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I saw Kiryu's last live dvd trailer yesterday and honestly I'm a bit worried about Mahiro. He left pretty defeated at the end. I thought of checking but he hasn't posted anything since last year and I know he could be resting, but knowing why the hiatus came in the first place (according to them, at least) I can't help but feel this way. I hope therapy works dammit. I really wish he's found a therapist capable of actually helping him deal with his pain. He too loves the scenery everyone talks about. And he hates having to lose it now. I really hope the others check on him constantly and that he gets to have some fun often, cause it's so hard dealing with all that alone.

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Me staring in disbelief at Ruiza's TikTok description: WHAT DO YOU MEAN ODORU MITAI?!

*makes air to oneself* I don't know why I'm surprised but for some reason I didn't expect him to be the first to make a TikTok with dancing in mind. Playing covers yes, taking random videos of his face, sure, he's done it before but dancing?...Lord have mercy. Goodness Imma die from cuteness.

If he's trolling, I swear...*pulls non existent sleeves up*

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LIVE TOUR 2022-2023 MASS “THE FINAL” 07.15 AT NIPPON BUDOKAN

戒、れいた、麗 & 葵

#gazette #the gazette #oh aoi's hair has got looong long #nice :3

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Part of me wants to be annoyed but at this point I find it kind of funny. Back when I was trying to get into art business with photomanipulation/photobashing, I had followed so many people and there was never a single opportunity I could grasp cause nb was looking for artists of my kind OR artists of my level (cause I'm average leveled still). Ever since I stopped trying to make new stuff, I always come across posts of studios or big projects either for artists of any kind, not just drawing artists, or that have a side opportunity for less professional artists that are perhaps still learning and wish to expand. Good one, life. I hope you enjoy laughing at me with each one.

#you might ask why i don't apply cause once an artist always an artist but honestly i don't have anything new to show #i have made 3 major photomanips #ok 4 but i don't like one of them so i don't show it #and the rest are smaller stuff i made #cd covers and stuff #plus i no longer wish to go back to that grind and try to reach a level i will never have #good photomanipulators make sth every 2 weeks #and my fastest record is 1 month

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The whole situation has pushed me a little past my shyness I got to say, I want to be able to tell how I feel even around them, a little more. Cause it really fucked me up to realize how easily I can just lose anyone any moment now. I'd already had this fear. From the moment I met them I knew my time was limited but I could never join stuff like other fans did, share comments, write fanletters. I did start sending fanletters at some point but thanks to one misunderstanding I got scared and stopped, but then more of them seemed to enjoy them and apparently do need some encouraging words off stage every now and then so yeah I tried, but still without going full on out. Also through my trying stuff on YT I realized the importance of interaction with posts a little more, for their business. Likes do set the algorithm going but, it doesn't hurt retweeting stuff too. I used to hate it, cause some check their retweeted posts and I didn't want them to see my comments, so if I did, I retweeted stuff without one, but now I get the algo a little more and I feel less of that wall I used to have. There's nth wrong with giving support to the people whose work you enjoy and I wish I hadn't felt that scared and embarassed to be seen this long. Perhaps, if I didn't, I could have sent him a comment too before he'd left. Or say that I fucking love him without caring how it sounds from some random woman stranger to a popular man stranger.

#i always worry about making people uncomfortable #as long as there is balance there is no need to be afraid though #as long as you don't overstep #you might as well be doing a good thing for someone battling losing their faith in their work every day #humans are fragile like that

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Dang it I was waiting for the lyrics for this and they gave them to us but I still don't get what this is about xD. It sounds religious but is it so? Hmmm...Cause people considering themselves "holy/nice" are mentioned and how they are pretentious I guess, and he judges them? And he also mentioned he hates when people judge him or misunderstand his songs lately...maybe it's for that. Good song all in all, I like it. His scream felt cleaner than other times, I wonder if it's because of how it was editted or he did manage to find a way to go deeper than he usually does? I know he had to work with an instructor cause his screams had really affected his voice a few years back but maybe it's not cause of that, maybe it's just me. THE GUITAR SOLO THOUUUGH.

#razor #ryoga #intensity #Youtube

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#yup #and i haven't tried the most triggering doctor for that yet but at some point i have to go

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Ikuma's going to sing Screw's Wailing Wall and I won't be able to even listen to a snippet. I'm so fucking mad at my life.

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HEY, GRAPHIC MAKERS!

Have you ever wanted to create a graphic but then realized you had to suffer through cutting out a person from the background? Well, I got you covered.

There's a website called remove.bg (there's also a program to download on your pc which is what I have) that does that work for you!

I was kinda sceptical at first but the way they cut the images is super bomb and the images come out great!

Example:

(it would take me forever to cut out dolores and I would quickly lose motivation)

but then i inserted this image into this and voila!

Such a great editing tool and a real timesaver! Hope this helps some people out!

#editing #masking #in case i lose my patience again and want sb else to do it for me xD

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If I eventually get to a video analyzing Vertin's character I think many would disagree with my take, based on the few things I've seen around the fanbase the last 2 months I've been attempting to search it. Art does that to people. Each one gets a different impression of what they see.

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What do the vibes say? I think Revese 1999 fans will know exactly what I mean.

#unpopular opinion? none #i dunno i still see her as a child so if anything i think she is being a big sister to everyone #and not really responding to the rest's emotions very normally #she is kind and wants to help but sometimes seems like freezing when overwhelmed by emotion

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Who is this Cyan Coat stranger sneaking around my Wilderness? I can't think of anyone in such a bright color like cyan.

#and regulus was worried she was a manus mole #she's our mole and snitch now xD #i am a little confused though cause ms radio isn't green per se either so my mind first went to her #like are you describing yourself? #but then again she is not cyan #her tint is more mint

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Tumblr has logged me off by itself twice the last few weeks and I don't appreciate it. -_-

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ok girlies we are at a sleepover. we know how many crush confessions you’ve given and received. now tell us how many people you’ve kissed

#0 #i'm ugly fam #the guys i like never like me back so xd #but it's better like that cause honestly i'm only down for the kisses and hugs and guys want more stuff #so i'm not exactly girlfriend material #however i do want to kiss once in my life #maybe if i ever make a man friend and he doesn't mind showing me #mercy kiss xD #who knows

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Me after 3 parts in the new Reverse event: Yeah but what is Desert's power? All we've been talking about is Spathodea's.

Me after part 5:

#the creativity of this team can sometimes be questionable not going to lie

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#this #i'm stuck at 18 mentally not going to lie #i have like 15 memories max from that year to now #i have more visual kei memories though #cause only when i was on my pc spending time “with them” did i feel alive and functioning again

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The way life keeps telling me to give up and I am stupid enough to keep going hoping hope will come...