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Guys suffer too but it’s harder to believe

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Me right now and I'm stuck in it

Story of my life

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What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I do anything right? Why do the people I care about the most always leave? Everyone promises that they will never leave me and they love me but sooner or later, they all leave me. Am I really that bad of a person? Am I really not even worth one person? Not even one freaking person stays. I accept people into my heart and trust them but all they do is rip it out and stomp on it until it’s no longer usable. Then someone comes along, repairs it only to destroy it again. I seriously have no one. And it hurts to be physically and emotionally alone. I sit home with no one, talk to absolutely no one. I bother everyone. I annoy everyone. But I understand it, I wouldn’t want to be friends with me either. I’m not worth it so why stick around? That is in my head 24/7. I hate myself too. I just want to drown all these pills and sleep. Never bother anyone, never annoy anyone, never hold anyone back. I don’t expect people to miss me. I honest think everyone will be like, “oh she killed herself, took her long enough, no one wanted her here anyway”. I’m not even worth one single person staying, why stay? My best friend doesn’t even care for me, that’s why she ended our friendship. My high school friends never loved me, that’s why they never texted me after graduation. I’m tired of giving my heart and having it ripped and torn. I’m just tired, period. I want to sleep. Sleep and never wake up to all the pain surrounding me. No more fake smiles, no more fake laughs. I’m not worth it. I’m not worth her staying, why should I stay and get my heart hurt by another person? I can’t.

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I just need someone to hold me and say everything is going to be alright

02:12 (via greekerican1005)

Please

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Now I’m depressed. Now I feel like killing myself, but luckily I’m too depressed to bother.

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I always seem to fall into this trap

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I wish I was

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Words I don't say but is on my mind

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Same

Every day.

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My favourite book. Plus I relate to Charlie so much it's sad

#hate myself #bad #again #no friends #alone #abandoned #perks of being a wallflower #help #me #charlie

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#depressing quotes #depressing thoughts #depressing tumblr #hate #i hate everything #hate my life #hate myself #empty #lonely #kill me #one of those days #one of those nights #lost

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#sad #depressing quotes #depressing thoughts #depressing tumblr #depressed #depressive #i hate everything #hate #i hate this #hate myself #hate my life #hate my body #same shit #same shit different day #alone #empty

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This describes my everyday

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