignoring me?!"
you yell, staring at the stoic mina in front of you. it's almost been 2 months of mina avoiding you. and even if she did save time for you, your girlfriend felt like a stranger that was just impersonating the japanese girl.
mina stayed silent. you watched as she walked to the kitchen, acting like it was just a normal day. like you weren't there.
"i don't have time for this y/n," she started, her tone being as cold as ice. "i'm busy."
"you don't have time for this or you don't have time for me?" you replied, tears fighting to fall from your eyes. your girlfriend didn't even glance at you before turning away and shutting the door behind you, leaving you and your thoughts alone.
─── ∙ ~εïз~ ∙ ───
"y/n. we have to break up."
you stared at the japanese girl in disbelief, the tea that you were preparing for the two of you was forgotten. mina avoided your gaze, like she'd die if she ever met your eyes.
"it's the company. they don't want me to date anyone." she explained, walking over to you and grabbing your cheeks. it's been a while since you've felt her touch. you melted on her, too tired to say anything. i mean, she's been acting cold towards you ever since, it was expected.
still, you just hoped that she would stay for a little longer.
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"mina and chaeyoung have confirmed dating rumors! michaeng shippers, your ship has sailed!"
you stared at dispatch's tweet, completely silent. only the faint sounds of the fan and the loud honks of the cars outside were filling the room.
you sighed, turning off your phone and resting your head on the pillow. you looked up at the ceiling above you, your eyebags apparent from the lack of sleep you were getting for the past 2 weeks.
you should've expected it.
you weren't good enough for her; that was already a given when she debuted.
you always noticed how clingy and close mina was with chaeyoung. you knew that mina broke up with you not because of the company, but because she has found another.
now, only your tears were there to caress your cheeks.
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hey yall, just found out im trans 🤙
ill be going by the name grey! (thats so original ik...)
oh and my pronouns are now he/him lol
and uhhh
what else
oh and im straight now, since i like girls lol haha
anyway this is just a shitty post 😭 my two fics already got recognition so im VERY happy <33 ty everyonee
more fics will come (hopefully) so stay tuned!
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the view on the mountains were always your favorite.
whenever you hike, you feel at peace. you feel as if all your worries just pause as the refreshing wind blows through your face. you'd stay atop a mountain or hill for hours, and you'll never get bored of the beautiful scenery it gives.
and now, after watching the first episode of 'le sserafim company', you were ecstatic to see that your girlfriend was also really interested in hiking.
"did you pack everything, love?" you asked refilling you and yunjin's water bottles. the american gulped, but agreed nonetheless. your girlfriend didn't exactly have the correct gear for hiking, which confused you since on the episode yunjin said that she hiked as a hobby. and your girlfriend wouldn't lie to you.
oh, but she did.
yunjin only acted like a hiker for the skit, but her lovely girlfriend didn't know that it was only a joke and she doesn't actually hike like you do.
but she didn't have the heart to tell you. not when you looked so excited when you talked about hiking and all the wonders of it.
so now she has to hike up your favorite mountain—aka the tallest one there is. you thought that the american would be used to the height, but oh god did she almost pass out once she saw how tall the mountain stood.
"babe... we're climbing, this?" she asked, her wavering and shaking voice contradicting her warm smile. you looked at her with a wide grin and nodded. "mhm! it's one of my favorite mountains. not only does it have an amazing view, but it also has a lot of ladybugs and some friendly snakes!"
yunjin's neck almost snapped as she turned to look at you in disbelief. 'snakes? SOME friendly snakes???' she thought, her breath getting thicker and heavier as she imagined the sight. the ladybugs were fine, but... snakes?
"why is this your favorite mountain y/nnie? we could go somewhere else you know! if you want of course i mean this mountain is just, child's play for me..." yunjin suggested, her words coming out of her mouth quickly- almost as if she was rapping.
you laugh at your girlfriend, ready to tell her all about your experiences with the tallest mountain in the district. "well, it's my favorite mountain because me and my grandpa used to climb it all the time! it has a breathtaking view of this area, and not to mention the very camp-able surface it has on top!"
yunjin admired the way your eyes lit up as you talked about hiking. she never knew that someone could be so passionate in this type of activity. it only made her feel worst, since she wasn't actually interested in hiking at all. she'd rather be in her room writing a song or just listening to music while reading a book with you, but oh well. she can't get out now.
it was now time to climb the mountain. you skipped the original entrance that is used for hikers and yunjin questioned you, albeit your responses didn't soothe her fears since all you did was chuckle and say "trust me!". she loves you, of course she does, but she could not trust you at that moment.
you and your girlfriend enter a small path filled with vines and big leaves. the american held on to you as if her life depended on it since the path was very narrow and dangerous.
after a few minutes, the path you took started to get wider and more plants and insects could be seen. like you said, ladybugs were everywhere; on the leaves, stems, rocks, the mountain itself. "oh, wait a sec, baby." your girlfriend exclaimed, pulling out her phone to take a picture.
