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scrapped idea for yukaeso week incoming~

dont mind that note at the end lmao im too lazy to redo the screenshot--

#writing parts #wow u can tell i was writing that half-asleep when i rlly wanted a hug #the was at the beginning paragraph at the last sentence is supposed to be wasn't but shhh

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ughhhhhhh. nesoberi eli is my only light...... i rlly rlly need to make sure im not a failure for 4 years. maybe an extra 2 or 3 if im able to go to college.

#sorry just. going through it. #i want to grow up and leave already but i need to make sure im good enough w something to have a job. #i dont know what i want to be... fuck im not even sure if i can be a script writer. #im not confident with myself w anything at all. #i dont know if i can handle it #maybe i'll work in something that gives good money (IT work? maybe?) and just do art and writing on the side. #i dont know. #im not sure if i want to be anything anymore.

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i just checked out my mayakuro phantom thief au after forever and man i rlly need to rewrite everything. i gotta think abt the plot a biiiit more thoroughly before i start writing (also the relive girls need to be in here cmon i need them--)

while im at it, here's some snippets i liked!

:thumbs up:

#writing parts #i guess. #yay.

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self shipping shame under the cut--

im not drooling at the first panel. also wow it's me.

#art stuff #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #im not. tagging. anyone. :D #kicking my feet and twirling my hair yeah yeah whateverrrrr

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yk i remembered prologue of peaky and just how much yuka did to help kyoko to find this mysterious dj called shinobin that totally wasn't a hundred percent this girl that they befriended called shinobu. (she was).

another reason i say this is bc i think yuka had a small crush on kyoko, that's why she wanted to help her. she realizes soon enough though that kyoko will never return those feelings bc of her infatuation for shinobu so it kinda died out. (she coped w that by teasing kyoko abt her love for shinobu)

#im saying this here bc i feel rlly scared saying these types of things on main #i hate talking abt these types of headcanons when it involves character a having a crush on character b but then lost those feelings bc-- #character b has a crush on character c. but sometimes one just comes to me and hits me rlly hard lol

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guys. g.guys i think this crush on yuka isnt a crush anymore. im full on head over heels for h

sorry what. wh. what was that. lol.

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no bc it's so crazy how much i wanna kiss this idiot it's not funny. it's not funny. it's not funny. it's not funny. she has a cute and silly smile what the hell SHE IS LITERALLY JUST A GIRL. SHE LIKES TRAINING, PHOTOGRAPHY AND HER DJ UNIT BUT SHE MANAGED TO CAPTURE MY HEART W HER SILLINESS--

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #LOOK AT HER. #LOOK AT HER........ #she's so fucking cute help #this post was made by esora (source: trust me) #i need to give her a little kiss on the forehead

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i wanna draw myself kissing yuka so bad but my shame is unbearably gigantic i cant do it. i try then esora appears instead.

#HI. IM SORRY. i remembered this blog exists for when i dont wanna talk on main-- #this just in: crow uses yuka.eso as a way for him to draw character he projects into w character he has a crush on? yeah. #urgghhhhh.....

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sneak peak of the 7th chapter for "but it's warm here!"

#writing parts #was that the tag i used? idk..... #i should post chapter 6 soon.... gotta edit it first #im so excited to continue working on it you have no idea dude #this chapter is gonna be fun to plan hee hee

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making kyoko and shinobu go to couples' therapy feat. esora and yuka as their therapists lol

#p much the summary of but its warm here #it's so hard writing this emotionally but i can do it!

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when i get older im gonna be moving tf out of my parent's house. when im stable and able to get a job im gonna save up to be able to transition.

#i thought that one day i could be able to do it. but hearing the shit theyre saying rn im fucking leaving. #theyre transphobic through and through. #they wouldve accepted me if i was a lesbian but wont accept me if i said im trans. #i hate this so much.

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siiigh. i honestly dont know when my parents are arguing or just. being a couple.

#i dont like being in the same room as them.... usually involves me overhearing them kind of fighting #im sick of it............ #could just be me not used to hearing my dad's voice. #even tho its been a year since he started being in my life again i still feel like he isnt there. #every weekday he's working and ever weekend he's home. but i feel like he's barely there. #i usually think “oh yeah my dad's here” when he's home. hell i sometimes mistake him for a random guy in the house. #could just be me not used to having a dad again.

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reblogging this bc it turns out (courtesy of my older sibling's fish knowledge) that those fish w esora in the card are gold colored silver arowanas. (it's possible for silver arowanas to be that color yes)

fun fact about arowanas, they symbolize luck, wealth and prosperity. another fun fact, they are very aggressive to humans and are able to bite to the point it causes bleeding. so. um. esora, girl, im sorry but i technically put you in a lake that will kill you. dw yuka will help you but both of you will be injured.

those prosekai fans making aus based on the cards are so right. im gonna do that too w my sillies (d4)

anywho. royal x thief yukaeso :D (this is barely anything. i haven't expanded the idea.)

esora is a princess who has been in her house ever since she was a child, is finally allowed by her parents to be able to be let outside. as she walked around the area her family lived in and noticed a bunch of koi fish in a lake. curious, she stuck her hand in the water, trying to feel the fish's scales. as she tries, dipping her hand more and more into the water, she slips. she falls into the lake, sinking into the depths as the fish that led her there in the first place circle around her. her first chance of freedom was also her last.

yuka is a thief that has a fondness for jewelry and showing off by doing crazy stunts as escape plans. all of the jewels she stole is soon returned thanks to a rookie detective said thief is rumored to be close to. there is another rumor this game of cat and mouse is a ploy to find someone the detective has eyes on. one day, during her escapades, she notices a girl around her age slip into the lake, worried about her, she dives in headfirst, not caring if she drowns too.

