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I’m not gonna go… so I think that will accomplish the not going.

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i love when u go to hot topic and u see a family in there and you can always tell exactly which child made the rest of the family go in

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seriously this was so scary to post, go and have a read🌹

#mental illness #depression #blog #post #article

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this add years to my life

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tonight was peaceful

#made with tumblr #gif #beach #ocean #calm

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you’re really cute and its ruining my life because i think about kissing you all the time

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5 years ago i was a fucking mess & now i’m a fucking mess but at peace with it and with cooler fashion sense

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do not fix your dark circles let the world know youre tired of its shit and ready to kill a man

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“I hope we last. I hope we do. But if we don’t, this is how I want you to remember me: I want you to remember me curled up, listening to the sound of your heartbeat and tracing maps across your skin. Remember me laughing at your jokes, even the stupid ones. Remember me in hysterics for absolutely no reason and in tears because one time you made me so sad neither of us thought I’d recover. Remember me brave, that time you held my hand and I thought I was going to die; remember me scared and gentle and delicate and breakable - only for you though, only for you. Remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways I tried to get your attention. Remember the way I was too stubborn to talk to you and how absolutely insane it drove the both of us. Remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. Remember the songs you couldn’t stop listening to and the childish dreams you allowed yourself about the future. If it’s any consolation I allowed myself to have them too. If it comes to it I don’t want you to remember the ending. Remember the beginning. Remember the first time you knew.

S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #132 (via blossomfully)

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eats when im sad, sad when i eat

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my life would be so much more chill if even the concept of a phone call didn’t send my anxiety through the fuckin roof

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