Wow! I have a kofi now! Theres not much on it atm, but I'll be using it regularly starting now! I'll be doing some test batches of comms veryyyy soon, so be sure to follow me there if you're interested!
Good news! I don't hate myself nearly as much anymore!
Had a pretty bad mental breakdown the other day, but it ended with the realization that the voice in my head verbally abusing me isn't my own. It's that of my child self, no older than 12-14, crying on the way to school because he thinks he's a fucking monster who's only a burden on those who he cares about.
Now that self-hatred has replaced with horror and pity. I thought my life up til now had been relatively okay with some road bumps along the way. But, jesus christ, it's not fucking okay for a *child* to hate themselves like that.
Basically, tl;dr, my early-mid childhood was a lot worse than I thought it was. I still have some massive anxiety but at the very least I have my foot in the door when it comes to fixing this shit.
you all hate the position i sleep in because you haven’t advanced to my level and you’re jealous of my mental acuity and caustic wit as well as being extremely good at sleeping
We're on a new platform with a totally different audience...we have to prove ourselves all over again...convince a totally new group of people to think we're funny and worth your attention....so allow me to drop some of my "A" material....the funniest thing I got.......here goes.......
jeef berky