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Idk I'm going through a phase (Natasha Lyonne phase)

POKER FACE S1E09 | Escape from Shit Mountain

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NATASHA LYONNE ph. for C Magazine 2023

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I’M NOT IMPRESSED WITH THE JOURNEY

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POKER FACE: SEASON ONE (2023) Natasha Lyonne as Charlie Cale • costume design by Trayce Gigi Field

Field: “Natasha is… a big fan of vintage so her initial mood board was ‘70s meets Western meets desert girl, you know? So we just tried to like combine all three of those vibes together. I try to keep it interesting by mixing and matching pieces and you’ll see that there’s some repeating [pieces] throughout. To me that just feels really genuine.”

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I've been feeling kinda bad about where I am in life (at 26). Tbh it's maybe been a little unrealistic, idk, but I've been comparing myself to others I guess - and the others who are fairly far along in life at that. Idk.

Coming back here has helped, because I can suddenly see my progress sooo much. It really helps to have a better sense of "this is where I was, and this is where I am now." Life's feeling more real and like a story again, instead of just this one moment (my memory issues, likely due to dissociation and stuff, are very real).

I like when life feels more normal 🥲

#does this make any actual sense #did #dissociative identity disorder #complex ptsd #trauma healing

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"The earth has music for those who listen".

Follow wildtrail for similar!

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I beat myself up a lot. But I've made insane progress from where I was before. 🤷

Healing from trauma is hard. Please quit beating yourself up for any mistakes you’ve made in the process or any bumps in the road. 

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being alone made me realize a lot

#for real

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You are going to laugh until your stomach hurts again. You're going to be in awe of a sunset. Watch your favorite show while you eat your favorite food. Find money on the street. Discover a great band you haven't heard of before. You will find your way back.

#i find it hard to teally believe for sure #but it's a comforting idea

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celebrate everything you made it through and did this year. you deserve a big celebration for surviving.

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you don’t need an excuse for being good to yourself, you can be good to yourself just because. even if everything went wrong, even if you feel like you haven’t achieved anything in a while, even if you’ve been unproductive and tired, you’re still allowed to treat and take care of yourself.

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