"that's a rose, right?"
you chuckle, "close. that's a poppy flower. it comes in different colors but red poppies are more common here." yunjin listened to you attentively as you educate her with the poppy flower. the flower she saw looked so much like a rose, and she didn't even know that something like that existed.
"sorry babe. it's been a while since i've been to minecraft so i have no idea about flowers right now." you laugh cheerfully at the american's joke, and it felt as if her anxieties were washed away by your honeylike laugh.
after an hour of hiking, you and yunjin decided to go on a break. you both sat down at a cozy and clean rock that was far from the edge, and you both took the time to catch your breath and drink some water.
"yunjinnie, after this break we'll reach the area where most of the snakes li-"
"WHAT??"
you were caught off guard by your girlfriend's loud scream and tug, and you could hear a few birds fly off in fear. "what's wrong? you've probably encountered snakes before anyway, you'll be fine!" you asked, trying to reassure your "fellow" hiker. the american gulped, taking a sip of her water before replying.
"y-yeah! but, i heard the snakes here in this mountain are terrifying! absolutely grueling! and um, deadly!" she exaggerated, and you looked at her with a confused look. 'but the snakes here are the friendliest in this district...?'
"can't we, find a better path..?" yunjin pleaded, looking at you with a pout and her best puppy eyes. she had a pretty firm grip on your shoulder, so she must be serious.
"unfortunately love, there aren't any other paths than that one. if you don't want to encounter any snakes then we can just stop the hike! it's alright." you responded, sounding a bit disappointed and sad. yunjin cursed herself, biting and sucking on her bottom lip before nodding.
"no, no. it's okay babe," she started, caressing your cheeks. "let's continue!" she exclaimed, standing up in a dramatic way which made you smile. although the american was confident and overflowing with ego on the outside, she was very scared in the inside. but she knows how excited you were that you got to share something like this with someone you loved, so she'll do anything to maintain that excitement.
"i will scream and cling onto you when we walk on the path by the way."
"got it."
yunjin wasn't lying when she said she'd scream and cling onto you. during the entire walk, she was screaming for her life. sometimes she'd even push a little bit too strong causing the both of you to stumble which will make her scream even more.
you tried to calm her down, but it all those attempts failed. you were a bit embarrassed by how loud your girlfriend is because of just a little snake, but you didn't tell her that. finally, the path was over. "my love, there won't be any snakes anymore so don't worry." you sighed, looking at the american that was slumped over on the ground.
you knelt down with her, gently and slowly caressing her back as she tried to calm herself down.
"remind me to use the other path once we go back down." the american could only reply with a weak nod.
after a few more hours of walking, climbing, filming, and taking pictures, you and yunjin finally arrived at the surface. and man, you really weren't lying when you said the view was breathtaking.
the sky was a pinkish orange, and the fading clouds made the scenery even better. you two could see every building; even the ones in the far distance. all the people in the district were ant sized, and yunjin could barely see the hybe building from a distance.
"wow..." she mumbled unconsciously, pulling out her phone to take a lot of pictures of what she's seeing. "amazing, right?" you reply, taking her bag and placing it down on a log next to yours. there were no people up on the mountain, and it was just you and your girlfriend.
you sat down next to her, but you didn't admire the view in front of you; no. you were far too used to the beautiful sight. you've been up on many hills and mountains before—the view was beautiful of course, but it was all the same.
the sight of yunjin right next to you made it all a new experience.
seeing her be so amazed by the view, as if she isn't used to such sights before (she isn't). rays of sunlight shined on her face, the color of her eyes and hair becoming clearer. "light brown." you mumble unconsciously, making your girlfriend turn to look at you.
"hm?" she hummed in reply, "what did you say?"
"you're beautiful, huh yunjin."
you stare at her, noticing the tip of her ears turning pink by the sudden compliment. she fought back a smile that quickly broke through, and a giggle leaving her mouth as well. usually the american would always get you flustered, so seeing her be so shy just because of a compliment lit a flame of confidence in you.
"you're beautiful too, you know."
you smile, feeling your cheeks growing hotter as well. "but thank you." yunjin mumbled, clearing her throat as she moved a bit closer to you. the sun was setting, and the ambiance was so peaceful. you both stayed there in comfortable silence as you watched the world. there were so many things yunjin hadn't noticed, and she was glad that she got to experience the sight with you.
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"baby, i do have to tell you something." yunjin started, clinging onto you as you walked the more peaceful path on the way back. you hummed, taking her hand as she jumped over a rock.
"i... actually don't hike. the 'le sserafim company' is just a skit and this is my first time hiking up a mountain. i just didn't tell you because i felt bad and i know not many people share the same interests as yours so..."
she couldn't bear to continue as she looked at your disappointed, shocked, confused face. you two stare at each other, and the american felt like she was getting scolded when you weren't even saying anything.
the walk back home would be very, very awkward.
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best thing i've ever seen today
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small fat low poly birbs
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