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Intervention, June 1st 2021

Hello my little blog/diary/confessional/work escape/black void! Its been a minute but I'm discovering i can be a little unreliable in the steady narration of my life, so sorry about that but today I had to open up. Yesterday we held an intervention for one of my longest term friends, yaaaaaay. The thing is, hes not using hard drugs, hes smoking weed. That's right i said it, weed. But his diabetic ass body hates week, and also it gives him panic attacks, the most recent which caused a seizure and landed him in a hospital, all because of a good ol mary jane blunt. God it feels so stupid to have an intervention for pot, but I'm not kidding when I say it really fucks him up. First intervention I've been thru, went well, aside from the shouting match between him and his mom, yikes.

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Money, May 24th

Why the fuck am i at a desk today sitting somewhere i don't wanna be, doing things i don't wanna do, to earn at this point digital points(who gets paid in cash now) to then redeem on bills that never stop coming, food to keep me alive to make more points, and a car to take me to the place to earn more points? Also yes i know that was a run-on sentence. BUT SERIOSULY, everything in life is dictated, shit life's get RUINED because of some fucking mad up system of trade. Like is this what human existence is, getting crushed my the finical machine, or turning the wheel to crush others in it? Shit is crazy, but here i am bright an early on a Monday morning getting those points.

#money #monday #job #journal

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Make Plywood Cheap Again, May 18th

So I know I know you must all be dying with curiosity to know what line of work I'm in, so in order to please my unending cascade of fans ill let ya know. I'm in lumber sales, which normally is a pretty chill if not important part of the economy. But this last year has been the craziest one on record, with prices up like a millions percent. I swear I cringe half the time when i have to read the prices off to someone I'm quoting, I feel like were selling DODGE coin and not some shit that grows out of the grow. Hopefully the market will correct itself, but I guess your boy might as well make hay while the sun burns the planet to black glass.

#wood #plywood #lumber #makeplywoodcheapagain

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First New Customer, May 13th,2021

So I'm in sales right, but my job is weird in the fact that we have such a core client base were busy taking care of, were actually not pushed to pick up new ones. Well your boy picked up one anyways. That's right got my first new customer, mostly by falling ass backwards into the sale, but it still counts god damn it!

#business #sales #journal

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Allergy's, May 12, 2021

Dude allergies are an absolute bitch, but maximum strength medicine kicks ass. That is all for today.

#allergies #drugs

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Work Woes, May 11th 2021

Todays topic is learning from ones mistakes, which is something that seems quite obvious but is harder then it sounds. I strive in my personal life not to make the same mistakes, but lately with my new career change I've found just how dumb it can feel making mistakes while learning something new. I know it shouldn't feel that bad, but for a guy who perfected his last job, I feel strong emotions about making what I would consider simple mistakes in my new job, even if there still learning caused mistakes. But from this point onward ill tell you what, Port Orchard is getting their shit delivered, BEILIVE IT!!

#workplace #learning #mistakes

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First Working of My Mind, May 10th, 2021

Well honestly I hope its not the first working, but at the very least its the first one on here. Dear never ending void of the internet, I'm writing to you today not for your attention, but for my own outlet. And since I've lost every journal I've ever had, I figure this might be a good option. Yesterday me and my fiancé had a fight, I'm not sure if i ever will live up to be the man I've been pretending to be for the last 5 years, but damn I'm trying. Fake it till you make it right? She's worth anything in the world, I'm just trying to be worthy of her. Side note, woman are much better debaters then men.

#journal post #first post