after esora is saved, yuka leaves her close but not too far from the lake and needed to run bc a. authorities and b. people might think she was the one who drowned her. esora was half conscious and the only thing she remembers abt yuka was her blonde hair and coat. the authorities finds esora and is like 'OH SHIT THIS IS A SHIMIZU' and bring her back to the manor sopping wet.

yes this is their meet cute. is there a way for me to make it sound less insane? no. can i try? maybe. im just putting the idea down.

kyoko and shinobu in this au are a detective and a ninja. also based off their cards. the place the au is set in is this crazy steam and cyberpunk place that's close to the manor that esora lives in. shinobu is known around the area as the best thief, even tho her actual work is being a bodyguard. (she uses an alias during her thieving hobby)

shinobu's family are known for their skills as bodyguards so esora's parents enlist her as esora's to make sure she doesnt fucking. die. they do want esora to see more of the world still and just dont want her to get injured so shinobu needs to go with esora no matter where she goes. it sucks BALLS for shinobu so at night is when she only gets to do her thief work.

kyoko is a detective bc she was inspired by a lady in a cafe she frequents in (airi). the lady used to be a detective herself until she found a case she couldn't ever solve so kyoko wants to ensure that she'll be able to reach a level of which where she can solve any case. along the way, kyoko noticed that there are some thefts that fit a certain criteria, ans she rlly wants to find this thief. yuka is a friend of hers that does photography on the side that kyoko begged her to help with this plan.

later on, esora manages to find out abt shinobu's thieving and is like 'woagh you gotta let me in on this' and shinobu now has to drag esora around at night as well, not bringing her if it connect to very rich people that her parents know.

later on they all intersect n shit. idk how it'll work tho. that's all i got.

#notes #im thinking instead of yuka just leaving esora there she leaves her coat w her so she'll be warmed up (wow thats gay) #but also so her injuries wont get infections and such #yeahhh im smart #the authorities try asking esora what happened but she doesnt know and they can only go by the coat #yuka is a shivering mess during her heists ever since until she meets esora again and gets the coat back #yeahh im so good at this hehe

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surfer x mermaid yukaeso 💛 💚

#art stuff #d4dj #d4dj groovy mix #yukaeso #kyoshino #yuka jennifer sasago #esora shimizu #shinobu inuyose #kyoko yamate #this was originally a redraw of a scene from barbie dolphin magic but i kinda went off the rails #sorry if the perspective is wonky and everything feels weird... #dont draw backgrounds. so. yeahhh. #it's really obvious what my main is now i think. helloooooooooo.

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the d4 tag in ao3 is becoming the kof tag whhyyyyyyyy eiskjdnfidjikdjsfi

#im so. im so fucking. why. #i need to finish writing something i swear

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those prosekai fans making aus based on the cards are so right. im gonna do that too w my sillies (d4)

anywho. royal x thief yukaeso :D (this is barely anything. i haven't expanded the idea.)

esora is a princess who has been in her house ever since she was a child, is finally allowed by her parents to be able to be let outside. as she walked around the area her family lived in and noticed a bunch of koi fish in a lake. curious, she stuck her hand in the water, trying to feel the fish's scales. as she tries, dipping her hand more and more into the water, she slips. she falls into the lake, sinking into the depths as the fish that led her there in the first place circle around her. her first chance of freedom was also her last.

yuka is a thief that has a fondness for jewelry and showing off by doing crazy stunts as escape plans. all of the jewels she stole is soon returned thanks to a rookie detective said thief is rumored to be close to. there is another rumor this game of cat and mouse is a ploy to find someone the detective has eyes on. one day, during her escapades, she notices a girl around her age slip into the lake, worried about her, she dives in headfirst, not caring if she drowns too.

after esora is saved, yuka leaves her close but not too far from the lake and needed to run bc a. authorities and b. people might think she was the one who drowned her. esora was half conscious and the only thing she remembers abt yuka was her blonde hair and coat. the authorities finds esora and is like 'OH SHIT THIS IS A SHIMIZU' and bring her back to the manor sopping wet.

yes this is their meet cute. is there a way for me to make it sound less insane? no. can i try? maybe. im just putting the idea down.

kyoko and shinobu in this au are a detective and a ninja. also based off their cards. the place the au is set in is this crazy steam and cyberpunk place that's close to the manor that esora lives in. shinobu is known around the area as the best thief, even tho her actual work is being a bodyguard. (she uses an alias during her thieving hobby)

shinobu's family are known for their skills as bodyguards so esora's parents enlist her as esora's to make sure she doesnt fucking. die. they do want esora to see more of the world still and just dont want her to get injured so shinobu needs to go with esora no matter where she goes. it sucks BALLS for shinobu so at night is when she only gets to do her thief work.

kyoko is a detective bc she was inspired by a lady in a cafe she frequents in (airi). the lady used to be a detective herself until she found a case she couldn't ever solve so kyoko wants to ensure that she'll be able to reach a level of which where she can solve any case. along the way, kyoko noticed that there are some thefts that fit a certain criteria, ans she rlly wants to find this thief. yuka is a friend of hers that does photography on the side that kyoko begged her to help with this plan.

later on, esora manages to find out abt shinobu's thieving and is like 'woagh you gotta let me in on this' and shinobu now has to drag esora around at night as well, not bringing her if it connect to very rich people that her parents know.

later on they all intersect n shit. idk how it'll work tho. that's all i got.

#me writing ideas #kyoshino #yukaeso #never main tagging.... #im pretty sure people who know me as just my sideblog know what my main is LMAO #if you dont please keep it up i am embarrassed abt the shit i yell here even tho this is my outlet blog #also. me posting not negatively!!! yay! im getting better!

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im never talking late ever again. im gonna regret something idk i'll regret. i need that drilled in my brain.