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I just wanna love someone again. I’ve gotten over my feelings and desires for someone that it was already over with. I don’t want to be jaded and the solitude that I found peace in seems a bit lonelier lately. I’ll enjoy the love songs even single but I kinda want to think of someone special as I sing them out loud. I hope sometime soon I’ll meet someone to love again, until then I’ll wait and enjoy others romance bloom with a light heart. ♥️

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I just want to love and be loved, but my heart harden and cautious. I miss being able to love freely and deeply, but I just can’t be hurt again since I picked up all the pieces to make myself whole again. One day I know I’ll meet the one, but it’s one day far away at the moment.

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Sometimes I forget the world and the people that are suffering from more than this pandemic. I forget there are people that need the contact that I’m not fond of. Something happened to me to lose my faith in the being called GOD so I turn to the universe and karma because I believe there’s something there but I’m just not sure what it is. I focus only on my self and my immediate family because that’s all I have. I’ve seen friendships die over stupidest reasons, I’ve been in love plenty of times to finally not rely on love to get me through, I’ve lost connections of certain family meme era over stupid reason or because of distance. My heartaches and yearns to give everyone second chances, to give them the love they need, to comfort anyone through anything. But one person messed up how I trust, believe, and give myself to others now. I’m sorry for being selfish. I’m sorry for being self absorbed. But the old me died at that persons hands. Through cruelty and deception. I’m a calm holding her pearl close to her heart until someone forces it out of me. I’m not emotionally stable for anyone or anything. I doubt and struggle. But I’ve been doing better. One day maybe I can be just like the girl before who cares so deeply for everyone she gives everything of herself to not a single trace of herself is left. One day I’ll be a true form of myself. I honestly miss who I used to be.

#mythoughts #myfeelings #myself

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Looking at my horoscope I finally can understand that this year love just isn’t for me. I’m supposed to accept being single and focus of friendships. Pretty much telling me I’ll be alone for sure this year. I honestly love being alone and am traumatized by past relationship but I still feel the loneliness of not sharing a special romantic bond with someone. By 28 I’m supposed to find my soulmate. I’m only going to be 25 this year. So I’m supposed to be lonely for the 3 more years. Feels like fate just wanted to watch me suffer more than grow. Thank you for listening to a lonely heart that has so much love to give even after a damaged beaten broken heart.

#lonliness #astrologysuckssometimes

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I’m trying to write a song without knowing how to, I’m trying to design a tattoo without really knowing how to, I’m planning and working on my life without knowing how to. My life is a free floating map of desires that will come true one way or another. Losing you only made me realize I didn’t need your love but my own. So thank you. For the heartbreak and healing. I finally learned who is the most important to me, which is me.

To my soulmate, hopefully I’ll be beautifully stained with all the colors one can imagine to be finally one with myself. That the lines you create will be etched into my being forever making the beautiful masterpiece I am. A never ending dream of desires and love. I can wait to meet you.

#lifeisbeautiful #lifeiswhatyoumakeit #letters

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This turtle is so pretty

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I’m so bad at love and dating. I hope someone revived my desire for loving someone other than my self.

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Dear person,

I am sorry for all my faults, my past decisions, and for my inability to be less selfish. But I won’t stop being who I am. Someone broke my heart in pieces and changed who I was. Honestly they made me better and I am grateful I learned from it all. I was once spoiled, naive, and cheerfully oblivious to everyone and everything that wasn’t me or involved me. Now I’m wiser, stronger, but a loner. I love being alone and when the desire to find my person finds me I’ll be with you. I enjoy life to it’s fullest with love towards myself, I’m still incredibly selfish but it’s my life. Even if I find the one person I want to love forever it’s still my life and they can’t think or live my life for me. So this is my sample of me. I’m cheerful, loving, selfish, desire for more in my life, level headed, and still searching my own meaning in this whole universe. I love strongly for everyone I care for and loyal to the one I love. I hope someone can sway my heart to falling in love deeply again without any reservations from my past heartbreak. I have everything going or figured out but love and that’s ok. I enjoy others in love and cheer for the people to be in love. I’m just not going to chase anymore but I won’t sit idle still for someone to come along. I’ll put myself out there and wait at the same time. I’ll be picky until someone breaks me down or fulfills the criteria I ask. I will love freely until I meet you my person. Until then I’ll enjoy my days being alone and truly loving myself.

Sincerely, future lover❤️

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😂🤣

Kirishima: So did you kiss Midoriya?

Bakugou: No, the moment wasn’t right.

Bakugou: Look, Deku could be my future husband and I want our first kiss to be amazing.

Kaminari: Aw, Bakugou, that’s so sweet. You chickened out like a little bitch.

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DIY Animated Cards Tutorials and Printables from Instructables’ User goldlego 

Updated 2019

Make these clever DIY Animated Cards with just a few materials. There are PDF downloads at the links to make this a really easy DIY.  

DIY Retro Valentine’s Day Animated Card by goldlego at Instructables HERE.

DIY Windows Retro 95 Animated Loading Birthday Card by goldlego at Instructables HERE. You can edit the message in this card.